looking forward to next holiday alrdy...><

since june is gonna end soon and july is coming soon...

i shall post abt the first half of the year before i forget them.. o.o

this year really passes very fast.... zoom~ half a year gone alrdy...

perhaps...lots of events makes time pass faster...O.o

started 2011 being busy with zone pre....
invitaitons...lalalala
also ended jan with zone pre on jan 23...

and soon after tt is cny...
den exam...
den end of feb...

which was the start of my "St John" hols...and OTC

it was practically a month full of sj...
mon-fri all comp trainings

monday and thursday down to siling..

tuesday wednesday and friday down to riverside...
saturday otc..

indeed crazy man... =x

speaking of OTC...

it's definitely the WORSE camp that i've attended up till now...

yet it's the most impactful one...
whereby i learnt really many things from it...and made me reflected alot...

zone comp...

riverside won 1st for ac and 2nd for nc...

this zone comp... really made me think and learnt alot being a trainer...

which makes me understood the definition of........

april....end of otc... nat comp...

den start of year 2....

and i turned 18....

may... otc pop... which i really felt glad about it....=)

den followed by june...

rs camp....den followed by holiday...

the last 3 days...has really made me think alot...
many many things...
and it has also made me realised many things...

which i dun seems to be able to put it in words...

one more paper to go tmr...den end of term test lo! (Y)
term test started last friday coz got 6 modules...
which means this week...had 5 papers straight...including tmr...
or rather 6 papers this week...coz still got GEMS...

rss annual camp tmr...
which i haven started packing yet...and i dun intend to...
shall pack tmr which i get home tmr after sch~ =x



sometimes... i was wondering...
whether is that a need or rather purpose for me to be present...
just like what mentioned... i agree la... with or without..they are seriously self-sufficient enough to go on their own...
den why did i take tt step instead?!
whenever i go down...i really duno what can i do there...
which makes me really ponder alot...=.=

shall see bah...
mayb the next 3 days will make me change my views again? O.o