i was reading through my past posts just now...
and i realised only for this year...many things happened...
not only just reading through, i also did some edits to my blog posts....
i've deleted some stuffs...as i want to forget them and erase off from my memories.
i've decided to LET GO.....and i dun want to continue on anymore...
i feel that...it is not what i wanted..it is not the life i wanted...
i want to be ME MYSELF and I
i don't want to live for the sake of anyone else.
i want to live for myself.

things has changed for the better...and some has changed for the worse?
no one can be satisfied with everything
everyone has it own personality
but some is really cannot be tolerated.
everyone has aims and targets, which we want to achieve
the goal that i want to achieve now is....to get the "7"

maybe i shall start from today...or tomorrow?
to be committed to the involvements that im involved now...
main comm, comp and sjab...and most importantly the chi o'lvl that is coming soon next week.
but firstly i have to apologised that due to main comm, i might be affecting comp. trainings instead..so ya. sorry.

advance nco course forms has been submitted to miss ong this morning..
which means they would be going for the course in 2 weeks time..
wish them good luck in advance...=)


*i will never forget the 4 sentences*

i know after this post...sumo might think that i've got something wrong...but nvm..
i understand..=)