holidays start le...n i dun feel happy abt it...wat im looking forward to now it the class party we r having tis tuesday...im glad tat teachers r cuming too!!!ms ho,ms adely chen,mr chong,mdm sabrina(mayb?nt sure)...the rest still nt sure yet...
nw holiday start le..i still feel vry lonely leh...dunno y leh..

my mood is still vry sian...n i realised going out alone is really vry boring n sian...sum more ur mood is still so down...i just felt tat i'm the only one left in the world...no one no one understand me...i dun expect too much...i just wish to have someone by my side who can understand my thoughts...i'm breaking down soon...dun tink i will b going out as i dun wished to go out!!!

sian...

eoy finally finish le...i dun sound happy right??it is becuz i nw vry buay song...so as tanay...haix..i just feel tat people r selfish sumtimes...they always tink for themselves,but nt for others...y some people just like to use vuglar language...no matter is playing or wat... a'F***' will just cum out frm their mouth...i just hate tat...y is vuglar language so 'popular' nw...i realised secondary skul nowadays gt alot of ah beng n ah lian...nw no mood to say anything le...mayb will post again later after i came back frm shopping...i want to go play timezone!!!i just want to enjoy my life!!!
vinus say tmr 11 am go her hse do dance...gtg le..buaiix..

whees...=)

yo...eoy is finally cuming to an end...can relax le...today 9.45 can go hme le...me,hui n leen...we go cwp to eat kfc...then we go shopping...then when abt to go hme le...hui say she want to buy earring at the shop at the control station there...then we saw gt water bomb...then we decided to play at hui's hse...but i go hme 1st then go...hui n leen they go admiralty to buy more things tat we can play...they bought the watever spray thingy...got pink colour thing cum out de...then they tell me tat they spent 20++ dollars just to buy earrings...then we go hui hse play water bomb wif leen...but before tat was slacking at hui's rm...huii n leen was zi lian-ning wif their hp...me??of course i gt take pic wif them lah..hui was playing wif the spray thingy...making the the room vry messy...then she ask her maid cum in n clear...tthen we go minimart buy more water balloons...spent abt more them half n hour in the toilet filling up the balloons...finally can play le!!!we play outside the lift there...but the problem is..our water bombs gt too little water le...then it does nt burst when we threw it...then all the balloons finished le..still nt enough, we go take plastic bags to fill it up wif water...then continue playing lor...i'm the first one to get wet..all thanks to huii n leen...then still nt enough...we mad le..go take a pail of water out n play..the three of us was all wet to the skin...=p luckily i gt bring extra clothe to change...leen wore hui's clothe when playing so she change to uni...lolx...tmr last paper le!!art finish le then can play le!!whees!!i noe i'm mad...=)

eoy going on now...so i lazy to post...=p...tis morning...nora say she nominated me as student councilor...i told my sis abt it but she is against it...i made up mind...it is my own decision whether i want to b a councilor anot...hope eoy and soon...tis few day vry stress up...want to use computer to relax myself a little...also cannot...if i let my sis see i using pc...she surely nag one 1 lor...not like others...gt pc in their room...haiz...but i'm glad tat my parents give me freedom,they let me do my own things...they noe i can manage things well...i cannot disappoint them anymore...i must work hard for eoy...n evrything...just 6 more days to go!!!shanshan!!wake up!!must work hard!!dun disappoint the pple around who support u!!
but i really under stress...just want to let her noe tat i alrdy 13!!!i noe how to manage things well!!!the way tat u treat me really makes me feel vry stress!!i nid freedom...stress in school is alrdy enough for me...i just want to relax when i'm at hme...CAN??PLS...LET ME FEEL RELAX WHEN I'M AT HME K?