=.=....today mdm leow nvr come...so chi is free period....did smth...n it make me angry la...n also waste my paper n pen ink....!!

after sch got swimming....played the ball game agn...after tat went back to sch to do admin work lo....received tiffany's sms n she said tat she saw daniel twice at cwp!! she n daniel hen you yuan hor???!! hehe...

walked to cwp wif wh n yx .........and on the way there....yx say smth abt me....he says tat im short....=.=...i very short meh?? he oni 10cm++ taller den me oni mah...=x jkjk

saw cuixia n her bf at control station....she as usual so funny la...LOL.... den we went to cold storage to buy bbt.... after tat go home lo....

tmr got activity...nid to prepare full u....polish boots....anything else?? i don't noe...haha=x

today after sch got ndp training....feeling quite tired leh...mayb is becoz i nvr eat anything bah...=x....tats y my stomach was grumbling...=x...hehe....tiffany gonna kill me if she reads tis...haha...=p

after sch walked hme wif tiffany n jeff....haix...still got maths hmwk haven do...suan le..later den do...hehe..=p

let's c....

tuesday-----swimming
wednesday----activity cum ndp full dress rehearsal..
thursday----meeting...
friday---i tink i free bah...but is after 2 la..=.=...i want to watch movie leh...ppl acc me leh...=x haha....

currently...im..thinking of....??? i duno la.=/

just now had admin meeting at RP.....actually meeting yx n arinni at cwp 1st de...who noes arinni cnt make it...so took bus to rp wif yx....

meeting until 7++ den go hme....as usual...yx was still lame-in during the meeting...haha....

i duno wat to write le..=x.... tmr got ndp....

took it when going hme tat time...=)

today didnt go swimming...coz raining..=.=....sian diao la....

instead me n huii went to cwp jalan jalan.... oh ya....i also saw instructor cuixia there.....went to basement to buy mini melts den saw nickie n tanay they all at mac....blah....den we went walk walk.... went to popular....saw cuixia agn...LOL

went mos dere makan....after tat went to meet tanay....went library slack....

library dere very cold la......walked ard at abt 6.30++ liao...went to buy lollipops den went hme liao... very detailed hor?? hehe...=x

shall skip the sch part bah....=x...hehe..im bad....
after sch gt the chi lesson...den straight away went for admin meeting in the canteen...=)

do this n tat lo....den the canteen uncle was to wipe the tables..den we move to the benches near the sch gate dere....chit chatting at the same time....=p

at abt 4++ lyk tat....me...wh n yx walked to cwp for bbt...=) on the way there was playing on the street la...so funny la....stopping here n dere....n i felt so 'zi bei' standing between dem....=.=...haha....

finished buying bbt le den go interchange take bus lo...i saw the 900 bus come le den i quickly run lo...who knows weihao also taking 900....hehe...=)

swimming tmr?? hehe!!!=)

sch mah....erm...hmmm...ok ok?? hehe=x

after sch got full dress rehearsal....quite ok la...i got nth to comment abt it....den blah blah blah....after tat went home lo....was using my water bottle to spray water on wl lo....n he even tried to pour water on me...but i ran away!!...hehe=p

walked till the traffic light dere....yeexuan went 'kenan' while we went 'kehadapan'....=x.....den walked wif jeffrey lo...=)

reached hme le...makan...den come here to post lo....later still nid to do hmwk...=.=... tink tmr den i post again bah...

let's see....

friday....got anything???
saturday....swimming??
sunday....meeting?? i don't noe...hehe =p

today sch was ok lo...lessons was alright...just tat history cher nvr cum..so slack in class lo...=x



den after sch got activity....they all learn slow march le...so fun...=) den NDP.....was raining in the 1st place...so did drills in the shelter lo....blah blah blah....tired...=.=



walked hme lo....just finished polishing my boots....now left nid to prepare full u oni...=)



hehe...tink i must ting hua le....must listen to someone le...=x....
heh....must b honoured tat got pple miss you wor...haha!! jkjk...no offence...=x

"there are better n brighter future ahead of u...its no good to miss things EVERYTIME!!!! once in a while, its good... but whatever passed its passed... say CHEERS to ur future" SMILE and look forward to the future! copied from some1 de blog=)

to someone: sorry if i caused inconvenience for u....=(

today mah.....???*think*....shall tell u when i tot of it...hehe...

today de weather so cold la...was sneezing all day long la..brr.....

den after sch went swimming....played duno wat ball game....sian..=.=
the wind was so cold la...go into the water still very cold..was freezing like duno wat...=.=

den went back sch....went for the audition for the duno wat compeitition....sing song...=) den after tat went home lo...
boring right??=x.....later nid to polish boots....prepare half-u....=)

btw...today is instructor manan de b'day....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

sch was.....??? i duno....=x
assembly got debate....both our class de teams got into top 3 wor!! congrats!!...den pe...blah blah blah....
during english...celebrated mdm chang's de b'day....!! haha.......

after sch went for sjab meeting....tat sheng hao just cant stop sabo-in me yea???after tat went to cwp to buy bbt den go hme liao.......

just nw took a nap wif mummy....slept frm 6.30++ till 8.30++ lo....dun feel like waking up lo...the weather so cooling...just nice for sleeping...=x....really mah...=x

tmr got swimming....

after reading tiffany's blog....
i realised how much.........
i miss NC....
i miss chatting wif daniel...=.=
i miss the time when im busy wif all those stuffs...
i miss the time when my calendar is filled wif comp. trainings....
i miss everything tat is related to NC....
really...i felt a stronger sense of belonging when im wif NC....

but now.....haix.....everything has changed....everything is so different now...how i wished i could go back to the past...but....it is all history now....there's no way i could go back to the past...whatever is over can never come back again.....

why is reality so cruel!!!! i hate reality!!

one word to describe today....= sian.....
stayed at home the whole day...didn't have to mood to go out....
tink i having mood swings bah....sudden change of mood...sorry tiff...=(

我觉得我有一点疑神疑鬼了。不管什么事，一定会往坏的方面想。是我想太多了吗? 今天不知怎么了，心情似乎跌入谷底，怎么也拉不上来。刚才翻阅博客，看到了那么一句话，情绪不知怎么了，觉得很愤怒。真的不明白为什么他要这么说。是不是我们得罪他? 还是他不满意?
我不知道是不是我错意了，错解他的意思。现在的我不知怎么了，觉得很无助。
真的希望有人可以告诉我应该怎么做！！ 现在的我，脑子里简直是一片空白！！

helpless...

boo!!
today racial harmony day...wore ethnic costume lo...quite enjoy today la...quite fun....took alot of pics also...nxt time den i upload bah....=)
after sch got hcl lesson...den went to canteen makan.....chit chat wif tiffany dey all....we even discussed abt having a chalet wor...haha!!

den 3pm like tat went for ndp....today sort of done the actual thingy of the ndp parade lo....tired la....stand there till want to doze off le..=x

after tat dismissed le...walked to cwp wif wh,zx,jieling n yx....fizzy was walking behind us wif ellis they all....and we realised tat is sort of 'admin gathering' wor......haha!! go admin!! haha!!

den went to interchange to take bus lo...=)....

tmr sec 1s going to take their first aid test le....jiayou wor!! dun be so tensed up la...relax...i believe tat u all can do it de!!! =) all the best sec 1s!!=)

Um, um goes the little green frog one day
Um, um goes the little green frog
Um, um goes the little green frog one day
And all go um, um, ah

And all the frogs go
(clap) Shalalalala(x3)
And all the frogs go
(clap) Shalalalala
And all go um, um, ahh

sch was alright lo....quite tired la...
after sch...discussed wif cuiping abt the board...den chit chat wif tiffany n thahira also...=)
im so malu la....=x all thxs to.......
speechless...=p

oh yah...forgot to post pictures...=x...on the way home...yeexuan n yekai took my bottle and did some 'art work'....haha!!


done by yekai....

done by yeexuan...

Oh... eppo e tai tai eh-yah
Oh eppo e tai tai eh-yah
Oh eppo e tai tai
Eppo e toki toki(x2)
Eh-yah

Oh... eppo e toki toki eh-yah
Oh eppo e toki toki eh-yah
Oh eppo e toki toki
Eppo e toki toki(x2)
Eh-yah

today mah....i dun wat to describe leh...haha...sch was alright....i quite enjoy today's history lesson bah...=) den after sch got activity....

during lecture...got back first aid test....87/118 =) happy la!!remembered last time i got say before ben called me 'shanshan' during lecture mah.... haha....den tis time round got new names le....shenghao is 'haohao' n benjamin is 'benben'...=.= very rou ma or mushy right....*hair stands up*...haha!!

den went for NDP training...not bad la...did the formation....also did hentak wif the music...though tired but enjoyed it la...=)

after NDP training...did some basic drills...blah blah blah....had water parade den sang the hentak song....duno y today very enthu...haha....after activity...chit chat wif tiffany...benjamin n shenghao....i tink tis was the first time the 4 of us sit down tgt n chit chat bah...rare chance leh...haha...kidding oni...=p talked abt many things....=) ben...dun forget abt wat we said before arh....haha!!

Dum dum didi didi(x2)
Dum dum didi di dum
Di dum dum dum
Dum dum didi didi(x2)
Dum dum didi di dum
Di dum dum dum

today was alright lo....sci n eng cher nvr cum....english fell asleep during the last half n hour....=.= den blah blah blah....

after sch went swimming....quite fun lo...but rather tired la...=) den went back to sch wif cuiping n huiting....den walked home at abt 6 lo...today not much things la...

tmr got activity....nid to prepare full u...but im tired now....nvm...i go slp 1st...later den iron uni...=) wish me gd luck!!

hope tmr will b a better day!!=)

As we walk to the left
and we walk to the right
as we walk as we walk
as we walk all night
with a heel and a toe
and a half-turn around
with a heel and a toe and a new friend found!

today sch end at 1.....went to cwp a while wif huii they all....we went different directions n end up tgt in cwp....in front of me n huii were yx...yekai n zx they all....heard them talk talk....was so funny la....

went to cwp to buy bbt....saw tiffany there....buy le bbt then take bus go home wif tiffany le....actually wanted to go and look for ben n shenghao de....but who noes they are in arcade...n both of us were in sch uni...so too bad..=.=....

reached home le...sms ben to ka-jiao him....he say i look like those type of guaii kia which dun go to arcade 1 wor.....wah...he look so highly of me arh...thank you! thank you!!..... but too bad he was wrong...though i look like 'guaii kia'.....but i also play in arcade 1 u noe...dun play play....haha!!=x

duno wat to write le....tink i go makan liao..hungry hungry!! =) sayonara!

today ...nth much...spent my day at home...
woke up at abt 11.30++...ate...read newspaper n did nth....
afternoon do hmwk...blah blah blah....
now i duno wat to do....sian....tmr sch release at 1pm...tink im going straight home after tat bah..unless got pple want ask me out...haha!!!jkjk.....
i duno wat to post liao....sian..=.=
the dream i had ytd reminds me of smth...haix....gen gen yu huai...

memories are really precious....i must treasure dem alot alot alot...i sot le...suddenly cum to tis topic....smth must have gone wrong...haix...

i must endure!!

today woke up at 1.30pm++...=x.....actually 6.30++ woke up le...but i went to slp in my parents' room.....laid on the floor....=x....dreamt of many many things la...but i forgot liao...=p....woke up halfway...realised my right eye was swollen....den went back to slp again.....

den in the afternoon....mama made papa to eat 52 grapes becoz today is his 52nd birthday....LOL....lame right??? but tats my mama la....den my papa dere kip 'arm chio'(sp....)......haha!!! my parents is always tat funny....=p

went to temple wif mama to pray....also to huan shen...coz i made a wish there last sunday n it came true!!=) i tink u all can guess what's my wish alrdy bah...=)

after tat took bus to woodlands centre dere...bought slippers....den shop here n dere....bought ice-kachang!! yum yum!!!den ard 5++ take bus go home lo...reached hme at abt 6.30......

tink i post till here bah!!....Happy Birthday to Papa!!!

hope tmr will b a better day!!!=)

paiseh for not posting for so long....(long meh???=x)

hmm...i forgotten wat i did on monday le...=x...so skip skip skip...bleah...

tuesday...
in the morning...AC presented the trophy to the principal....blah blah...den after sch went for swimming lo...after tat rushed hme to wash up....coz still got Dim Sum Dollies at night....not bad la...very nice...they all very cute la...=) reached hme at abt 11.30...bathe....polished boots....till 1am den slp...

wednesday....
was very tired la....couldnt stay awake for the whole day....after sch got activity....had first aid test....den went for NDP training....no games for us....=(....=x....wasnt feeling really well...wasnt hyper for tat day...was having a very black face...sorry for showing attitude....sry shenghao...=(

thursday...
hmm....ytd sch was normal...after sch got NDP training...but it oni starts at 3....went to canteen to eat wif yx...zh...cyn...ellis...cuiping...hanis...blah blah..i forget liao..=x...yx very malu leh...he did sumting to fizzy wif my bottle..he was like....erhem....haha!! den training start le....when break...we all was like kip saying tat our hands very pain lo...=x.....den blah blah....did march-in n march-out for the parade thingy....the formation also....den abt 6 like tat went home lo....

friday....
first period was HL lo...skipping....den lesson....blah blah....after sch no chi lesson...so went home lo...but walked to cwp wif ben....talk here talk dere...den we saw jef n zh....n i take bus hme lo...n here m i posting....=)

my post long enough le alrdy???=x...haha...my stomach grumbling now....want eat le...buaiix...=)

WooHoo!!! i just reached hme 10 mins ago....

just nw went to support NA n AC wif jeffrey n fizzy....

AC won champion in first aid short case!! n 6th in overall!! congrats!!! n Happy Birthday to BENJAMIN!!!.....

after the prize presentation....sang birthday song for ben in the hall...on the bus sing again!!...haha...went to eat wif them at cwp in the foodcourt....as usual...was having a lot of fun...haha!!!

07/07/07.....

today had CIP lo...went to 509 & 515....today ended quite early...i reached hme at abt 11.30 lo...ate...n i slept frm 1++ till 4++ lyk tat...watched abit tv le den do hmwk liao...managed to finish my hmwk...if not tmr cnt go support dem le....=)

didnt post ytd coz...im lazy to on comp......bleah...ytd was quite ok lo...morning had HL...den lessons....after sch got wat chi lesson...quite fun la...den 2pm went to sjab rm to help abit...helped dem iron uni....at abt 3pm got maths test...no confidence la...

after the test went back to the room...went to chat wif tania n jieling...n i manage to scare jieling...haha!! helped to polish sheng hao's boots....abt 6.30 den leave sch lo.... walk to cwp dere...aisyah realised tat she left her uni which she needed for the today's interview in the room....called isabel whether she can lend her uni not...

den me,wh n yx peii aisyah go isabel's hse dere take uni...den after tat walked hme lo....

tmr going down wif jeffrey to support dem...jiayou!!!

sch mah...was quite ok....
after sch got swimming....after swimming went back sch wif cyn to see they all nid any help not...

sat outside the room...help dem polish boots....chit chat here n dere....yee xuan seems to b an expert in polishing boots wor...hmm....you qian tu....haha!! LOL....he has to iron his full uni again coz daniel say his uni very crumpled....i see him so kelian....so i brought his uni back to help him iron....he still nid to bring his boots back to polish lo....

haix....will tmr b a better day??!! hope so...=)

yee xuan emo??? he say tis pic look like zh wor...

yeexuan's jie zuo...

ben finding back his childhood??? haha!

today sch....ok ok lo....shall post abt sjab instead...=x

after sch got sjab.....today footdrill oni half n hr oni.....most of the activity was spent on first aid lecture...nxt week got first aid test....=) will i pass or will i fail???duno leh..=x and and and....ben hor...he did smth today...which made my hair stand lor....today during lecture...u noe wat he called me??....'shan shan....!!' omg....he's the first guy who called me tat lo!!=x....

games had community singing....the sec 2s were enthu but....the sec 1s hor....haix...jkjk..... played the wat 'captain' game....very fun la..!!

activity end le....wh suddenly ask me whether i want go cwp eat not...i asked tiff along but she dun want...so i ask yee xuan to peii wo...=) ben n sheng hao also got go.... when we reached cwp...den i realised i was tricked lor....!! oni until the entrance den i noe tat hazel n daniel also joining us lo!! i was like!! LOL....=x....*i sound very bad right...*

went to foodcourt....talked wif gavin while waiting for daniel n hazel....me yx n ben didnt eat...when they eating we were at the other table kip talking lame stuffs lo....=x....den we saw the sch canteen auntie...she came n asked us y we nvr eat...issit becoz we dun have money....she even said she want to treat us lo....=x

den we paiseh..kip saying dun want...den who noes she really go buy one plate of fruits for us lo....ty auntie!! den ben...sh n yx start eating the fruits lo...but i didnt eat....coz im freezing cold!!!.....me n yx kip taking photos lo...=x....

den we saw cuixia n his bf wor...she kip kajiao me lo...=.=....stayed there till 8++ going to 9 le...den we go home lo....walked home wif hazel n daniel....hazel walked halfway den cross the road le...den daniel peii wo walked till the park dere... den we say bye bye le...=)

at the foodcourt was fun la!! is just tat im feeling cold oni..haha....

today is just another sch day lor....shall skip the sch part....=.=....

after sch met up wif the guys n the sec 1s to discuss abt the deco board thingy...finally came up wif a theme le.....after the sec 1s go le...den we go buy things makan....den we go to our 'secret corner' dere chit chat....

we sang some community songs also....to get prepared for tmr de community singing....=x.....talked abt our sec 2 outing....at abt 4++ like tat went outside the room to wait for the meeting to start....

the meeting oni start at 4.30pm lor...but is worth the wait la....we were informed tat all sec 2s are in for the ndp wor....congrats guys!!!.....

wonder y they today so enthu lor....after the meeting they still went to do footdrill lo...do until 5.30 den go home...but i didnt do...i was tired....i just sat at the side n talk to yeexuan....took a video of them doing footdrill....shall upload it nxt time...=)

m i tat emo?? y everybody say me emo?? last two days got pple say me emo leh...ben n daniel...=.=.......duno leh....

ytd i admit tat im abit emo...c my previous den u noe le....

today nth much lo...woke up at abt 12pm++ like tat....sat around in the hse....used comp....did the chi project de reflection....now i got nth to do...sian diao la....

na n ac having national comp. tis sunday le....hope they can win something back!!! do urself n the sch proud!!

ben!! i noe u got read my blog de....b proud of ur first aid!! dun waste ur efforts!!u have been reading the manual for the week u noe!! hope u will get urself a big birthday gift tis year!! jiayou!! you can do it de!!!after national comp. we go celebrate ur b'day kk!!! wif tiffany also!!!....dun disappoint us n also urself!! believe in urself!! im sure u can do it de....

btw....na ac.....if need anything of help feel free to approach me kk??=) im willing to help de...=) haha!!

S O R R Y

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