actually...im really looking forward to comp. de leh...
and it is just 1 day away..

and im determined that i shall not cry this time...
my one and only last year joining comp...
but after reading their blogs...made me feel like crying even more...
their expressions...made me thought of how i felt last 2 years...
the fear of losing...who are our competitors...
and the feeling is yet...anxious.. happy....and scared...

and i think this year...after the very last bersurai...
i think i will shed my tears...TEARS OF JOY

if we won...i will definitely cry...becoz im really glad
i will b very glad that we made it this year...
after going through 3 years..we had finally endure through it...
with all the tears...and laughters...
it is definitely worth it...
and we did not disappoint them
in fact...we have made them and ourselves proud...right NA? =D

if unfortunately...we lost...
i would have to say sorry...
but instead...im happy with ourselves...
we did not disappoint them and ourselves...
we've made it to comp. tgt...as a team...
a team which is 3 years old...*sounds very old..=x*
which i will treasure it alot....and rmb in my heart forever...
instead...we are CHAMPION in our hearts...=D
we WON!
we shld be happy about it...

and im also happy with myself...being able to participate in comp.
to represent RS SJAB for the last time...
to be part of the BIG ST JOHN FAMILY!
i did not regret at all...=D

we are all winners at the end of the day...right! =D

anyone willing to lend me a shoulder on saturday? haha