I'm so bored in office now that i'm actually updating my blog now...=.=
2 months of internship as of this week...
3 more weeks, and i'm halfway through this 22 weeks internship!!

it's already going to be the end of the year already....
many things are ending... and at the same time starting soon...
NCO course starting this week... same goes to comp training also.
hopefully those kiddos will be able to survive/do well during these 3 months..
whereby wenjun and benedict will be "promoted" to "big ones" after they finished their o'levels 2 weeks later.. hahaha

at least for now, i can hand over comp trainings to them at ease...
shall pray hard that this can go on at least for the next 1 year... hehehe
what i'm looking forward to now is the homecoming event next year!
which this will be one of the "largest" scale event that i've done before... if this event were to go on successfully! =)))

1 month since start of internship!

Work has been fun up till now...
at least i'm enjoying what i'm doing right now... (Y)

3rd week of internship alrdy...

work was still alright for the first 2 weeks...
at least it was still fun with the staffs and also intern there...
until this temp staff came....and shared the same room with me...
totally spoils the atmosphere...
irritating!

last paper finally ended on last tuesday!
which was the last paper of my poly life!

currently waiting for internship to start next monday!

Home is not like a home to me now...it's seems to be just a place for me to eat sleep and bathe and nothing else

I can no longer be myself at home..where I need to see other people's attitude when that person is living in my house now yet my while family has to bear with that person shitty attitude..

Now even when I want to study for my exam, I still have to trouble where can I go to study when the library is closed! When I could actually do it at home!

3 more papers to go and I will be done with year 3 sem 1, then followed by 22 weeks internship.. Then I'll be done with poly!!!

Finally met up with Huiying and Weihao on friday after 3 months plus.. Sj was still our main topic of discussion as usual.. But it was still fun gossiping about people with them though... Hahaha
It was still an awesome meet-up!

Saw Tiffany on the bus while on the way home.. The feeling was really great being able to meet up with your friends after a long time.. At least I know that I would be able to see them again very soon!

Went window shopping with mama earlier on in the afternoon... Didnt buy anything but at least spent time with mama alone..

Brought her to coffee bean to try the cheesecake... Hahaha

National competition was last Sunday...
And they got 7th in overall...

Maybe is because 我看开了 that's why I wasn't much affected by the results.. Hahahaha

Now that nat comp has ended, the 'busy period' is sort of ended up till now
This would mean that they would have to focus in their o levels
And I would have less people to mingle and talk 'crap' with whenever I go down

I will definitely miss chatting and cracking jokes with them

Im glad that i went for their training this morning...
even though i woke up at 9.30 when their training starts at 9... LOL

this will be their last comp before they graduate
hope throughout these 3 years... it has been a memorable experience for them
not only for them.. but also for me..

though there's nothing im able to train them when i was down just now..
but at least i went for lunch with them...
actually did not plan to go for lunch with them..

but im glad that i went..
it's always the chit chat session that we always have after meals that made comp trainings memorable
and wenjun said that i only went for lunch with them only once for comp trainings this year..><
which i really felt guilty about it when he said it... =(

they always dont fails to make me feel guilty and very touched with their words
which is also part of the reason why i felt very attached to this batch of Sec 4s
i treat them just like little brothers and sisters to me..
just a very special feeling to them...

last week of holidays...
and after this week it shall be start of year 3 term 2, then followed by internship...

has been talking with mama about the holiday plans that i intend to have after my internship...
that's when i really can take a break from everything...
and at least do something i really like...

Home is not like to home to me now...

Kayden is not even 2 months old and everything is like chaos...
every now and then is like on standby...coz anytime a war could just like break out even over minor stuffs

up till now it's not even 3 months...worse to say to wait for another 3 years..
everyone in the house will get depression seriously...

i feel that i can no longer return home feeling relaxed..and be myself even at home...
i still have to put on a mask....not even when im in my own house...

when will all these things end!!

it has been long since i last posted a proper blog post...

14th april... lil kayden came to the world...
papa and mama became ahgong and ahma...
erjie and i became ahyi~

at least there's something for me to look forward to whenever i come home from school...
is to play with kayden!!

i felt so accomplished when i managed to carry kayden when i did not dare to do so cause baby are so soft~~
but whenever i carried him...and he looked at me into my eyes... (Y)
the feeling is... ^^
and up till now.. i managed to feed him for twice alrdy!

cant wait for him to be able to see clearly.. and can crawl... that would be so fun!! (Y)


week 6 already.. and next week would be mst already...
then followed by 3 weeks hols... term 2....
actually i do look forward to internship though...

which means that i'm completing my poly studies soon!!

the last time i posted was about the arrival of little kayden~
now...he's one month old already!!!

Baby Kayden is born on 14th April!!

Benedict's batch farewell just now~
it has been the 3rd farewell i've attended since my batch's farewell...

i guess i'll really miss them... maybe is because im the youngest in the family..so i treated them as my own xiaodidi and xiaomeimei
i also don't understand why... I just got a special feeling for all of them~
whereby i feel that i'll tend to dote them more...

of course i would hope that they would come back after their o'levels.. but still if they are not willing, of course i wouldnt force them...

all the best to them! =)))

I'm so proud of them!!

AA-Champion!
AC-2nd!
NC-3rd!

currently at hq... preparing for zone comp later...

dont know why am i exceptionally excited/nervous this time...
it has be the 3rd year im training teams, or maybe becoz of the number 3~ LOL

比賽不是比誰比較厲害,反而它就像是考試一樣, 看看你到底學會了多少...
this was what he said to the teams this morning...
and i really find it reasonable...

but then i seriously hope that the teams would not get too complacent...
i afraid... the higher the expectations, the more the disappointment
i dont wish they would experience the same thing... as it was not a very good feeling...

really hoping that everything will go on smoothly for them and us later on...


and im feeling hungry now~

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2 weeks into holiday..

Mostly spent on sj..

Is not that it's a very boring or ??? Just now it seems that I just lack of the 'push' to do things..

Perhaps is becoz after this year.. Everything will be different.. Totally different.. Not to say slight change..

Went for meeting last sat.. They mentioned abt riverside being a 'powerful' corps.. Yes I do agree to a certain extent.. Becoz for the past few years we've got 'manpower'

But I wonder what would happen after this year? Or rather after comp..

I guess our legacy would have to come to a end sooner or later..

No need to wait till the time when it's in their turn.. I guess..it might just fall in my hands..

I just hope that AA would consider coming back after their Os...

If not I think..i might take the step which I dont wish to do so at all..

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exam is over!! (Y)
here comes holiday!

this also means coming to an end of year 2....

this holiday....i'll try to do as much as possible..other than sj...(i hope so)

will things go as planned? hope so?

one week of tests has finally ended~
2 more weeks~ 2 more paper...
and im done with year 2!

and here comes holiday!
at least i can have the free time to do something i like...

this holiday...
-baking
-cooking
-maybe cross stitch?

it's CNY!!
haha...i think it's a little too late uh.. but still it's still the 11th day of CNY mah.. still can collect angbao~ hehehe

1st 2 days was as usual...

1st day went gugu house...

wore the same colour with erjie this year... LOL

and both my 小宝贝 also wore the same colour too! ^^

2nd day went ahma house...

wore the same colour with erjie also...

but erjie and mama wore the same blouse...but different colour.. lol

五姨 and 二姨丈 was asking me how old am i this year...

then i said 19....

they said cannot say 19! must say 18! every year 18 mah! HAHAHA!

hmm... this cny was better then what i've expected?

hope this dragon year would be a good one... O.o

HUAT AH!

felt like blogging... but i dont know what to post about...=.=

1st 3 weeks of 2012~
so far so good?
at least for this month...there's something for me to look forward to or rather something for me to do at the end of the week...

7th Jan.... ANCOC 2011 POP at hq...
seeing those kids passing out from the course...
seriously speaking... didnt really have any special feelings though...
even though i felt more attached to Sierra'11 as compared to Alpha'10, my heart still goes towards Alpha'10 leh... haha
perhaps they were my first grp of kids that i took when i first joined ANCOC bah? haha
but Sierra'11 is cuter la... haha
at least from this course... got ah boy and boyboy.... AHAHAHA
not only those kids... this course was really a gd opportunity to get to know the other G6....LOL
like wita..jierui... if w/o them... i can imagine how "lonely" i would be during the whole course.. HAHAHA

14th Jan... COC at BP

nothing much though..
Eric Sir step down...Jerry Sir take over...
O.o
wonder what are the changes gonna be?

this week... looking forward to CNY! hehehe!

28th Jan...AGM...
a new start for RSS..
hope this year wont be that BAD~ for us.... *fingers cross*

2nd week since school start...

hope everything will be fine for this year?

didnt really set any resolutions for this year...just hope that things will go on smoothly