yeah!!...thanks zhenghui for reminding me...we passed koto!!...hehe...
i really forgot liao lo..=p...
queen victoria or queen elizabeth arh??=x haha

hmm...what did i do ytd??...hmm..i didnt online...so just watch tv and do hmwk lo??=x....

sch as per normal??....den lalalalala...*im talking craps nw....so bear with me...*
came home...eat..watch tv...went to cut hair.... later shall go and do my hmwk le...
currently in love wif chocolates...i've just finished the box of chocolates..=p...

hmm...there's smth going on this saturday right??...hmm..let me think abt it...=p

ytd was the st john day sch celebration.....
luckily no cadets fall out....=)...

den....activity lo...hmm...nth much to say liao??..0.0...

den today went for adult first aid....

think now only got 3 person understand how i feel bah....hope things will be better le bah.???
btw...thanks alot...

before my STM acts up again...happy belated birthday to puteri!!...and happy birthday to shenghao!!...=)

....tmr sjab day le....nope...sjab day is 24th june...for those who are not sure?
tmr is the school celebration day....
hope they can tahan bah!!..jy ppl!!

maybe i shall just keep quiet....
no one can be trust in this world....=.=

=.=...
didnt online for the whole of ytd....=.=....
reached home...do hmwk liao...den slp....den eat...blah blah blah...

shld b thinking why m i posting at this weird timing right?? ya...i didnt go sch...sick..=.=...sian...
is a bad omen siah..=.=..

o.o...ytd and today was expedition....was indeed fun yet tired...
eh...im very lazy to say the details leh....
and my eyes are closing alrdy???
and my whole body is like cnt move le??? esp. my shoulders and legs??..=.=
just nw reached home at abt 9.30am....den went to sleep at about 10.30am++

tmr sch reopen alrdy!!...omg...=.=.....=(

tired....

=.=....

spent 3-4 hrs in front of the comp. to redo those files tt i did not save into my thumbdrives last time.... and of course do up those doc. tt are not done de..... but now...everything is done.!!..=p....

hmm....ytd went out wif east pole....talked alot wif her...=x and i also vent out alot of anger...=x...psps....haha...

eh..i duno wat to say liao...and and and...zx found out i locked my another blog wor~~ LOL...
who knows i very f _ _ _ _ _ ...............den i open up the blog leh??=x...lalalala...
just wait and see lo..=p

o.o...got a few days didnt update le alrdy??
neither did i go online...

ppl say i mia wor?? LOL...
coz my comp is spoilt for the past few days...so didnt come online lo...=x

hmm...many many things happened past few days??....but i will not post it here??hehe...
go ahead to search bah...but u will never get to see it...haha...=p

before i forget....HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FIZZY!! US roxs....haha

i had a weird yet bad dream again?? or rather to say a nightmare....?? O.o

everything seems so weird?



the whole st john know liao?? wonder is it a gd or bad thing?? LOL??

i shall see how things goes bah...i alrdy lose hopes on it alrdy....=.\

i kept having weird weird dreams siah....=.=..
i still remembered tt i was crying and shouting while sleeping...=.= scary siah...=x...

1. Do you have wide groups of friends?
*hmm...yes? ..no?

2. If you're in trouble, will your friends 'fly' over to help you immediately?*i hope they will..

3. Will you sacrifice your most precious thing for your friends?
*it depends?

4. Do you believe in Best friends, BBFs , or that everyone's equal?
*think so?

5. Do you think that a straight & A woman can just be a platonic friends?
*???

6. Do you have a female friend that you can trust with almost everything?*hmm...yesh?

7. Do you think that friends should tell each other everything?
*hmmm....nope....

8. If your friends are in trouble, what will you do?
*depends on the situation?

9. In future, if your friends get married and ask you to be their best men/bridesmaid, will you agree?
*of course i will...

10.What if your enemy calls you one day to make peace?
*depends on what tt person had done to me?

11.What will you do to a friend whom you trust deeply, betrayed you?
*there's no way we can get back tgt again?

12. If your friend snatch away your girlfriend, will you still be a friend or hate her completely?
*it is all fate...

13. What if there is a guy that have liked for quite some time, tells you that he needs your help to win the hear of your friend, will you help him?i *i will... though it hurts..

14. How many friends does your parents know?
*hmm....10-20?? lost count?

15. Do your parents think that your friends are a bad influence?
*no?? i very guaii de...haha

16. What will you tell your parents if they asked you to transfer school, which means losing all your closest friends?
*i will say NO!

17. If your friend organise a once in a life time party, but your family doesn't allow you to go? Will you sulk/throw a temper/sneak out?
*throw a temper lo...den dun talk to them lo...

18. How will you describe your friendship relationship with your friends?depends?

19. Define friendship.
*hold on...let me check the dictionary....

20. Name 20 people whom you can think right now.
Don't read the questions until you named the 20 people.
At the end, choose 5 people to do this.
1.weihao
2.yeexuan
3.zheng hui
4.ben
5.shenghao
6.tiffany
7.zx
8.cynthia
9.cuiping
10.patricia
11.sylvia
12.angie
13.yekai
14.fizzy
15.hanis
16.thahira
17.szehui
18.daniel
19.gavin
20.jeffrey

How Did you meet no. 4?
-ben....sec 1...SJAB??

What will you do if you never meet no. 1?
-weihao? hmm..duno? i wun suffer frm STM?? haha

What if no. 9 & no. 20 dated?
-cuiping and jeffrey?....hmm...didnt think of it yet?

no.6 & no.17 date?
-tiffany and szehui? cant imagine?

Describe no. 3.
-zhenghui....lots to say...haha

Describe no.7.
-zhixian....happysumo!!...very nice gal n senior.ya..lots of things to say abt her....=)

Do you know any of no.12's family?
-angie?...nope?

What will you do if no.18 confess to you that he / she likes you ?
-daniel?? omg? i will get a big big shock...and someone will get jealous?? haha

What language does no.15 speaks?
-hanis...eng...malay..and some language i dun understand?? ahaha

Who is no.9 going out with?
-cuiping?....hmm..duno?=x

How old is no.16?
-thahira...14....going to 15...

When is the last time you spoke to no.13?
-yekai?...this afternoon? or rather one week ago??=x

Who is no.2 favourite band or singer?
-yeexuan....er....i duno...=.=

Would you ever date no.4?
-ben....er...no thanks!

Would you ever date no.1?
-weihao?...haha...can consider uh?? haha...jkjk

Is no.19 single?
-gavin..think so?? haha

Would you ever be in a relationship with no.11?
-sylvia...haha...she's alrdy my east pole..hehe

School of no.3?
-Riverside Secondary ;D

Where does no.6 live?
-sg

What is your favourite thing about no.5?
-shenghao...his cuteness?? =x..sry...mind me..im going mad soon..=x

Have you seen no.2 naked?
-NO THANKS.....

What is no.8's nickname?
-cyn...happy qiao de?? still got wat?? =x

5 person to do the survey.
1)whoever wants to do it?

1.At what age do you wish to get married?
*25-26?

2.Who is more important to you.Friends or boyfriend?
*friends bah? boyfriend...do i have one?=x

3.Who is the person you trust the most?
*me.myself and i

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
*i doubt so...

5.If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
*to stay happy always..but i dun think it will come true?

6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain
*hmm...yes?

7.What is your goal for this year?
*good results?

8.Do you believe in eternity love?
*hmm...yesh?

9.Have you broken someone heart that heshe tried to commit sucide?
*i hope not? if not i will b very guilty...

10.What feeling do you love most?
*happiness

11.What are the requirements you wish from your other half?
*caring? ~~~

12.What feeling do you hate the most?
*alone.

13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
*yesh..

14.Do you believe in god?
*hmm..u mean religion or?

15.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
*family...friends..n i ...anything else?

16.Who cares for you the most?
*hmm...family.friends.him?

17.Descibe the person who tagged you in 5 words
*hmm..im lousy in describing ppl....and hope tt i wun nid to stay away from him??=x


18.What have you regretted in doing your whole life
*Lots..you would nid to give me one whole day for me to list it down...

19.Why do people hate me?
*i couldnt answer this qn...as i have to ask the ppl around me?

20.What is life to you?
*hmm? im not sure?

thanks zx for posting my horoscope at NA blog..haha...
totally describes me siah...=.=

Taurus Women
A slim, moderately and tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person. Square facial bone structure, and high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and mainly she will have a strong jaw line. She is a constantly change person. If she upset, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well. true!

If she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and completely stranger to her. She is a patient person, but always need new excitement. She hates long talk meeting, long and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today, and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before.

She has patient with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit. Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life. She thinks of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living.

She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance, then you are dating the wrong girl. You can not tell her to stay at home, she likes to work and preferred not work at home. She loves animals and likes to surround by animals. Love is in her head, but freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection.

She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women. She will be honest to her love one, but at the same time seems distant. You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom. Do not force her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she goes out swinging with her friends if she wants to.

She will be different than other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality. She is a public figure but belongs to no one. She will not stay with you, if she thinks you are not sincere. She likes you to have personality, but better not to compete with her. Loves her, but not too much, as she is afraid it will be limiting her freedom. She always stands out of the crowd for something she dares to do. You could see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy restaurant, or dress like a nun in an a cocktail dress party.

If you are a politician who is looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart and she could get along socially with any type of crowds. She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before accepting you in her life. She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep a distant from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more.

Even when she is dating you, she also able to fond of someone else, if you do not have something that she is looking for. She will never disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you loose face, but she is the type who just going to tell you to your face that “We’re better off breaking up”. She always remembers her first love.

Taurus woman holds the best record for divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but everything should be done for “Happiness”. She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she thinks of something, she will go ahead and does it.dun stop me.. She has many men wanting her for her constant changes is the challenge.

She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like an old mate today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else. She likes to learn about your dreams and thoughts. She has fun teasing you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won’t hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it.dun talk to me if im having a black face...=.=

She hates to owe people money and take promise seriously. If you promise to pay her back, you’d better paid up. If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or possessive, be narrow minded, criticize about nonsense or small and insignificant matters.dun come irritate me...haha Try to likes her friends and let she has her privacy, and then she can be very sweet to you.

copyright by zx....frm NA blog...haha.=x

i just love friendship dance too much!...haha

spent my time at home the whole day....
do what?? eat..watch tv....play hp..slp....and i had a rather weird dream from tt sleep.. even my mum say i sot tio...just a short nap also can have such dream...=x

woke up at 9+ today......went down to pass some stuffs to wh.... came back....watch doraemon...

haha thanks to wh tt i wake up so early...hehe...*im not being sarcastic arh..is a compliment!*...haha

yeah!...i can go shopping liao!!..hehe!

i dun want to have anything got to do wif c _ _ _ _ _ _ _ anymore...
that's it....it gonna b the last time....

ytd didnt post....coz nth happened? hang around at home the whole day....



today mah...woke up at around 12+....den watched tv.....went cwp to makan wif er jie....den went swimming...

went back to cwp to watch kungfu panda....and and and...when did my sis change name to "yeexuan"??? =x



dun forget the orchard trip yea? =x

is everything over now?? i hope so?...coz im really tired over all those stuffs anymore....i cant possibly sit down there and swallow everything anymore....

ytd was somehow emo the whole day...=.=...and i practically spent my whole of ytd sleeping...=x...

why issit that ppl can b happy after their event...but i just cant...
you say i dun trust you all...but did u all ever think that...did u allow me to do so? whatever had happened...made me chose not to do so...it made me felt insecure...
"If you remember the bad moments, then how are you going to remember those good moments?"

i just feel very annoyed wif ppl who are "double sided" or rather to say "shuang mian ren".....

im sorry to that particular person who were in a very difficult position/spot throughout the whole camp planning process....i seriously hope that person know who is he/she.....really a very big SORRY...

the camp is over....finally over...didnt manage to post ytd...coz im really very tired..
what i did ytd was to eat smth...den go to sleep alrdy....=.=

but i still want to thank the ppl who made the camp possible over the 4 days 3 nights...

firstly.. is the sec 3 committee
vice-chair:benjamin--u had really done a great job...despite the fact tt u also suffered from the fall and almost lost ur voice...thank you
programme coordinator:hanis--i know you had been a "sotong" past few days before the camp over the schedule... but luckily u are not during the 4 days 3 nights....really a very good job done....if during the camp...without you coordinating the whole thing well...erm..ya..u know what i want to say...
rest of the committee--words just cant describe wat i want to say...but no matter wat...THANK YOU

secondly....the sec 4 seniors
weihao--really a very big THANK YOU...thanks for guiding me before and during the camp...be it on the planning of programme...admin stuffs of the camp...u had been a really great help...
during the camp you really helped alot...be it on the planning of sentry night duty..though u are alrdy very tired...but u still helped us on it...
on the 2nd day...i was too tired tt i actually break down...u tried to cheer me up...and even brought dinner for me...
and u also lend a listening ear for me...when im feeling down..

patricia--also a really big THANK YOU....though u didnt say much during the camp...but i know u are helping us to make sure that the camp is in order..following the schedule..and also tried to calm me down when im crying..
thanks for being there for me during the first aid comp. and the footdrill... u are willing to listen to wat i say...and how i feel..really..i really appreciated

yeexuan--though you are really quiet during the camp..which is unlike u...=.= but i know u are still really concerned abt it....after hearing wat zhenghui,yekai and sylvia told me on the 3rd day..."i was like...O.o?? sure not?!" den during the friendship dance....ya...i duno whether to believe it anot la?? whether is coincidence..or issit they plan it de??..ya...u know wat i want to say..

sylvia,zhixian,jeffrey,angie,yekai,sarina,zhenghui,fizzy,shahidah,aisyah,
chinhee--thanks for trying to cheer up when im sad...helpin the PC/APCs to get the cadets "high"...and also thanks for the mentos!...

to all seniors--THANK YOU for helping to make the camp a success..and also in helping to take care of the cadets when they are sick when we are not free..

thirdly..the instructors
THANK YOU for helping in one way and another...thank you for taking care of the cadets when we are busy. and also helping us to buy stuffs...setting up of the bbq and campfire...and also the clearing up...thank you very much...

lastly...the officers
though there are sometimes when we are actually "scolded" by you all...but we understand that it is all for our own gd....thank you for being there for us....and also helping in taking care of the cadets welfare...

gavin sir--there are many things that i would to thank you....be it on the camp planning...or on corp stuffs...there's too many to b mentioned down here...u had really been a great help to us...especially to me....
i really felt relieved after talking to you during the 4th day...and it really helps...it really let me understand everything..

THANK YOU...

and sorry to let those ppl who are concerned abt me to be worried...
esp. the seniors,instructors,officers,ms ong and mr low..
you all kept asking me to go to slp...have a rest...make sure tt i have my meals...esp. on the 2nd day.....thank you very much....