i was thinking whether shld i do up a summary for 2011 just like what i did for 2o10.... O.o

what i can say is... 2011 就这样过去了~

another few minutes...it's gonna be the last day of 2011....and it gonna be 2012...

frankly speaking...im rather looking forward to 2012..hope that it can also just phew~ and it's 2013 already...><
partly is because i'll be having 6 months internship =.= for the next half of the year...which i wished it will be over fast fast...=x

what i wish for is 2012 can be a good one for everyone...at least for me in studies wise...
but i doubt it will be good one at home...which i've to "endure" for the next 3 years...=.=

MST ended... which means holiday!!

also at the same time... ANCOC 2011 also ended ytd..

frankly speaking, as compared to last year.. i felt more attached to this year's Sierra as compared to last year's Alpha...
I also don't understand why...
if i were to compare the amount of time spent with them, i spent more time with Alpha '10 than Sierra'11... O.o
nevertheless, it has come to an end...
it was a new experience anyway...

during this course... i made new friends... and at the same time.. i ALMOST lose a friend too...
which really sort of letting me think through about what has happened
this course made me reflects on many things...

it also made realised...what i really want...

3 more weeks to 2012...
gonna do up my 2011 summary soon

hope it will be a good year ahead?

好久没来这里了....

week 6 alrdy.... and one more week is gonna be mst alrdy...O.o
which is also ancoc camp also...
gonna study during camp once again...=.=

shall post again after mst... if not jiu end of year alrdy... O.o

went for kl study trip last thursday and friday...
still ok la... the night part at hotel room was rather fun uh... LOL...

ANCO briefing day last sat...
hope it will be better this coming sat uh? O.o

2nd week of sch...
den going for KL study trip this thursday and friday... hope it will be fun uh...

whatever will be will be

i dont know what happened to me just now...
i've actually argued with my mum about them...till the extent that i started crying...
perhaps is because i drank abit just now.. after effects uh?

i just dont understand why my parents doesnt seems to be affected by all these things that are happening in the family?!
how and why can they just accept everything...like take and go?
she is my sister! your DAUGHTER!
maybe im just being too sensitive la...but still...

they obviously does not know what they actually want?!
even up till now...
pls la..like any other girls..dont u wish to have a nice and grand wedding?
at least presentable la...
no bride car...u also can accept...
might as well take bus go get married la!
pls la...it's one of the most important day of ur life leh...dont u wish to have a really nice one?

it's not like i trying to say bad things about them...
but still..if these little things cant be achieved, how can we expect us to trust or believe that he will give u happiness
if all these things u cant provide...how can u guarantee the rest in the future!?
how are we gonna trust u in that!?

i just cannot accept that up till now...2 weeks away from the day...
everything i saw was what was done from my family...my mum...
what about u?

seriously... from then till now...barely more than half a year...
perhaps it's my own perception and opinion O.o
but still..... i dont know what i can do now...

went to visit ahma on monday... and ahma can go home le!! ^^
waited very long for the medicine before we can actually go off~

looking at the amount of medicine that ahma has to take... one whole bag!
heart pain siah~ =(
hope ahma will be fine very soon...

阿嬷! 我爱你!

aunt called to inform that ahma is admitted to the hospital...
hope she's alright!
get well soon ah ma! i love you! <3

and papa had to remind me of the dream that i had previously...
praying hard that it WILL NOT come true!

i have to stop thinking whenever i see the DATE...
it's just @$#^$#&$*%^(

something happened in the family...
which is causing the atmosphere to be like #$#%$#^$%^#
which i dont like...
but no matter what i've got to say... it won't change anything either though..
it would just add on to troubles

我看不起不负责任的男人!

sometimes i really wish that my parents get angry...
at least i would know what is going on

1st week of holiday started...

went for la-kopi session with mandy, meixia, szehui and mr jamie chong at astons in the afternoon....
haha...really very funny leh...and the topic regarding zouk....LOL
mandy~ we very guai de right...^^

den in the evening, went to watch smurfs 2 at amk hub...
damn cute! really worth watching!
smurfilicious!

last paper today~

since im awake now....
and im slacking while im supposed to study ccs
i shall update my blog den...

supposed to go out to study with sheila "today" (wed)... instead last minute lazy~
want to sleep more.. end up didnt go...
slept till 1pm+ den wake up...=x

didnt study anything at all for the whole day~ so now compensate back lo~
since i wun be able to fall asleep so fast cause' just now sleep too much alrdy =x

had efc paper on tuesday...
wanted to stay in school to study ccs after the efc...
who knows i forgotten to bring my notes..
and i fell asleep after studying for barely 1 hour plus...=.=

hmph..hmm still thinking of what to do during the upcoming vacation...
thought of getting a job..but duno what job to find..O.o
haix..perhaps just spend my time at home though..
no need to spend money going out...O.o heh...

last week of sch....
and im left with 2 more school days! =D
but followed by 3 weeks of exams though...

National Day today...
nothing much though..stayed at home...
did tutorials....

wanted to nua all day long...but still..someone just came to spoil everything...
dont care...just ignore..

hmph!
end of 5th week...
2 more week of sch....
exams for 3 weeks...
den end of sem 1!

hols for 6 weeks! (Y)

end of 3rd week of school... and it's FRIDAY! ^^
another 4 weeks...followed by tests and exams...
6 weeks break again! ^^

has been going back to rs for the past 2 fridays...
hmph...don't how to say leh... O.o

but today hasnt been tt bad though...hehe
met up with huiying for cheap and good food and clementi...HEH...
went back to rs... chit chat a while with mr jamie chong (Y)
haha... his standard question whenever he see me... " got boyfriend anot?!"
haha he's even more concern than my parents siah! haha
had fun talking with him though! hehe...=)

a quick post before i go back to tutorials again~

went to ndp preview last saturday with gavin huiying and the weihao(s)...LOL
best part was the fireworks~ HEHE...

first week of term 2 ended...
now 2nd week... still got another 7 more weeks to go *fingers cross*

looking forward to saturday though...
coz finally can go out with papa and mama liao~

looking forward to next holiday alrdy...><

since june is gonna end soon and july is coming soon...

i shall post abt the first half of the year before i forget them.. o.o

this year really passes very fast.... zoom~ half a year gone alrdy...

perhaps...lots of events makes time pass faster...O.o

started 2011 being busy with zone pre....
invitaitons...lalalala
also ended jan with zone pre on jan 23...

and soon after tt is cny...
den exam...
den end of feb...

which was the start of my "St John" hols...and OTC

it was practically a month full of sj...
mon-fri all comp trainings

monday and thursday down to siling..

tuesday wednesday and friday down to riverside...
saturday otc..

indeed crazy man... =x

speaking of OTC...

it's definitely the WORSE camp that i've attended up till now...

yet it's the most impactful one...
whereby i learnt really many things from it...and made me reflected alot...

zone comp...

riverside won 1st for ac and 2nd for nc...

this zone comp... really made me think and learnt alot being a trainer...

which makes me understood the definition of........

april....end of otc... nat comp...

den start of year 2....

and i turned 18....

may... otc pop... which i really felt glad about it....=)

den followed by june...

rs camp....den followed by holiday...

the last 3 days...has really made me think alot...
many many things...
and it has also made me realised many things...

which i dun seems to be able to put it in words...

one more paper to go tmr...den end of term test lo! (Y)
term test started last friday coz got 6 modules...
which means this week...had 5 papers straight...including tmr...
or rather 6 papers this week...coz still got GEMS...

rss annual camp tmr...
which i haven started packing yet...and i dun intend to...
shall pack tmr which i get home tmr after sch~ =x



sometimes... i was wondering...
whether is that a need or rather purpose for me to be present...
just like what mentioned... i agree la... with or without..they are seriously self-sufficient enough to go on their own...
den why did i take tt step instead?!
whenever i go down...i really duno what can i do there...
which makes me really ponder alot...=.=

shall see bah...
mayb the next 3 days will make me change my views again? O.o

OTC POP yesterday!!

so gonna fly like a G6! ~
HAHA

papa and mama came!! =D

den in the evening went for dinner cum appointment ceremony at seletar country club...



overall...it was a good good day! ^^

week 5 of sch alrdy...
another 1 week plus gonna be term test...and next friday is accounts paper alrdy...-.-

supposed to be in school now...but really very lazy.....
and it's 3 hrs lecture...=.=
and there's gems in the afternoon =x

but still...can spend time with papa today....=D
later papa bringing me out to order uniform...=D
hehe

OTC POP this saturday!
finally!
papa mama gonna attend it! (Y)

thank you ppl for all those birthday wishes!

had lunch with szehui on friday...
went for steamboat "yesterday" at amk with isabel huying and ah goh..Thank you!!
Friday...gonna have sushi with szehui! ^^




seriously...i really cant understand...
it's only like 1 month plus...and now you are thinking about applying for hdb flats...
what's the rush!?

and put aside that...it's not that ahma will be like going anywhere or will run away..
what's the point of rushing to meet ahma...
people are moving house...and they are busy shifting their stuffs..
why must u go there to disturb people..

it's not like u wun be going to ahma's house to celebrate mothers' day..
what first time go there...too many people..will scared..
scared? dun go la.. go some other day la..
people trying to move house...they nid time to settle down and pack mah!

now i really agree...
first impression really counts...
be it say...attire..how you dress

first time visit to people's house..and worse...girlfriend's house to visit her parents and have dinner
t-shirt and short...
not those bermudas leh! those ppl wear to sleep tt type!
his first impression to me...has been really bad....

me to change my views towards him?
perhaps..wait a little longer....=.=

school has started for a week...
and im already looking forward to the next holiday...=.=

last saturday went ecp with sj peeps...
cycling...
i shall learn roller blading the next time i go there...=D

seriously...i really don't know what i actually wants...
i seems to be just waiting for time to pass day by day...

at least i've got something to look forward to this week...
going out with mama tmr...=)

2 more days before sch reopens....O.o

monday-wednesday...
seh at home whole day...

went to orchard to shop yesterday...
bought shoes and tees...

farewell party just now....
water games was a total chaos..
totally don't know how to join in...
they were like a bunch of kids going crazy over water bombs...
like nvr play before like tt...LOL

Last day of OTC! ^^ today was exam day! which means end of OTC! (Y) Nat. Comp tmr....for AA and NC.... and i shall give myself a break for the next 1 week before school reopen on the 18th....O.o

finally... end of theory day 3.... Nat comp. tmr... AC jiayou!

Zone Comp results!
AC got Champion....and NC got 2nd! which was totally unexpected!? =x

heard from Gavin that Siling's NC got 4th!
which was what they aimed! haha
but it was really 心酸 to see them crying just now... gd try! (Y)

and of course....young mdm's de NC...wonder how did they fare....
hope it was good! (Y)

the time of the year again....

expectations? high hopes? confidence?
i don't know...
it might be because i don't dare to expect too much alrdy...
higher the expectation...higher the disappointment O.o

what i can say is to just do your very best...

OTC camp finally ended....
FINALLY~

running...route march....
and it's the first camp whereby i fell out..=(

but still i did feel satisfied that i managed to finish the 7km run on the 2nd day morning and the route march....=)

takeaway from the camp: blister on my left soles and muscle ache....
now im wondering how am i going to climb up to my bed later on... O.o

last saturday was OTC day 1.....

err...i don't know what to say about it...
all i was thinking about was to just chiong thru this course....
i don't know why...i seems to be afraid of something..but i don't know what is that
just some fear towards this course...

camp will be from this friday till monday...
hope it will be good....><
*pray hard*
after the camp...everything will be alright...*hope so*

but i'm still glad that i've got lover, 16 years old staff, yishen and erron to chiong tgt with me thru this course.... (Y)

my holiday started since last thursday.....O.o

this saturday~....suddenly so not looking forward to it...=/

one more paper to go tmr...

and holiday HERE I COME! ^^

CNY was (Y)!!!

first day of cny was spent at gugu house
second day at ahma house...
last friday went szehui's house with 4/7 peeps...

saturday...reunion with SJ peeps...
movie.."Just Go With It" was (Y)!
den dinner..lan...den Kbox till 6am in the morning...

Happy Valentines' Day ppl! ^^

cny eve today!
cny tmr! ^^

yesterday is a (Y)(Y) day... ^^

sch ends at around 11++...
came back home....went out to do manicure and pedicure...
and im prepared for CNY! ^^

went for comp. training....
den went to meet the rest at lot 1 with gavin n jiahong...

it was really a (Y) laughing session...

February would be good month yeah? coz awaiting would be March! (Y)

yeah!! cny coming! ^^

also in other words..january is ending soon! O.o

january..has been rather (Y) month for me... =)

sch reopen...
followed by recruitment day....
then zone pre....
welcome party....

(Y)

february...
cny.
den followed by exams..
HOliday! ^^

which means going to be March soon!
right STAFF? haha

yeah!! (Y)

O.o...

Zone Pre cum ANCO POC was on last sunday....
though tired..but (Y)

slept at around 5am++ the day before....
got staff to wake me up...
end up after 14 missed calls and duno how many sms...
den i managed to wake up...=x

but still (Y)
sense of satisfaction...(Y)

2 weeks since sch reopens...

these 2 weeks was basically submitting tutorials and presentations...

esp. this week...
past few days has been working on invitation cards...sending emails...meeting minutes...doing "Art and Craft"...

did art and craft yesterday night...until 3.3oam...den woke up at 7.30am in the morning to go for AGM...
4 hours of sleep...and im still awake now....LOL

went to do treatment for my hair just now...
checked with the hairdresser that they would be increasing the prices from tmr onwards due to cny...
hehe..just in time yeah! ><


i need to go shopping for clothes!

Met up with this gal on the first day of 2011, who is lying on my lap as shown above...LOL

this gal arh...went out whole day le...

still don't want go home...tsk tsk

only met up for around half an hour though...

coz being scared by 小强! haha

but i just realised..we didnt really took alot of pictures with each other leh...

the picture above is taken in 2009 de lo...><