Wednesday, March 28, 2007


our hard work are paid off....nc!!let's jiayou again nxt yr!!=)








me and my nc sub-commander...
















me n our nc daddy...."once a NC daddy...forever our daddy"










NC10 2007.....which always occupies a space in my heart....

Saturday, March 24, 2007

paiseh...long time no update le..cuz my comp. sot sot de...
not really used to life now...comp. end le...which means no more trainings le...really miss the instructors alot...daniel...dun feel so down la...wat no gui shu gan le...dun 4get still got NC ard to help u da qi!!!...dun feel so sad...NC is always there for you!!!
tis afternoon acc. tiffany to army market there to buy boots..on the way there really reminds us of alot of things lor...the trainings wif na n ac on sundays...we r always so noisy..but today oni the 2 of us...so weird...we 2 were talking about wat happened during the start of comp. trainings...wat happened on comp. tat day...it really brings back alot of memories..i almost cried out when talking to tiffany...i still rmb last time when shuhui mentioned she want to quit comp, tiff n i was crying like omg... but at least it worth it=p...
thinking back...comp. trainings really taught me alot of things...i really didnt regretted joining comp. though it is really tired...stress n it also somehow affects my studies...comp. really let me get closer or know more abt seniors n instructor...esp. daniel...
at first i tot he was the person who has very high expectations on pple...who is very fierce..i dun even dare to get close to him when i first joined st john...but through comp...it let me realised tat he can b a caring n very nice person...or a big brother...
time really flies...remembering 3-4 months ago, we were like working very hard just to meet the instructors' standard...but now comp. has ended...the trophy is in our hand...have to say bye bye to everything...bye to comp. trainings....bye to instructors... truthfully..i will miss them alot...really thank them alot...i will not forget everything...NC 2007!!!kampateh!! daniel!! all the best to u in SP!!!

Sunday, March 11, 2007

comp end le... which means we have to say bye bye to the instructors...hazel,gavin,yayah,manan.....must really thank all the instructors who has trained us...especially daddy daniel.. !!! without him i really duno wat wuld happen to us..........we got 2nd runner up...we all cried after the results was out..daddy also cry wif us...sry tat we have disappoint u...dun cry le ok...=)
i shall start my story frm ytd morning...
ytd 8++ am like tat go to sch to prepare...instructor peiying n instructor yiling came down to tie our hair for us..ty!!! daniel also bought bread for us as breakfast...i went into the room...and he passed me an envelope...which written there is for NC main 4...
i took the letters out...i realised mine was like 2 full pages long lor...i sat outside the room n read...i oni read till the 2nd paragraph then i cnt take it le..i burst out le...it is very touching...my tears just kept rolling down my cheeks...then i continue reading...what daniel wrote really reminds me of what happened from starting of comp. training till now...
i realised tat oni through hardships can bring us to what we r now...it really made us stronger...want to tell daniel tat...though u r not able to come down for our trainings, doesn't means tat u r irresponsible...really...i didnt blame u... we have grown up over these period of time...we really have to thank u...becuz of u, we r able to...u brought us up..that's make u being our daddy..im glad tat we have such a nice n caring daddy by our side...but u r leaving us soon...gd luck in ur studies n hope to have u back to train us agn...n strive for the champion!!!we can do it de!!!

after reading the letter..i cnt take it anymore...i cried...daniel came out to see...but he went in soon after seeing me..
on the way to hq...i was very scared...i was keep thinking tat wat if NC cnt win...tears kept flowing out...daniel walked past me n he knew tat i was crying agn...is just tat he didnt say it out...i noe he's worried abt me..when we r reaching the hq, he let me to listen to a song...he want me relax..but i cant...(sorry...)...he tried to make me smile...but...

outside the waiting rm...we all were trying to cool down...but i cnt take it anymore... i burst out agn...i was very stress...miss ong hugged me...hazel was comforting me...but daniel was standing aside looking at me...but i didnt blame him...i knew he does not feel gd seeing me cry as well... i tried to control my emotions...pple came forward to hug me to ask me not to cry anymore...patricia...yahui...n many more...but im always wanting a hug frm my daddy...

in the waiting rm...i keep looking outside..i want to c my daddy..they were all looking in...when they covered the peep hole wif paper, n im unable to c them...i cried agn...suddenly i missed the instructors n miss ong alot...during balloting...i was glad tat i managed to fufill daniel's wish to take the last few envelopes..which is NC10.. i signalled to daniel after i got the tag....i was glad at the point of time..when uniform inspection, when i shout 'NC10 sedia', i looked at miss ong n instructors...miss ong nod at me...i knew i did it...when we walked back to the waiting room...i was expecting a smile frm daddy...but he didnt...but i knew he want us to do well...
our first station was 1st aid...we did badly...instructors were all in front of us...daniel was taking video of our performance...when we march off...his face was very stern...i knew something went wrong... then was home nursing...we managed to finish 3 trolleys in the given time...i was very satisfied...but there were some mistakes here n there...finally it was footdrill...it is the time i can c all the instructors, miss ong, mr goh n my daddy...footdrill went on smoothly...daddy was taking video of us...i noe i shld not disappoint him anymore...i tried my very best to shout the commands...and we did it!!! 48.2/50!!! when we do bersurai...all clapped for us!!!i was very happy!!!daniel was cheering for us also!!

went back to the waiting rm...was tired at tat point of time...ate some snacks...took a quick nap... finally is was 6pm... we were asked to go up to the hall...i was very scared of the results...i was holding on to tiffany's hand very tightly...tears dropping agn...when we fall in...we were just beside the instructors...i was very happy to see them...yayah n manan they all were smiling at us.... finally the results was out...AC n NA got champion...instructors they all were clapping very loudly...when they announced tat we got 3rd...tears rolled down frm my eyes...i cant believed tat we can get third...but i disappointed daniel...for not getting the champion...manan turned ard n looked at me...n showed me a thumbs up sign...i was vry touched...i kept wiping up my tears...when NA n AC went up to get the trophies...i was very happy for them...i was crying at that point of time..when i see the slide'nursing cadet category 2nd runner up, RIVERSIDE SECONDARY SCHOOL'...i was like....i shout 'NC10 sedia'the mdm beside was shock when i shouted...we marched to the stairs there..jacklynn mdm was there..i felt very sorry to her...we went forward to GOH...the mdm who was presenting the trophies to the GOH smiled at me when she walked past me...she knew i was crying...when we walked down...i tried to look for daniel...he smiled...then when the 1st runner up n champion went up...i was crying in my heart alrdy...after bersurai...i picked up the trophies on the floor n i started crying...the NC all crowd around n cry..instructors,mdm n tania they all came forward to comfort us...daniel also cried...it is the first time i c him crying...his eyes was really red...i was abt to stop crying...miss ong lead the rest to say the riverside cheer...when i listened...i feel vry sorry to the rest...i cried agn...daniel also...

then on the way back on the bus...tiffany was still crying...instructor jia tian n tady was beside us keeping asking her not to cry..daniel was sitting in front of us..i can see tat he is crying... in the end,i cried agn...

reached causeway le..NC tooked a picture wif our daddy...i also managed to take one wif daniel...=) after changing...we buy our own food le...then we gather around at one spot then we eat!!then all three teams say thank to our own 'daddy' n'mummy'... also watched the footdrill video tat daniel took...also chat a while wif instructors...at abt 10++ then we all go hme...

after i reached hme...i read the letter agn..very touching..

even now...im here typing tis post i m crying at the moment...

to daniel:i will keep the letter tat u gave me de...i will not forget having u such a nice n caring daddy de!!!