April Fools tmr...
hope i won't get tricked like last year...=(...

it really feels a lot better after sharing your thoughts with someone...
i really feel much relieved now...=)))
就像放下心中大石一样
thanks cp! =))

*yawn*...currently taking a break from those piles of hmwk...
so come online a while... =x

tagged by mandy to do tis quiz~ (i think i do before liao leh..=x)

1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
cheeks bah? =p

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
sad...=(

3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
with my NA'09 and patricia!

4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
hmm..not really...but im doted by my family..=D

5: Would you ever donate blood?
see first? but nid to poke needles leh..=x

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yesh...those i can 说心事的

7: Do you want someone dead?
no...like tt i will be more sad...=(

8:What does your last text message say?
"English that passage must do summary also?"

9:What are you thinking of right now?
lalalala...
lots of hmwk to do....

10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
yesh..im bored..=x

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
12am...close to 1am?

12:Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
sec 1 orientation camp '08 de maincomm tee...

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
hmmm...secret...haha..=x

14: Who was the last person to text you?
cuiping...

i shall not tag anyone bah..since everyone should be busy bah...=x
anyone who want to do jiu do lo...haha..=D

i really don't know how to put my feelings into words...

was waiting for 912 bus just now when going home...
but the wait seems to be very long....
i was like "forget it..." and i just walked home...=.=

不知不觉感到很孤单
一个人走在路上，实在有点无聊
而且也有点恐怖=(


我知道你在乎，但是我感觉不到...

O.o..didnt post for the past few days...

focus study had started since monday....
and now is alrdy friday....
which i means i've already attended 5...=.=...

is rather tiring...=x
but there's still another 9 more weeks to go for this term...
somemore week 10 is one whole week of chinese...O.o...

nvm...i shall endure throughout!...yeah..
i can make it de...=)

plannings should be going on smoothly bah...
and im rather looking forward to the race leh...
it sounds really fun...=D
hope they enjoy...

term 2....is study study study...focus focus focus =x
但是我相信我一定能够从两件事之间取得平衡的
我相信这个世界上是有两全其美的事
我一定会尽力帮到底的，
所以呢，committee如果有什么事尽管来找我
no matter whether issit corps matter or whatsoever..=D

Happy Belated Birthday Aisyah! =D

=D

wee~ NA challenge cup!

me and challenge cup! =D yekai kip say i nonya! =x LOL

wee~~
today is the day!
and we made it!
NA NC AC all got champion! woohoo!! =D

wh say i very dramatic? O.o...
but is true lo...
anxious and happy for them mah...wahaha

was practically hugging the trophy...and jumping around in the hall after the results was released...=p
was really happy!
did the sch cheer...
as usual..i cried when shouting the cheer....=x WE ARE THE BEST!

we finally made it after 3 years..=D
homenursing was 118/200?
fa was 99/100?
fd was 44/50?
wee~
haha...

enjoyed today the most!
esp the footdrill..all their eyes were on us man...
i still rmb that...the hall was noisy...den once we start fd...it was silence~~.....=x
there was even cracks on the ceiling of the waiting room...becoz of the bangings? LOL

RSS SJAB! yeah!

thanks for the all the hugs...from the seniors! haha...
thanks for coming to support us!
fizzy..yekai..zhenghui..angie..shahidah...sarina..aisyah..sylvia..did i miss any one? =x
also got my batch de ppl...thank you! =D

and i wanna thank many many ppl..
namely....Gavin....Patricia...WeiHao...YeeXuan...(not in any order) and also those who have helped out..=D
thank you for training us!
and also letting us to understand what is exactly the definition of "winning" and "lose"..
i really learnt alot from it....

still got NAt. Comp. to go! JYJY!

wee~~
tmr is the day! jyjy! =D

taking a stroll alone...enjoying the breeze is really great...
it reminds me about many many things..

actually...im really looking forward to comp. de leh...
and it is just 1 day away..

and im determined that i shall not cry this time...
my one and only last year joining comp...
but after reading their blogs...made me feel like crying even more...
their expressions...made me thought of how i felt last 2 years...
the fear of losing...who are our competitors...
and the feeling is yet...anxious.. happy....and scared...

and i think this year...after the very last bersurai...
i think i will shed my tears...TEARS OF JOY

if we won...i will definitely cry...becoz im really glad
i will b very glad that we made it this year...
after going through 3 years..we had finally endure through it...
with all the tears...and laughters...
it is definitely worth it...
and we did not disappoint them
in fact...we have made them and ourselves proud...right NA? =D

if unfortunately...we lost...
i would have to say sorry...
but instead...im happy with ourselves...
we did not disappoint them and ourselves...
we've made it to comp. tgt...as a team...
a team which is 3 years old...*sounds very old..=x*
which i will treasure it alot....and rmb in my heart forever...
instead...we are CHAMPION in our hearts...=D
we WON!
we shld be happy about it...

and im also happy with myself...being able to participate in comp.
to represent RS SJAB for the last time...
to be part of the BIG ST JOHN FAMILY!
i did not regret at all...=D

we are all winners at the end of the day...right! =D

anyone willing to lend me a shoulder on saturday? haha

singing can really brighten up my mood...=D

i wonder who is that passerby?? him? O.o

my mood is spoiled...=(((

Big mouse aka laughing vampire...LOL

these two days were comp. preparation....
plus this morning still got extra lessons....

hmm...monday...do work do work...shared secrets...

tuesday...polish polish polish...

Im so looking forward to 21st March 2009! =D

comp. preparation today....
and this became my hp wallpaper...=D

i shall be HAPPYwoman starting as of today!...=D

duno why leh...these few days im feeling really happy leh...=D
though got some stuffs troubling me..but it goes off after a short while...O.o

mayb is becoz...i managed to get a phone that i like...which is PINk!
nothing bad is happening these few days...

though comp. is just in 6 days time...but still no SAD SAD feelings yet leh...LOL
instead...im really looking forward for comp. to come leh...
wee~

Happy x3!
Stay Happy
Always Happy
Forever Happy

8 letters...3 words...1 meaning?
LOL...

5291

ytd...
went to bought stuffs at lavendar...
den went to meet dajie at yishun...

went down to suntec there de IT show walk walk..
is many ppl de lo.....really many many..=x
dajie bought a camera...while she bought me a hp..=p
wee~~ and is PINK!
thank you dajie=D

14th March 2008...
was the day...when he said the"three word" to me


time flies...one year has passed...
but now everything is over.....since ????? =x
but it does not mean the end of the world..
i would still need to move on..=D
what im loooking forward to...is 7 days later...=)
COMP!

ytd...
training...

today...
sports carnival...but ended early..
came home...
i find it so weird to reach home at 2+ on a friday...=.=
use comp.
and i completed Admin AGM slides!...left camp..=x
and i gonna cook tonight! =D

and also lunch on thursday! haha
who want lunch on thursday? book me!..
spaghetti shall b on the menu! =p

*yawns*..
really very tired...
these 2 days kept dozing off in class...=(
shall sleep a while later...before doing hmwk..O.o

went to make honey lemon with patricia after sch just now...
den went to cwp with her to buy stuffs...
hair accessories...honey...lemon...gel...kiwi...gel..
and there goes my $$..=x
shall i claim back? jkjk LOL...
at most i dun buy Mac and kitkat on tt day lo..=x heh

no la...see first la..=)

o.o...
my last post was on saturday? O.o

sunday...tired day..
but was glad that the trip down was productive=D
slept throughout the day once i reached home.

ytd...
rainy day...cold dao~~
meeting...
tired day...

today...
woke up earlier than usual..=x
brought uni to sch...
training...

den tuition...
and i love my bf so much la...
even though he said that i can go home on my own...by walking..=x
and is very mafan to go just one round to fetch me....
but but but....in the end...he still surrender! =p
he still came!! wahahah...

btw...bf = daddy!
wahahah

congrats for getting sgt rank!

flag day today....
walked the expedition route from sembawang back to woodlands...LOL...
den carried the trophy..."we WILL bring it back!" haha...=p
brought the trophy to hq...

went for meeting at cwp...
talk talk talk...
hoped that everything can go on as planned..=D
i also look forward to it alot..=D

called miss ong on the phone in the staffroom during recess this morning..

me: miss ong, i've collected all the ranks..so do i pass it to you or?
miss ong: you pass it to yishen instead...and regarding the results...you ok?
me: ya...im ok.. im perfectly alright..=D
miss ong: you sure?
me: ya...
miss ong: XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
me: erm...ok...ya...im really ok with the results...=)

after that conversation...i was really sad lo...
i was feeling really guilty about it...really..=(

den during activity..went to look for miss ong with patricia...
talk talk talk...
seriously...i was really touched by her words..
i can see that she's really disappointed about it..=(
she's really concerned about us...
i didnt expect all these...

nevertheless....THANK YOU MISS ONG!
i shall not disappoint you anymore..

我再也找不回以前的笑容了...

i wonder why...
i just feel something is wrong...
i just couldnt smile...
nothing could actually bring up my mood...=(

i couldnt imagine what would happen if i were to do this way....
i dun want to affect the rest...


=(

it is alrdy 1am+ morning...
so i shall talk abt yesterday bah..LOL..

ytd...physics paper...
seriously...i duno how to tackle the paper..=(
shall try my best in chemistry later on bah...
see whether can i still rmb "Ali BaBa" and "Nasi Ayam mee Rebus" LOL...

met yishen outside sj room to talk about some stuffs..
den miss ong came down..passing us the room key...
she thought that there's training ytd...

Miss Ong:Here's the room key...*passes the key to me*
Me: *look at Miss Ong in a puzzled look* Huh? room key?
Miss Ong: I thought you all have training today?
Me:Nono...today no training...this week's trainings is tuesday, wednesday and friday...
Miss Ong: O.o...den ok lo...

I was like...LOL...haha
miss ong was asking when are we having trainings this march hols...
den i replied" everyday?"
she didnt reject..she still ask about what time will we be meeting on comp. day itself...and $$ etc...

this saturday...mdm zurianee is gonna bring back the AA challenge cup back to hq....
how i wish we could keep the challenge cup for good...
i wonder issit true is that if we were to attain champion for tt particular category for consecutive 3 years...we would be able to keep the challenge cup for good? O.o
NVM...

i shall AIM to get back the NA challenge cup back this year!...im sure my NA would also be able to do it right!? so as NC and AC!
right NA! WE CAN DO IT DE RIGHT!
for the sake of ourselves..everyone....the corps....and everyone who is concerned...
we won't disappoint them again right!
we shall bring back the challenge cup proudly...
as a big big gift for miss ong ok!

We pledge, to carry out OUR duties, with zeal and efficiency, to the BEST of my abiltiy..

Happy Bitrthday Cuiping! =D

people has been asking me this question..."are you prepared for 21st march?"
my answer was "mayb yes and mayb no"...
seriously...i duno...

perhaps...im alrdy numb...my feelings are all mixed up now...
seriously i cant imagine what would happened that day...
just like what i did when i went for NA last year...
thinking that the situation would be similar to what we had for NC the previous year..
is just that it might b a little difficult?

mayb is because of the fact that...this time....the ppl around us...
is different from last year? O.o
and we wun get to see them on the day itself? i duno..
i duno how to describe in words..=x

there's alot of LAST tt we're experiencing this year
1)the LAST comp. training
2)the LAST competition that we are going as cadets
3)the LAST time we are going for NA as a team
4)the LAST chance we could actually strive for champion, to get back the challenge cup
5)the LAST time we could get 7
6)the LAST year. for miss ong
7)the LAST year in Riverside SJAB
8)THE LAST LAP

i hope this LAST year would b the best...=D