things can never go back to the past anymore...
there's no way it can b resume to what it is like anymore...
no more...no more solutions...no matter what you can think of...it would never helps...so.... no use telling me all sorts of things...

so what if im recognised? be it by them or whoever?? i bet no one give it a damn...
they must be thinking "so what u got it?? are u fit to achieve that?? i can be better than you!"

me myself know that i does not have those qualities that mdm soh mentioned yesterday...but...
after yesterday...ppl must be thinking..."why they got 2?..while we only have 1?" lots of question marks in their mind....isn't it??
i bet so..

no matter what i do...it may appear that im putting a false front or whatever...i can never know what are they thinking...
as what i say...efforts are wasted...