this week seems to passed by very quickly...
and it gonna b 22 days away...

had the 5th paper today...and still got 4 more to go....

had activity...
did footdrill
patricia and zhixian drew on my notebook=)
and someone tore a piece of paper from it...O.o

taught the sec 1s footdrill..
saw NC do homenursing
watched NC do foodrill during games...

went to eat with zhixian...
shopped for 1hr++...
and i realised i would scream or shout whenever i see anything PINK!
and i bought myself a PINK carebear!!=D

Top of the World
Such a feelin's coming over me
There is wonder in most every thing I see
Not a cloud in the sky, got the sun in my eyes
And I won't be surprised if it's a dream

Everything I want the world to be
Is now coming true especially for me
And the reason is clear, it's because you are here
You're the nearest thing to heaven that I've seen

**I'm on the top of the world looking down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world

Something in the wind has learned my name
And it's telling me that things are not the same
In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze
There's a pleasin' sense of happiness for me

There is only one wish on my mind
When this day is through
I hope that I will find
That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me
All I need will be mine if you are here

**Repeat Twice

Yesterday Once More
When I was young
I'd listen to the radio
Waitin' for my favorite songs
When they played I'd sing along
It made me smile.

Those were such happy times
And not so long ago
How I wondered where they'd gone
But they're back again
Just like a long lost friend
All the songs I loved so well.

Every Sha-la-la-la
Every Wo-o-wo-o
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they're startin' to sing's
So fine.

When they get to the part
Where he's breakin' her heart
It can really make me cry
Just like before
It's yesterday once more.

Lookin' back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that I had
Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed.

It was songs of love that
I would sing to then
And I'd memorize each word
Those old melodies
Still sound so good to me
As they melt the years away.

Every Sha-la-la-la
Every Wo-o-wo-o
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they're startin' to sing's
So fine.

All my best memories
Come back clearly to me
Some can even make me cry.
Just like before
It's yesterday once more.

tired day today..=.= *yawn*....

ran during pe today....
had a hard time cleaning wound..=x

after sch...came home...
den went for tuition...

read someone's blog..and i realised..................................

rainy day today...and it's cooling...
almost fell asleep outside sj room while waiting for the rain to stop....=x

and the home nursing really very funny! =p

and i've decided not to blog about it....since it is not worth remembering..=(

A^2BFC is formed!
Always Anti Benjamin Fan Club!
with me as "president"...
mandy as "vice-president"
mei xia as "secretary"
LOL...

my palms was badly "vandalized" by mandy n meixia today
luckily it was washed away after bathing..=x

我已遵守承诺，所以我也已经做到之前所答应的事了，只是某人不领情
所以我也没有感到特别伤心或者特别高兴
反而我还觉得欣慰=D

NA! Mac breakfast on comp. k! o.O

stayed back after sch to talk with mr low..
about many things....on what gonna happen after comp...

and seriously..i agreed with mr low...we really relied on HIM alot...
and a very big THANK YOU to him...for everything that he had done for the corps...
personally...i really wanna say THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!

i realised...there's still alot to b done in order to see the big change...
mayb some sacrifices are to be made in order see the results...
i hope i would be able to assist them in it...together with rest of the seniors' committee..=D

mummy was talking with neighbour just now...(in chinese)

neighbour : your youngest daughter very close to you hor?always stick to you...
mummy: haha...if not close to me...close to who? boyfriend meh? O.o...

i was like err....o.O

只剩下仅仅的27天
其实我自己也无可奈何
虽然很想把时间拉回来，但是现实是那么的残忍，根本没有那个能力那么做
现在只能做得就是一天过一天，走一步算一步
只要那几天一过，就可以稍微轻松一下
但是我还是希望不会令大家失望

FINALLY!..
im done with zone induction!...
and i copied n paste my name for 60 times..=.=

i take the test sure pass..=x...jkjk

昨天晚上睡觉时，做了许多梦
梦境断断续续的，但却显得很真实
都牵涉到我身边的人，但是我清楚地明白，在梦里所发生的事是不会在现实生活发生
所以我根本没有必要去想它，因为很明显的，是不会实现的

我昨天梦到的人，也不会在现实生活中对我做出同样的事
梦境是和现实相反的，所以我还是别妄想了吧
我也已经麻木了，最后会不会实现，我也不在乎了，我也没有那个心情去想了
就只好靠命运了

那就祝我好运吧。。。

i suddenly miss someone alot...

我真的受够了！

guess i've to face the reality...
no one will do anything in the end...

im so not willing to see the number "2" =.=

i still prefer homecooked food..=D



and ppl..jy!

看见她们的问题似乎已解决了，看了也不禁为她们高兴
看着眼泪从她们的脸颊留下，那就是所谓的喜极而泣吗？
看了眼泪也不禁地也想掉下来，但是却又像被粘住似的，怎么弄也掉不下来
可能眼睛知道我在想什么，想把所有的眼泪储存起来，等那一天的到来，才一次过稀里哗啦的落下来
希望如此吧。真希望那天会因为高兴，太兴奋而掉下眼泪，而不是因为失望而哭泣
虽然嘴里不说，但是一举一动都看得出，他/她们的期望有多高，尤其是她
再过两三天，就达到二位数了，不知道应该期待还是害怕

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我真的厌倦了现在的关系，就好像两个陌生人不认识彼此似的，毫不相干
其实我搞不清楚究竟发生了什么事，造成现在的这种局面
我真的很想知道事情的“来龙去脉”
是不是不能像以前一样，平常地沟通与联络了吗？

情人节只有双双对对的情侣才能度过的吗？
到底情人节的意义何在？

对我而言，情人节是为了与身边关心你，疼爱你的人分享快乐，分享喜悦
就只是简单的一句话，简单的一个举动，就可以把心里想传达的话， 告诉对方
家人也不例外，他们是这个世界上，最爱你，最关心你的人
情人节当然要与他们一起过，不只是单单在情人节那一天，天天都必须那么做
不在乎任何礼物，有多名贵，只要有那个心意在就好

这个情人节，我哪里都没去，也没什么特地地准备什么礼物送给人
只是抽出一天的时间与朋友一起做饼干，来送人
虽然它并不是说很名贵，或者是说特别的好吃，但是它代表着做饼干的人的一份心意，
想把心中的一份快乐与喜悦分享给大家，目的就是那么的简单
我也选择留在家里，即使没有特地安排活动庆祝，但是只要有那份心就已足够了

说实在的，我真的不知道应该怎么做
时间一天天地过去，那一天的到来也慢慢逼近了
无形中，心中的那种焦虑也慢慢产生了
其实我也不明白自己为什么当初会做出选择，是我的潜意识导致我做出决定吗？
到现在我还搞不清楚
现在的种种事情发生，让我又陷入谷底，令我又提不起信心，充满希望地对待一切事物

went for extra lesson in the morning..

in the end...i didnt go to sentosa...
spent my time doing hmwk...
now i only left with amaths..o.O...

and tmr....bugis? O.o

and im still left with 30+ qns...=.=

Happy Valentine!

patrica say i looked agressive in the pictures...O.o..
that time was only 75% of it only?
usually i was even rough than that...
therefore..i prefer to be crowd than casualty? wahaha...

anyone wanna experience? wahahah...
my family experienced it everyday...wahaha..LOL

heh...pictures taken during cny...
i know very late...but nvm...wahahah..=p
this is during new year eve...the two little miss bad...=p
"don't agitate me...!"...=p

i was using the comp....and this was what happened to me...
my sis was trying to tie my hair...similar to the cartoon on the shirt..=.=


i was being dragged out from the room..to take picture with her..=x

and she's trying to "create" the centre parting for me..LOL

$$$..."we shall put $XX inside our angbao"..

heh...angbao!



first day of cny

aiyo...so young play mahjong liao arh? =x

qian...darren and me..=D

cheese~

omg...
i cant believe tt i've actually spent ard 1hr to think of 10 qns...=.=
like tt i would nid 1 whole day to finish everything? O.o
=x

today no hl...
copied chemistry notes..
lessons...
basically nothing much happened today...

tmr physics extra lesson in the morning...
sentosa in the afternoon? O.o

the test really true leh!
but i didnt forward...LOL

another sch day...but only left sec 4s and 5s in sch...LOL...

mdm mathews was back to visit us today....only for a short while...LOL..=)

tuition after sch...lalala...couldnt stop laughing..=x


i just cant wait for the day to come.

The Lee Family of Little Miss and Mr Men....=D

products of the day...=D

Ah Lee!! it is a new name given by patricia today...=x
but im not Ali Baba~~ =p

was really tired~~~ during lessons...nearly fell asleep..=x
after sch..meeting~
den went home...

tmr training...

wednesday...XXX

thursday...tuition..

friday...give out XXX...LOL...

saturday...extra lesson...cause' mr low dun let me go for the old folks home event..=(
he want me attend lesson...=x


5+5=40?

Tagged by Zhi Xian

1. beside your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
-Face?

2. how do you feel when you wake up this morning?
-Tired. i want to sleep more..

3. who was the last person you took a photo with?
-da jie, er jie?, qian, darren, biao jie...and teddy bear!

4. would you considered yourself to be spoiled?
- Yes...cause' i am the youngest in the family...=p..(why sound so similar arh? =x)

5. would you ever donate blood?
-Don't know? unless there's no need to use needle to poke into my blood vessels?

6. have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
- Hmmm...Good question..=x is for me to know and for you to find out...

7. do you want someone dead?
- Hmm..am i that evil? O.o

8. what does your last text message says?
-Okay la. I bring on tuesday can =.=

9. what are you thinking right now?
-What should i do later on?

10. do you wish someone be with you right now?
- Hmm..someone to play with me! =p...Heh..

11. what is the time you go to sleep last night?
-12am+?

12. where did you buy the t-shirt you are wearing now?
- Sec 1 class t....

13. is someone on your mind right now?
-hmm..me myself and i?

14. who was the last person who texted you?
- Benjamin

10 ppl to do this quiz.
1. Tiffany
2. Cuiping
3. Benjamin
4. Sheng Hao
5. Fizzy
6. Zheng Hui
7. Mandy
8. Sze Hui
9. Me
10. Myself

15. who is 2 having a relationship with?
- O.o...Chawamushi? =p

16. is 3 a male or a female?
- Seriously..sometimes i can't really differentiate...=x

17. if 7 & 10 get together, will it be a good thing?
- Hmm...ya? the night during chalet? LOL

18. what is number 1 studying about?
-Triple Science? O.o

19. when was the last time you had a chat with them?
- I talked to 1 previously on Friday during activity...and chatted with 2 at cwp....3 and 4 at RP ytd....5 and 6 like one month ago? msn a few days ago? O.o 7 and 8 from monday-friday? Lol
9 and 10...24/7...=p

20. is number 4 single?
-hmm..single yet unavailable? O.o

21. say something about number 2?
-hmmm...eats rambutan in my house? LOL

22. what do you think about number 3 & number 6 being tgt?
-HMMM...abit weird? O.o

23. describe number 9.
- Likes friendship dance...LOL

24. what will you do if number 6 and 7 fights?
- Hmm...nothing will happen? cause' they dun even know each other..LOL

25. do you like number 8?
-HMM...she will kill me if i say no....so..YES...LOL =x

i want to sleep...=.=

had interview in the morning at hq...
was released at around 10-11am++
reached woodlands at around 12pm..
bought stuffs and went home...

same bag~

slept for 30 mins...=.=

went for meeting...
ended at 8pm..
went for dinner...
tried some "fortune telling"...LOL
and i would have 3 relationships?..=.=

and my hands were entangled...LOL..

welcome party today...
had pasta as my lunch...O.o
R&R lecture...
footdrill..

Meet the Parent session...or rather Parent Talk? O.o

tmr another long day again...and meeting...

Impossible...
I M Possible...

i've just dropped into soup just now...=x
coz i walked under the rain just now....and i was wet thoroughly...=x

and my hp commited suicide...
i placed it on the table...and the strap was entangled with with the handle...
so it went swinging in the air...and "bang" against the study table which is like 60cm away?
but it was unsuccessful....heh

i suddenly got so many forms today..which i need to fill them up in like how many days? 2-3?
which made me so confused...and i duno how to fill up..=x
o.O

and i was wondering to miss extra lesson on next week anot? o.O
and i seriously need help in amaths! =.=

valentine is coming!?...ok..i know is random...=x


4+6=10?

i hate headaches...=.=

and i realised that this week is fully occupied with sj...
friday is welcome party...

den comp.?

which means next coming up would be farewell? agm?
and nono...fizzy say he gonna see me cry during farewell?
and i have started on agm slides yet!...
one more zip test added on my list now!
nvm...i can finish de..=D