sorry..
i had to take the step...
i know you all would hate me...
but i won't blame you...
you may scold...curse me or whatever behind my back...(or in front of me) as much as you can....

im forced to do so...
dun ask me why...there's a reason behind it..

**edited**
fyi...the step im refering to...is not the thing u are talking abt...
it is another matter.
no one knows abt it yet....and there's no point for me to tell the whole world abt it... mayb no one would care whether im still in it anot...
though ppl may think tt it is a very impt post...
but sry...i dun think so... the ppl in it might not think the same...
they might treat me as if im invisible....