From mama operation to her treatment.. really made me realised how precious the people around me are...
Then it comes to me starting on my part time studies... still not sure if I've made the right choice to start studying, knowing that I will be very tied down by this.
Followed by work, converted to perm staff in July..
And after 7 years..I took the step to text him..
Still wondering how did I managed to have the courage to do such thing.. but I'm glad I've done it.
Even though the outcome was not what I desired, but at least I know that he hasn't forgotten about me. At least for now.
Part of me wanting to hang on to the waiting ... but the other part of me is telling me to move on.
I guess I will still take a while before I can give myself an answer. 5291