i suddenly thought of the lizard that crawled onto my legs at hq last year...
and it is exactly one year from then! haha..=x

Merry Christmas!! belated one though...=x...haha

*yawns*

has been working for the past few days....
so didnt manage to update much....=x
plus i also lazy to post...haha

bbq was ytd night!
zhenghui couldn't recognize me! how can! =x
uncle....really long time no see liao!...haha
actually... didnt really eat much stuffs from the bbq...
my main purpose there was actually to chit chat with ppl only...haha

btw...gossip session leh?
in the end they were playing cheat....haha

comp. treat later!! yeah! =D

我还是搞不清楚自己究竟到底是在烦恼什么
是我自己自寻烦恼，还是自找麻烦

其实事实已经早已摆在面前
明明心里已经很清楚，事情根本不会有什么转变
但却很顽固地欺骗自己，逃避现实，不敢去面对

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

当梦境成了现实，究竟会发生什么事?

终于拍到大懒虫和懒惰虫了!! =x















TPR stands for Temperature Pulse and Respiration
It is to measure the patient's vital signs to determine his/her condition
Firstly we are going to take the patient's temperature using a digital thermometer by the oral route
insert into the patient's mouth under the tongue in an oblique angle and wait till the thermometer to beep to take the reading....
then is pulse..normal pulse rate is .......
then is respiration..and the normal respiration rate is......

Nurse..does the patient has any medication? issit A.C or P.C?
tablet or liquid form?

next, we are going to serve diet trolley....
which consist of porridge...milk...fruits..
with provides us with carbohydrate...vitamins....etc etc...

*i did not refer to any notes...*

these has been what i've been listening to for the past few trainings.
O.o...
at least i no need to be devil...=x...


NA...next training 100 pumpings hor?
100000 divide by 1000
den divide by 5
divide by 20
times 100...=D

someone has been stalking me today again...!!!
*hair stands*....
hope HE can "control" HIM during ...........HAHA...

saw mdm soh in school just now...
she say she paying for the ticket for the Alumni Homecoming this coming saturday for me leh!! O.o HAHA.... jkjk...=p

lalalala lalalala elmo's world

lalala lalala lalalala~~~~~~~~~~~~

><

has been going back to sch for trainings and stuffs since my last paper has ended...
today's training was.............
as least im satisfied...=/

and i dun like milk tea! =x
i want green tea! green apple green tea! *大懒虫和懒惰虫会帮我买的对不对?*

someone has been stalking me whole day long!! ><
the sec 3s would understand what's going on!
i want complain!! den they will kena pumpings! hoho...=x
but im not so bad....just do a few more rounds of footdrill and toc can liao! *hint hint*

and and and....i saw someone familiar when i was on the way home on the bus..=D
haha..=D

bbq!
seoul garden!
movie!
wee~~

happy birthday mama! =D

昨天去过的地方，都让我想起许多事情

瑞婷!! 我说到我一定做到!!! 大懒虫=p
Flag Day...

haha...came back home with sunburn on my face and arms...

now my arm got 2 different shades of colour..=x

大懒虫!! 找一天我们来对付懒惰虫!! =D

=p
went to celebrate ah ma's b'day just now...
went to cwp with da jie first to buy flowers...saw a booth selling balloons...so bought one "flower" to give ah ma as present....

so on the way...on the mrt...
took photos with the flower! haha =D

"hua chi"! =x

hehe...=x

Prom Night ytd....
=D

didnt went for comp. training just now...

was running a fever in the middle of the night...
didnt even have the strength to come down from my bed...=.=

fever subsided...
heard about what happened during comp. training just now...
tsk tsk....
really have no idea on how to handle....=x

nvm..i'll TRY to remove my "motherly look"..and replace with a "evil look"....

attended comp. training at hq this morning...

received a very "shocking" news when i reached hq.... O.O

but im glad that things are becoming more 正常了=x

at least won't feel that terrible in the future...=.=

"你忍心抛下我吗~" *using 蜡笔小新的声音*...LOL

lalalalal~

stay-home day for me today....=x
woke up at around 10am+...
den used comp...
revise home nursing..=x realised...i've forgotten many stuffs...=x

and finally...after 5-6hours in front of computer... im finally done with the home nursing test!...=x

tmr gotta wake up early... go for training at hq...O.o...
lalalala~ after tt can go gai gai liao! haha..=D

yeah! last paper today! =D

went to rebond my hair after paper....=D
and i not 5 years old girl! i am 16! =p

happy happy!

O.o...even though tmr still gt sci paper 1...
but we still went out shopping today...=x

我被三只"动物"欺负...
还和她们一起搭巴士...

她们还骗我吃辣椒!! O.o
可是我不是那么容易上当的喔O.O!

第一, 第二, 第三男女主角的游戏, 还真好玩喔!

HAHA

yeah! it's friday!! haha
all written papers are over! =D

haha...can play liao...=D
lalalala~ lalalala~ elmo's world...!

gd luck to all taking mt o'level on tuesday! =D

O.o...
english...emaths...amaths...
4 subjects settled...

another 5 more days! yeah! =D

seriously....nth special this week....
study~ slack~ study~...and i've started to feel tired...

had o'level practical ytd...
couldnt' say that it was easy....or either it was difficult...
no use crying over spilt milk....whatever is over...is over... O.o...

went to library to study...
had a "tour" in the library with mandy in the morning...just to look for a table...
end up sitting on the floor...=.=

haix...how i wished tmr is bio p1....=(

1 down.... 10 more to go...

Candy Floss from NewYorkNewYork!

Santa Claus?

O.o

Peek-a-Boo!


dun forget our date to the beach to "bitch"! haha =D

the video....very touching...must watch must watch...

credits to szehui...LOL

13 more days! *rawrs*!

intensive study starts this week.....
had been staying in school everyday till 4-5pm++ to do hmwk/study....
*yawns*

and and and....today is the 282nd day of 2009!....
the year gonna end soon! O.o!

hehe...it's not friday yet.....

but it's Graduation Day! haha

took many photos just now....

uploading them to facebook now....meanwhile post while waiting lo...hehe...

and and and....we are allowed to go back in home clothes when we collect our results next year!

yes...HOME CLOTHES...=p...

everyone's reaction was like "HUH?" when they announced it....LOL...

woo~ haha

muffin mixture


cookies

messy table...

baking in progress...

ta daa!

end products of the day! =D

spent my saturday baking at home!

wee~

let's see who are the lucky ones who get to enjoy them! haha

that was taken when i really went "crazy" at home... on cny eve night....

it has been a long time since i had so much fun.....

work hard now? play hard later?

i hope i would be able to make it...=)

hmmm....

2 more school days before graduation day.....

i'll never forget you guys...

week 1 end le!
34 more days to go!

seriously...i got nothing to write about...

i don't wish for much now....just hope that everything would be fine

and the problem....HOPEFULLY...it can be solved?
but i think....around 45% chance? O.o

haix..

O.o...is friday again....LOL...
friday is my blogging day yeah? and this will continue till end of o'lvl? =x


september hols coming to an end le...
sch gonna reopen in another 2 days time....


doing papers...etc...was what i did for the last few days....O.o
so not much difference from normal sch days anyway?
except that can sleep a little longer then normal days? =p haha

so from now till sci practical....is 41 days..
hmm...........

大家加油吧! =D

现实是残忍的

it is really cruel to face the reality...
and i finally understand how it feels...
the feeling was like........
just like what happened when i went down to take a look at activity just now after focus study...
i've no right to be angry or whatsoever...
however...im glad that the sec 3s did their part...=)

it doesn't feel good to end the week this way...=(
btw...yishen...你的如意算盘不准的! LOL...

enough of those rants n stuffs..=.=

today is the last day of term 3 le...
after which when sch reopens for term 4....
another 2-3 weeks...there comes graduation day...O.o

got back report book ytd...
was rather satisfied for my L1R4....
but not for R5....coz of my humanities...=x

hmmm...mayb....will be alright?
mayb it will be fine if i managed to find my source of motivation?
however....i'm still not sure of what is my ultimate goal up till now...

mayb is because im easily affected emotionally over small(?) matters?
nvm... i shall 振作起来 for the next 1-2 months...
if not...i would b the one regretting eventually....

"I will smile when i come back next year! I WILL! and I MUST!"

end of T3W9....O.o
one more week till sep hols....
one month n one week to graduation day
2 months to start of o'level...

to make it seems longer...
7 more days to sept hols
33 more days to graduation day
55 more days to start of o'level
76 more days to last paper

O.o...
around 2 more months to go...

nothing special about this week...
the same routine goes on and on....
hmm...JY ppl!



相思病...

went out with erjie this afternoon for lunch
went SSC...Astons! haha...
went shopping after eating..
bought stationeries at popular...
den went to eat dessert....heh...

talked with erjie about where to go after o'lvl...
seriously...even me myself don't know which one to choose...
what do i exactly want?

still thinking....=.=

finally is friday....
*yawns*.... =.=

I am so HAPPY today! =D

got back em paper....got A1 =D
am paper 2....70/100... but heard that overall for am we did very badly...
so i think paper 1 should be badly done bah? O.o... but i shall be happy for a while...haha
at least it met my expectations...=D

o'lvl mother tongue results was out this morning...
and i received an A1! with oral distinction!
cleared mother tongue! yeah! =D

but evil mandy activated my tear glands when it was like inactive since ????
=.=

Grab hold of the chance...and never give up until you had succeed...=D

after sch....
no english focus...so went to cwp after humans focus to eat at ajisen...
the blur sotong mandy dun want treat me...=x..still bully my carebear......hehe
and we saw miss ong there! haha=D

haha...though it's not friday today...
but got the urge to post...haha=D

eng o'lvl orals tmr!

加油=)

加油! =)

有时，偶尔听见朋友对你说一些鼓励的话
或者，看看以前的电邮
朋友简单的一句话，即使只是两个字“加油”
也会感到一点点欣慰
因为我知道身边有家人与朋友的鼓励
一直为我打气，那种感觉是言语无法形容的

所以，要珍惜现在所拥有的一切 =)

pics of NDP up! haha..=D

hmmm...
shall start on my weekly post....haha

monday...
stayed at home...
i forgotten what have i done le...hehe

tuesday..
went seoul garden with cp ellis and zx...
ate from 12pm+ till around 4-5pm+..
played 终极密码...LOL..
went timezone afterwards....LOL..
really had a fun day... =D

wednesday..
nothing special? O.o

thursday...
went back to sch after the 2 days of marking day....O.o
didnt get back prelims paper as expected initially...
would only be able to receive our results next week...O.o

today...
hmm...
mt o'levels results would be out next wednesday!....OMG!
haixx...duno what to say...=x
and next thursday is o'levels english oral!

woke up this morning with muscle aches...
most probably is due to PE ytd? O.o...
almost couldn't get up from bed this morning....tsk tsk...

end of week 6....
here comes week 7!...

JIAYOU!

end of week 5!

prelims ended ytd...=D
heh...

just came back from sch from ndp celebrations...O.o
took pictures of the parade...but couldn't upload leh....=x
nevertheless..gd job ppl! haha

ndp celebration was within class de...
parade was in quadrangle de...so everybody stand at the corridor there n see...LOL
not as fun as what i've expected...=x...heh
not "high" enough...LOL

last few days was prelims...
monday...bio p2
tuesday chem and amaths 2
wednesday...bio p1..
thursday...sci p1...

has been watching 蜡笔小新 and 我们这一家 these 2 days...
hehe...very funny la...=D
it has been a long time since im so into videos or cartoons..=p

a long break from now till next wednesday....=D
monday public hols..
tuesday n wednesday prelims marking day....so no need go sch...=x
thursday or friday would be collecting prelims results back le bah...
esp mt o'lvl! OMG! -.=...
*pray hard*

how should i spend my time next few days? O.o
hmm...thinking of baking leh..=D
see first den...haha...

next week is week 6 le...O.o..
时间慢慢逼近了....

=.=...
this week was __________ (fill in the blanks)

last weekend was a stay-at-home day....
stayed at home...read through humans...both geog n ss..
but wasnt successful though...

monday...
no paper...coz is cl paper....
*prays hard* hope i can get at least an A2 for mt o'level this time...
im so not gonna take the paper again...=.= (hope so)...
stayed home whole day long....
studied geog...

tuesday...
geog n em paper 1...
both paper was do-able....=x...but duno how will the results turn out be...=.=

wednesday...
ss and am paper 1
ss...did seq first...globalisation...
it was the first time i managed to write finish all my points...=x

thursday...
my morning didnt went really well...
i dreamt that i've got F9 for mt O'level lo!
was like OMG! i still rmb-ed that i asked justin to help me see the result slip for me to double check..=.=

while walking to school...saw a dead rat lying along the roadside...=.=

physics paper...
err...wasnt able to ans section B very well....

after paper....went home...mama was at home...
slept...and i rmb-ed i dreamt about something...
that i've actually cried in my sleep....
tears was on my face lo....=.=|

today...
em paper 2...
was do-able la...
i wonder why miss wu said that the prelim paper was very difficult? O.o

went to cwp to eat with them at mac
but i only ate fries..coz not hungry yet..

super no mood when i was in mac just now...
mayb is becoz what took place just now bah...O.o
went off first...and here am i....sry ppl for leaving early...=x

end of week 4 le....
next week would be week 5....
and also last week of prelims le...JY ppl...

I CAN DO IT DE! =D

another week has passed....
this week has been....err....

monday....
nothing much happened...
just the same old routine...

tuesday...
racial harmony day!
wore ethnic costume...
rather fun?
during the first period...
went around taking pics

wednesday...
err..ya..i just rmb-ed...-.-
had mt listening compre in the afternoon...

thursday...
prelims start...
had sci practical...
broke a test-tube during chem practical...=x
during the last 30 mins...den i realised i did wrongly for the physics part...
quickly re-draw the graph...=x

was quaratined in class for the next 3 hrs...=.=
had bio....
den did amaths...=.=
was released at 12.30pm though...

went home....went cwp with dajie to have lunch...
"Ci ma fei bi ma wor"....=p

today...
english prelims...
got nothing to say about it....=x

next few days shall be studying....=(
monday no paper...

just now after finished eng paper...still got some time left....
was counting...how many days left till first o'level paper....

exactly 90 days!!

JY ppl!

friday

another week has passed....end of week 3....
next week jiu prelim le!....
thursday is prelim practical....=.=

this week quite tiring...
mock exam for all 3 sciences...
had both phy n bio mock on the same day ytd....*yawn*...

has been sleeping at 12am++ these few days...=.=
these 2 days...filled with chem practicals...
did a total 3 and a HALF practicals

......i duno what to post la...
everyday has been the same leh....haix...
heard that next week no focus study?
hope so? coz can go home early n rest...O.o...

jy ppl....
term 3 week 4...here i come....haha...

i've thought about it le...
since there's no nat. comp. now....
i shall set my minds on studies now....

previously..i thought that the FDI course would clash with nat comp. trainings n prelims...
and FDI was also postponed from march till duno when?
so i was thinking...mayb i should give up one of those...
but now...due to H1N1..stuffs has been either postponed or delayed...
so mayb the course might also be delayed? O.o

so if the course happens to start after o's...
and i happen to be able to make it for the course....
i WILL definitely go for it...

i dun want to have any regrets anymore...
mayb LUCK is just not on our side....

now i agrees that...sometimes...LUCK is really needed for things to happen...O.o

ARGH!!!
WHY! WHY!! WHY!!! WHY!!!! WHYYY!!!!!!!!
为什么? 为什么? 为什么? 为什么? 为什么?

i shall vent my frustrations here at one go....and i'll be fine afterwards...
don't bother to highlight anything....coz i also duno what am i typing...=.=

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why cancel !? i was like so looking forward to it!!
if nothing goes wrong...it should be on this sunday!...
this is our one and only chance!...
our FIRST time yet LAST time!
has been thinking of what would happen on that actual day itself....
but now....
there goes our training during hols! argh!

initially...when i received the news on nat comp. being postponed...
i was like sort of expected it....since that time H1N1 was quite serious??
and cca was also suspended for these 2 weeks....
plus...we also dun have the time to train after sch..coz packed with lessons....=.=
i was even thinking when would nat. comp be postponed till

but my hopes totally shattered when mr low came to us during recess this morning..
telling us that both nat. comp. and AGI are cancelled!!
wanted to do hmwk during recess de....end up no mood...=.=

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ok...end of frustrations...im fine already....=p

another week has ended....
filled with lessons n mock paper....
hmm...almost everyday is the same lo....

had oral on tuesday...你对整容有什么看法?
used Michael Jackson as an example....
你会因为爱美而去整容吗?
不会，因为只要对自己有信心，自然就是美。
只要自己认为自己最美，根本不用理会别人的看法。

basically..this week nothing much?...


happy belated birthday to benjamin n seiyi on tuesday....=D


actually....it might be a bad news to me at first....
but after thinking...it might not be that bad?
just like what they had said....it is not the end of everything??
but it puts an end to my "comp. journey"....haha

we would have more time for studying n revising....
to prepare for Prelims in 2 weeks time....
and most importantly...O'level!

JY ppl! =D

hi blog....long time no see...=x
heh...no la...is just that it seems to be a long time since i last updated...=p

first week of term 3....
with school ending at 5pm on monday,tuesday and wednesday...
and school ending at 4.30pm on thursday n friday...
doing homework till 12-1am+ for the past few nights
is a little tiring though...
but i didnt doze off during lessons...O.o

and these gonna go on for the next 3 weeks?
after which would be Prelims alrdy....
seriously...i wonder when will nat. comp. be postponed till?
before or after Prelims? time is needed to prepare for both? O.o
in addition due to H1N1....cca are suspended for these 2 weeks...
and i duno when's training starting? O.o

overall this week was ok?
filled with mock papers during focus study.....
and i find it rather useful...yet productive...
just now during amaths focus...did mock paper and *poof*...2 hours gone....=x
times really flies when you are busy concentratiing on stuffs...O.o

next tuesday....mt o'level oral....
祝我好运吧....=D

sch reopening tmr....
means i shall say bye to sleeping till late noon....
and say hi to lots of studies,mock papers...focus...and finally O'lvl! O.o

just like what i've always saying
time really flies...
just now you were busy with other stuffs....and then when it is settled...
you have another load of jobs and stuffs on your hands...waiting for you to tackle it....

LOL...
i won't be posting that often already?
if possible..once or twice per week....till O'lvl ends? or rather Prelims? haha
but even though i were to post...it will be a rather short one? haha
but the next "long" post that i will have recently...will be before and after nat. comp. haha...

i will definitely "enjoy" this upcoming nat. comp.
becoz it gonna be my very FIRST and LAST nat. comp...
hope it will be a very fruitful one...=D
must gain knowledge from there...haha

????more weeks to nat. comp... (updated...nat. comp. postponed till.......)
a few more weeks to mock exam?
??? more weeks to prelims.....
5 more months to O'lvl!

讲真的，我真的不明白这一切是为了什么
时间一天天地过去，一点意义都没有
一分一秒就这样流失掉了
到头来，什么东西都没有完成

是我自己想太多吗？还是因为某种原因
坦白讲，我自己也不晓得答案是什么

hmm...
finally...i've started on my hmwk....=x
did both em n am ytd...
shall start on sciences tonight....? O.o

has been sleeping till 1-2pm+ these 2 days....=x
these are one of the ways to stop me from thinking too much....=(
haix...


btw nvm...
i shall look forward to 5 months later! =D
end of o'lvl! haha...still early to say la...LOL

went to Sinma comp. this morning...

hmmm..真的令我大开眼界....
just simply the uniform of the M'sia cadets let me felt really amazed....
really different from ours...

the nursings from S'pore wore skirts while the nursings from M'sia wore pants....
and the blouse of the nursings' from M'sia also different from us! O.o
as for the ambulance...err...nid to slim down abit la....=x
and the beret? also different from us....be it guys or nursings O.o

watched the Nursings' Home nursing....
and realised that there is some differences from what we are doing right now? O.o

i really like the way how NA M'sia did home nursing....
their smile is really....=))) .....

and one more thing....their footdrill also...Omg....
nice man!...and they bang tgt de....and when they march...also very cute....
the way they shout their commands...."...............~ ....~` pu-sing!" =p
got the "seh" lo! =p

the M'sia cadets won both AA and AC....
while the S'pore cadets won NA and NC..

O.o...nat comp. coming in 3 weeks! JY!

我一直都在盼望，期待有奇迹会发生
但是时间一天一天渐渐地过去，我也不渴望什么了
我心也明白，事情也应该到此结束了?

事到如今，我也应该搁下手头上的事，好好专心读书了


就从今天开始吧! =D

gonna rain soon? O.o

went for tuition just now....
walked to the library.....
borrowed books....saw weihao.....

went to cwp....bought stuffs...
saw 5th aunt,uncle n yanbing.....

came back...
read storybooks...O.o



shld i say "bye bye" to old man for now?

i duno why...
i always get emo in the middle of the night nowadays...
esp. when i couldnt get to sleep..=.=

"today" was just a another typical day...
woke up....used comp...and stared into the blank space...=.=
i just cant bring myself to start on my hmwk....=(

ytd...read throught bio txtbk....
but i was stucked at chpt 6.....
which means i still had a long way to go....

wanted to go swimming/jogging in the noon...
but in the end decided to go cycling instead...
cycled all the way to woodlands centre....
took the amazing race route....
and it took me around 2 hrs....and it really feels great...
esp when u are alone....and listening to music on the earpiece...
it really reminds me of many stuffs that happened in the past....etc etc...

came back...bathed...and went out for meeting....
i duno why...these few days...i like to take long walk on my own....
for no special reasons? mayb i can have my own time to myself...O.o...

thought about many stuffs just now while i was sitting alone there...waiting for the meeting to start....
i wonder issit time for me to slowly let go the stuffs in my hands...
and i think it shld b time for me to concentrate on other stuffs...
trying to focus on other stuffs instead...
but i just couldn't find the source of motivation.....

for now...
i dun wish for much now....
all i wish is that everything will b fine....going well as planned...
and everyday would b a brand new day....=D

i don't find a need

training....debrief....and here i am posting....
eyes closing soon...=.-

wonder when would be the next training?
but first..i nid to touch on my hmwk! and also revision....

almost half of the hols gone....
tsk... tsk....

was almost half dead during the debrief just now....
a "sudden" cramp at my ankle area...typically woke me up....=.=
is pain de lor!
as if something is pulling onto ur nerves...=.=


hope i wun change my mind by then...o.O



HAPPY BIRTHDAY US! =D

LOL...

just now actually wanted to take a nap in the living room de...
but in the end, changed my mind...went to sleep on my bed instead...

so i went to switch on the fan...turn on the radio....then climb onto the double decker bed lo....
den i happily slept for around 2 hours....
den mama came and looked for me "eh! you at home arh? i thought u went out leh?!"
O.o...i was like LOL...

she told me that she was looking for me since 7pm+ (she "found" me at around 8.30pm)
she even asked my papa where was i....
she thought i went out...=.=
den she found my specs lying on the desk.... den she was thinking.."she went out without her specs? O.o"

i was like O.o when i woke up lo...
i cant imagined if she were to call me at my hp....what would b my response....=x
"you call me for wat? im at home slping leh...." =x..

=p

these few days...whenever im in sch...
in quarter u n boots....
or when ppl know that i would need to b down for training
ppl will ask me...
"i thought u stepped down alrdy? still need to go for training meh?"

then i will start explaining to them....and i think i repeated the same words for around 5 times alrdy? O.o

hmm....Nat. Comp...
win smth back in footdrill and first aid?
from what i see now....i think....i THINK la....shld b possible bah...=p haha!
if we were to maintain this standard at this point of time...
footdrill...improve on our stamina...O.o
first aid...treatments faster... *try to multi-task a little*
SHLD BE NO PROBLEM BAH!

i wonder how is it like? O.o
shld i take up the challenge?

We will miss you! =D

All the best and good luck!

Hope to see you on Nat. Comp.!

i shall wait for the day to come? O.o

LOL

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NA started training today...
and u can imagine how's the bangings like after.......3 months or so? O.o
LOL...

did ard 3 rounds of footdrill at the parade sq....
under the hot sun...=x

revised fa....hn...
and also met the long time no see "peter"!

the last fd at the quadrangle was the "best" for today....=.=...
hmm....

shld i count down this time? O.o

*yawn*..
ytd was just a day full of sleeping..=x

went off at around 6am in the morning....
reached home at around 6.30am...
bathed and stuffs...
slept for around half n hr in the living rm..(sad hor...still no bed to slp...=x)
went back to sleep even after my alarm rang..

woke up at 7.55....which was like 5 minutes before my lesson starts!! =.-
bo bian...rushed down lo...=x

during break...went down...see got any food left to eat in the sj rm anot...
but so sad...dun have...
was hungry la.....coz at home got nth to eat mah...plus nid to rush to sch...haix..

went to put the drink in the bunk..wonder did he got it anot? O.o
nvm...

english mock was terrible...
was practically dozing off when doing paper....
write a few lines jiu slp a while....
really tired dao~...

even physics and bio before tt also the same...
was trying to force my eyes open...=.=

finally...
camp end le...
though it is a little tiring la...
but i still want to tell the Sec 3 committee that....not bad not bad..=)

and before i forget...
also had miss ong's farewell....
many many graduated seniors came back....
first time see so many ppl tgt...

went down to "trick" miss ong up to the dance studio....
told her that got someone injured at the dance studio....
she was like really worried when she heard that...end up when she went into the dance studio...
haha....

watched the video....miss ong cried when the video was played halfway....=(
and also sang the 2 songs for her...
as usual...the always so sentimental ppl....me..sweeteng..annie...cried...=x
wanted to sing along loudly de...but the louder i sang...i cry even more... *no tissue somemore..*..=x
esp the 2nd song....
WE WILL MISS YOU MISS ONG!

campfire...
now almost everyone know that im looking forward to friendship dance...
but ytd was like omg...
tried to run away...but failed...=x

the situation was like...尴尬~~~
and since then...when the ppl behind hold my hand...
they will ask me this qn "why is your hands trembling arh?"
O.o
and the feeling weird weird de...=.=

but nevertheless...i appreciate it la...thanks ppl...
weihao...."那可不是重点!" =p

but overall...i still enjoyed the camp...=)

SJAB Annual Camp'09 committee!
tmr is the day...
the day that you guys have been planning since february!
i can see the effort that you guys have put in for the past few months...

mingling between comp. trainings...planning farewell...and also mid year...
i understand it was really a tough period of time for you guys...
handling with the proposals...is really a "tough" job yea?
editing here and there...changes over and over again...

*i admit that i am having "high" expectations from you guys and all the comments that i've made when checking the proposals..sometimes it maybe a little harsh..*
but you guys still made it through isnt it?!

but you guys are gonna carry out what you've planned during the past few months!
which is tmr! 4 days 3 nights!
committee must jiayou k!
dun waste your efforts! do your very best!
try to have mininum mistakes...if possible...none?
i believe you guys can do it...
*dun throw your advisors' face arh..* =p

and ppl..dun be afraid..
everything will b definitely alright....
camp scarier than comp.? hmm...from my point of view...i agree la...=x
but no matter what...believe in yourself....
dun give yourselves too much stress..

ALL THE BEST! =D

i hate reality!

我实在不明白这一切的一切
时间一天一天的逼近，多一天就到了
很希望能够顺利地过去


其实连我自己也不清楚这样做是对的吗
有时我在想: 我是不是在浪费时间? 这样做是不是在浪费我的精力?

我真的感到很累，不知道是不是因为“亲戚”来了，情绪才会有这样大的变化
偏偏在这个时候，一大堆问题的发生
真的让我不知如何是好，感到又气又急燥...=.=

可能在接下来的几天，我可以好好地静下来思考
回忆去年发生的事，试着明白究竟是什么原因而导致种种问题的发生

hmmm...

small n living thing....
big and non-living thing....

haha..shall see on sunday den...wahaha

friendship dance! yeah! =D

O.o...
somehow completed the stuffs alrdy....
only left the pictures....

basically these 2 days is about the same lo...
lessons....den stayed behind to do some preparations....

campfire...shld be not much of a problem alrdy...
left the execution part....

looking forward to day 3...=)/=(

haix haix haix...

i don't wish for much now...

all i wish is that things will go as per normal....=

yeah!
one down!

one to go! =D

有时很渴望隔天可以睡迟一点，因为晚上不用那么早睡
所以每次我都挺期待周末的到来
可是最近并不是如此

不知是不是因为中午太迟起来，造成晚上睡不着
每当我晚上睡不着时，就会开始胡思乱想
想东想西，根本无法入眠

就只好起来用电脑，想找些事情做
转移我的注意力

*叹气* 真是自相矛盾....

老妈...我回来了~~~



蜡笔小新有动感光波
我有神奇拇指!! hehe...

yeah! everything is on track now!

since im still waiting....
might as well come here to update lo...heh
anyway 我也是睡不着....afternoon got take nap mah...haha

spent the time just now to do up those camp stuffs....
i've actually used around half n hour to finish everything on my hand wor....
my initial plan was to do it after mt paper on monday...
since just now got time jiu do lo....haha

really glad that my fellow sec 4s are willing to help out...
was really happy when i received their replies saying that they can help out as station masters..some even mentioned saying that they want to join in with the cadets..=)
mayb it was alrdy late...such tt some haven reply me yet...
is ok la...i've got sufficient help already....the rest of you guys will join the platoons too! =D
that's also consider playing a part in it mah....=D
really look forward to tuesday...even me myself haven try out the games yet...nvm..learn tgt mah...haha..=)

was looking thru the calendar....and i realised that...many things is going on these few months...

first is mt o'level...
den is camp.
adult first aid
st john day
nat. comp...

simply in june n july..alrdy got 5 events going on le...
or rather more than tt...

jy bah....i know i can do it de....or rather WE can do it! yeah!

AGM 2009..=)

haha...i save it onto my comp. the minute i saw this pic...
i have been waiting for this picture since april...haha

and i realised something...shenghao is not in the pic? but he's present during AGM leh? O.o



mt intensive starts today...
chiong arh! =x

after mt o'level...i shall "enjoy" myself during the camp!
im so looking forward to camp now! =p
friendship dance! yeah....
but not.......*sob sobs*


memories came flowing back~~~