Nat Comp 2013, a Beautiful Ending

Sunday was their Nat. Comp...and they did extremely well!!! 

Really feel so proud of them and they indeed proved to us that they are the BEST!!!

AA 8

1st in Footdrill

3rd in First Aid Long Case

Overall 3rd!!!

AC 8

3rd in Footdrill!!!

NC 10

1st in Home Nursing

1st in Footdrill

Overall 3rd!!!

Super happy with NC results....as I really didn't expect them to get 1st for Home Nursing...I don't dare to pin such high hopes on that as I don't want them to be stressed up and partly so that won't be so disappointed

While waiting for their home nursing case, was telling Wenjun that actually I really hoped that NC could get something back for Home Nursing...one of the reasons was because to compensate my regrets for not being able to go for Nat. Comp due to H1N1 four years back.. And THEY DID IT!!

Can't believe it when they announced that we got 1st in Home Nursing and I started screaming and tearing like dunno what... 😁

And we met our goal!! To get something back for footdrill!!

Thank you NC!!! Now...I would have no regrets anymore...

Not forgetting AA and AC, you all did really well also!! Even though I wasn't directly involved in your trainings...no matter what...thank you very much for letting me to be a part of this big family...

I really appreciate it!!!

The feeling that I have when the teams were going into the waiting room in the morning was that...'it might gonna be their last time... And also mine too'

Don't know to feel happy or sad at that point of time...just wished that time will past by faster...all of them to be able to learn something from the comp.

Now that everything has ended...the teams will have to go back to focus on their studies...instructors also...we will be seeing one another lesser.... The feeling was....is everything going to end just like that?

No matter what... RSS SJAB!!! We are the best!!!

RSS SJAB

RSS camp has ended...
and this camp might be the last corps camp that I will be involved in the planning..

many things that happened throughout these 2 years... and what happened during the camp was just one of the factors that made me broke down...and made the decision

I don't blame anyone or anything for what has happened.... nobody is at fault...
it maybe due to the reason that the environment and the culture is no longer "suitable" for me to stay on.. or perhaps myself being unable to adapt to the situation could be the main reason...

No matter what.... I still thank RSS SJAB for giving me the opportunity to learn and also lead the cadets.. and seeing batches of cadets passing out every year...I would feel a sense of satisfaction...even though I may not be directly involved in their learning process but still... I would still like to say THANK YOU

and of course RSS SJAB for who am I now...without them... I would not have the opportunity to be the OIC of RSS SJAB for these 2 years... which I really treasure it...



not forgetting the friendship and bonds that was formed during my 8 years in RSS SJAB.. from Sec 1 till now

of course not forgetting my batch mates.. though we may not be as close to each other.. we may have conflicts
it is fate that brings us together...to work together... to play together...
WELCOME TO MY LIFE is the song that we first sung together as a batch.. which was during the farewell party of the Sec 4s & 5s of 2006.

and also the juniors...which I treated them like my own little brothers and sisters... which I really wanted to take care of them...but then there's only "so much" that I can do for them.
I will always address those cadets as my kids whenever I am with my other officers and friends...which I really treated them like my own...

the amazing feeling that I have whenever I go for their farewell party is that "They were only just Sec 1s when they just joined us... saying they want to change cca...want to quit st john....
now they are already Sec 4s/5 already...held different roles... now they are the big sisters and brothers" is like "wah~~" the unexplainable feeling I have...


especially the 2009 batch of Sec 1s... I'm already Sec 4 when they first came in....and I didn't really had the chance to teach them or talk to them during activities... but I just felt very attached to them
I wouldn't want them to get scolded...or get punished...I just want to protect them...

Felt extremely touched when they came for the camp this year...helped me with triage...and running of the camp..(even though we spent most of the time playing in the bunk =p )
Esp. when they made an effort to come for the camp in Full Uniform, and even went to buy new uniform parts.

They helped me in handling the situation when I really felt very demoralised over what happened the night before... they know when I needed help the most....and they will lend their helping hand to me...
which I really appreciate them for the help....

Even though we are of 3 years difference...but I find no difficulties in communicating and playing with them... instead I really felt like I'm of their age when I mingle with them... I can throw away all my troubles...and really let my hair down...
I find no barriers in sharing my problems with them... even though they didn't say anything...but I can feel that they can understand where I'm coming from...

They are the group of people whom we can have fun together...laugh together... play together... eat together... joke together... and also the people whom I can trust....and cry in front of them(LOL!)
I will definitely treasure this bond between us....

Of course not forgetting Gavin...THANK YOU for guiding me throughout my Officership.. Esp. when it comes to Corps matters...you indeed helped me a lot in solving issues and problems...
RSS SJAB wouldn't have come so far without your guidance.

And also the Teachers... I would say that it has been a really good experience working with you all...
I really learnt many things from you all.. be it SJ matters... or school matters.. I really benefitted a lot.

THANK YOU Ms Teo for being my big sister during these 4 years... I would say I did enjoy the time that we worked together.. and sometimes I really cant helped laughing at your funny comments/complaints. I did learnt a lot during my time in RSS SJAB... and without RSS SJAB..
I will not be what I am now... RSS SJAB did play a very big role in my life..

RSS SJAB...THANK YOU for leaving good memories with me in my SJ journey
I will always remember you...the people...and everything

I really APPRECIATE and THANKFUL for what I have now.

I still can't forget him

2 months since my internship ended.... Has been spending time at home with mama taking care of ah boy... And also Sjab.... Going down for activity....

Whenever I go for cca, I really felt meaningless....really... It feel as if that I'm going down for the sake of doing it.... No longer see the purpose anymore...

However, after the recent issue... Which I had the chance to have 'heart to heart' talk with them.. I felt that I've the responsibility to teach them how to handle face challenges... I NEED and I CAN play a part to guide them

They all have the capability.... They have the 心 and hope for the best of the corps...and they want the cadets to learn as much as possible... Is just that they would need to learn how to adapt to changes and play by the ear.... As things does not always go with their way all the time... At times, we would need to learn to overcome obstacles

POP for the sec 4s next week.... We haven't had such Passing out parade for the graduating seniors before.... And not to mention about the handing over parade that we had last year... Hopefully all these new initiatives can continue on to the next few batches...and of course new ideas are definitely welcomed!

The 4th farewell party I'm going to attend ever since I graduated.... 4th batch of cadets I've seen them from Sec 1 all the way to Sec 4.... Some even Sec 5....

Though some I've not personally taught them.... It feel as if my group of kids have grown up.... And embarking on their next phase of life.... At least I've tried and managed to be part of their journey.. Even it's just a tiny weeny part.... At least I know I've tried

几年前的今天.....

Year 2012

Year 2012 has indeed been a happening year for me... New challenges, new experience, new attempts, new milestone

Taking up new roles.. Moving up to a different level.. Embarking to a new phase of my life..

Firstly for school.. Final year of poly life.. Moving on to 3rd year of poly, now left another 6 weeks left to go for internship.. Soon I will be waiting for graduation.. And I would have to make a decision on what I want move on after poly.. Whether to work first, or to continue studying... Is another big decision that I have to think about thoroughly

But then, for internship in Ascendas is definitely an eye-opening experience for me.. I learnt that working in the society is really different from what I imagined.. Specifically into working in a office environment, it's not as easy as what I initially thought..
Nevertheless, I did enjoyed myself during these 4 months

Secondly, family..
New family member added.. The arrival of Kayden has definitely changed my view of FAMILY.. A baby really brings joy to the family.. But then I would have to overcome my own barrier... Which I have always been struggling very hard to do so

2012 has really been an eventful year..

1. ANCOC POP
2. Zone Comp
3. Arrival of Kayden
4.Annual Camp
5. Internship at Ascendas
6. NCOC 2012
And the list goes on...

I can say that I bring back many things after every event.. In terms of learning point.. Experience.. Different impact..

However.. Especially for NCOC.. Which had definitely made an impact in me.. Even though it has been my 3rd year in NCOC.
Every year, as all of move on, taking up different roles at different levels.. Different perspective.. Which made me think differently at every aspect..
Which also made me discover myself in depth..

Hopefully 2013 will be a better year for everyone... And most importantly everybody to stay healthy and happy!!
Happy new year!!

I'm so bored in office now that i'm actually updating my blog now...=.=
2 months of internship as of this week...
3 more weeks, and i'm halfway through this 22 weeks internship!!

it's already going to be the end of the year already....
many things are ending... and at the same time starting soon...
NCO course starting this week... same goes to comp training also.
hopefully those kiddos will be able to survive/do well during these 3 months..
whereby wenjun and benedict will be "promoted" to "big ones" after they finished their o'levels 2 weeks later.. hahaha

at least for now, i can hand over comp trainings to them at ease...
shall pray hard that this can go on at least for the next 1 year... hehehe
what i'm looking forward to now is the homecoming event next year!
which this will be one of the "largest" scale event that i've done before... if this event were to go on successfully! =)))

1 month since start of internship!

Work has been fun up till now...
at least i'm enjoying what i'm doing right now... (Y)

3rd week of internship alrdy...

work was still alright for the first 2 weeks...
at least it was still fun with the staffs and also intern there...
until this temp staff came....and shared the same room with me...
totally spoils the atmosphere...
irritating!

last paper finally ended on last tuesday!
which was the last paper of my poly life!

currently waiting for internship to start next monday!

Home is not like a home to me now...it's seems to be just a place for me to eat sleep and bathe and nothing else

I can no longer be myself at home..where I need to see other people's attitude when that person is living in my house now yet my while family has to bear with that person shitty attitude..

Now even when I want to study for my exam, I still have to trouble where can I go to study when the library is closed! When I could actually do it at home!

3 more papers to go and I will be done with year 3 sem 1, then followed by 22 weeks internship.. Then I'll be done with poly!!!

Finally met up with Huiying and Weihao on friday after 3 months plus.. Sj was still our main topic of discussion as usual.. But it was still fun gossiping about people with them though... Hahaha
It was still an awesome meet-up!

Saw Tiffany on the bus while on the way home.. The feeling was really great being able to meet up with your friends after a long time.. At least I know that I would be able to see them again very soon!

Went window shopping with mama earlier on in the afternoon... Didnt buy anything but at least spent time with mama alone..

Brought her to coffee bean to try the cheesecake... Hahaha

National competition was last Sunday...
And they got 7th in overall...

Maybe is because 我看开了 that's why I wasn't much affected by the results.. Hahahaha

Now that nat comp has ended, the 'busy period' is sort of ended up till now
This would mean that they would have to focus in their o levels
And I would have less people to mingle and talk 'crap' with whenever I go down

I will definitely miss chatting and cracking jokes with them

Im glad that i went for their training this morning...
even though i woke up at 9.30 when their training starts at 9... LOL

this will be their last comp before they graduate
hope throughout these 3 years... it has been a memorable experience for them
not only for them.. but also for me..

though there's nothing im able to train them when i was down just now..
but at least i went for lunch with them...
actually did not plan to go for lunch with them..

but im glad that i went..
it's always the chit chat session that we always have after meals that made comp trainings memorable
and wenjun said that i only went for lunch with them only once for comp trainings this year..><
which i really felt guilty about it when he said it... =(

they always dont fails to make me feel guilty and very touched with their words
which is also part of the reason why i felt very attached to this batch of Sec 4s
i treat them just like little brothers and sisters to me..
just a very special feeling to them...

last week of holidays...
and after this week it shall be start of year 3 term 2, then followed by internship...

has been talking with mama about the holiday plans that i intend to have after my internship...
that's when i really can take a break from everything...
and at least do something i really like...

Home is not like to home to me now...

Kayden is not even 2 months old and everything is like chaos...
every now and then is like on standby...coz anytime a war could just like break out even over minor stuffs

up till now it's not even 3 months...worse to say to wait for another 3 years..
everyone in the house will get depression seriously...

i feel that i can no longer return home feeling relaxed..and be myself even at home...
i still have to put on a mask....not even when im in my own house...

when will all these things end!!

it has been long since i last posted a proper blog post...

14th april... lil kayden came to the world...
papa and mama became ahgong and ahma...
erjie and i became ahyi~

at least there's something for me to look forward to whenever i come home from school...
is to play with kayden!!

i felt so accomplished when i managed to carry kayden when i did not dare to do so cause baby are so soft~~
but whenever i carried him...and he looked at me into my eyes... (Y)
the feeling is... ^^
and up till now.. i managed to feed him for twice alrdy!

cant wait for him to be able to see clearly.. and can crawl... that would be so fun!! (Y)


week 6 already.. and next week would be mst already...
then followed by 3 weeks hols... term 2....
actually i do look forward to internship though...

which means that i'm completing my poly studies soon!!

the last time i posted was about the arrival of little kayden~
now...he's one month old already!!!

Baby Kayden is born on 14th April!!

Benedict's batch farewell just now~
it has been the 3rd farewell i've attended since my batch's farewell...

i guess i'll really miss them... maybe is because im the youngest in the family..so i treated them as my own xiaodidi and xiaomeimei
i also don't understand why... I just got a special feeling for all of them~
whereby i feel that i'll tend to dote them more...

of course i would hope that they would come back after their o'levels.. but still if they are not willing, of course i wouldnt force them...

all the best to them! =)))

I'm so proud of them!!

AA-Champion!
AC-2nd!
NC-3rd!

currently at hq... preparing for zone comp later...

dont know why am i exceptionally excited/nervous this time...
it has be the 3rd year im training teams, or maybe becoz of the number 3~ LOL

比賽不是比誰比較厲害,反而它就像是考試一樣, 看看你到底學會了多少...
this was what he said to the teams this morning...
and i really find it reasonable...

but then i seriously hope that the teams would not get too complacent...
i afraid... the higher the expectations, the more the disappointment
i dont wish they would experience the same thing... as it was not a very good feeling...

really hoping that everything will go on smoothly for them and us later on...


and im feeling hungry now~

?

2 weeks into holiday..

Mostly spent on sj..

Is not that it's a very boring or ??? Just now it seems that I just lack of the 'push' to do things..

Perhaps is becoz after this year.. Everything will be different.. Totally different.. Not to say slight change..

Went for meeting last sat.. They mentioned abt riverside being a 'powerful' corps.. Yes I do agree to a certain extent.. Becoz for the past few years we've got 'manpower'

But I wonder what would happen after this year? Or rather after comp..

I guess our legacy would have to come to a end sooner or later..

No need to wait till the time when it's in their turn.. I guess..it might just fall in my hands..

I just hope that AA would consider coming back after their Os...

If not I think..i might take the step which I dont wish to do so at all..

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exam is over!! (Y)
here comes holiday!

this also means coming to an end of year 2....

this holiday....i'll try to do as much as possible..other than sj...(i hope so)

will things go as planned? hope so?

one week of tests has finally ended~
2 more weeks~ 2 more paper...
and im done with year 2!

and here comes holiday!
at least i can have the free time to do something i like...

this holiday...
-baking
-cooking
-maybe cross stitch?

it's CNY!!
haha...i think it's a little too late uh.. but still it's still the 11th day of CNY mah.. still can collect angbao~ hehehe

1st 2 days was as usual...

1st day went gugu house...

wore the same colour with erjie this year... LOL

and both my 小宝贝 also wore the same colour too! ^^

2nd day went ahma house...

wore the same colour with erjie also...

but erjie and mama wore the same blouse...but different colour.. lol

五姨 and 二姨丈 was asking me how old am i this year...

then i said 19....

they said cannot say 19! must say 18! every year 18 mah! HAHAHA!

hmm... this cny was better then what i've expected?

hope this dragon year would be a good one... O.o

HUAT AH!

felt like blogging... but i dont know what to post about...=.=

1st 3 weeks of 2012~
so far so good?
at least for this month...there's something for me to look forward to or rather something for me to do at the end of the week...

7th Jan.... ANCOC 2011 POP at hq...
seeing those kids passing out from the course...
seriously speaking... didnt really have any special feelings though...
even though i felt more attached to Sierra'11 as compared to Alpha'10, my heart still goes towards Alpha'10 leh... haha
perhaps they were my first grp of kids that i took when i first joined ANCOC bah? haha
but Sierra'11 is cuter la... haha
at least from this course... got ah boy and boyboy.... AHAHAHA
not only those kids... this course was really a gd opportunity to get to know the other G6....LOL
like wita..jierui... if w/o them... i can imagine how "lonely" i would be during the whole course.. HAHAHA

14th Jan... COC at BP

nothing much though..
Eric Sir step down...Jerry Sir take over...
O.o
wonder what are the changes gonna be?

this week... looking forward to CNY! hehehe!

28th Jan...AGM...
a new start for RSS..
hope this year wont be that BAD~ for us.... *fingers cross*

2nd week since school start...

hope everything will be fine for this year?

didnt really set any resolutions for this year...just hope that things will go on smoothly

i was thinking whether shld i do up a summary for 2011 just like what i did for 2o10.... O.o

what i can say is... 2011 就这样过去了~

another few minutes...it's gonna be the last day of 2011....and it gonna be 2012...

frankly speaking...im rather looking forward to 2012..hope that it can also just phew~ and it's 2013 already...><
partly is because i'll be having 6 months internship =.= for the next half of the year...which i wished it will be over fast fast...=x

what i wish for is 2012 can be a good one for everyone...at least for me in studies wise...
but i doubt it will be good one at home...which i've to "endure" for the next 3 years...=.=

MST ended... which means holiday!!

also at the same time... ANCOC 2011 also ended ytd..

frankly speaking, as compared to last year.. i felt more attached to this year's Sierra as compared to last year's Alpha...
I also don't understand why...
if i were to compare the amount of time spent with them, i spent more time with Alpha '10 than Sierra'11... O.o
nevertheless, it has come to an end...
it was a new experience anyway...

during this course... i made new friends... and at the same time.. i ALMOST lose a friend too...
which really sort of letting me think through about what has happened
this course made me reflects on many things...

it also made realised...what i really want...

3 more weeks to 2012...
gonna do up my 2011 summary soon

hope it will be a good year ahead?

好久没来这里了....

week 6 alrdy.... and one more week is gonna be mst alrdy...O.o
which is also ancoc camp also...
gonna study during camp once again...=.=

shall post again after mst... if not jiu end of year alrdy... O.o

went for kl study trip last thursday and friday...
still ok la... the night part at hotel room was rather fun uh... LOL...

ANCO briefing day last sat...
hope it will be better this coming sat uh? O.o

2nd week of sch...
den going for KL study trip this thursday and friday... hope it will be fun uh...

whatever will be will be

i dont know what happened to me just now...
i've actually argued with my mum about them...till the extent that i started crying...
perhaps is because i drank abit just now.. after effects uh?

i just dont understand why my parents doesnt seems to be affected by all these things that are happening in the family?!
how and why can they just accept everything...like take and go?
she is my sister! your DAUGHTER!
maybe im just being too sensitive la...but still...

they obviously does not know what they actually want?!
even up till now...
pls la..like any other girls..dont u wish to have a nice and grand wedding?
at least presentable la...
no bride car...u also can accept...
might as well take bus go get married la!
pls la...it's one of the most important day of ur life leh...dont u wish to have a really nice one?

it's not like i trying to say bad things about them...
but still..if these little things cant be achieved, how can we expect us to trust or believe that he will give u happiness
if all these things u cant provide...how can u guarantee the rest in the future!?
how are we gonna trust u in that!?

i just cannot accept that up till now...2 weeks away from the day...
everything i saw was what was done from my family...my mum...
what about u?

seriously... from then till now...barely more than half a year...
perhaps it's my own perception and opinion O.o
but still..... i dont know what i can do now...

went to visit ahma on monday... and ahma can go home le!! ^^
waited very long for the medicine before we can actually go off~

looking at the amount of medicine that ahma has to take... one whole bag!
heart pain siah~ =(
hope ahma will be fine very soon...

阿嬷! 我爱你!

aunt called to inform that ahma is admitted to the hospital...
hope she's alright!
get well soon ah ma! i love you! <3

and papa had to remind me of the dream that i had previously...
praying hard that it WILL NOT come true!

i have to stop thinking whenever i see the DATE...
it's just @$#^$#&$*%^(

something happened in the family...
which is causing the atmosphere to be like #$#%$#^$%^#
which i dont like...
but no matter what i've got to say... it won't change anything either though..
it would just add on to troubles

我看不起不负责任的男人!

sometimes i really wish that my parents get angry...
at least i would know what is going on

1st week of holiday started...

went for la-kopi session with mandy, meixia, szehui and mr jamie chong at astons in the afternoon....
haha...really very funny leh...and the topic regarding zouk....LOL
mandy~ we very guai de right...^^

den in the evening, went to watch smurfs 2 at amk hub...
damn cute! really worth watching!
smurfilicious!

last paper today~

since im awake now....
and im slacking while im supposed to study ccs
i shall update my blog den...

supposed to go out to study with sheila "today" (wed)... instead last minute lazy~
want to sleep more.. end up didnt go...
slept till 1pm+ den wake up...=x

didnt study anything at all for the whole day~ so now compensate back lo~
since i wun be able to fall asleep so fast cause' just now sleep too much alrdy =x

had efc paper on tuesday...
wanted to stay in school to study ccs after the efc...
who knows i forgotten to bring my notes..
and i fell asleep after studying for barely 1 hour plus...=.=

hmph..hmm still thinking of what to do during the upcoming vacation...
thought of getting a job..but duno what job to find..O.o
haix..perhaps just spend my time at home though..
no need to spend money going out...O.o heh...

last week of sch....
and im left with 2 more school days! =D
but followed by 3 weeks of exams though...

National Day today...
nothing much though..stayed at home...
did tutorials....

wanted to nua all day long...but still..someone just came to spoil everything...
dont care...just ignore..

hmph!
end of 5th week...
2 more week of sch....
exams for 3 weeks...
den end of sem 1!

hols for 6 weeks! (Y)

end of 3rd week of school... and it's FRIDAY! ^^
another 4 weeks...followed by tests and exams...
6 weeks break again! ^^

has been going back to rs for the past 2 fridays...
hmph...don't how to say leh... O.o

but today hasnt been tt bad though...hehe
met up with huiying for cheap and good food and clementi...HEH...
went back to rs... chit chat a while with mr jamie chong (Y)
haha... his standard question whenever he see me... " got boyfriend anot?!"
haha he's even more concern than my parents siah! haha
had fun talking with him though! hehe...=)

a quick post before i go back to tutorials again~

went to ndp preview last saturday with gavin huiying and the weihao(s)...LOL
best part was the fireworks~ HEHE...

first week of term 2 ended...
now 2nd week... still got another 7 more weeks to go *fingers cross*

looking forward to saturday though...
coz finally can go out with papa and mama liao~

looking forward to next holiday alrdy...><

since june is gonna end soon and july is coming soon...

i shall post abt the first half of the year before i forget them.. o.o

this year really passes very fast.... zoom~ half a year gone alrdy...

perhaps...lots of events makes time pass faster...O.o

started 2011 being busy with zone pre....
invitaitons...lalalala
also ended jan with zone pre on jan 23...

and soon after tt is cny...
den exam...
den end of feb...

which was the start of my "St John" hols...and OTC

it was practically a month full of sj...
mon-fri all comp trainings

monday and thursday down to siling..

tuesday wednesday and friday down to riverside...
saturday otc..

indeed crazy man... =x

speaking of OTC...

it's definitely the WORSE camp that i've attended up till now...

yet it's the most impactful one...
whereby i learnt really many things from it...and made me reflected alot...

zone comp...

riverside won 1st for ac and 2nd for nc...

this zone comp... really made me think and learnt alot being a trainer...

which makes me understood the definition of........

april....end of otc... nat comp...

den start of year 2....

and i turned 18....

may... otc pop... which i really felt glad about it....=)

den followed by june...

rs camp....den followed by holiday...

the last 3 days...has really made me think alot...
many many things...
and it has also made me realised many things...

which i dun seems to be able to put it in words...

one more paper to go tmr...den end of term test lo! (Y)
term test started last friday coz got 6 modules...
which means this week...had 5 papers straight...including tmr...
or rather 6 papers this week...coz still got GEMS...

rss annual camp tmr...
which i haven started packing yet...and i dun intend to...
shall pack tmr which i get home tmr after sch~ =x



sometimes... i was wondering...
whether is that a need or rather purpose for me to be present...
just like what mentioned... i agree la... with or without..they are seriously self-sufficient enough to go on their own...
den why did i take tt step instead?!
whenever i go down...i really duno what can i do there...
which makes me really ponder alot...=.=

shall see bah...
mayb the next 3 days will make me change my views again? O.o

OTC POP yesterday!!

so gonna fly like a G6! ~
HAHA

papa and mama came!! =D

den in the evening went for dinner cum appointment ceremony at seletar country club...



overall...it was a good good day! ^^

week 5 of sch alrdy...
another 1 week plus gonna be term test...and next friday is accounts paper alrdy...-.-

supposed to be in school now...but really very lazy.....
and it's 3 hrs lecture...=.=
and there's gems in the afternoon =x

but still...can spend time with papa today....=D
later papa bringing me out to order uniform...=D
hehe

OTC POP this saturday!
finally!
papa mama gonna attend it! (Y)

thank you ppl for all those birthday wishes!

had lunch with szehui on friday...
went for steamboat "yesterday" at amk with isabel huying and ah goh..Thank you!!
Friday...gonna have sushi with szehui! ^^




seriously...i really cant understand...
it's only like 1 month plus...and now you are thinking about applying for hdb flats...
what's the rush!?

and put aside that...it's not that ahma will be like going anywhere or will run away..
what's the point of rushing to meet ahma...
people are moving house...and they are busy shifting their stuffs..
why must u go there to disturb people..

it's not like u wun be going to ahma's house to celebrate mothers' day..
what first time go there...too many people..will scared..
scared? dun go la.. go some other day la..
people trying to move house...they nid time to settle down and pack mah!

now i really agree...
first impression really counts...
be it say...attire..how you dress

first time visit to people's house..and worse...girlfriend's house to visit her parents and have dinner
t-shirt and short...
not those bermudas leh! those ppl wear to sleep tt type!
his first impression to me...has been really bad....

me to change my views towards him?
perhaps..wait a little longer....=.=

school has started for a week...
and im already looking forward to the next holiday...=.=

last saturday went ecp with sj peeps...
cycling...
i shall learn roller blading the next time i go there...=D

seriously...i really don't know what i actually wants...
i seems to be just waiting for time to pass day by day...

at least i've got something to look forward to this week...
going out with mama tmr...=)

2 more days before sch reopens....O.o

monday-wednesday...
seh at home whole day...

went to orchard to shop yesterday...
bought shoes and tees...

farewell party just now....
water games was a total chaos..
totally don't know how to join in...
they were like a bunch of kids going crazy over water bombs...
like nvr play before like tt...LOL

Last day of OTC! ^^ today was exam day! which means end of OTC! (Y) Nat. Comp tmr....for AA and NC.... and i shall give myself a break for the next 1 week before school reopen on the 18th....O.o

finally... end of theory day 3.... Nat comp. tmr... AC jiayou!

Zone Comp results!
AC got Champion....and NC got 2nd! which was totally unexpected!? =x

heard from Gavin that Siling's NC got 4th!
which was what they aimed! haha
but it was really 心酸 to see them crying just now... gd try! (Y)

and of course....young mdm's de NC...wonder how did they fare....
hope it was good! (Y)

the time of the year again....

expectations? high hopes? confidence?
i don't know...
it might be because i don't dare to expect too much alrdy...
higher the expectation...higher the disappointment O.o

what i can say is to just do your very best...

OTC camp finally ended....
FINALLY~

running...route march....
and it's the first camp whereby i fell out..=(

but still i did feel satisfied that i managed to finish the 7km run on the 2nd day morning and the route march....=)

takeaway from the camp: blister on my left soles and muscle ache....
now im wondering how am i going to climb up to my bed later on... O.o

last saturday was OTC day 1.....

err...i don't know what to say about it...
all i was thinking about was to just chiong thru this course....
i don't know why...i seems to be afraid of something..but i don't know what is that
just some fear towards this course...

camp will be from this friday till monday...
hope it will be good....><
*pray hard*
after the camp...everything will be alright...*hope so*

but i'm still glad that i've got lover, 16 years old staff, yishen and erron to chiong tgt with me thru this course.... (Y)

my holiday started since last thursday.....O.o

this saturday~....suddenly so not looking forward to it...=/

one more paper to go tmr...

and holiday HERE I COME! ^^

CNY was (Y)!!!

first day of cny was spent at gugu house
second day at ahma house...
last friday went szehui's house with 4/7 peeps...

saturday...reunion with SJ peeps...
movie.."Just Go With It" was (Y)!
den dinner..lan...den Kbox till 6am in the morning...

Happy Valentines' Day ppl! ^^

cny eve today!
cny tmr! ^^

yesterday is a (Y)(Y) day... ^^

sch ends at around 11++...
came back home....went out to do manicure and pedicure...
and im prepared for CNY! ^^

went for comp. training....
den went to meet the rest at lot 1 with gavin n jiahong...

it was really a (Y) laughing session...

February would be good month yeah? coz awaiting would be March! (Y)

yeah!! cny coming! ^^

also in other words..january is ending soon! O.o

january..has been rather (Y) month for me... =)

sch reopen...
followed by recruitment day....
then zone pre....
welcome party....

(Y)

february...
cny.
den followed by exams..
HOliday! ^^

which means going to be March soon!
right STAFF? haha

yeah!! (Y)

O.o...

Zone Pre cum ANCO POC was on last sunday....
though tired..but (Y)

slept at around 5am++ the day before....
got staff to wake me up...
end up after 14 missed calls and duno how many sms...
den i managed to wake up...=x

but still (Y)
sense of satisfaction...(Y)

2 weeks since sch reopens...

these 2 weeks was basically submitting tutorials and presentations...

esp. this week...
past few days has been working on invitation cards...sending emails...meeting minutes...doing "Art and Craft"...

did art and craft yesterday night...until 3.3oam...den woke up at 7.30am in the morning to go for AGM...
4 hours of sleep...and im still awake now....LOL

went to do treatment for my hair just now...
checked with the hairdresser that they would be increasing the prices from tmr onwards due to cny...
hehe..just in time yeah! ><


i need to go shopping for clothes!

Met up with this gal on the first day of 2011, who is lying on my lap as shown above...LOL

this gal arh...went out whole day le...

still don't want go home...tsk tsk

only met up for around half an hour though...

coz being scared by 小强! haha

but i just realised..we didnt really took alot of pictures with each other leh...

the picture above is taken in 2009 de lo...><

Last day of 2010

this year really went *POOF*

last year, my last day of 2009 was spent at work.then at night, spent my time at home coz too tired le...O.o... den new year day was spent at work again...so nothing much though...

2010...
i can consider it as a quite an eventful year?

Jan...
waiting for O' level results to be released...
got to know that im going to SP
mixed feelings though... ><

Feb-Mar...
most of my time was spent on comp. trainings..
comp. results... hmm..
lesson learnt... not to be too complacent...o.O

after comp.....spent my time mostly at home...
since mama wasnt working during that period of time....

Apr... sch started... but still not used to it...
maybe is because of the long break in between....couldnt get back the momentum?

May-June
Met up with fellow 4/7 peeps.... =)





June.. Annual Camp was one of the event that i looked forward to...


it is also one of the camps that i've enjoyed the most
then followed by expedition.. but didnt managed to carry out...

dinner with them....=)


July-Aug...

it is when i was able to be involved in rs events
helped out in rs ndp parade...
managed to go down for fridays activity....
all thanks to yog breaks...=)

Sept...
2 weeks of exam week....
den followed by a long holiday until mid oct

but still managed to have a BBQ gathering with SJ ppl

Nov-Dec...
i can say that these 1-2 months has been the most "enjoyable" period of time for this year...as least for me lah...=)

ANCO Course 2010..it has been a great experience for me..to be able to work with them in the committee..as in for a first timer.. for me...

it is becoz of ANCO..which made me looked forward to every weekends during the month of November....




Committee....




Not forgetting Alpha..and my apc Sophia... =)


虽然今年发生了很多事情，有起有落
但是不发生的事，不发生也发生了，谁也阻止不了

这一切所发生的每一件事，都已成了回忆， 已成为我生活中的一部分
虽然，今年不算是很顺利，但日子还是得过下去

明天会更好! ^^

gor gor and family came over to stay over for a night yesterday..

and they left this afternoon...

en qi and en yu really very cute!

esp en yu...her cheeks is chubby dao~~~ HAHA

only managed to take pic with en qi ytd night....

the picture above was taken using webcam when i was letting her to watch cartoon from youtube using my laptop...

i paused the video halfway...and i say i want take picture...she happily agreed to it leh! ^^

but i don't why is my eyes closed in the 2nd pic....><

nvm...next time take again!

but next time..they would have grown up le!

en yu shld be able to walk le! O.o...

just finished bathing...shall post while waiting for hair to dry....

had "comp treat" at seoul garden just now....
but not really full leh...
still had space for ice-cream....=p

reached home at around 11.45 like tt just now...
papa nag liao....><
plus i didnt bring key...
but still.. (Y) day...




难道就是这样一直下去吗?

ANCO ended last saturday...
though it did not end that well...
at least it feels really good to see those small ones, all "grown up" as compared to first day...where all was like ????? HAHA

went to had lunch with Alpha after assessment day on saturday...
glad to see that they all really made new friends with each other...
not like previously whereby after everythings end..they just went off with their own corps de ppl...
but now...all buddy buddy alrdy leh! HAHA
and some ppl from my platoon also became very bhb liao leh!
mdm! what has ANCO done to them?! HAHA...jkjk!


some say they duno me....
some say i very AH BU! ><
some say i very SWEET?! O.O
some say i can be more mean?

haha...and many many more la!

most importantly...made new friends! ^^

one action to describe this course.. *thumbs up*

ANCO'10 camp!
it was indeed a great experience! ^^

though it was tiring.. but it was really great to be able to work with the committee!
esp. during campfire!

Give me one cheer! CHEER!
Give me two cheers! CHEER! CHEER!

it's alrdy the first day of december...
means 30 more days to go before 2011...
which is very very fast...O.o

this week is the last week of term 3...
means next week is term test week...=.=
but luckily monday is test on photoshop...
if not i sure die...
haven really started on revising on marketing econs..which is on tuesday and wednesday...

however..looking forward to camp though...
partly is becoz this time..no need to travel too far....HEHE

jy ANCO'10!

i don't know why...

it seems to become a routine for me post every sundays...O.o
since im not at home on saturdays for these 2 weeks....=x

sch was so far so gd....
just that projects started to come in...

tuesday..went down to hq after sch for comp. training...
luckily erron went down to help
one person took one team...
at least i won't don't know what to do for both teams...O.o

friday...
sch ended at 12....
came back..cycle to waterfront to recce the route...
the weather was SUPER good...
end up..came back with sunburn...=.=

ytd..ANCO theory day 2...
weather was not bad in the first part of the day....
sunny....hot...=.=
and i forgotten to apply sunblock...but it didnt worsen my sunburn leh...O.o

but hor...i suffered from alot mosquitoes bites there leh!!
my legs....and even my face!
now super itchy!

oh ya! got ppl say i dun look like 17 leh! =p
HAHA

past few days was.......

thursday...ends at around 4.30++..
photoshop was @#%&$#
confusing la~~~ =.=

met up with dajie at cwp after that...
bought my canvas shoes...after asking ??? times before i managed to get a size 6 shoe...
the sizes available there was like 5? 7? 8? LOL

friday...no school...
yet there's meeting at rp...
and it lasted for around 5 hrs? O.o
actually wanted to go waterfront de...but end up it started raining...=x\
NV REN! i want go cycling!! =D

ytd..ANCO theory day 1....
the weather was really hot initially...
which ended up me having red nose at the end of the day~
overall..for the first day...i find it still ok leh..
a gd experience though...

looking forward to theory day 2 though...
partly is becoz i would be having lecture...
next is becoz my APC would be back...haha

reached home at around 10.30...
papa mama n dajie was even later than me..
they only reached home after i finished bathing...LOL
fell asleep soon after i laid on my bed... nua~

today leh...
woke up at around 10....
but still..lazy to wake up...
sleep until 12+ den wake up....
laze around at home....
yadaa yadaa~

currently in GEMs class now...
practically falling asleep soon=.=

has been sneezing since morning...
which makes me feel even more tired...*yawns*

8am lesson today.....and have to wait till 3pm until GEMs end..
but never mind...gonna meet up with north pole later to makan ^^

coz im hungry~~

i wonder if im was too bored or what...
i actually went to count the number of days left for this year=x

wednesday was the 300th day..which means today is 302nd day..
means 63 days left? ^^ HAHA

ends at 12pm today..
went to cwp to buy lunch...and i saw miss ong there! =D

going out with dajie later? O.o

空虚

sch starts today...
yet im looking forward to the next holiday alrdy..=p

sem 2 timetable....
still not bad leh...mostly ends at around 1pm...
except for mondays n thursdays...which ends at 5+..
and wednesdays ends at 3...coz got GEMS

was telling sheila that i was actually looking forward to weekends nowadays..
coz it seems that time passes faster....poof!
2 more weeks...november alrdy....
den another 2 more months...
here comes 2011...

went to help out in the concert today...
see the children dancing...very cute!

still got one girl...her shoe dropped while dancing...
and her reactions also very cute...HAHA

went off to meet meixia to go mr chong's house..
went to jurong popular while waiting for her...
bought a few storybooks..=)

she sit cab come fetch me...LOL...
den off we go to sengkang...=)
but the journey very long....=.=

took bus back from sengkang to woodlands...
around an hour journey...
sleepy~
reached home at around 11pm...

but still...managed to meet up with 4/7 peeps!
mandy dun ps liao hor! =p...

only managed to fall asleep at around 4am+ ytd night....
and i had to wake up at around 7 this morning....=.=

full-dress rehearsal for er's sch de graduation concert....
and it is at SPCC..O.o

click click press press..
basically is sit in the control room press computer....HEHE

but sit up there...got full view of stage leh...
can get to see the children dancing...
very cute siah...
esp. got those boy boy....shake it! shake it! HAHA
and their costume also very de BLING BLING....
shiny shiny de....HAHA





hmmmmmmmmm

Hmm.....

我是你

A) 爱的人

B) 很爱的人

C) 非常爱的人

D) 永远爱的人

你会选哪一个?

it rained again this morning....
at first i thought it gonna rain like last last friday....
thunder..lightning....blackout...and im alone at home again...=x


went for activity again....
MOI FA...
really helped me to revise my fa....O.o


hmm...accepted the offer...
hope i would be able to learn something new bah...O.o
=D

last paper! =D

which means the start of my 4 weeks hols....
but i've got nothing on hand to keep me occupied! =x

what is the story of the elephant and mice?
cant seem to rmb leh..=x

had BBQ with sj peeps just now...
downstairs...at mandai tekong park there...=D

had advance birthday celebration for sept and oct babies...=D
hope they enjoyed it.... ^^

AVS paper on monday....

ytd...
meet up with peeps to go back to rs....

"Pursue and do what what you really like when you are still young..Don't wait till when you are older and have other commitments or else you would regret" - Mr Jamie Chong

he always asked me the same question whenever i get to see him in sch...
which really let me ponder about many many things...

am i really happy with what im doing right now?
is this what i really wanted?
is all my time spent worth it?

go for something..which i really like...and i really wished for...
and do them when im still young....

quite true...but.....
maybe i really need to think about it.....

Happy Teachers' Day!

went for activity just now....

it was raining like MAD in the morning...
yet the weather in the afternoon was like CRAZY...the sun was scorching hot! ><

helped to invigilate the ZIP paper...
and i looked through the question paper...
most of the questions i know how to do leh! =p
and some of them are from the list of questions that i've came out with last year! haha

and the sec 3s were like telling me that the ZIP mcq paper that the sec 1s were taking just now... is far more easier than the one that they taken last time...which was set by me de...
they kept saying that the paper tt they had was very difficult...
esp. the question on the different photos de...HEHE

den went off early to meet northpole for dinner
walked up and down...
and someone wants to see HIM hor...trying to find guy wearing white..
and say want to drag HIM hor?
next time u see HIM....must do hor...den sms me and tell me..if not call me also can...
dun drag the wrong person can liao...LOL! =D

walked home..(:

raining cats and dogs outside now....
and the lightning and thunder super loud...
listen liao also will scared tt type..><
plus im alone at home nw...
if i were slping nw...i still wun feel so scared...=.=
argh!

woke up at around 7.30am plus...
den tried to sleep.....but duno why...just cant seem to fall asleep again..=.=
den used comp. lo...
went down bought breakfast...
no show to watch on tv...
so turned on radio and tried to slp....

end up....thunder....BLACKOUT...=.=
luckily i removed the plug from my laptop before blackout happened..
if not i duno what would happen to my laptop...=.=

climbed up the chair to reach for the electric box (duno what's tt called)
dun dare to touch the switch directly..used a pen to push up the switch...
scared kena electric shock..=x

sian!!!

=.=...

only managed to fell asleep at around 4am plus ytd...
den woke up at around 9.30am...when im supposed to meet mandy at 10am....
end up we both went out at around 10am...=x
den meixia came....

mac breakfast....den went to library to study...
read through AVS...
plus outside raining...nice weather to slp uh? ><
but managed to study abit...=x

den read storybooks there...

still raining outside.....very cooling weather....
nice to slp at night...HEHE

last few days were mostly spent at home...
watching YOG and using fb...><

went for activity just now...
and conducted the dept briefing....
and i realised that i talked really fast just now...><
wonder if they did catch what i said just now...=x

i just cant seem to break the ice...=.=

had a dream ytd night...

but it would never happen in real life...

went for chalet on monday......

past few days was spent at home
watching shows online....><

just now...baked cookies with szehui
and webcam with meixia...LOL
they 2 arh....keep taking screen shot..
now all those pictures are on fb le....LOL

den went to meet up with mandy and meixia to have lunch....
ajisen! =D

trying to find stuffs to do....
to keep me occupied during this break... =o

heard that home nursing test result not that gd? O.o
hope i dun get startled when i see the papers tmr....=x

szehui! let's bake cookies on next saturday ok!? =D

^^

went back rs just now....
ndp parade.....
good effort ppl! =D

last day of sch today....den jiu YOG break le!
yeah!

2 more days to YOG break!
HEHE..im in holiday mood alrdy..^^

rs ndp full-dress rehearsal on monday...
the weather was really very hot..=.=
but still....they still endured it through...=)
took group pictures....^^

dhiyven!
i changed territory alrdy! not that rubbish bin outside ug rm!
at fushan there alrdy!

activity and ndp rehearsal just now...
weather still very hot...
hope it won't rain on friday morning....^^

thanks jazlyn for the present! tyty!