mayb i just dun fit to be a _ _ _ _ _ _???
i don't know?

ok....stop it...enough of everything..

all sort of things come pouring onto me now...=.=

spent 2 hr++ in the library settling stuffs....=.=...*yawns*...
and 2 hr in front of the pc after i reached hme doing the same stuffs...

sry for not going wif u all in the morning...=(....im really tired..

i suddenly feel so restless and tired...wonder why...=.=...
i dun feel happy at all...=(

eh..till now it is not raining la...*hope it wun rain later...*..=x...

woke up at ard 11??..
thanks to tt credit card company whom disturb my sleep...=.=...
den er jie come wake me up...ask me to go cwp buy water heater...shun bian eat lunch...ate sushi...=p....

after tt come home lor...later still nid to go sch....

yet another rainy day...
went to cwp a while..den slack at home lor...
and im really sian at home!!....

bon voyage zhenghui!..
take care wor!!...
will miss u de...haha=)

another rainy day.....
went to cwp wif jieling.....
watched '10000 BC'....quite nice....
though the sound effect scared me sometimes...

jieling kip think tt got pple behind her...want to scare her..LOL....
i think i very noob...i oni realised tt we were sitting on a couple seat halfway through the movie...=.=...and there's a couple beside us..erhem erhem...=x

and i lost my earpiece....=.=

i've found the f5 button ytd....and i alrdy pressed it....
but today....it does not work somehow....

no one entertain me today...and i feel so sian now...=.=...totally no mood...
and it has been raining whole day long....which best describes my mood now...=.=...

'f5' nowhere to be found....

i felt so restless whole day long...
what i did whole day is just sleep...=.=...
ytd nite slept on the sofa in the living room...coz i dun want to go into the rm..coz i afraid i would cry again..
woke up at ard 1+.. den ate...i ate so slowly and restlessly...tt my sis still tot i sick...=.=..
slept again at ard 4+ and woke up at 6+...
i just couldnt pull myself up to do anything else...
im just really too tired to do so....really..

the 'f5' button is really to difficult to find..

i feel like talking to someone.....=.=

jieling...of course we didnt forget u.....=)..
this also goes out to the rest of the instructors.who has helped us in one way and the other.....=)

where is exactly the 'f5' button????
i just couldnt find it.....

instructor hazel...it is not ur fault...really..

instead we shld thank you for training us on our hn....

as what i mentioned ytd....
i really did break down today...
i cried twice in the morning....1st was after reading the letters frm instructors....daniel, gavin and hazel....really thanks alot for the letters...=)
2nd was after we had finished changing into our full u....i really couldnt take it anymore lor...i screamed at the parade square...and there goes me crying like mad....=.=.....

NA7......
we did footdrill 1st....den fa....den hn.....
we thought tt NA7 can get all the 7 trophies...but instead..we oni got 6....
we got 2nd runner-up...
this time i really cried like mad....=.=..
i was crying out like duno wat le...i really dun wish tt history would repeat again....but it did..=(

sorry for disappointing u all for not being able to get the champion back....sry miss ong...despite the high hopes u put on us....but we failed...
sry instructors for training us so hard but we still couldnt make it...

thank you all those who sent us gd luck msg.....and sorry to disappoint u all....but nevertheless...really thank you very much..

sorry to let AA cry wif us also....=(

the 4 sentences:
1)I'm always BETTER THAN YOU(other team)
2)I'm mustn't be weak. We must stay strong!
3)CONFIDENCE IS EVERYTHING
4)HAPPY x3 Be happy. Stay happy. Forever happy!

NA AA and NC!!...
must jiayou hor!!..=)

seriously....no confidence...i dun mean tt i dun have confidence in my NA.... but i just dun have confidence in myself....!!!=.=
im afraid tt history will repeat??....


i really duno wat would happen tmr....wat happen if i break down tmr?? coz i find tt...im really too calm these 2 days.....it is really weird...

1 more day to go.....
i shall remain cheerful and happy today.....
if not the atmosphere will b very weird....NA jiayou!!....

i TRY not to cry today la.....though i dun feel like crying now la...=x....
all the best to everyone!!..

do i really have tt 'stress' look???..=(

认命吧....

once again...today is a rainy day...=.=
did footdrill during the 1st half of the training...den did some bandaging wif zhenghui n fizzy....

was being asked into the room...to brief us on what would happen on comp. itself....
scenes of last year's comp. flashed back to my mind....i was like so down when in the room....they even say wat..."everytime..most likely the nursings would b the ones crying..."....=.=...

nvm...this time i shld prove them wrong...=x....i'll try not to cry this time....try only uh...=x..

NA!..all must jy!!...just another 5 more days..shall b the big big day...we are awaiting for..??...we must win tt trophy back k?? the BIG BIG one leh....=p
Jiayou jiayou!!....not forgetting AA and NC!!..=D

sorry..

i wonder what would happen 6 days later??..
as what he say..he think i will cry?? nvm..i shall prove it to him tt..
I WILL NOT CRY!!...=x....*but i think i will...*

but...nevertheless...all must do ur best!!...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUIPING!..

heavy rain in the morning just now....
therefore im drenched when i reached sch...=.=..
did fa and bandaging here and there....and my voice really cnt make it...=.=.... haix...

7 more days.....can we make it??