sch reopening tmr....
means i shall say bye to sleeping till late noon....
and say hi to lots of studies,mock papers...focus...and finally O'lvl! O.o

just like what i've always saying
time really flies...
just now you were busy with other stuffs....and then when it is settled...
you have another load of jobs and stuffs on your hands...waiting for you to tackle it....

LOL...
i won't be posting that often already?
if possible..once or twice per week....till O'lvl ends? or rather Prelims? haha
but even though i were to post...it will be a rather short one? haha
but the next "long" post that i will have recently...will be before and after nat. comp. haha...

i will definitely "enjoy" this upcoming nat. comp.
becoz it gonna be my very FIRST and LAST nat. comp...
hope it will be a very fruitful one...=D
must gain knowledge from there...haha

????more weeks to nat. comp... (updated...nat. comp. postponed till.......)
a few more weeks to mock exam?
??? more weeks to prelims.....
5 more months to O'lvl!

讲真的，我真的不明白这一切是为了什么
时间一天天地过去，一点意义都没有
一分一秒就这样流失掉了
到头来，什么东西都没有完成

是我自己想太多吗？还是因为某种原因
坦白讲，我自己也不晓得答案是什么

hmm...
finally...i've started on my hmwk....=x
did both em n am ytd...
shall start on sciences tonight....? O.o

has been sleeping till 1-2pm+ these 2 days....=x
these are one of the ways to stop me from thinking too much....=(
haix...


btw nvm...
i shall look forward to 5 months later! =D
end of o'lvl! haha...still early to say la...LOL

went to Sinma comp. this morning...

hmmm..真的令我大开眼界....
just simply the uniform of the M'sia cadets let me felt really amazed....
really different from ours...

the nursings from S'pore wore skirts while the nursings from M'sia wore pants....
and the blouse of the nursings' from M'sia also different from us! O.o
as for the ambulance...err...nid to slim down abit la....=x
and the beret? also different from us....be it guys or nursings O.o

watched the Nursings' Home nursing....
and realised that there is some differences from what we are doing right now? O.o

i really like the way how NA M'sia did home nursing....
their smile is really....=))) .....

and one more thing....their footdrill also...Omg....
nice man!...and they bang tgt de....and when they march...also very cute....
the way they shout their commands...."...............~ ....~` pu-sing!" =p
got the "seh" lo! =p

the M'sia cadets won both AA and AC....
while the S'pore cadets won NA and NC..

O.o...nat comp. coming in 3 weeks! JY!

我一直都在盼望，期待有奇迹会发生
但是时间一天一天渐渐地过去，我也不渴望什么了
我心也明白，事情也应该到此结束了?

事到如今，我也应该搁下手头上的事，好好专心读书了


就从今天开始吧! =D

gonna rain soon? O.o

went for tuition just now....
walked to the library.....
borrowed books....saw weihao.....

went to cwp....bought stuffs...
saw 5th aunt,uncle n yanbing.....

came back...
read storybooks...O.o



shld i say "bye bye" to old man for now?

i duno why...
i always get emo in the middle of the night nowadays...
esp. when i couldnt get to sleep..=.=

"today" was just a another typical day...
woke up....used comp...and stared into the blank space...=.=
i just cant bring myself to start on my hmwk....=(

ytd...read throught bio txtbk....
but i was stucked at chpt 6.....
which means i still had a long way to go....

wanted to go swimming/jogging in the noon...
but in the end decided to go cycling instead...
cycled all the way to woodlands centre....
took the amazing race route....
and it took me around 2 hrs....and it really feels great...
esp when u are alone....and listening to music on the earpiece...
it really reminds me of many stuffs that happened in the past....etc etc...

came back...bathed...and went out for meeting....
i duno why...these few days...i like to take long walk on my own....
for no special reasons? mayb i can have my own time to myself...O.o...

thought about many stuffs just now while i was sitting alone there...waiting for the meeting to start....
i wonder issit time for me to slowly let go the stuffs in my hands...
and i think it shld b time for me to concentrate on other stuffs...
trying to focus on other stuffs instead...
but i just couldn't find the source of motivation.....

for now...
i dun wish for much now....
all i wish is that everything will b fine....going well as planned...
and everyday would b a brand new day....=D

i don't find a need

training....debrief....and here i am posting....
eyes closing soon...=.-

wonder when would be the next training?
but first..i nid to touch on my hmwk! and also revision....

almost half of the hols gone....
tsk... tsk....

was almost half dead during the debrief just now....
a "sudden" cramp at my ankle area...typically woke me up....=.=
is pain de lor!
as if something is pulling onto ur nerves...=.=


hope i wun change my mind by then...o.O



HAPPY BIRTHDAY US! =D

LOL...

just now actually wanted to take a nap in the living room de...
but in the end, changed my mind...went to sleep on my bed instead...

so i went to switch on the fan...turn on the radio....then climb onto the double decker bed lo....
den i happily slept for around 2 hours....
den mama came and looked for me "eh! you at home arh? i thought u went out leh?!"
O.o...i was like LOL...

she told me that she was looking for me since 7pm+ (she "found" me at around 8.30pm)
she even asked my papa where was i....
she thought i went out...=.=
den she found my specs lying on the desk.... den she was thinking.."she went out without her specs? O.o"

i was like O.o when i woke up lo...
i cant imagined if she were to call me at my hp....what would b my response....=x
"you call me for wat? im at home slping leh...." =x..

=p

these few days...whenever im in sch...
in quarter u n boots....
or when ppl know that i would need to b down for training
ppl will ask me...
"i thought u stepped down alrdy? still need to go for training meh?"

then i will start explaining to them....and i think i repeated the same words for around 5 times alrdy? O.o

hmm....Nat. Comp...
win smth back in footdrill and first aid?
from what i see now....i think....i THINK la....shld b possible bah...=p haha!
if we were to maintain this standard at this point of time...
footdrill...improve on our stamina...O.o
first aid...treatments faster... *try to multi-task a little*
SHLD BE NO PROBLEM BAH!

i wonder how is it like? O.o
shld i take up the challenge?

We will miss you! =D

All the best and good luck!

Hope to see you on Nat. Comp.!

i shall wait for the day to come? O.o

LOL

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NA started training today...
and u can imagine how's the bangings like after.......3 months or so? O.o
LOL...

did ard 3 rounds of footdrill at the parade sq....
under the hot sun...=x

revised fa....hn...
and also met the long time no see "peter"!

the last fd at the quadrangle was the "best" for today....=.=...
hmm....

shld i count down this time? O.o

*yawn*..
ytd was just a day full of sleeping..=x

went off at around 6am in the morning....
reached home at around 6.30am...
bathed and stuffs...
slept for around half n hr in the living rm..(sad hor...still no bed to slp...=x)
went back to sleep even after my alarm rang..

woke up at 7.55....which was like 5 minutes before my lesson starts!! =.-
bo bian...rushed down lo...=x

during break...went down...see got any food left to eat in the sj rm anot...
but so sad...dun have...
was hungry la.....coz at home got nth to eat mah...plus nid to rush to sch...haix..

went to put the drink in the bunk..wonder did he got it anot? O.o
nvm...

english mock was terrible...
was practically dozing off when doing paper....
write a few lines jiu slp a while....
really tired dao~...

even physics and bio before tt also the same...
was trying to force my eyes open...=.=

finally...
camp end le...
though it is a little tiring la...
but i still want to tell the Sec 3 committee that....not bad not bad..=)

and before i forget...
also had miss ong's farewell....
many many graduated seniors came back....
first time see so many ppl tgt...

went down to "trick" miss ong up to the dance studio....
told her that got someone injured at the dance studio....
she was like really worried when she heard that...end up when she went into the dance studio...
haha....

watched the video....miss ong cried when the video was played halfway....=(
and also sang the 2 songs for her...
as usual...the always so sentimental ppl....me..sweeteng..annie...cried...=x
wanted to sing along loudly de...but the louder i sang...i cry even more... *no tissue somemore..*..=x
esp the 2nd song....
WE WILL MISS YOU MISS ONG!

campfire...
now almost everyone know that im looking forward to friendship dance...
but ytd was like omg...
tried to run away...but failed...=x

the situation was like...尴尬~~~
and since then...when the ppl behind hold my hand...
they will ask me this qn "why is your hands trembling arh?"
O.o
and the feeling weird weird de...=.=

but nevertheless...i appreciate it la...thanks ppl...
weihao...."那可不是重点!" =p

but overall...i still enjoyed the camp...=)

SJAB Annual Camp'09 committee!
tmr is the day...
the day that you guys have been planning since february!
i can see the effort that you guys have put in for the past few months...

mingling between comp. trainings...planning farewell...and also mid year...
i understand it was really a tough period of time for you guys...
handling with the proposals...is really a "tough" job yea?
editing here and there...changes over and over again...

*i admit that i am having "high" expectations from you guys and all the comments that i've made when checking the proposals..sometimes it maybe a little harsh..*
but you guys still made it through isnt it?!

but you guys are gonna carry out what you've planned during the past few months!
which is tmr! 4 days 3 nights!
committee must jiayou k!
dun waste your efforts! do your very best!
try to have mininum mistakes...if possible...none?
i believe you guys can do it...
*dun throw your advisors' face arh..* =p

and ppl..dun be afraid..
everything will b definitely alright....
camp scarier than comp.? hmm...from my point of view...i agree la...=x
but no matter what...believe in yourself....
dun give yourselves too much stress..

ALL THE BEST! =D

i hate reality!

我实在不明白这一切的一切
时间一天一天的逼近，多一天就到了
很希望能够顺利地过去


其实连我自己也不清楚这样做是对的吗
有时我在想: 我是不是在浪费时间? 这样做是不是在浪费我的精力?

我真的感到很累，不知道是不是因为“亲戚”来了，情绪才会有这样大的变化
偏偏在这个时候，一大堆问题的发生
真的让我不知如何是好，感到又气又急燥...=.=

可能在接下来的几天，我可以好好地静下来思考
回忆去年发生的事，试着明白究竟是什么原因而导致种种问题的发生

hmmm...

small n living thing....
big and non-living thing....

haha..shall see on sunday den...wahaha

friendship dance! yeah! =D

O.o...
somehow completed the stuffs alrdy....
only left the pictures....

basically these 2 days is about the same lo...
lessons....den stayed behind to do some preparations....

campfire...shld be not much of a problem alrdy...
left the execution part....

looking forward to day 3...=)/=(

haix haix haix...

i don't wish for much now...

all i wish is that things will go as per normal....=

yeah!
one down!

one to go! =D