Friday, April 05, 2013
2 months since my internship ended.... Has been spending time at home with mama taking care of ah boy... And also Sjab.... Going down for activity....
Whenever I go for cca, I really felt meaningless....really... It feel as if that I'm going down for the sake of doing it.... No longer see the purpose anymore...
However, after the recent issue... Which I had the chance to have 'heart to heart' talk with them.. I felt that I've the responsibility to teach them how to handle face challenges... I NEED and I CAN play a part to guide them
They all have the capability.... They have the 心 and hope for the best of the corps...and they want the cadets to learn as much as possible... Is just that they would need to learn how to adapt to changes and play by the ear.... As things does not always go with their way all the time... At times, we would need to learn to overcome obstacles
POP for the sec 4s next week.... We haven't had such Passing out parade for the graduating seniors before.... And not to mention about the handing over parade that we had last year... Hopefully all these new initiatives can continue on to the next few batches...and of course new ideas are definitely welcomed!
The 4th farewell party I'm going to attend ever since I graduated.... 4th batch of cadets I've seen them from Sec 1 all the way to Sec 4.... Some even Sec 5....
Though some I've not personally taught them.... It feel as if my group of kids have grown up.... And embarking on their next phase of life.... At least I've tried and managed to be part of their journey.. Even it's just a tiny weeny part.... At least I know I've tried
Whenever I go for cca, I really felt meaningless....really... It feel as if that I'm going down for the sake of doing it.... No longer see the purpose anymore...
However, after the recent issue... Which I had the chance to have 'heart to heart' talk with them.. I felt that I've the responsibility to teach them how to handle face challenges... I NEED and I CAN play a part to guide them
They all have the capability.... They have the 心 and hope for the best of the corps...and they want the cadets to learn as much as possible... Is just that they would need to learn how to adapt to changes and play by the ear.... As things does not always go with their way all the time... At times, we would need to learn to overcome obstacles
POP for the sec 4s next week.... We haven't had such Passing out parade for the graduating seniors before.... And not to mention about the handing over parade that we had last year... Hopefully all these new initiatives can continue on to the next few batches...and of course new ideas are definitely welcomed!
The 4th farewell party I'm going to attend ever since I graduated.... 4th batch of cadets I've seen them from Sec 1 all the way to Sec 4.... Some even Sec 5....
Though some I've not personally taught them.... It feel as if my group of kids have grown up.... And embarking on their next phase of life.... At least I've tried and managed to be part of their journey.. Even it's just a tiny weeny part.... At least I know I've tried
Tuesday, January 01, 2013
Year 2012
Year 2012 has indeed been a happening year for me... New challenges, new experience, new attempts, new milestone
Taking up new roles.. Moving up to a different level.. Embarking to a new phase of my life..
Firstly for school.. Final year of poly life.. Moving on to 3rd year of poly, now left another 6 weeks left to go for internship.. Soon I will be waiting for graduation.. And I would have to make a decision on what I want move on after poly.. Whether to work first, or to continue studying... Is another big decision that I have to think about thoroughly
But then, for internship in Ascendas is definitely an eye-opening experience for me.. I learnt that working in the society is really different from what I imagined.. Specifically into working in a office environment, it's not as easy as what I initially thought..
Nevertheless, I did enjoyed myself during these 4 months
Secondly, family..
New family member added.. The arrival of Kayden has definitely changed my view of FAMILY.. A baby really brings joy to the family.. But then I would have to overcome my own barrier... Which I have always been struggling very hard to do so
2012 has really been an eventful year..
1. ANCOC POP
2. Zone Comp
3. Arrival of Kayden
4.Annual Camp
5. Internship at Ascendas
6. NCOC 2012
And the list goes on...
I can say that I bring back many things after every event.. In terms of learning point.. Experience.. Different impact..
However.. Especially for NCOC.. Which had definitely made an impact in me.. Even though it has been my 3rd year in NCOC.
Every year, as all of move on, taking up different roles at different levels.. Different perspective.. Which made me think differently at every aspect..
Which also made me discover myself in depth..
Hopefully 2013 will be a better year for everyone... And most importantly everybody to stay healthy and happy!!
Happy new year!!
Taking up new roles.. Moving up to a different level.. Embarking to a new phase of my life..
Firstly for school.. Final year of poly life.. Moving on to 3rd year of poly, now left another 6 weeks left to go for internship.. Soon I will be waiting for graduation.. And I would have to make a decision on what I want move on after poly.. Whether to work first, or to continue studying... Is another big decision that I have to think about thoroughly
But then, for internship in Ascendas is definitely an eye-opening experience for me.. I learnt that working in the society is really different from what I imagined.. Specifically into working in a office environment, it's not as easy as what I initially thought..
Nevertheless, I did enjoyed myself during these 4 months
Secondly, family..
New family member added.. The arrival of Kayden has definitely changed my view of FAMILY.. A baby really brings joy to the family.. But then I would have to overcome my own barrier... Which I have always been struggling very hard to do so
2012 has really been an eventful year..
1. ANCOC POP
2. Zone Comp
3. Arrival of Kayden
4.Annual Camp
5. Internship at Ascendas
6. NCOC 2012
And the list goes on...
I can say that I bring back many things after every event.. In terms of learning point.. Experience.. Different impact..
However.. Especially for NCOC.. Which had definitely made an impact in me.. Even though it has been my 3rd year in NCOC.
Every year, as all of move on, taking up different roles at different levels.. Different perspective.. Which made me think differently at every aspect..
Which also made me discover myself in depth..
Hopefully 2013 will be a better year for everyone... And most importantly everybody to stay healthy and happy!!
Happy new year!!
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
I'm so bored in office now that i'm actually updating my blog now...=.=
2 months of internship as of this week...
3 more weeks, and i'm halfway through this 22 weeks internship!!
it's already going to be the end of the year already....
many things are ending... and at the same time starting soon...
NCO course starting this week... same goes to comp training also.
hopefully those kiddos will be able to survive/do well during these 3 months..
whereby wenjun and benedict will be "promoted" to "big ones" after they finished their o'levels 2 weeks later.. hahaha
at least for now, i can hand over comp trainings to them at ease...
shall pray hard that this can go on at least for the next 1 year... hehehe
what i'm looking forward to now is the homecoming event next year!
which this will be one of the "largest" scale event that i've done before... if this event were to go on successfully! =)))
2 months of internship as of this week...
3 more weeks, and i'm halfway through this 22 weeks internship!!
it's already going to be the end of the year already....
many things are ending... and at the same time starting soon...
NCO course starting this week... same goes to comp training also.
hopefully those kiddos will be able to survive/do well during these 3 months..
whereby wenjun and benedict will be "promoted" to "big ones" after they finished their o'levels 2 weeks later.. hahaha
at least for now, i can hand over comp trainings to them at ease...
shall pray hard that this can go on at least for the next 1 year... hehehe
what i'm looking forward to now is the homecoming event next year!
which this will be one of the "largest" scale event that i've done before... if this event were to go on successfully! =)))
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
Sunday, September 02, 2012
Sunday, August 19, 2012
Home is not like a home to me now...it's seems to be just a place for me to eat sleep and bathe and nothing else
I can no longer be myself at home..where I need to see other people's attitude when that person is living in my house now yet my while family has to bear with that person shitty attitude..
Now even when I want to study for my exam, I still have to trouble where can I go to study when the library is closed! When I could actually do it at home!
3 more papers to go and I will be done with year 3 sem 1, then followed by 22 weeks internship.. Then I'll be done with poly!!!
I can no longer be myself at home..where I need to see other people's attitude when that person is living in my house now yet my while family has to bear with that person shitty attitude..
Now even when I want to study for my exam, I still have to trouble where can I go to study when the library is closed! When I could actually do it at home!
3 more papers to go and I will be done with year 3 sem 1, then followed by 22 weeks internship.. Then I'll be done with poly!!!
Saturday, July 28, 2012
Finally met up with Huiying and Weihao on friday after 3 months plus.. Sj was still our main topic of discussion as usual.. But it was still fun gossiping about people with them though... Hahaha
It was still an awesome meet-up!
Saw Tiffany on the bus while on the way home.. The feeling was really great being able to meet up with your friends after a long time.. At least I know that I would be able to see them again very soon!
Went window shopping with mama earlier on in the afternoon... Didnt buy anything but at least spent time with mama alone..
Brought her to coffee bean to try the cheesecake... Hahaha
It was still an awesome meet-up!
Saw Tiffany on the bus while on the way home.. The feeling was really great being able to meet up with your friends after a long time.. At least I know that I would be able to see them again very soon!
Went window shopping with mama earlier on in the afternoon... Didnt buy anything but at least spent time with mama alone..
Brought her to coffee bean to try the cheesecake... Hahaha
Thursday, July 19, 2012
National competition was last Sunday...
And they got 7th in overall...
Maybe is because 我看开了 that's why I wasn't much affected by the results.. Hahahaha
Now that nat comp has ended, the 'busy period' is sort of ended up till now
This would mean that they would have to focus in their o levels
And I would have less people to mingle and talk 'crap' with whenever I go down
I will definitely miss chatting and cracking jokes with them
And they got 7th in overall...
Maybe is because 我看开了 that's why I wasn't much affected by the results.. Hahahaha
Now that nat comp has ended, the 'busy period' is sort of ended up till now
This would mean that they would have to focus in their o levels
And I would have less people to mingle and talk 'crap' with whenever I go down
I will definitely miss chatting and cracking jokes with them
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Im glad that i went for their training this morning...
even though i woke up at 9.30 when their training starts at 9... LOL
this will be their last comp before they graduate
hope throughout these 3 years... it has been a memorable experience for them
not only for them.. but also for me..
though there's nothing im able to train them when i was down just now..
but at least i went for lunch with them...
actually did not plan to go for lunch with them..
but im glad that i went..
it's always the chit chat session that we always have after meals that made comp trainings memorable
and wenjun said that i only went for lunch with them only once for comp trainings this year..><
which i really felt guilty about it when he said it... =(
they always dont fails to make me feel guilty and very touched with their words
which is also part of the reason why i felt very attached to this batch of Sec 4s
i treat them just like little brothers and sisters to me..
just a very special feeling to them...
even though i woke up at 9.30 when their training starts at 9... LOL
this will be their last comp before they graduate
hope throughout these 3 years... it has been a memorable experience for them
not only for them.. but also for me..
though there's nothing im able to train them when i was down just now..
but at least i went for lunch with them...
actually did not plan to go for lunch with them..
but im glad that i went..
it's always the chit chat session that we always have after meals that made comp trainings memorable
and wenjun said that i only went for lunch with them only once for comp trainings this year..><
which i really felt guilty about it when he said it... =(
they always dont fails to make me feel guilty and very touched with their words
which is also part of the reason why i felt very attached to this batch of Sec 4s
i treat them just like little brothers and sisters to me..
just a very special feeling to them...
Monday, June 18, 2012
last week of holidays...
and after this week it shall be start of year 3 term 2, then followed by internship...
has been talking with mama about the holiday plans that i intend to have after my internship...
that's when i really can take a break from everything...
and at least do something i really like...
and after this week it shall be start of year 3 term 2, then followed by internship...
has been talking with mama about the holiday plans that i intend to have after my internship...
that's when i really can take a break from everything...
and at least do something i really like...
Monday, May 28, 2012
Home is not like to home to me now...
Kayden is not even 2 months old and everything is like chaos...
every now and then is like on standby...coz anytime a war could just like break out even over minor stuffs
up till now it's not even 3 months...worse to say to wait for another 3 years..
everyone in the house will get depression seriously...
i feel that i can no longer return home feeling relaxed..and be myself even at home...
i still have to put on a mask....not even when im in my own house...
when will all these things end!!
Kayden is not even 2 months old and everything is like chaos...
every now and then is like on standby...coz anytime a war could just like break out even over minor stuffs
up till now it's not even 3 months...worse to say to wait for another 3 years..
everyone in the house will get depression seriously...
i feel that i can no longer return home feeling relaxed..and be myself even at home...
i still have to put on a mask....not even when im in my own house...
when will all these things end!!
Monday, May 21, 2012
it has been long since i last posted a proper blog post...
14th april... lil kayden came to the world...
papa and mama became ahgong and ahma...
erjie and i became ahyi~
at least there's something for me to look forward to whenever i come home from school...
is to play with kayden!!
i felt so accomplished when i managed to carry kayden when i did not dare to do so cause baby are so soft~~
but whenever i carried him...and he looked at me into my eyes... (Y)
the feeling is... ^^
and up till now.. i managed to feed him for twice alrdy!
cant wait for him to be able to see clearly.. and can crawl... that would be so fun!! (Y)
week 6 already.. and next week would be mst already...
then followed by 3 weeks hols... term 2....
actually i do look forward to internship though...
which means that i'm completing my poly studies soon!!
14th april... lil kayden came to the world...
papa and mama became ahgong and ahma...
erjie and i became ahyi~
at least there's something for me to look forward to whenever i come home from school...
is to play with kayden!!
i felt so accomplished when i managed to carry kayden when i did not dare to do so cause baby are so soft~~
but whenever i carried him...and he looked at me into my eyes... (Y)
the feeling is... ^^
and up till now.. i managed to feed him for twice alrdy!
cant wait for him to be able to see clearly.. and can crawl... that would be so fun!! (Y)
week 6 already.. and next week would be mst already...
then followed by 3 weeks hols... term 2....
actually i do look forward to internship though...
which means that i'm completing my poly studies soon!!
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Friday, April 13, 2012
Benedict's batch farewell just now~
it has been the 3rd farewell i've attended since my batch's farewell...
i guess i'll really miss them... maybe is because im the youngest in the family..so i treated them as my own xiaodidi and xiaomeimei
i also don't understand why... I just got a special feeling for all of them~
whereby i feel that i'll tend to dote them more...
of course i would hope that they would come back after their o'levels.. but still if they are not willing, of course i wouldnt force them...
all the best to them! =)))
it has been the 3rd farewell i've attended since my batch's farewell...
i guess i'll really miss them... maybe is because im the youngest in the family..so i treated them as my own xiaodidi and xiaomeimei
i also don't understand why... I just got a special feeling for all of them~
whereby i feel that i'll tend to dote them more...
of course i would hope that they would come back after their o'levels.. but still if they are not willing, of course i wouldnt force them...
all the best to them! =)))
Sunday, April 01, 2012
currently at hq... preparing for zone comp later...
dont know why am i exceptionally excited/nervous this time...
it has be the 3rd year im training teams, or maybe becoz of the number 3~ LOL
比賽不是比誰比較厲害,反而它就像是考試一樣, 看看你到底學會了多少...
this was what he said to the teams this morning...
and i really find it reasonable...
but then i seriously hope that the teams would not get too complacent...
i afraid... the higher the expectations, the more the disappointment
i dont wish they would experience the same thing... as it was not a very good feeling...
really hoping that everything will go on smoothly for them and us later on...
and im feeling hungry now~
dont know why am i exceptionally excited/nervous this time...
it has be the 3rd year im training teams, or maybe becoz of the number 3~ LOL
比賽不是比誰比較厲害,反而它就像是考試一樣, 看看你到底學會了多少...
this was what he said to the teams this morning...
and i really find it reasonable...
but then i seriously hope that the teams would not get too complacent...
i afraid... the higher the expectations, the more the disappointment
i dont wish they would experience the same thing... as it was not a very good feeling...
really hoping that everything will go on smoothly for them and us later on...
and im feeling hungry now~
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