went for kl study trip last thursday and friday...
still ok la... the night part at hotel room was rather fun uh... LOL...

ANCO briefing day last sat...
hope it will be better this coming sat uh? O.o

2nd week of sch...
den going for KL study trip this thursday and friday... hope it will be fun uh...

whatever will be will be

i dont know what happened to me just now...
i've actually argued with my mum about them...till the extent that i started crying...
perhaps is because i drank abit just now.. after effects uh?

i just dont understand why my parents doesnt seems to be affected by all these things that are happening in the family?!
how and why can they just accept everything...like take and go?
she is my sister! your DAUGHTER!
maybe im just being too sensitive la...but still...

they obviously does not know what they actually want?!
even up till now...
pls la..like any other girls..dont u wish to have a nice and grand wedding?
at least presentable la...
no bride car...u also can accept...
might as well take bus go get married la!
pls la...it's one of the most important day of ur life leh...dont u wish to have a really nice one?

it's not like i trying to say bad things about them...
but still..if these little things cant be achieved, how can we expect us to trust or believe that he will give u happiness
if all these things u cant provide...how can u guarantee the rest in the future!?
how are we gonna trust u in that!?

i just cannot accept that up till now...2 weeks away from the day...
everything i saw was what was done from my family...my mum...
what about u?

seriously... from then till now...barely more than half a year...
perhaps it's my own perception and opinion O.o
but still..... i dont know what i can do now...