Thursday, May 31, 2007

tmr camp le...
quite look forward to it...
hope it will not b too bad bah...
no matter wat....still must JIAYOU...
RSS SJAB pple!! jiayou for the camp...strive for the best!!


btw...will not b bringing hp for the camp...so tat means i'll not b able to reply any sms...hp would b turn off tmr at 12pm....ard dere la..=x.... so bye....hope i'll 'enjoy' the camp!!....ahahaha

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

just now tiffany came my hse...to do up the uniform for sei yi...coz she nvr go collect??? =.=...but nvm la...we make used of the time to chit chat also....=)

we talked abt many many things la...all so funny la...talked abt last time comp...our footdrill!! wOoHoo~~!!! =x....den we also got talked abt daddy....we actually talking abt all his good points lor...n i say tat y dun we try listing his bad points...=x....but surprisingly...we cnt thought of any...=x....

daddy...c la....u have leave us such a good impression on us la...now want to talk bad abt u...also so difficult...=x..=p im bad...=x
really lor...nothing comes to our mind when it comes to bad points abt u lor...=x....indeed u are such a nice daddy...=x....happy mah? =x...

just now went to woodlands checkpoint...Again??? LOL....did some last minute shopping for camp stuffs....just reached home....now i've finished buying all my camp stuffs le...oni left packing oni...wish me good luck for my camp bah...=)

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i just got to know smth....which makes me damn happy lah!!! wahahaha....=) hope tat it shall b good for me bah...=)

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

i really feel really helpless....
i really duno wat to do...
help me...
i seriously need help...
i duno wat would happen to me....
may god bless me....=.=
i really feel very tired...
helpless.....

Monday, May 28, 2007

decided not to post abt today...coz got nth to write abt...mayb tmr bah...buaiix...

Sunday, May 27, 2007

haix...how i wish im still in 'wonderland' now...
coz im so confused n does not know where to go?
this or tat??
is my decision correct??
m i making the right choice??
will i regret after tat??

sometimes i would wish tat i do not have to make a decision....how i wish i would b free....free of troubles...problems...messy minds...omg!!!

how i wish dere is big open space in front me...wide grass field...or even the seaside... which i could pour out all my sorrows out...how i wish i could shout across....throwing out all my troubles which i have in my mind now....

m i thinking too much??? i always feels tat im ******......it really feels bad...=(

haix...let me see wat's up for me tis week bah...hope it will b a better one....

monday-----suzhou exchange interview,den go appointment wif mama
tuesday-----free??
wednesday---free bah...prepare stuffs for camp lor...
thursday-----packing of stuffs for camp...
friday to monday----sjab camp...hope it will not b a bad one....=)
tiffany n mine...=)





wo de...=)
thxs daddy for everything!! wahaha..






just now went to vista park wif tiffany...to meet daddy....i went there on my own 1st...i cycled dere...on my way there...i saw daddy walking home...i very bad la...called his hp n asked him turned back...=x.....

not long after tiffany reached...daddy also come le...he gave us both a wat u called tat... handphone strap arh??( i duno wat to call tat...paiseh..=x).... tiffany's one is pink de den mine is orange de...got our name on it de....tiffany de pink colour very sweet lah....=x....

den he say he got something on den he go 1st lor...den we both go climb up tat thing lor....i also got write alot of msgs on it...tis time he really need to climb up le..=x.... den stayed on top for a while...chit chat a bit....den too hot le tat we go void deck dere....

den at abt 1++ like tat...we saw dem walked off...we very bad leh...ka-chiau him again him agn...called his hp...but realised he took a long time to realised his phone was ringing wor...we were like laughing at him when he was searching for his hp lor...=x..... asked to turned back...but he say he didnt c us...=x....

den we cycle to cwp lor..oh yah...i forgotten abt something...when we are abt to leave vista park...we saw all those sec 3s senior...they all was like .." orh hor!!! orh hor!!!~~~~" LOL...me n tiffany was like so diao can...we quickly hop onto our bike n ride off le...very malu de u noe...=x...somemore they all were still in front of us can!!..=x...

Saturday, May 26, 2007

i felt so lonely n helpless...

just now went to sun plaza to buy some things...got the things i want le...went to take the train...i could actually take the 962 bus home de...but wonder y...=.=

when the train reach admiralty dere...i was thinking tat shld i alight at admiralty or woodlands instead.....in the end i alighted at woodlands....went to cwp...walked round basement 1....decided to went home le.....walked hme instead of taking bus...

as i was walking...i felt so lonely...walked to vista park dere...wanted to go n c tat thing de...but in the end didnt...walked aimlessly along the road....just dun feel like going home...looked at my hp...7.30pm le...no choice...have to go home...if not very late le...haix...duno what's up on me...

Friday, May 25, 2007

how shld i describe my day leh???

woke up at abt 10.30am...used comp....use until 2pm ++ bah....then laid on the sofa...who noes i fell asleep wor...but in the end i woke up at 2.30pm..=x....

den 3.30pm like tat go find mama...den walked to sch for meet the parent session...results was ok lor....'quite' satisfied wif it... den took 911 to woodlands checkpoint dere...went there to buy camp stuffs...bought my shorts n track pants....den walked ard lor...went shopping at sheng shiong...den tiffany sms-ed me...ask her whether she lack of any camp stuffs not..in the end help her to buy black t-shirt n track pants lor...went back to the same shop twice...tat auntie gave me discount for the shirt n track pant lor...(tiffany...c u so lucky...can get a better price leh...=p ) also bought a shirt for papa also...

i just realised tat tiffany got alot of stuffs wif me now...=x...walkathon card...t-shirt...track pants....got anymore??i cant rmb le...=p...got to pass her all these stuffs to her on sunday since we are meeting each other...=) she also got help me buy some things lah...=)....thanks!!

btw...tiffany...rmb to remind me to bring tat shirt...=)

Thursday, May 24, 2007

today was fun n tired bah.... =x..

ytd after activity le..went home...felt abit SICK....lie ard the house...feeling very restless....so went to sleep at abt 11pm ++ lor..
today woke up...still very tired...wasnt feeling very gd also...was having a slight runny nose...n i also some sort of lost my voice le..*erhem! erhem!*

walked to sch wif tiffany....lesson was so slack today...almost every period is free period lor....laid on the table...trying to catch some sleep...but couldn't....

after sch got swimming...went to 883 dere to buy things le den walked to republic poly lor..the weather was like so HOT can!!!...swimming was quite fun bah...not like wat i thought at first...=p....after tat walked back to sch wif juaen...went to st john rm to get the walkathon card for tiffany n myself...pple!! donate for me!!! hahaha....

after tat walked home lor...=x....duno wat to write le leh...=x....den i shall write 'BYE BYE' bah!!! buaiix...!!

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

im so tired now la...really feel like sleeping lah... *yawns*....

sch was ok lor...but quite boring...so dun want to talk abt it... =.=

after sch got activity...as per normal lor...but patricia fell down...coz she trying to call for me n tiffany...=x...paiseh ah...take care arh... lecture lecture lecture...footdrill footdrill footdrill....den games...quite fun lor...played ice n water...also did some community singing...was so 'high' wif tiffany lor.. =p...oh ya...instructor manan also got come down...but den after the lecture jiu nvr c her le...

walked hme wif jeffrey...talk talk....=x....reached hme at abt 7pm....so tired la...i was actually dragging my feet as im walking home lor...

tink i write till here bah...very tired le...buaiix...

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

today was really BAD for me can!!! felt so PATHETIC lah!!

morning was as usual...walked to sch wif tiffany n wl...reached the parade sq le...sat there quietly...didnt talked much...n im having a slight stomachache....it starts to worsen when we singing the national anthem lor...it is so terrible can!!! pain until i got no strength to say the pledge lah.... =(

lessons was ..... did nth in class...mostly is do filing lor...today sch was dismissed at 1.30pm coz gt CIP.... my mood wasn't very good during the CIP...n the weather is like so hot even though it rained earlier....CIP was at sembawang park or rather beach... went there not oni to pick litter...also got donate some blood...coz the mosquitoes dere was like...so many...???!!!

finally it was 5pm le...reached sch...take le bag den walked off le...walked home alone lor...listened to radio as im walking...really felt like crying lor...haix...felt really terrible...coz of........... =( walked till woodlands pri dere le...tiffany called me n asked me whether i want go cwp not....den i say ok lor...since there is also a 912 bus coming so i board the bus lor...

peii tiffany go cwp see shoe bags...coz she want buy...but in the end nvr buy la...took 900 home...when going to interchange...leen n huii called me lor..say wat they say me at cwp, sportslink dere.....den when i board the bus le they called me agn...ask me go cwp...i was like...huh??i on the bus le den u say...but suan le lah....i also feel very tired le...so say dun want lor...went home lor....

haix....feeling very wat lor....having a bad feeling now...how i wished i had a listening ear n a shoulder for me to lean on now...really feel very tired now...haix....=.=

Monday, May 21, 2007

today was alright?? LOL...
ytd nite talked on the fone wif huii frm 12.30am all the way till 2.30am lor...pro right...LOL...=x...therefore i had to sacrificed my 2 hrs of precious sleep??!! LOL...i noe huii will sure kill me if she read these de...=x....

this morning walked to sch as usual lor...tiffany as usual waited for me under my block but today also got wei loke...then i tell my mama...'today got 2 person waiting for me leh...=x'...LOL... then walked to sch lor...but hor...walked till woodlands pri there hor...saw jenny...she was carrying her maths file wor...den i suddenly remembered tat i forgotten to bring mine...how?? went back hme lor...=x...

called er jie help me bring my files to downstairs...(thxs!!) she also gave me $$ to take taxi to sch...coz she scared i late...haha...but i didnt la..=)

today sch almost all is free period lor...cher nvr teach anything...assembly got external performance..guitar de...quite ok lor...=)

after sch went to learn how to do field cooking...half n hour oni...went to eat wif tiffany...but she didnt eat...after i went off 1st coz i meeting my mama....went out to handle some stuffs...

on the way back home on the mrt...received daddy de sms...he asked me whether i need poncho not...coz tiffany told him i dun have..( thanks tiffany!! u are indeed my best fren!! ^_^ ) thxs daddy also!!! =)

reached woodlands le...go pasar malam walk walk wif mama a while...den walked home lor...n here m i posting....=) i noe i very 'lor so' LOL... but too bad...im too bored...n lonely coz no one to chat wif...therefore i typed such a long post so as not to waste my time bah...=)

sayonara!!

Sunday, May 20, 2007

my 100th post!!! thxs to me updating my blog almost everyday bah..=p....i noe i bhb....

today basically did nth lor...woke up at ard 12.30pm++...=x....den sms-ed wif tiffany n ben....till 1pm...den talked on the fone wif tiffany till 1.30pm...for ur info...i was still lying on bed when doing all these stuffs...tis shows im not totally awake yet...=x...wahaha...LOL...

ate...watched tv....polished my boots??? coz i got nth to do....=p...nw my boots r shiny le...yeah!! =x thinking of whether shld i go tat place later leh?? consider later bah...see who want to acc me 1st...=p...

btw...HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFFREY!! stay cheerful always!!! =)

Saturday, May 19, 2007

just came back frm cwp wif my sis...reach hme at abt 8pm ++...

went cwp at abt 5pm++ like tat...went there to buy swimming stuffs...n abit of camp stuffs lor...went to kiddy palace to choose the swimming costume...den walked around...bought things here n there...went to mini toons to buy some b'day gift also...

sis went for massage as result i was left alone to walk ard cwp...walked frm the 1st floor up till the 5th floor n down to basement...sian right??bought bubble tea also.... den after went to eat at Burger King...after tat took bus home lor...

actually at 1pm++ ...huii wanted to jio me out de...go cwp slack wif her...but im too sian... so nvr go... (paiseh...) but im too kind to talk on the phone wif huii for almost 1 hr...=p LOL....

tmr is jeffrey's b'day....HAPPY 'ADVANCE' B'DAY JEFFREY!!! lol...

tink i post till here bah...gtg le..buaiix...sayonara!! ;)

Friday, May 18, 2007

today is a sad n disappointing day for me...
got back all the papers...though i didnt fail any subjects...but the marks is really very bad... the marks is all borderline 1 lor......

english...really very pathetic....guess how much i scored for my english compre?? pathetic 6/25!!! omg!! how to survive like tat?? for english both paper 1 n 2 la...51.8/100 u noe!! pathetic la...passed by tat 1.8 marks...haix...duno wat to do wif my english...

chinese....61.6/100......tis one is converted to 100% de la...actually total marks is 180 de...den i got 111...=.=

science...the paper which im satisfied wif...75/100...

geo...62.8...didnt really do well...

maths... 73/100...

history...58.3...

literature...58

all the marks here is oni based on the mid-year paper...converted to 100% de...haix... all my marks is all borderline de lor...need to kampateh le...haix...

haix...pathetic...=.= tink later if got anything den i post again lor...if not...sayonara!!

Thursday, May 17, 2007

BoOhOo!!
i gt nth to do so i come post again lor...but i gt nth to post abt....haix...

oh yah...tmr get back all the papers le...omg...tink i will do very badly lor...im worried abt my english paper...english fail jiu si ding le...OMG...god bless me bah...=x

pple wish me gd luck!! i really want to do well tis MYE...i want to do better den last term!!! last term de results arh...haix...no face to talk abt..=.=....

i really wish to do WELL this time...i dun want to disappoint pple who is concerned abt me le.....esp...daddy...i alrdy disappointed him once le...which made me cried really badly last time...hope the best of luck is wif me...=)

tis morning hor...when going to sch hor...i saw something very scary leh...which really scared me...guess who?? is TIFFANY!!!....she was waiting for me under my block mah...then when i walked out wif my mother...the 1st reaction we had was like scared tio..coz tiffany was like standing in front of us...n somemore she let down her hair...her hair was like covering her face n i couldn't c her face!! LOL....

we also got talked a little bit abt comp...n we also say abt we all crying on tat day...we say tat tiffany is like a tap...rather a spoiled one...once it is turned on....the water will keep flowing out de...cnt stop de...fix also no use de...=x...then me leh...turned on le...water will flowing out...but after a long time will b fixed le...LOL...

i noe tiffany gonna kill me if she reads this...but i still want to post leh...=x...im bad...=p.....

just now i watch the 9pm show mah...got one scene..tat wenjing divorced le mah...then the children crying for their mother n they all crying very badly leh...surprisingly...tears dropped down frm my eyes leh...it's so touching can...

nowadays i found out hor...i want cry also very difficult leh...crying can really help to fa xie lor....after when we go cwp...we walked along the walkway to cwp mah...den beside got a big field mah...we really feel like shouting across it lor...pour all the sorrows out...but in the end we didnt...=p.... nxt time must really find a place which we can do tat de...=)

now den i realised my post is long dao~~~=p

*i finally got to buy tat grape sweet le... yipee!!
today was......how shld i describe leh?? nvm suan le...=p...

today lessons before recess was slacking lor...did nth at all...den after recess is geo...did filling...den dnt...quite ok lor....lastly is CD...is SIAN de lor!!!...
after sch went to cwp wif tiffany....went to choose prezzie for jeff... n realised tat choosing a gift for a guy isn't easy!!!=p... then we go giordano choose clothes lor...end up we bought 3 t-shirts lor!! LOL....wondering y we buy 3 shirts rite?? haix...long story...=x wahahaha...!!!

tink tiffany has made her choice le....is up to her lor...as long she's happy den gd for her lor..=) gd luck!!

im currently enjoying my hershey's cookies n cream chocolate...n also typing tis post... tats y im typing really slow...coz i oni using one 1 hand to type...=p buaiix!!

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

hershey's chocolate!! yum yum!! =) cookies n cream!!
i noe is random...=p
finally!! blogger is back to normal...

today no activity...tats y i can blog at this point of time...no activity...shld i b happy or sad?? i duno...=x

today sch was okok lor...sci...did nth...then pe.... den is recess...went to eat coz im hungry...=p...
after tat is eng lor...mdm chang asked us to do grammar...finished le..sit down there did nth...jazz la...took our specs...n wear..it turns out he's wearing 4 specs at one time...funny la...=p ahaha....he also kip scaring me when i bu zhu yi de shi hou...so bad la him...kip getting shock....not tat 'shock' la...=x..at least i still can talk...=p....

finally sch end le...walked hme lor...
bathed...slept a while... for 15 mins oni...woke up by papa...cua tio leh...=p....ate...n here m i posting... *yawn*...later still nid go find mama...=) i guai bah..=x...i noe i bhb...=x

i tink i post till here bah...if got anything later den i post...=) sayonara!

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

hiya....
today was ok lor...is just tat the HEAVY rain in the morning dampen my mood oni...
tired as usual...slept during maths lesson=x.... coz cher nvr teach anything...we r free to do our own things...so i sleep lor... =p
then after sch went cwp to eat wif huii n leen...after tat bought sweets le...went back to sch coz got oral....

i tink i screwed up my oral conversation lor...got nth to talk abt!!! my mind was in a blank at tat very moment...when the cher ask me question..i was like ..." erm...", "ok..." or "then" lor...omg...n i also dun tink i will do well for the reading of the passage lor...20% of end of year lor!! die liao lah...how how??

oral end at abt 5pm++ lor...walked hme as usual...alone agn...=x...
bathed le...watch abit tv....then use comp lor...if not also nth to do...very sian u noe.... =.=

tmr shall b a better day bah...=) anyone got listen to radio ytd nite?? 933 de... duno they gt read my sms not...if got ...pple out there tell me kk?? thxs guys!! =) Luv ya!!

Monday, May 14, 2007

today mah...quite sian lor...
dun want to tok abt sch...is like so sian can..
mrs pang leaving us after today le...shld i b sad or happy?? =x...
then after sch walked home alone...

tiffany seems troubled...haix...want to help her but duno how...trying all sorts of ways to make her happy...but...haix...aiyah...i can understand how she feel...coz.......haix...

ytd oni fell asleep at 2am++..n i need to wake up at 6.30am....omg..think i later will take a nap bah...
wonder y these few days i cant slp...
as for saturday night bah...i went to bed at abt 1am++ but i oni fell asleep at abt 4am...it has been the same last weekend!!

lying on the bed...thinking of all sort of stuffs...i just couldnt slp...i tell myself not to think too much le...but i just cant..though im feeling very tired le..but i just couldnt slp...haix...sleepless nights...
sumtimes tears will even flow out frm my eyes if i thought of certain things...really...for example XXX n YYY.... oni sum pple will noe wat does it mean...haix...

Sunday, May 13, 2007

1st....Happy mOthers' dAy to mummy.....

today woke up at 12.30pm++ like tt...coz im lazy..=x..went to bed ytd nite at abt 1am++ but cant slp...fell asleep oni at abt 4am+++..=xxx

papa cooked chicken rice...yumyum...=p..then slacked ard...4pm+ like tt went cwp wif sis...shopped ard...blah blah then walked hme....

reached hme le...was lei dao.... then slept for 2 hrs ++ then here m i posting..haix...

*sigh* me n tiffany is having the same problems nw....but nvm... we must face it together ok??must b strong..ok...jiayou!! NC no.1 n no.2 kampateh!!

Saturday, May 12, 2007

im so bored tat im here to post agn...
n also not forgetting to say....
HAPPY B'DAY TO PEITING!!

sian...didnt get to went out today....instead i slept whole day long at home...exams finished alrdy 2 days liao lor...n i didnt get to enjoy...haix....
im so sian at home la...no one acc me go out...=x...tiffany went to malaysia le... no one peii wo sms le...=x...
hope later can go out bah...=x

post later...

Friday, May 11, 2007

today was so sian~~~ lor... exams finish le still nid go sch!! today oni sec 2s lesson as usual lor!! omg!! tats y the sch was like so quiet after sch lor...LOL...
today lesson all free period...cher didnt teach anything...during english...i was like so tired can..i fall asleep can~~...i slept all the way till lesson end...=x then sci went itrr...then went to eat...finally home sweet home!!!

im so sian la...no one at home...also no where to go...no one peii wo... somemore im also broke...=x...pple sponsor me!! wahahaha...im bad...=p

gd luck pple..!!

Thursday, May 10, 2007

just now had last paper....n exams is finally over...but i dun feel happy at all...i wonder y..... after the paper went to canteen wif huii n leen... while walking frm classroom to canteen...i didnt smile at all...i dun seems happy abt it...sat in the canteen for abt half n hr...didnt eat...no appetitie....didnt drink also....haix...wasnt in a gd mood...( sry huii n leen...paiseh if i dampen ur mood also...)

was listening to radio while sitting in the canteen...was hoping tt my mood will get better..but it didnt...i was really tired...i finished my paper at 9am...(the paper starts at 8.15...) n i slept all the way till the end....wonder y..=(

walked out of the sch...walked till the cc there...we went separate ways..i walked hme..lonely...


我真的很累。。。好想好好地休息一下。。。想出去轻松一下,但却不知道去那里。。。

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

刚才睡了一觉,感觉清醒 多了。想事情也比较清楚了,我已经下定决心,放开一切,把不开心,烦恼的事,全都抛开,全部忘记。重新开始,不再为不开心的事胡思乱想,我一定要为更美好的明天做好准备。但这一切都需要时间,希望时间能淡化一些事。。。加油!! 你能做到的!
现在的我真的很苦恼。。。不知道应该怎么办。。。我到底应不应该放手呢? 如果我真的这么做的话,对我来说可能是一种心灵上的一种解脱,不用为
这些事伤心,但是以我的性格,一定会依依不舍,很不舍的。反而还会更加烦恼。。。
*叹气*。。。 看来我还是得放手,这样一来可能会比较好。。。希望时间能化解一切事情。。明天会更好。=)
im home...finally...=)
today had history paper...ok ok lor...if really can pass..oni just pass oni lor...sian...=.=...
tmr literature paper...no hope on tat....=p.....
at least tmr is the last paper le!!! finish le then can play le!! wooHOO!! =p...
gt nth to write le leh....if can later then i post agn lor...=)

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

today had maths paper lor...paper 1 was alright...then paper 2...didnt really have confidence in paper 2....haix...=.=
paper at 12 pm++ de...after the paper was having a headache lor...stomach cramps also....haix...initially going to cwp wif huii n leen to have lunch de..but on the way to cwp...didnt feel really well...decided to go home instead...

feeling really terrible while walking hme... headache n cramps were killing me!!! omg... reached hme, bathed..feel abit better le... ate.... n here im posting...

tmr history paper...wish me gd luck bah...tink later take nap le then study coz im really tired...n i tink im falling sick soon... haix..

i has been falling sick too often tis year haix....

Monday, May 07, 2007

*yawns*..the geo paper was 'ok' lor...got some qn duno how to do...=.=
then after tat went to itrr to do maths... blah.....
then went hme...slept..*yawn* tats y im so tired nw...haix.... tmr maths paper...later go study a while....haix...wish me gd luck!!=)

Sunday, May 06, 2007

just reached hme....just now went to library wif huii to study...managed to read 2 chapters yeah.... then went to her hse lor...then blah blah blah...after tat went to 678 there to photocopy stuffs...n guess who i saw there...instructor peiying!!! surprise seh...but she didnt c me la...=x... LOL.... n i has been sneezing all day long...wonder who is missing or even cursing me??!! who noes? =p

i noe tis post is very short coz i nid to go n study le...good luck to me for my geo paper tmr!!!

Saturday, May 05, 2007

friday..

had sci paper..was ok lor...not as difficult as wat i had thought.... then after the paper...went to cwp wif huii for half n hr oni... coz got nth to do there..went hme...slept...did nth...im so sian can....no one acc me go out...im basically rotting at hme lah...fungi start to grow le...

saturday

did nth at hme...coz got nth to do...actually got la...wrote somethings...pple may find me very silly writing those things de...shall not say it here... wan know cum ask me lor...give u a clue la...smth tat will let me cry abt it de.....=)

Thursday, May 03, 2007

today was ........ for me lor.... sian....
today had chinese paper...paper 1 mah...still can handle lor...then paper 2 quite ok lor... went home straight after the paper...which ends at 12.30....n reached hme at abt 1 pm++...as usual...walked hme alone...and it was also raining lor...haiz...even the sky is also crying for me..... n it is getting heavier n heavier!!..so pathetic. came hme..online...browse through blogs...chatted wif daddy a while...then later he got lesson then he go lor...soon after tat i also went offline le...went to continue wif my sci notes...haix...tmr sci paper!! dun tink it will b a good day for me tmr....haix!!!

ate my lunch le...continue wif notes lor...actually wanted to listen to songs when doing my notes de...who knows i fell asleep lor...i was lying in the living room sleeping frm 3.30 to 5.30 lor...and somemore outside was still raining lor...n it was cold dao~~~..... brrr~~~

almost going to finish my sci notes le..after tat going to read workbook all those stuffs lor...memorise blah blah blah.... should i burn midnight oil?? or shld i "drive night car"??? i noe sum1 will laugh at me de....=x
i tink i shouldnt...coz i will surely fall asleep!! wahahaha....

hope i can do well this mye bah...as tis is one of my b'day wishes...hope it will come true...i still other wishes...hope it will also come true...but it will need the help of sum pple!!!

i tink i shld go le...wish me gd luck for my sci paper!! argh!*i got no confidence at all!! omg!*....

i miss NC!!! I noe is random...but is deep frm my heart... =)

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

*yawns*....

i noe i shouldn't b here now as mye is on...but i feel so sian can...actually didnt want to update my blog de...but i dun want it to die...just like wat happened last time...i want to keep it alive!!! .....i noe im lame... haix... im so down now can...sum1 enthu me la....

tiffany dun seems to b right these few days...she also dun want to tell me wat happened...how?? how shld i help her??

daddy!! help me.... the bad feeling seems to come back again!!??wat shld i do?? im feeling so terrible now.... omg!! mayb i shouldn't ma fan him so much now...he got his own things to settle btw...=)...i must b a gd daughter....=)

haix...things hasn't been right for me these few days..but wat can i do?? feeling so helpless now... forget it...just hope that there's a miracle bah....=.=....

tink i shld go back to do my science notes now...but im too tired to do tat...omg... i need moral support!!!

SHAN!! YOU CAN DO IT DE!!!