life seems to b boring for me...no one appreciate wat i have done...so wat's the point of me doing all these?! it is all WORTHLESS!!!no one cares abt me...no one around me is trustworthy...i want to find some1 whom i can pour out all my feelings to...but i can't find one...no one can b trust in tis world...the oni place i can pour out all my feelings, mayb is oni here....
sometimes i really feel like crying out...izzit so difficult 4 me to find some1 whom i can trust??i really nid a shoulder 4 me to lean on...i'm bursting out soon!!!

today seems to b a bad day for me...everything dun seems to b good to me...mood was totally spoiled by someone... it is early in the morning!!!just becuz of them...i was buay song the whole day...plz change ur attitude!!!then gekteng pass a message frm ellis to me...ellis..is nt tat i m angry wif u, is just tat i tink u have totally changed...u r different nw...
gt tons of hmwk to do...that nora lah...give 133 qns...want us to do it by tmr...go die lah...say until so easy,u try n do lah...gtg le...

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2dae is such a lousy day for me can...whole day was so sian...
today 1st period was HL...did aerobics...was quite fun..then after tat was PE, mdm salwana did skill test wif us..basketball lorr....when cher test the rest of them shooting horr,me so suay lorr..kena hit by basketball...damn pain lor...i cried...tears start rolling down my cheeks...hui go scold wenkang...who threw the ball...hui keep making me laugh...then my mood for the rest of the day was getting lousy..during recess gt ice-cream to eat...after recess, went back to class, getting ready to go 4 art...wenkang apologise to me...my mood was like sibei buay song...then i didn't wan to reply him...but in the end, i accept le...=)i'm nt the person who will remember these kind of small matter de...=)art..do drawing lor..then is dnt...did practical...our project almost finish le...oni left joining the parts together oni...after gt hmt...went there listen story...after tat go cwp wif leen n hui...hui want to buy bag...i want to buy bottle..but dun have the design i want...saw tanay mei,nickie n jiamin..we go civic centre together to accompany hui to buy bag...mood was down...after buying the bag, went back to cwp...feel like going hme le...but they all still want to walk around cwp,mood was really bad...i told them i want to go hme 1st....
To hui, leen, tanay, nickie n jiamin:sry tat i leave early cuz my mood was really bad...i scared tat if i go wif u all,i will instead spoil ur shopping mood)nth to write le...later still nid to go to my cousin's hse wif my sis...sianz...

wat shld i do...

life is so sian these few days...EOY cuming soon...so many things nid to do..suddenly feel so stress..nt really happy wif my ct3 results..
english-B3
Maths-A1
science-D7
chinese-A1
History-C5
geography-A1
Literature-C5
DNT-A2
still not sure whether r there still cca nxt week anot..still nid to brush up on my footdrill...still cannot bang properly..still doing "horsekick"pple ard me are starting to 'pon' cca n lessons...shld i do the same as them?i'm really feeling very tired...some1 plz give me sum advice...i really feeling low these few days...=.=

hi...sry for nt updating so long...quite sian these few days...then after ct3 is EOY le..haiz=.=
got back sum my ct paper le...
english-15/25
maths-33/40
science-24/50
chinese-38/50
history-13/25
geography-39/50
dnt-??
lit-??
hope tat i can pass dnt n lit...vry sian nw..nth to say le..buaiixx