finally a long weekend! =x

nowadays...lazy to post...unless gt any special things..

same things happened over and over again....
haix...

face the reality bah

wee~ really happy today..
cause' today is my b'day! haha =D
thank you ppl for all your wishes...=D
thank you 4/7 for the b'day song!


received quite a no. of presents this year...heh..=p
the above pic is the presents that i got today...

the big big PINK strawberry hello kitty is by cuiping,ellis, hanis and thahira...
the PINK lotion is from benjamin,tiffany and zhixian...
the PINK watch and keychain is from my mandy,shuli,shimin,szehui,denzel,meixia and joanne (did i miss anyone out?) =x
and last but not the least...the PINK frame...a doggie jigsaw puzzle and a wordy birthday card...is from patricia...(i really appreciated alot...and i also treasure the times that we work together! haha..合作愉快! I LOVE YOU! ) *shy shy*....=p

a really big THANK YOU!
and also not forgetting those ppl who send sms to me...=D as of today...heh
let's see..in chronological order....=x
szehui...(though you was one min early..haha..) , seiyi, weihao, my mandy, ellis, tiffany, sweeteng, annie, jieling, cuiping, puteri, zhenghui(he almost forgotten my b'day...LOL..), zhixian, vinus...US!haha *to be updated*...

and also not forgetting ppl who came up to me to wish my happy b'day...
uncle ben...我感觉得到你的诚意! 谢谢!...haha
the sec 3s...during recess..thanks... annie..i wun call u auntie liao...haha or u want 小妹妹? haha
many many to be listed..haha...


other than that...i also gave out the farewell gifts to the sec 4s n 5s today...
actually wanted to give them during farewell party de...but who knows i didnt managed to finish...
fell asleep halfway through...=x

the sec 4s received the one as shown in the pic above..
but the sec 5s got another one...coz i bought the wrong size bottle...the mouth too small..cnt put in the big star...=(

if u all can see...there is only one big star in the bottle...among the rest of the small ones..
actually what i wanna tell u guys is that... you all will always be the one and only star shining brightly among the rest... you are always the SUPERSTAR! yesh!

woke up at ard 7.30am+...
thanks my mandy for the morning sms! haha

ironed uni and polished boots...
den went to sch at ard 9.30am...

stayed at the backstage...
chit chat with uncle ben n mandy...
den meixia came over too...haha

speech day ended early i think...haha
went home...prepare le jiu went out le..

bought many things today...but i no nid pay a single cent! haha=x

dajie bought me a pair of studs for b'day!
PINK flats...
PINK bag....
thank you!

happy happy~

1 2 3 4 5 Once i caught a fish alive
6 7 8 9 10 Then i let it go again
Why did you let it go?
Because it bit my finger sore
Which finger did it bite?
This little finger on my right~

highlights of today:
i was being accused of not doing my job...cause' i didnt feed someone milk...
sound so wrong right? =x
just because i didnt 喂奶, i was being hit by denzel for 23 times?

and i from 保姆...became 奶妈...because of mandy...LOL

spent the whole day today laughing....=p
the "virus" was being spread by mandy...O.o

tmr going for speech day...for duty...LOL
mandy...no nid morning call liao...morning sms can liao..haha..=)

and i've JUST washed my full-u...heh...

it is already term 2 week 5 alrdy le....
and tmr gonna be friday..
which means week 6 is coming.....=(

in other words...chi o'lvl is coming soon in 4 weeks time! O.o
time flies...haix..

but nvm..i shall look forward to 5 days later instead...haha
but i doubt i would be able to enjoy myself on that day...

suddenly feel so tired.
esp. after emaths focus just now...
plus the weather was like...so hot and humid...=.=

school has been ending at 4.3opm+ everyday..
by the time i reached home...it is already 5+...
nvm..i shall endure through it! =D

seriously...
if you were to ask me how do i feel in my 3-4 years of sjab... i would not know how to answer
but i can answer you that there's alot of happiness and sorrows in it...

2006...sec 1...
actually..i duno why did i put sjab as my 2nd choice...
that time we were choosing our cca...den ellis went to sjab booth during the open house...
so i just followed her...den just browsed through the booth...
i only rmb that i saw some photos and the dummy there...Anne...haha

got into sjab...
first day of cca...which is the welcome party?
went for activity with a rather confused feeling? scared? haha
coz mayb the seniors were rather fierce...i even thought of walking off just like that...haha
but the games and stuffs pulled me back...wahaha

den we were asked to come out with a performance for farewell party for the seniors...
which the problem was that...we still dun have any idea why are we doing that...
haha...so we sang "LOVE"..the advertisement song..a short part of "Welcome to My Life"

end of the year....
don't know why i ended up in comp...
i still wonder why...
i still rmb that i was only informed that i was the No. 2 only when i received YeeXuan's call...=.=
this is where my comp. journey starts...

at the very start...
still dun understand what was actually comp. about...
just go to comp. training blindly...=x
den training with daniel..
i still rmb still got isabel as No. 1, me as No. 2, ShuHui as No. 3, Cynthia as No.4, Tiffany as No.5 den Yahui as No. 6...
i still rmb the incident when isabel and shuhui mentioned that they want to quit comp...
den tiffany and i was crying terribly that day... 21/12/2006 was the day if i didnt rmb wrongly...
den i became No. 1, Tiffany became No.2, Zhixian came in as No. 3...with Cynthia No.4...

this is how the 4 of us got into comp...for 2 years...in a same team...
that period of time was rather tiring for me? at least for tt point of time...
as tt time..im also involved in the recruitment cpr?
has been going back to sch everyday for sjab during the nov-dec holidays...
sacrifice....haha=x

2007...sec 2...

start the sec 2's life in sjab with recruitment as the first event we attended...
remembered tt day...it was really sunny in the morning...
demo-ed with Anne at the booth with Yekai...
and we were outside the booth...
therefore at the end of the day..both of us were suffering from sunburn....haha

first 3 months of sec 2...were spent on comp. trainings...
den march 10...we went for comp...
cried alot on that day....
and we won 2nd runner up....
whole team cried....and i still rmb tiffany...."water tap"...haha
but i think she's no longer a "water tap" now...she's stronger now...=)

welcome party....
i couldnt really rmb what happened that day...=x

farewell party...
performed a skit for the seniors...
"One sunny and bright morning....." *Crows fly past.....arh arh arh*

camp....
hmmm....it's one of the camp..which i find it tough bah...haha

outing...
enjoyed it alot...

joined comp. again
but this time is for NA...
with the same 4 of us...aiming for champion this time round..
i still rmb that we were mentioning of "Making the Impossible...Possible"
trainings occupied my holidays once again....

moving on to sec 3s soon...
got to know our roles and depts...
got the Admin Head...the Camp Chairperson...
heavier responsiblities compared to last time....

first event we gonna plan as a batch...is first Recruitment...
with all the plannings...trainings going on all at the same...
i agreed that it was really tiring for all of us...

2008...sec 3...

Recruitment...
was rather sad that i wasnt being able to help out in the setting up of booth in the morning as i was also involved in the Sec 1 camp...
was rather chaotic when i first went there...but it was solved in a short while...
sec 1s came in as recruits....
this is the time we start to do work...=)

welcome party...
first activity for the sec 1s...
hmm...
new experience...

comp.
went for NA...
and this time..we gotten 2nd runner up again...
cried even badly this time round...
i rmb crying the morning...fearing that history would repeat itself once again...
i even blamed myself after the comp...

farewell party..
a event which we planned for the seniors...
i even cried during the video.....though im not the ones graduating....
i miss them mah! haha

camp...
heavier responsiblity...
i apologised for all the conflicts and stuffs we encountered during the planning process...
but i have to say a very big THANK YOU to my committee...for making the camp possible..
if wasnt for you all... i doubt the camp could be carried out...

outing...
at sentosa...
really enjoyed it..=)

comp trainings..
decided to go for it again..but this time with cuiping as no.4...=)

2009..sec 4s

these few months in sjab this year...
i would say..i really treasure it alot...
by attending activity...as a senior...i really felt glad...

though first three months were filled with comp. trainings...
but it was all worth it...
i will definitely rmb this year's comp....
we sent 3 teams...and all 3 teams won! CHAMPIONS!

but i'll definitely rmb my dearest teams..NC'07, NA'08 and NA'09...
of course without forgeting the trainers who had trained us ...in one way and another...
Gavin,WeiHao, YeeXuan, Patricia.....

now...we've officially stepped down...
but my PASSION for it...will never dies...=)
all the best people!
and of course....i will never forget all those memories...and the times i've spent in SJAB...

esp. with my batch of ppl...SJAB Sec 4s'09...

我忽然间很想你
真的很想马上见到你，听见你的声音

但是我明白这一切的一切都不会再发生了
我的愿望应该也不会实现了吧

别妄想了。。。

thanks ppl for making the farewell party really a nice one!

thanks juniors for the performance and souvenirs! and also the food!
pizza also!

thanks cuiping,hanis and thahira for the video
thanks huda and shi hwee for the brownie and the gift...
thanks the Sec 4s for singing the song together...

though it was not the video that made me cried ytd..
but it was the sec 3s' singing that made huda cried..den it affected me...=x
therefore i need to treat fizzy,yekai and zhenghui bubbletea for that =p

miss ong's speech was really.....*sob sob*....=(

really had fun during the water game...
they kept dared me to splash/throw water bomb at yeexuan...=x
but so sad...im lousy at aiming...haha

OVERALL....had fun ytd! =D
thanks everyone that made it possible!

I'll miss the times we spent together...=)

*yawn*...
tired tired..

school ends 4.30pm+ everyday...including focus study...=(
tired tired...
and it is alrdy term 2 week 4 liao! Omg!

but there's something i can look forward to this week!...
heh...AGM and farewell party! wee~
duno leh...im really looking forward to it lo...=D

cant wait to see what've they prepared...
and also AGM...cum promotion parade...
and im gonna be the emcee! haha =p

4 days to AGM and farewell...
14 days to XXX...
1 month+ to Chi. O'Level
1 month+ to YYY
3 months+ to nat. comp
4-5 months+ to O'Level!
.....
.....
...
....
etc...



so many things for me to look forward too!
yeah! =D

Happy X3!

O.o..
long day ytd...
in the sun and in the rain..=.=
and lots of mosquitoes bites..=.=

went for dinner...
i shall start to look for courses now...=x...

woke up at ard 11+ this morning.....
went to cut hair...

and im still scratching due to the mosquitoes ytd!..argh!

slept till 12 today...=x

went out with da jie...

bought shoes...at woodlands centre... saw a pink shoes that attracted my attention alot! =x
shall buy it during hols! haha

went to cwp...
shopped....bought stationerys at popular...and da jie bought me a pair of ear studs..=)
bought hair accessories too...haha

saw uncle ben...but he didnt see me...haha

looking forward to it! =D

tagged by my mandy to do tis quiz~

Write th names of 21 friends you can think of th top of your head & then answer the question .Aft doing this,tag ur 21 friends to do the same.

1. Patricia
2. Zhixian
3. Tiffany
4. Cuiping
5. uNcle Ben [Benjamin]
6. Sheng Hao
7. Weihao
8. Fizzy
9. Zheng hUI
10. yEKAI
11. Szehui
12. haNis
13. ThaHira
14. CyNtHIA
15. MeiXia
16. DenZel
17. AnGie
18. Yishen
19.SeiYi
20. Annie
21. ShuRoNG

1. How did you meet 7? (Weihao)
RS SJAB =D

2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met? (MeixiA)
i won't have a god daughter? O.o..haha

3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated? (Patricia and Annie)
haha..they just did duty tgt this afternoon..=)

4. Have you ever seen 17 cry? (Angie)
No?

5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? (CuiPing and Denzel)
hmmm....the other party will jealous? haha

6. Do you think 11 is attractive? (SzehUi)
hmmm....let donkey ans this question bah...wahaha

7. What's 2's favourite colour? (zHixian)
blue? green?

8. When was th last time you talked to 9? (ZhenGhui)
comp. tt day?

9. What language does 8 speak? (Fizzy)
eng..malay...chi..=)

10. Who is 13 going out with? (tHahira )
hmm...gd question...haha

11. What grade is 16 in? (Denzel)
ee oh!

12. Would you ever date 17? (Angie)
haha..=)

13. Where does 18 live? (Yishen)
woodlands st 41...haha

14. What is th best thing about 4? (cuiping)
=D

15. What would you like to tell 10 right now? (YeKAi)
im not nonya! haha

16. What is th best thing about 20? (Annie))
Cute auntie Annie! haha jkjk

17. Have you ever kissed 2? (Zhixian)
heh..she wun want bah...wahaha

18. What's th best memory you have of 5? (Benjamin)
hmm..nice person? haha

19. When's th next time you're going to see 4? (Cuiping)
monday...?

20. How is 7 different from 6? ( 6- sHeng Hao, 7- Weihao)
hmm..i shall not say here bah...u know i know...haha

21. Is 2 pretty? (ZHixian)
hmm...ruan mian mian!

22. What was your first impression of 15? (Meixia)
hmm..笨蛋干女儿!

23. How did you meet 3? (TiffAny)
RS SJAB=D

24. Is 15 your best friend? (MeiXia)
笨蛋干女儿! =p

25. Do you hate 12? (Hanis)
=D of course not!

26. Have you seen 18 in th last month? (Yishen)
last saw him this afternoon?

27. When was th last time you saw 16? (Denzel)
during Mass run?

28. ?????

29. When's th next time you'll see 10? (YeKai)
duno~

30. Are you close to 11? (SzeHui)
north pole? haha

31. Have you been to movies with 4? (CuiPing)
nope..??

32. Have you gotten into trouble with 8? (Fizzy)
nope! my US! haha

33. Would you give 19 a hug? (SeiYi)
小妹妹! i think i will..=D

34. When have you lied to 3? (TiffAny)
hmmm...??

35. Is 11 good at socialising? (SzeHUi)
HMM...animal language? haha

36. Do you know a secret about 8? (Fizzy)
He has a UJ! haha

37. Describe th relationship between 12 & 18. (HanIS and Yishen)
hmm...closely related...haha in another way..LOL

38. What's th best thing about your friendship with 9? (zHENGhui)
good listening ear..=D

39. What's th worst thing about 6? (Sheng Hao)
LOL...how can like tt! =x

40. Have you ever had a crush on 12? (Hanis)
no! she's taken! haha

41. How long have you know 2? (ZhiXiAN)
since sec 1? O.o

42. Does 11 have a bf/gf? (SZeHui)
yesh! haha...donkey!

43. Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in th face? (Patricia)
no...she will punch me back! haha..jkjk

43. Has 21 met your mother? (ShuRong)
no?

44. How did you meet 11(SzeHui)
same class since sec 1?

45. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3? (tiffany)
cant rmb..=x

46. Do you live close to 7? (WeiHAO)
hmm..let's see...he alight a bus stop later than me...consider mah? =x

47. What is 8's favourite food? (fizzy)
duno? =x

48. What kind of car does 1 have? (Patrica)
dun have bah? O.o

49. Have you travelled anywhere with 9? (ZhenghUi)
hmm..nope?

50. If you gave 14 $100 , what will they spend it on ? (Cynthia)
hmm..i will keep it for myself..haha =x

sunday...nothing much happened?
stayed home all day....O.o

ytd...3rd week of term 2....
lesson...focus....came home...den tuition...
tired~~
emo-ed the whole day..=.=

today...
same routine again...
lesson...focus home..

same routine gonna happen over and over again.....

just now after focus...went to canteen...
i got a really weird feeling...
as if that something familiar had happened before in the canteen...which lets me rmb some things..
which i cant rmb what exactly it was...

haix..

还亏我当初那么信任你
把事情的经过都告诉了你
还以为你能够明白
没想到现在的你竟然反回来咬我一口，而且也认为是我的错

如果是这样的话，我也无话可说
如果你也认为这一切都是我的错的话，不管我说什么也没有用了

好！这一切的一切都是我的错，不管我说什么做什么都是错的
别人所说的，做的一切都是对的

总的来说，我就是多余的

make-up SC today....
was really tired n sian....in the morning...mayb is becoz i slept at 3am ytd? O.o
walked around with mandy and meixia....

played a match with the teachers..with those sj ppl during duty...O.o

我已决定什么也不去干涉了

i realised...any events that happened this year...actually reminds me of what happened last year on that very particular day...
esp. is those dates....

i realised that talking to a friend about your thoughts...
it really feels good after that...
i really felt much better today..
thanks meixia for just now... must smile hor..=D

我不否认我还.......
但是我也不敢妄想什么

i've decided to RE-type everything...as a form of memories...
and im gonna save it as draft...
wait till when the time is right...den i'll publish...

last 2nd activity today...
and after the activity on 17th April...which is the last day of CCA...
it shall be farewell...=) / =(

我会一直记住以前发生过的事的
但我希望今年能弥补去年，曾经后悔过的事
我希望能实现我的愿望
而且是在那一天发生=)

this week seems to past by really fast....
just a blink of eye...weekend is alrdy here...
wonder is it gd or bad...
is just tt...it is still the same routine...
lesson..focus..go home...home...
and it repeats again and again...

just now went downstairs with da jie and er jie..
er jie say she gonna bring me to her school to work..
as teacher assistant after o'levels...
O.o...see first bah..still gt a few months to go...
who knows what would happen by then..=D

一天一天地逼近
时间不知不觉地就从身边擦肩而过
其实我并不明白自己心里想的是什么

another long day today....

lesson...focus...den meeting with mr low....
talked about many many things...
can see that he's really worried about the corps...
i see le also start to worry liao...
nvm...i shall try to help as much as possible as i could bah...=))

我已经决定不要去Gold Instructor Course了
都不知道会延迟到几时，可能到那个时候已经是Prelims了
虽然心里是很想去，但是想了想昨天的谈话，她的确讲得很有道理
如果心里认为自己能做到，就去做
但是如果心里是很想去，却不知道自己做不做得到，就去试试

可是我想如果到头来，什么都做不到，对不起的人是自己
所以我不想后悔
希望我的这个决定是一个明智的决定

现在的我，只想把手头上的事做好
先把六月的露营搞好，弥补我去年的“过错”
然后就是Nat. Comp，
希望能在这第一次，又是最后一次的Nat. Comp.有所收获
虽然Zone Comp.的成绩，我已很满意，又喜出望外，但是我希望能够更上一层楼，做得更好
最总要的是O水准，希望能够考得好成绩
但是世界上没有免费的午餐，我一定要好好努力