aiyo...yeexuan....y u so kpo??? =p

see....yekai promoting his hp wor....

'gangster' look leh....

wat u looking at???

today went down to hq to b casualty for na n ac.....
yekai,jeff n fizzy also got go down.....was having alot of fun as usual....hazel n gavin also got come down.....

was having so much fun...but i lazy to post leh...=x....want noe den come ask me lo....

on the way back on the train...took some pics.....later den i post bah...haha....
they all nxt sunday national comp. le...wish them good luck!!!

today stayed back after sch to b casualty....instructor gavin...hazel n daniel also got come down....when na doing homenursing....me...yahui..jeffrey..fizzy n yekai was playing outside the room la...so funny la...we also gt play 'dare or dare' or watever thing la...den when is my turn....i nid to pinch yeexuan's cheeks la....

den u noe wat...whenever i go near him he will b like keep hiding frm me lor....den his face will b like...LOL....so funny la.when i c his face, i was like keep laughing la...coz i can't stand his face...i laugh till stomachache...LOL

den b casualty for ac lo....den after they finished the last case...went into the room to chit chat wif daniel,hazel,jeffrey,sarina,tania,yekai,tiffany,cuiping n cynthia...had fun dere....

den at abt 6.30pm++ like tat...walked home....walked under the rain....wif tiffany n daniel....but we walked different directions after crossing the road la....haix...

after today..i suddenly rmb alot things happened in the past lor...feeling very sad now.....haix....

tmr going hq....

today is another sch day lor..lesson before recess was ok lor...den after recess was art...den rest of the 2 hrs...teacher nvr come...so slacked at the library....fell asleep dere....

time at the library seems to b so long can....finally is 1.30 le...went to sjab...met aisyah n shahidah for some stuffs...the whole thing was so funny la...was laughing all the way....

after tat got swimming...me,hanis,ellis,cuiping n cynthia was like rushing to RP can....we walked like duno wat...when we reached RP le...den we started to run like mad dogs n cat la...LOL....so funny.....

swimming was quite tired la...walked back to sch dere wif cuiping n ellis after swimming...but ellis went home...cuiping was doing hmwk while im eating my lunch.....

den ye kai n angie came....was talking lots of funny stuffs wif them la...so funny...LOL....den fizzy joined us....wh..yx n zhixian finished their meeting le den they cum join us....and and and....i kena pinch by yeexuan agn!!! 3 times somemore!!! the first time i got chase after him la....but after tat i got to pinch him back...=p.......when walking out of the sch...was still laughing alot...LOL.....i want to noe tat 'bubble tea' la....yeexuan tell me leh...=x......

woke up at 5am....prepare here n there den go meet tiffany at 5.45am like tat....we were the 1st one to reach sch wor...the sch was like so dark can...=.= lol....sjab day parade was alright...the good thing is tat no one fall out wor...=)

sch was ok lo....i felt abit boring lo...mayb is becoz im tired bah...my eyes were half open lo....=.=......after sch got activity...things got better during activity....my mood began to b better....=) footdrill was not so tough...compared to the previous trainings....which is gd for the rest bah....=) lecture was 2 hr++ if im not wrong bah...enjoyed it alot....=)

games time is the time when i enjoy the most....i was so 'high' during games lor...so was tiffany...haha...the game was really fun...'musical bench'.....n benjamin also danced solo wor...pole dance...so funny la...his face was so red lo....LOL...btw...i got to pinch benjamin's cheek during lecture...so funny la...

after activity...me, tiffany n cyn did something very 'touching' de wor...duno how the two of them think la...but tis was wat i thought la....=)

the two of us was still very enthu lo... we was like shouting 'sayonara' loudly in the canteen lo...lol...twice somemore...=x....den when walking out of sch..really had fun wif shenghao n ben...haha...=)

i tink i gtg le....i hardly open my eyes now....tmr still got swimming....*yawn*

argh!! i cried 4 times today....all becoz of sjab....haix...tis year...whenever i cry..it always becoz of sjab...wonder y.....m i........????i duno....

duno wat to say abt today...had sjab day training....haix....there's so many ups n downs today...which i dun wish to have these anymore....

gtg to prepare my full u le...tmr sjab day...gonna wear full u for the whole day wor....

gd luck everyone...hope tmr will b a better day....=)

i tot tat today shall b a better day...but who noes..it shattered at 8pm ++....i got to noe all sorts of bad news which i couldn't take it....but luckily wif the help of him...the problem is somehow solved?? at least im not so moody n depressed now...thanks!!!

just hope tat i will not receive any shocking news anymore...pray tat tmr will b a better day...=)

wish daniel all the best for his upcoming papers!!! btw...sorry to disturb u...=)

despite the fact tat i mentioned in my previous post tat im going to hq for both today n tmr.....im not going down tmr instead....=(

today was quite alright....was having fun wif all the sec 3s....n also...i had my revenge...=x...i got to pinched yeexuan's cheek....twice somemore...=p.....hehe...=x

on the way back on the train...almost everyone fell asleep...all were very tired......me myself also fallen asleep....=x.......im tired now....gotta bathe n mayb sleep bah....=) buaiix...

jieling is really very funny la...wat ai mei rang ren shou jing wei qu....=x...
but speaking the truth...i rather prefer the edited 1.....hahaha....kidding oni!!! dun take it to heart!! ....i noe jieling sure will laugh at me de lor...if not she will sure sabo me de!!! wahahaha!!

tmr n sunday going down to hq to help out wif tiffany....tis time is we volunteer de wor...haha....=) duno will it b as fun as last week...=) hope so....=) tink tmr they will do first aid....*i miss first aid lots....* haha...^_^ LOL

nw i duno wat to do wor....pple chat wif me!!! haha...=) im so enthu or rather 'high' nw.....all thanks to jieling!! haha.... c la...ur name appears in my post so many times....must thank me....=x.... i noe i bhb... (later next time i c her den i tio sabo.....dun bully her le....*scared* ) haha!!

these few days nvr post coz.....dun feel like posting....=.=

shall skip the past few days.....

today woke up at 12pm like tat....dun feel like doing anything leh....went on9 lor....just now chatted wif jieling....she very funny la...told me all sorts of things...abt....LOL.... chatting wif her was so fun la....always make me laugh de...=)

today not much thing lo...coz not much things lor...pple!! donate for me!! my walkathon card is so empty!!! haha!!

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY !! to papa n also..daddy!!! hahaha...

ytd midnight went downstairs to makan.....
den tis morning...woke up at abt 1pm++....sat ard at home...den afternoon at abt 5.30pm like tat went to ah yi hse....went there to makan...n also chit chat wif ah ma....uncle also got tell us some ghost stories wor...budden..i dun find it scary leh...=x....mayb i cold-blooded??? =x..... bleahs...

reached hme at abt 10pm++ like tat den come use comp. liao lor....
hmmm....national comp. is coming liao lor....n is on ben's b'day!!! haha....=.=....

gtg le...buaiix...=)

just nw went out wif my sis....took 963 to vivo....was so tired tat i actually fell asleep on the bus...n the bus was like so cold can~~~~ i was like freezing can!!!

bought some sweets n chocolates lor...walked ard....after tat took 963 back to cwp dere....bought a shirt for papa...den go home le....=x.....

i got nth to write le...im currently bored now....pple chat wif me leh...if not sms also can...im so bored....

boo!! just reached home half n hr ago.....=.=...

just now went to hq there to b casualty....went to woodlands control station dere at 7am....fizzy n jeffrey also got go....

on the train....had fun talking wif patricia...yeexuan...fizzy n sarina lo....then benjamin arh...emo gia....talk so little de...oni noe how to laugh...=p...

sat there n c them do footdrill oni....was drizzling when we reached there....whenever they go do footdrill hor...the rain will get heavier....wonder y...=x....during their break...talked abt many many things...they told us what would happened in the NCO course....they say until very funny la...=)....

btw...also saw adelard there....tink he still recognize me bah...=)smiled at him also...=)

is so fun talking wif the sec 3s la....all so funny de... den they go eat lunch lor...den i go home....coz later going out...=p.... when walking to the traffic light....yee xuan tried to pinched my cheeks AGN....but too bad....i pushed his hands away!! ahaha...den zhenghui bad lor...he also attempted to pinch my cheeks...but is was not successful...=x....but i tink he got to pinched a little bah....=x...bleah...dun care..nxt time i must try to pinch their cheeks...esp. tat yee xuan....revenge!! ahaha...kidding...=p

on the way back was so tired la...fell asleep on the train....*yawns*....reached woodlands le...go buy bubbletea den go home le....later going out wif sis...if not tired...tonight will post again bah...cya!!!

*n btw...yeexuan...tag me leh....u read my blog...but nvr tag...=.=....dun worry...i will get my revenge de...=x

before i forgot...HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIZZY!!!

today not much things lor...stayed at home most of the time....is just tat afternoon went to cwp to meet benjamin to pass him the name tags...which makes me go all the way down to lavender dere for the two of them.=x....no la..kidding oni....^_^

den go buy bubbletea den come hme le...used comp. le...den watch tv...did nth much....slacked at home the whole day....tmr morning going hq to b casualty for NA n AC.....7am mit at woodlands control station dere....sure will reminds me of many many things de....

shall post agn tmr bah...buaiix....sweet dreams....=)

just nw went to army market...to do name tag for tat 2 boys...=)....i took the train to marina bay den back to woodlands agn on the way back...*yawn*...i've actually fell asleep on the train...=x

~~tis part here is just to vent my anger...so dun take tis to heart..~~

u tink i enjoy calling to malaysia arh....y dun u try doing wat im suppose to do...im not the oni one who needs to call to malaysia everytime u noe....u just simply dun understand wat im always doing all this while...say wat distribute the jobs to everyone...do everything in sch den blah blah blah...wat i doing all those by myself...u tink wat...u just duno wat im thinking...if u were the one doing all these....u wun b saying all these things....issit so difficult for u accept what i've done all these while...after comp. also like tat..now leh...still the same...no one understand me....no one knows how i feel....u just simply dun support me in wat im doing in sjab......i dun wish to end up like peiying....after wat daniel told me wat happened to her last time....i really dun want....i really duno wat to do....im really helpless now....NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME!!!

*yawn*.....woke up at 6.45am++ like tat despite the fact tat i slept at 2am ytd nite....=p

met tiffany downstairs den we walked to sch tgt for sjab....reached at abt 7.30am....we slowly changed at the toilet since there is still time...=x....we dilly dally changed into our uni....walked out...no sec 2s wor....we even tot tat sh n ben overslept...=x....today oni 9 pple came for sjab for sec 2s....i was the ic....ok lo...not much stuffs....

did drills....hormat was so funny la...kena 'slapped' a few times by yeexuan...=x....kidding oni..=x nxt thursday no nid go back sch for sjab le....cpr course also postponed....den when we were changing....in the toilet...n i got to know a very good news wor....shall not say it out here...=p.....

while changing...faclin told me tat sh n benjamin was looking for me wor....i tot they so gd...will wait for me...who noes is want me to help them to do name tag....=.=.....nvm la...i so gd...later going army market to help dem do name tag....=x....im kind-hearted....=p....

gtg le...mayb tonight come post agn bah...=)

today went out to do the chi project...abt 4++ reach woodlands...buy bubbletea le...den walked hme lor...who noe walked till the traffic light dere suddenly rain wor....in the end i got drenched lor....in front all wet...my back is like so dry can...haha....

the rain got heavier n heavier lor...got stucked at the void decks dere...wait lor....when is not so heavy le...den i slowly walk hme........

today not really interesting lor...suan le...i go prepare full u le...buaiix....

today not much things happen lor... woke up at abt 12++ like tat...went to sch to do the chi project lor...but end up didnt do much thing...=x....
went to see NA n AC they all training....

saw them doing footdrill....heard patricia's de command....really loud leh...got echo somemore...=x...*clap clap* haha... wh n zhenghui dey all kip talking using the 'malaysian chinese'....=p....got tat 'qiang' de...=x.....

haix....tmr actually free de...but coz of the st john day practice tis thursday...have to bring forward the chinese project thingy....tmr morning still nid to go out at 10++... argh!! my beauty sleep!! hahaha....jkjk....no la...precious sleep i mean...=x haha....

this thursday nid full u....later i go polish my boots...haha...=x bye..

~~sunday~~
ytd afternoon at abt 5++ like tat went to hospital wif mama to visit ah ma...stayed there for a while den leave le...went to jurong dere de popular...bought a few storybooks...also bought the cross stitch!! completed a small part of it oni...=) reach hme at abt 10++ lor....

~~today~~
woke up at abt 12++ like tat....continued wif the cross stitch....quite satisfied wif it...^_^.....den come on9 lor...heard tat NA n AC started their comp. trainings le....wish them gd luck!!!....

speaking of tat...i really missed trainings alot...n instructors too!! wahaha!=x...wait till nxt yr bah...haix....*i dun seems to b able to let go....

today...woke up at abt 1.30pm like tat...stayed at home did nth...slacked ard... just nw went to cwp to walk walk...alone...wanted to buy something de...but the designs there not nice...so nvr buy lor....

hmm...thinking of having nc gathering tis wednesday leh...duno the other nc free anot....n also daddy...nvm..later go ask ard...=)cya...=)

today went out at abt 10am++ to do the chinese project lor....shall skip this part....went to have lunch at cwp le...den took train down to orchard to meet tiffany....

den took train back to woodlands agn...lame right???=x....too bad...coz nth to do....on the train talked abt sjab stuffs again....talked abt last time those funny stuffs which happened during comp.....the doctor n robber thingy de...=x....n btw...in the morning, patricia called me to tell me abt the cpr course nxt sunday...im going wif tiffany n ben..........???? anybody else??

haha...the three of us again!!! i was asking tiffany what are the things we will b doing if we were to go for the course ytd lor...who knows today the news came...ahahaha!!! still not sure where the course will b held....but i no need to worry coz got tiffany going wif me...=) my best partner!!! ^_^

reached woodlands le..den we went sweetalk dere AGAIN!! ahaha....=x....after tat we walked home lor...on the way home..we saw 1 lady...de backview really look like hazel leh...the first time i c...i tot it was hazel lor...LOL.....=) n also got talked abt many many secrets....=x......

reached home le....used comp. a while...den i went out again...went shopping...=x.....bought a skirt n a bermuda...quite nice lor...but now im looking for tops now...=)....tink i post till here bah...buaiix...

just now on the way back frm orchard to woodlands...really reminds me of alot things...we talked abt many things....which brought me back alot of memories....i find it difficult to forget it....everything seems so precious....

i cant bear to let it go....i really nid to cherish it....it is really very precious....i just went to read tiffany's blog...the post which she posted after comp. de....i suddenly felt so sad la....=(

national comp. coming le...i noe it does not got to do wif me anymore........but no matter wat...tiffany n i will still support u all de...=)
NA n AC all the way!!! go go go!!!

cherish the present.....remember the past....it is worth it....u won't regret....memories are worthwhile...

just now went to watch "Men in White" wif tiffany n ben....or wat u call...."gui arh! gui arh!"

but at first took train to orchard to meet tiffany...den took train back to woodlands....on the way back...talked abt many things lah....n we also some sort of planning a surprise for 'erhem' la....cant wait for tat day to come...=)

n btw....we really got 'mo qi' or wat u called chemistry la....as wat mentioned by daddy last time lor...i remembered last time was wat "2nd degree burn???" =x...really funny la...

"我会去"....."我也会去"....."我们一起去!!"

wahahaha!!! den met ben at cwp...go buy tickets le...den walked ard....the movie was quite funny la...also quite lame...i could hear ben laughing in the middle of the show lor....LOL.....

the next movie i want to watch is....shrek?? any1 want to watch??? sms me yeah!!!

i really want nc gathering lah...but time dun allows...everybody like busy like tat leh....haix...nxt time bah.... *zi wo an wei*......=x

sometimes im thinking...wat would happen to me if all these things nvr happened...

what if i didnt joined sjab??
what if i didnt joined comp.???
what if i weren't the nc commander??
what if the team was left alone when nc is at the edge of breaking off??
what if there isnt any instructors to train us when nc was......???
what if i nvr got to know tiffany??
what if tiffany wasnt my sub-com to help me up??

if all these does not happened...i dun think dere would be the ME now....=(

Give me 1 'ha' ~~~~"HA!"
Give me 2 'ha'~~~~"HA! HA!"
Give me 3 'ha'~~~~" HA! HA! HA!"
Give me many many 'ha' ~~~~"HA HA HA HA HA!!!"

i noe is random....but all these suddenly came to my mind....mayb it is interesting bah...^_^
n i want to bring to the point tat...im not referring to any1....so dun b angry kk??=)

stay happy always!! b cheerful!!!....

ytd didnt post coz i lazy....=x...
on monday, went to sleep at 6.30pm like tat den woke up at 12am....den 1am went back to sleep...till 10am++...pro hor??
ytd stayed at home...didnt really do anything...slacked ard at home....

today also the same....today woke up at 2.30pm =x....*lazy pig me*....
used comp....lazy to do hmwk....bleah...=x...
btw...tmr going to watch "Man in White" wif tiffany n ben....any1 want to go???if want den sms me lor..=)

im finally back frm the camp!!! n i survived through it!! WOOhOO!!

~~friday~~
went to sch wif tiffany....was having a hard time carrying our stuffs to sch lor...=x ...was separated into different platoons....den blah blah....at night got sentry duty....my station was at the canteen dere...was quite ok lor..but before tat dere was fire drill lor....

~~saturday~~
the day was quite alright...is just tat we also got road march..walked frm to sch to vista park....n frm vista park to sch....den tat night no sentry duty but....we had fire drill early in the morning at 5am....

~~sunday~~
had public duty competition....i actually tied wif benjamin de...but in the end...i won!! 50/50!! wahahahaha=x....kidding oni...i got the best first aider for sec 2 batch...!!was so happy la....=) den at night got camp fire....alot of instructors n officers came down lor...i enjoyed the part when we had to dance round the camp fire lor!! is so fun la!!!! enjoyed it lot!!!

~~monday~~
finally last day of camp le...today basically was nothing much lor...was just cleaning up of stuffs....n did some area cleaning....but before we went home....dere was a prize giving ceremony...n i gotten 3 awards....=x.....best sec 2 first aider....best performer in campfire night...n last of all....the best female cadet!!!! was so happy la!!! benjamin also got the best male cadet!!! congrats!!
after tat stayed ard in the sch...coz we cant go home...due to the rain....gossiped ard...ate tidbits...n also had whatever 'du du bird' thingy....im 'du du bird no.1' yeah...=x LOL....

tink tats all bah...feeling very tired now...nid sleep...=x...will post agn if im not so tired later....

last of all....HAPPY BIRTHDAY INSTRUCTOR HAZEL!!!

camp will start in less than 2 hrs time...!!
it is the time to prove to seniors our ability!!!
all must JIAYOU kk!!! KAMPATEH!!!
SJAB camp!! here i come...!! wahahaha =p
miss me yeah!! i noe i bhb....=x