2nd week of sch...
den going for KL study trip this thursday and friday... hope it will be fun uh...

whatever will be will be

i dont know what happened to me just now...
i've actually argued with my mum about them...till the extent that i started crying...
perhaps is because i drank abit just now.. after effects uh?

i just dont understand why my parents doesnt seems to be affected by all these things that are happening in the family?!
how and why can they just accept everything...like take and go?
she is my sister! your DAUGHTER!
maybe im just being too sensitive la...but still...

they obviously does not know what they actually want?!
even up till now...
pls la..like any other girls..dont u wish to have a nice and grand wedding?
at least presentable la...
no bride car...u also can accept...
might as well take bus go get married la!
pls la...it's one of the most important day of ur life leh...dont u wish to have a really nice one?

it's not like i trying to say bad things about them...
but still..if these little things cant be achieved, how can we expect us to trust or believe that he will give u happiness
if all these things u cant provide...how can u guarantee the rest in the future!?
how are we gonna trust u in that!?

i just cannot accept that up till now...2 weeks away from the day...
everything i saw was what was done from my family...my mum...
what about u?

seriously... from then till now...barely more than half a year...
perhaps it's my own perception and opinion O.o
but still..... i dont know what i can do now...

went to visit ahma on monday... and ahma can go home le!! ^^
waited very long for the medicine before we can actually go off~

looking at the amount of medicine that ahma has to take... one whole bag!
heart pain siah~ =(
hope ahma will be fine very soon...

阿嬷! 我爱你!

aunt called to inform that ahma is admitted to the hospital...
hope she's alright!
get well soon ah ma! i love you! <3

and papa had to remind me of the dream that i had previously...
praying hard that it WILL NOT come true!

i have to stop thinking whenever i see the DATE...
it's just @$#^$#&$*%^(

something happened in the family...
which is causing the atmosphere to be like #$#%$#^$%^#
which i dont like...
but no matter what i've got to say... it won't change anything either though..
it would just add on to troubles

我看不起不负责任的男人!

sometimes i really wish that my parents get angry...
at least i would know what is going on

1st week of holiday started...

went for la-kopi session with mandy, meixia, szehui and mr jamie chong at astons in the afternoon....
haha...really very funny leh...and the topic regarding zouk....LOL
mandy~ we very guai de right...^^

den in the evening, went to watch smurfs 2 at amk hub...
damn cute! really worth watching!
smurfilicious!

last paper today~

since im awake now....
and im slacking while im supposed to study ccs
i shall update my blog den...

supposed to go out to study with sheila "today" (wed)... instead last minute lazy~
want to sleep more.. end up didnt go...
slept till 1pm+ den wake up...=x

didnt study anything at all for the whole day~ so now compensate back lo~
since i wun be able to fall asleep so fast cause' just now sleep too much alrdy =x

had efc paper on tuesday...
wanted to stay in school to study ccs after the efc...
who knows i forgotten to bring my notes..
and i fell asleep after studying for barely 1 hour plus...=.=

hmph..hmm still thinking of what to do during the upcoming vacation...
thought of getting a job..but duno what job to find..O.o
haix..perhaps just spend my time at home though..
no need to spend money going out...O.o heh...

last week of sch....
and im left with 2 more school days! =D
but followed by 3 weeks of exams though...

National Day today...
nothing much though..stayed at home...
did tutorials....

wanted to nua all day long...but still..someone just came to spoil everything...
dont care...just ignore..

hmph!
end of 5th week...
2 more week of sch....
exams for 3 weeks...
den end of sem 1!

hols for 6 weeks! (Y)

end of 3rd week of school... and it's FRIDAY! ^^
another 4 weeks...followed by tests and exams...
6 weeks break again! ^^

has been going back to rs for the past 2 fridays...
hmph...don't how to say leh... O.o

but today hasnt been tt bad though...hehe
met up with huiying for cheap and good food and clementi...HEH...
went back to rs... chit chat a while with mr jamie chong (Y)
haha... his standard question whenever he see me... " got boyfriend anot?!"
haha he's even more concern than my parents siah! haha
had fun talking with him though! hehe...=)

a quick post before i go back to tutorials again~

went to ndp preview last saturday with gavin huiying and the weihao(s)...LOL
best part was the fireworks~ HEHE...

first week of term 2 ended...
now 2nd week... still got another 7 more weeks to go *fingers cross*

looking forward to saturday though...
coz finally can go out with papa and mama liao~

looking forward to next holiday alrdy...><

since june is gonna end soon and july is coming soon...

i shall post abt the first half of the year before i forget them.. o.o

this year really passes very fast.... zoom~ half a year gone alrdy...

perhaps...lots of events makes time pass faster...O.o

started 2011 being busy with zone pre....
invitaitons...lalalala
also ended jan with zone pre on jan 23...

and soon after tt is cny...
den exam...
den end of feb...

which was the start of my "St John" hols...and OTC

it was practically a month full of sj...
mon-fri all comp trainings

monday and thursday down to siling..

tuesday wednesday and friday down to riverside...
saturday otc..

indeed crazy man... =x

speaking of OTC...

it's definitely the WORSE camp that i've attended up till now...

yet it's the most impactful one...
whereby i learnt really many things from it...and made me reflected alot...

zone comp...

riverside won 1st for ac and 2nd for nc...

this zone comp... really made me think and learnt alot being a trainer...

which makes me understood the definition of........

april....end of otc... nat comp...

den start of year 2....

and i turned 18....

may... otc pop... which i really felt glad about it....=)

den followed by june...

rs camp....den followed by holiday...

the last 3 days...has really made me think alot...
many many things...
and it has also made me realised many things...

which i dun seems to be able to put it in words...

one more paper to go tmr...den end of term test lo! (Y)
term test started last friday coz got 6 modules...
which means this week...had 5 papers straight...including tmr...
or rather 6 papers this week...coz still got GEMS...

rss annual camp tmr...
which i haven started packing yet...and i dun intend to...
shall pack tmr which i get home tmr after sch~ =x



sometimes... i was wondering...
whether is that a need or rather purpose for me to be present...
just like what mentioned... i agree la... with or without..they are seriously self-sufficient enough to go on their own...
den why did i take tt step instead?!
whenever i go down...i really duno what can i do there...
which makes me really ponder alot...=.=

shall see bah...
mayb the next 3 days will make me change my views again? O.o

OTC POP yesterday!!

so gonna fly like a G6! ~
HAHA

papa and mama came!! =D

den in the evening went for dinner cum appointment ceremony at seletar country club...



overall...it was a good good day! ^^

week 5 of sch alrdy...
another 1 week plus gonna be term test...and next friday is accounts paper alrdy...-.-

supposed to be in school now...but really very lazy.....
and it's 3 hrs lecture...=.=
and there's gems in the afternoon =x

but still...can spend time with papa today....=D
later papa bringing me out to order uniform...=D
hehe

OTC POP this saturday!
finally!
papa mama gonna attend it! (Y)

thank you ppl for all those birthday wishes!

had lunch with szehui on friday...
went for steamboat "yesterday" at amk with isabel huying and ah goh..Thank you!!
Friday...gonna have sushi with szehui! ^^




seriously...i really cant understand...
it's only like 1 month plus...and now you are thinking about applying for hdb flats...
what's the rush!?

and put aside that...it's not that ahma will be like going anywhere or will run away..
what's the point of rushing to meet ahma...
people are moving house...and they are busy shifting their stuffs..
why must u go there to disturb people..

it's not like u wun be going to ahma's house to celebrate mothers' day..
what first time go there...too many people..will scared..
scared? dun go la.. go some other day la..
people trying to move house...they nid time to settle down and pack mah!

now i really agree...
first impression really counts...
be it say...attire..how you dress

first time visit to people's house..and worse...girlfriend's house to visit her parents and have dinner
t-shirt and short...
not those bermudas leh! those ppl wear to sleep tt type!
his first impression to me...has been really bad....

me to change my views towards him?
perhaps..wait a little longer....=.=

school has started for a week...
and im already looking forward to the next holiday...=.=

last saturday went ecp with sj peeps...
cycling...
i shall learn roller blading the next time i go there...=D

seriously...i really don't know what i actually wants...
i seems to be just waiting for time to pass day by day...

at least i've got something to look forward to this week...
going out with mama tmr...=)

2 more days before sch reopens....O.o

monday-wednesday...
seh at home whole day...

went to orchard to shop yesterday...
bought shoes and tees...

farewell party just now....
water games was a total chaos..
totally don't know how to join in...
they were like a bunch of kids going crazy over water bombs...
like nvr play before like tt...LOL

Last day of OTC! ^^ today was exam day! which means end of OTC! (Y) Nat. Comp tmr....for AA and NC.... and i shall give myself a break for the next 1 week before school reopen on the 18th....O.o

finally... end of theory day 3.... Nat comp. tmr... AC jiayou!

Zone Comp results!
AC got Champion....and NC got 2nd! which was totally unexpected!? =x

heard from Gavin that Siling's NC got 4th!
which was what they aimed! haha
but it was really 心酸 to see them crying just now... gd try! (Y)

and of course....young mdm's de NC...wonder how did they fare....
hope it was good! (Y)

the time of the year again....

expectations? high hopes? confidence?
i don't know...
it might be because i don't dare to expect too much alrdy...
higher the expectation...higher the disappointment O.o

what i can say is to just do your very best...

OTC camp finally ended....
FINALLY~

running...route march....
and it's the first camp whereby i fell out..=(

but still i did feel satisfied that i managed to finish the 7km run on the 2nd day morning and the route march....=)

takeaway from the camp: blister on my left soles and muscle ache....
now im wondering how am i going to climb up to my bed later on... O.o

last saturday was OTC day 1.....

err...i don't know what to say about it...
all i was thinking about was to just chiong thru this course....
i don't know why...i seems to be afraid of something..but i don't know what is that
just some fear towards this course...

camp will be from this friday till monday...
hope it will be good....><
*pray hard*
after the camp...everything will be alright...*hope so*

but i'm still glad that i've got lover, 16 years old staff, yishen and erron to chiong tgt with me thru this course.... (Y)

my holiday started since last thursday.....O.o

this saturday~....suddenly so not looking forward to it...=/

one more paper to go tmr...

and holiday HERE I COME! ^^

CNY was (Y)!!!

first day of cny was spent at gugu house
second day at ahma house...
last friday went szehui's house with 4/7 peeps...

saturday...reunion with SJ peeps...
movie.."Just Go With It" was (Y)!
den dinner..lan...den Kbox till 6am in the morning...

Happy Valentines' Day ppl! ^^

cny eve today!
cny tmr! ^^

yesterday is a (Y)(Y) day... ^^

sch ends at around 11++...
came back home....went out to do manicure and pedicure...
and im prepared for CNY! ^^

went for comp. training....
den went to meet the rest at lot 1 with gavin n jiahong...

it was really a (Y) laughing session...

February would be good month yeah? coz awaiting would be March! (Y)

yeah!! cny coming! ^^

also in other words..january is ending soon! O.o

january..has been rather (Y) month for me... =)

sch reopen...
followed by recruitment day....
then zone pre....
welcome party....

(Y)

february...
cny.
den followed by exams..
HOliday! ^^

which means going to be March soon!
right STAFF? haha

yeah!! (Y)

O.o...

Zone Pre cum ANCO POC was on last sunday....
though tired..but (Y)

slept at around 5am++ the day before....
got staff to wake me up...
end up after 14 missed calls and duno how many sms...
den i managed to wake up...=x

but still (Y)
sense of satisfaction...(Y)

2 weeks since sch reopens...

these 2 weeks was basically submitting tutorials and presentations...

esp. this week...
past few days has been working on invitation cards...sending emails...meeting minutes...doing "Art and Craft"...

did art and craft yesterday night...until 3.3oam...den woke up at 7.30am in the morning to go for AGM...
4 hours of sleep...and im still awake now....LOL

went to do treatment for my hair just now...
checked with the hairdresser that they would be increasing the prices from tmr onwards due to cny...
hehe..just in time yeah! ><


i need to go shopping for clothes!

Met up with this gal on the first day of 2011, who is lying on my lap as shown above...LOL

this gal arh...went out whole day le...

still don't want go home...tsk tsk

only met up for around half an hour though...

coz being scared by 小强! haha

but i just realised..we didnt really took alot of pictures with each other leh...

the picture above is taken in 2009 de lo...><

Last day of 2010

this year really went *POOF*

last year, my last day of 2009 was spent at work.then at night, spent my time at home coz too tired le...O.o... den new year day was spent at work again...so nothing much though...

2010...
i can consider it as a quite an eventful year?

Jan...
waiting for O' level results to be released...
got to know that im going to SP
mixed feelings though... ><

Feb-Mar...
most of my time was spent on comp. trainings..
comp. results... hmm..
lesson learnt... not to be too complacent...o.O

after comp.....spent my time mostly at home...
since mama wasnt working during that period of time....

Apr... sch started... but still not used to it...
maybe is because of the long break in between....couldnt get back the momentum?

May-June
Met up with fellow 4/7 peeps.... =)





June.. Annual Camp was one of the event that i looked forward to...


it is also one of the camps that i've enjoyed the most
then followed by expedition.. but didnt managed to carry out...

dinner with them....=)


July-Aug...

it is when i was able to be involved in rs events
helped out in rs ndp parade...
managed to go down for fridays activity....
all thanks to yog breaks...=)

Sept...
2 weeks of exam week....
den followed by a long holiday until mid oct

but still managed to have a BBQ gathering with SJ ppl

Nov-Dec...
i can say that these 1-2 months has been the most "enjoyable" period of time for this year...as least for me lah...=)

ANCO Course 2010..it has been a great experience for me..to be able to work with them in the committee..as in for a first timer.. for me...

it is becoz of ANCO..which made me looked forward to every weekends during the month of November....




Committee....




Not forgetting Alpha..and my apc Sophia... =)


虽然今年发生了很多事情，有起有落
但是不发生的事，不发生也发生了，谁也阻止不了

这一切所发生的每一件事，都已成了回忆， 已成为我生活中的一部分
虽然，今年不算是很顺利，但日子还是得过下去

明天会更好! ^^

gor gor and family came over to stay over for a night yesterday..

and they left this afternoon...

en qi and en yu really very cute!

esp en yu...her cheeks is chubby dao~~~ HAHA

only managed to take pic with en qi ytd night....

the picture above was taken using webcam when i was letting her to watch cartoon from youtube using my laptop...

i paused the video halfway...and i say i want take picture...she happily agreed to it leh! ^^

but i don't why is my eyes closed in the 2nd pic....><

nvm...next time take again!

but next time..they would have grown up le!

en yu shld be able to walk le! O.o...

just finished bathing...shall post while waiting for hair to dry....

had "comp treat" at seoul garden just now....
but not really full leh...
still had space for ice-cream....=p

reached home at around 11.45 like tt just now...
papa nag liao....><
plus i didnt bring key...
but still.. (Y) day...




难道就是这样一直下去吗?

ANCO ended last saturday...
though it did not end that well...
at least it feels really good to see those small ones, all "grown up" as compared to first day...where all was like ????? HAHA

went to had lunch with Alpha after assessment day on saturday...
glad to see that they all really made new friends with each other...
not like previously whereby after everythings end..they just went off with their own corps de ppl...
but now...all buddy buddy alrdy leh! HAHA
and some ppl from my platoon also became very bhb liao leh!
mdm! what has ANCO done to them?! HAHA...jkjk!


some say they duno me....
some say i very AH BU! ><
some say i very SWEET?! O.O
some say i can be more mean?

haha...and many many more la!

most importantly...made new friends! ^^

one action to describe this course.. *thumbs up*

ANCO'10 camp!
it was indeed a great experience! ^^

though it was tiring.. but it was really great to be able to work with the committee!
esp. during campfire!

Give me one cheer! CHEER!
Give me two cheers! CHEER! CHEER!

it's alrdy the first day of december...
means 30 more days to go before 2011...
which is very very fast...O.o

this week is the last week of term 3...
means next week is term test week...=.=
but luckily monday is test on photoshop...
if not i sure die...
haven really started on revising on marketing econs..which is on tuesday and wednesday...

however..looking forward to camp though...
partly is becoz this time..no need to travel too far....HEHE

jy ANCO'10!

i don't know why...

it seems to become a routine for me post every sundays...O.o
since im not at home on saturdays for these 2 weeks....=x

sch was so far so gd....
just that projects started to come in...

tuesday..went down to hq after sch for comp. training...
luckily erron went down to help
one person took one team...
at least i won't don't know what to do for both teams...O.o

friday...
sch ended at 12....
came back..cycle to waterfront to recce the route...
the weather was SUPER good...
end up..came back with sunburn...=.=

ytd..ANCO theory day 2...
weather was not bad in the first part of the day....
sunny....hot...=.=
and i forgotten to apply sunblock...but it didnt worsen my sunburn leh...O.o

but hor...i suffered from alot mosquitoes bites there leh!!
my legs....and even my face!
now super itchy!

oh ya! got ppl say i dun look like 17 leh! =p
HAHA

past few days was.......

thursday...ends at around 4.30++..
photoshop was @#%&$#
confusing la~~~ =.=

met up with dajie at cwp after that...
bought my canvas shoes...after asking ??? times before i managed to get a size 6 shoe...
the sizes available there was like 5? 7? 8? LOL

friday...no school...
yet there's meeting at rp...
and it lasted for around 5 hrs? O.o
actually wanted to go waterfront de...but end up it started raining...=x\
NV REN! i want go cycling!! =D

ytd..ANCO theory day 1....
the weather was really hot initially...
which ended up me having red nose at the end of the day~
overall..for the first day...i find it still ok leh..
a gd experience though...

looking forward to theory day 2 though...
partly is becoz i would be having lecture...
next is becoz my APC would be back...haha

reached home at around 10.30...
papa mama n dajie was even later than me..
they only reached home after i finished bathing...LOL
fell asleep soon after i laid on my bed... nua~

today leh...
woke up at around 10....
but still..lazy to wake up...
sleep until 12+ den wake up....
laze around at home....
yadaa yadaa~

currently in GEMs class now...
practically falling asleep soon=.=

has been sneezing since morning...
which makes me feel even more tired...*yawns*

8am lesson today.....and have to wait till 3pm until GEMs end..
but never mind...gonna meet up with north pole later to makan ^^

coz im hungry~~

i wonder if im was too bored or what...
i actually went to count the number of days left for this year=x

wednesday was the 300th day..which means today is 302nd day..
means 63 days left? ^^ HAHA

ends at 12pm today..
went to cwp to buy lunch...and i saw miss ong there! =D

going out with dajie later? O.o

空虚

sch starts today...
yet im looking forward to the next holiday alrdy..=p

sem 2 timetable....
still not bad leh...mostly ends at around 1pm...
except for mondays n thursdays...which ends at 5+..
and wednesdays ends at 3...coz got GEMS

was telling sheila that i was actually looking forward to weekends nowadays..
coz it seems that time passes faster....poof!
2 more weeks...november alrdy....
den another 2 more months...
here comes 2011...

went to help out in the concert today...
see the children dancing...very cute!

still got one girl...her shoe dropped while dancing...
and her reactions also very cute...HAHA

went off to meet meixia to go mr chong's house..
went to jurong popular while waiting for her...
bought a few storybooks..=)

she sit cab come fetch me...LOL...
den off we go to sengkang...=)
but the journey very long....=.=

took bus back from sengkang to woodlands...
around an hour journey...
sleepy~
reached home at around 11pm...

but still...managed to meet up with 4/7 peeps!
mandy dun ps liao hor! =p...

only managed to fall asleep at around 4am+ ytd night....
and i had to wake up at around 7 this morning....=.=

full-dress rehearsal for er's sch de graduation concert....
and it is at SPCC..O.o

click click press press..
basically is sit in the control room press computer....HEHE

but sit up there...got full view of stage leh...
can get to see the children dancing...
very cute siah...
esp. got those boy boy....shake it! shake it! HAHA
and their costume also very de BLING BLING....
shiny shiny de....HAHA





hmmmmmmmmm

Hmm.....

我是你

A) 爱的人

B) 很爱的人

C) 非常爱的人

D) 永远爱的人

你会选哪一个?

it rained again this morning....
at first i thought it gonna rain like last last friday....
thunder..lightning....blackout...and im alone at home again...=x


went for activity again....
MOI FA...
really helped me to revise my fa....O.o


hmm...accepted the offer...
hope i would be able to learn something new bah...O.o
=D

last paper! =D

which means the start of my 4 weeks hols....
but i've got nothing on hand to keep me occupied! =x

what is the story of the elephant and mice?
cant seem to rmb leh..=x

had BBQ with sj peeps just now...
downstairs...at mandai tekong park there...=D

had advance birthday celebration for sept and oct babies...=D
hope they enjoyed it.... ^^

AVS paper on monday....

ytd...
meet up with peeps to go back to rs....

"Pursue and do what what you really like when you are still young..Don't wait till when you are older and have other commitments or else you would regret" - Mr Jamie Chong

he always asked me the same question whenever i get to see him in sch...
which really let me ponder about many many things...

am i really happy with what im doing right now?
is this what i really wanted?
is all my time spent worth it?

go for something..which i really like...and i really wished for...
and do them when im still young....

quite true...but.....
maybe i really need to think about it.....

Happy Teachers' Day!

went for activity just now....

it was raining like MAD in the morning...
yet the weather in the afternoon was like CRAZY...the sun was scorching hot! ><

helped to invigilate the ZIP paper...
and i looked through the question paper...
most of the questions i know how to do leh! =p
and some of them are from the list of questions that i've came out with last year! haha

and the sec 3s were like telling me that the ZIP mcq paper that the sec 1s were taking just now... is far more easier than the one that they taken last time...which was set by me de...
they kept saying that the paper tt they had was very difficult...
esp. the question on the different photos de...HEHE

den went off early to meet northpole for dinner
walked up and down...
and someone wants to see HIM hor...trying to find guy wearing white..
and say want to drag HIM hor?
next time u see HIM....must do hor...den sms me and tell me..if not call me also can...
dun drag the wrong person can liao...LOL! =D

walked home..(:

raining cats and dogs outside now....
and the lightning and thunder super loud...
listen liao also will scared tt type..><
plus im alone at home nw...
if i were slping nw...i still wun feel so scared...=.=
argh!

woke up at around 7.30am plus...
den tried to sleep.....but duno why...just cant seem to fall asleep again..=.=
den used comp. lo...
went down bought breakfast...
no show to watch on tv...
so turned on radio and tried to slp....

end up....thunder....BLACKOUT...=.=
luckily i removed the plug from my laptop before blackout happened..
if not i duno what would happen to my laptop...=.=

climbed up the chair to reach for the electric box (duno what's tt called)
dun dare to touch the switch directly..used a pen to push up the switch...
scared kena electric shock..=x

sian!!!

=.=...

only managed to fell asleep at around 4am plus ytd...
den woke up at around 9.30am...when im supposed to meet mandy at 10am....
end up we both went out at around 10am...=x
den meixia came....

mac breakfast....den went to library to study...
read through AVS...
plus outside raining...nice weather to slp uh? ><
but managed to study abit...=x

den read storybooks there...

still raining outside.....very cooling weather....
nice to slp at night...HEHE

last few days were mostly spent at home...
watching YOG and using fb...><

went for activity just now...
and conducted the dept briefing....
and i realised that i talked really fast just now...><
wonder if they did catch what i said just now...=x

i just cant seem to break the ice...=.=

had a dream ytd night...

but it would never happen in real life...

went for chalet on monday......

past few days was spent at home
watching shows online....><

just now...baked cookies with szehui
and webcam with meixia...LOL
they 2 arh....keep taking screen shot..
now all those pictures are on fb le....LOL

den went to meet up with mandy and meixia to have lunch....
ajisen! =D

trying to find stuffs to do....
to keep me occupied during this break... =o

heard that home nursing test result not that gd? O.o
hope i dun get startled when i see the papers tmr....=x

szehui! let's bake cookies on next saturday ok!? =D

^^

went back rs just now....
ndp parade.....
good effort ppl! =D

last day of sch today....den jiu YOG break le!
yeah!

2 more days to YOG break!
HEHE..im in holiday mood alrdy..^^

rs ndp full-dress rehearsal on monday...
the weather was really very hot..=.=
but still....they still endured it through...=)
took group pictures....^^

dhiyven!
i changed territory alrdy! not that rubbish bin outside ug rm!
at fushan there alrdy!

activity and ndp rehearsal just now...
weather still very hot...
hope it won't rain on friday morning....^^

thanks jazlyn for the present! tyty!

finally a weekend....where i've got nothing on at all..
no need to go out...or have any event...=x

spent my day at home....
morning went to do manicure with er jie...HEHE...
PINK colour! haha


next week....last week to go before YOG break starts...
quite looking forward to it actually..=p
but have to spend some time.....start revising for exam alrdy...=x

but got several presentations going on...O.o
which means i have to search my wardrobe for formal wear....=.=
shall look through er jie's wardrobe later then...=p

but it gives me a reason to do some shopping during the 3 weeks break though...HEHE
bought a pair heels when walking in cwp ytd.. since lesson ended earlier
because the current pair i'm having now...has been giving me problems....
which caused my nail of my big toe on the left foot...having some sort of blood clot inside...=.=

friday....went back to rs after sch....
zhixian also there! haha...

saturday...
RHD event at khatib plaza there...
took the game booth..."Aim the Bottles"
quite fun actually... but very tiring though....LOL

presentations coming up these 2 weeks....
den jiu holiday le! =x

it was a nice and cooling day today....
raining all day long....
but not when cough and flu comes knocking on the door...=.=

was freezing cold in lecture rm......
plus the cough which makes it worse....=.=
blocked nose made my journey on the train to sch in the morning even worse....
ppl practically squeeze u into the train when you hardly move at the entrance when ppl does not move in...><

went walk walk with papa at ntuc just now...
wanted to buy ice-cream de....but...

papa: dun want la...cough liao still want buy ice-cream!
*walks to biscuit section*
papa: want to buy oreo biscuits not?!

LOL!?
ice cream cannot...but biscuit can? LOL?

happy birthday to papa on wednesday!

celebrated papa's b'day at home... dabao food back to eat....

also celebrate dajie's b'day in advance....

went out to meet mandy meixia and szehui just nw...

sent blur blur szehui home...if not she will walk to duno where again....LOL

reached home at only 11pm just nw....and ate my late dinner....=x

i want to go out to play....

and i want to bake cookies.....><

shall sleep after this post....=x

saturday....went to help with comp prep...
made honey lemon again...^^

sunday....
nat. comp at nan hua pri....
congrats to AA'10! gd job gd job! ^^

went off early to do stage at elizabeth's house....
her dog very guaii leh....LOL
barking damn loud....yet on the other hand....became so quiet....haha

hmm..any outings or meet-up coming up? O.o...
=(((

sunday...
lunch-ed with sj peeps to celebrate shenghao and benjamin b'day....

monday....
another sian day...=.=
8-5 lesson is really tiring...=.=

tuesday...
sakae sushi with meixia, szehui and wenkang....=)
and when did i become wenkang's MAMA? O.o
random siah..=o

today....
went back rs to help out in ndp....
taught the flag party slow march....=o..
long time didnt teach drills liao....=x

and one the sec 3s i took just now...
told me that i looked very fierce when i went back for cca everytime....LOL
did i? HAHA

O.o... one week after school reopen....time flies...=o

in the end...expedition last weekend was postponed...O.o
went for AFA instead...listened to lecture....O.o
realised all those bio terms...all forget le..LOL haha
and i learnt how to fold hearts! ^^

though school just started... im looking forward to the next holiday liao...LOL..=p

met up with patricia, zhixian, cuiping and tiffany in the afternoon just now...
chit chat....LOL..thanks tiffany for the souvenir! very cute! ^^

tmr meeting up for lunch again! =DDD

现在的我真的很烦！
有一肚子的气要发出来，很想发脾气，但是却不知道该怎么办
憋了一肚子的气却不知道不知道要怎样发出来
要喊也不是，要骂也不是，丢东西也不是
气死我了！

in the end...i didnt make it for class outing...=(
and it was a nice weather on friday though...no rain! =(

has been sick for the past few days....
sneezing and coughing...=.=
just ate cough syrup...sleepy but still waiting for hair to dry...=.=

happy PAPA day! =D
dabao-ed food to eat at home just now...
den we went to woodlands waterfront!
papa and mama went on motorcycle...
den dajie erjie and i cycled there....
cycle till our butts pain dao~~~

on the way there..passed by the industrial areas....got alot of bangala...=x
so i refused to take that same route back when going home...HEHE
on the way home....forgot that we have to pass by the forest where there's alot monkey de....
i kept looking to my side....in case got any monkey jump out! LOL...HAHA

found out another route that we can take to go to waterfront liao! HAHA! =D

went out with erjie to take car ytd night...
and i found out where is woodlands waterfront le!
next time shall cycle there! and there got swing! =D

i think this time really fall sick liao...=.=
ytd was sneezing only...
started coughing when i woke up this morning...=.=

wonder if i should go for 4/7 outing at sentosa tmr...=.=

trying very hard to start on my AVS project...
but seriously i got no idea on how to start!
what are the different types of lightings to use...=.=

i only know my house uses fluorescent lamps...but how i wished my house was fitted with spotlights instead...=p

=D
this week...has been a rather happy week for me....=D
even though it was the MST week...but i still enjoyed it alot...
maybe is the after effects of camp bah....HAHA

last friday....went for SJ camp after school...
thank you mummy for buying dinner for me! =)))

reached RS...the feeling was the same like i went back for activity previously...the familiar feeling...=D
was shocked when i knew about the attendance....was rather disappointed at the first place
but it was really nice to talk with the teachers...getting to know what was happening....
however, after the session with the cadets during supper...was glad that they are managing well...
didnt really sleep on the first night.....was studying law....only until 4am+ den i fell asleep...

2nd day...
PT in the morning really started my day well
was rather refreshing...and it has been a long time since i last ran...=x
helped to soak the firewoods afterwards...when we need to "struggle" with the ants...=.=
then it was hike to sembawang beach...now then i know how to go to sembawang beach....=x
the sun was really very hot..=.=
and i don't like GREEN....i chose the wrong colour shirt that day...=p

started "work" when cuiping arrived at night....
is CENTIPEDE....not CATERPILLAR......lol
at night was LOL....benjamin and gavin...haha
actually wanted to sleep that night de....
in the end went down to canteen with cuiping to continue with RAMS....
where cuiping began her "eating marathon"...and found her cute boy....HAHA

3rd day...
i almost couldn't recognize benjamin in full uniform!...=x
PT was great! =D
den footdrill after fa comp...
and AA'08 gathered once again....LOL

took group photos...as we were all in full u...
waiting for mr low to upload...=D
more pictures to put as my wallpaper liao...HAHA

helped to set up the campfire pit....den to bbq there....
"BBQ burning now~"
Mr low's "hot chicks" not bad arh...haha
den campfire!
fizzy zhenghui hanis and thahira came back! =D
oh ya! i won a prize in the lucky draw! HAHA...
i only realised my number was being called out only when weihao told me...LOL...
was staring into daze....=x
friendship dance! HAHA...
i only look forward to that part..=p...HAHA

thanks fizzy and zhenghui for waiting...=D
reached home at around 11pm...whereby i went to sleep immediately after bathing...*yawns*


tuesday....
met up with mandy meixia szehui and jasmine for lunch at mac...wanling joined us later...
=D
den had dinner with mandy meixia and szehui at 167 kopitiam..
chit chat abit...long time didnt sit down and makan together le....

today...
last paper of MST...
came back....did RAMS....den slp a while...
went to have dinner with patricia, zhixian, cuiping, ellis and thahira at seoul garden...
played 终极密码..haha
den walked home with cuiping and ellis....
and i still smells even after bathing....=x

tmr going gai gai with my les boyfriend right? szehui? HAHA


overall... it explains the reason why i am so happy over these few days...=D

=D

SMILE!

overall....i enjoyed myself...=D
esp the campfire night...HAHA...
though the same thing happened once again...LOL

THANKS arh fizzy...HAHA

RSS SJAB Annual Camp 2010
hope it turn out good..=)

mint chocolate!

EMC talk was changed to tmr....
so was able to go back for activity...=)

the feeling was really great when i went into rss...
saw all those familiar faces...made me feel really very happy...
saw mdm leow...and she still rmb me!!

was smiling and waving to ppl i know when i went back just now...
even though i get to see marcus and dhiyven in sp...
but it feels really different to see them back in rss..haha

i was really feeling very happy just now...in a rather good mood yea? haha

the weather was really very hot just now... the sun was....OMG....
annie and seiyi kept asking me to go into shade..
coZ they scared i will suffer from another sunburn...haha

=D...overall...a happy day for me! =D

went to work for navy open house for the past 2 days..
which there goes my weekend...

saturday was sort of ok...
was at the colouring station and the outdoor inflatable
carried children up and down the inflatable....
thus having a backache when i woke up today....

but today was whole day inflatable.....
both outdoor and indoor....
the sun today was like FREE...no need to pay money de...=x
the weather was really very hot!!
which results me suffering from sunburn on my face, arms and feet....
now i really duno what should i wear for sch tmr...=.=... awkward sunburn on my feet...=.=

went into indoor inflatable in the afternoon...
jumping along with the kids...up and down..
screaming here and there..=.=
now having backache now...=x

what i need now..is SLEEP! =x

8am-5pm lessons...=.= tired...and half dead...

headache~ went to duno where just now for the navy open house briefing...
and only reached home at around 8pm++..

headache is killing me now...=.=..
but i dun want eat panadol..=x

finally is friday!
im so looking forward to fridays nowadays....HEH




im so gonna get my STARdae tmr! =p

O.o...
met up with sj ppl to have lunch...
it's really great to meet up with each other...
thanks for the present!
=D

went out with dajie after that...
city square mall...err...nothing much to shop de leh...
but bought a pair of shoe though..O.o

was so sleepy that i actually dozed off on the train while standing...=x
i almost fell down when i was actually "sleeping" while standing...HEH...
saw kenneth when alighting the train..
but because i just "woke up"...
i quickly waved to him and just say hi....
cause' don't what to talk to him...sudden loss of topics...HEH...
still in my "dreamland"....=p

proposals proposals proposals~~~

i cant imagine that im actually learning how to do a proposal now....O.o
tsk tsk...

thank you people for all the birthday wishes and sms!
thanks!


and zhenghui...im only 17 years old plus 1 day today....
so you are older than me! haha 老了老了!



met up with meixia, szehui and benjamin(YES SIR!) after school at marsiling there de aston to have dinner...


it felt really great to meet up with ppl..whom u have not seen for a period of time...
and chit chat with one another....
27 may! must meet up oK!



my classmate even thought that i was calling my senior when i was talking to benjamin on the phone when i actually called him SIR on the phone...LOL...



received the gift from them...
thank you! mandy! meixia! szehui! n yoshi! =D
thanks SIR for joining in for dinner also! haha

happy birthday!!

if only time can stop at that moment....

AGM cum Farewell Party 2010

this was taken after promotion parade..he requested de....LOL

emcee for the promotion parade...yesh..emcee again..=x

carried out last parade...

felt super weird...long time didnt shout commands...=x

performance was....funny? entertaining? LOL

but i like the song that the sec 4s sang....=)

games...actually only wanted to pour/splash water on them de..

end up getting wet also...thanks to jiaqi lo..

THANK YOU VERY MUCH! *trying to be sarcastic*

went off....started raining on the way home...

and i realised...these 3 years...whenever it's farewell party...it actually rained at the end of the event? O.o

2008 de farewell...it start to drizzle at the end of the event in sch....

den when reached home...it get heavier....

2009...still the same...i rmb i slept after i reached home from farewell party...

den was very comfortable..coz very windy...LOL

2010...still the same...walked in the rain when walking home from sch...

as i am posting right now...

outside is raining cats and dog....

O.o

orientation programme for the past 3 days...
tuesday wednesday and today...

wednesday...
came back sunburnt on my face n arms...
due to games day....telematch and amazing race..O.o

today...
flag day...
tsk tsk...LOL
went down to lavendar to buy rank....
a new mrt station just next to hq!
Nicoll Highway i think.. circle line....

and i finally made my decision =/
hope it would be a correct one....

saw mrs joyce lim and shiqing at the void deck just now...=)
but the first thing that mrs lim asked me when she saw me was...
" Who are you?"...=x
i was like...ERHEM....did i changed that much? LOL..haha
hope can have a meet-up real soon...=D

went for activity....to collect my trophies....
footdrill...raining cats and dogs....
agree with minxian....i miss drills too...=x

games...community singing....
friendship dance!! yeah!
haha....minxian was going crazy over that too! =p


something is going wrong....very very wrong....
but....im not sure how and when to tackle it....
=/

>.<
mummy went to sayang the door instead of me when i accidentally hit against the door knob just now! =.=

went out with mummy just now...
wanted to buy notebook bag and mouse de...
in the end only managed to get the bag....

saw zhenghui just now....or rather zhenghui's backview...LOL..
same sch yet different sch.....O.o

O.o..

had sushi for dinner at cwp sakae with mandy meixia szehui yoshi wenkang and justin....

eating session is more like a laughing session...

justin as usual the joker....LOL...
mandy...laugh non-stop....

back from m'sia...

went to pray...den went to uncle's house....
he has a dog at the alley behind his house....
but i don't dare to go near the dog...=x

Ah Ni jie jie came back from australia le!..
the twin also!
they really resemble each other alot!..
i wonder how did jiejie differentiate who is who? haha...

though jiejie say that though they look the same..same height...
but they have totally different personalities...

however...just now...the way they behave is totally the same leh..
one cry...the other follows...
one stop...the other stop too...
expressions same same...
one want to eat..the other also want to eat....
one want to sleep...the other also want to sleep....
haha...but didnt manage to take their pic....=(

一转眼一天又过去了

has been out for the whole day today....
went out in the morning for meeting....
in the afternoon went northpoint with dajie....
evening went vivo with meixia szehui n yoshi...

reached home at around 11+....
it has been a long time since i went out till so late...
O.O...

hmph...
if we were to turn back time.... how i wish i could....

1st of April...yesh..is Aprils' Fool...

but still..i hasn't been tricked by anyone up till now....
hope that later on won't have anybody tricking me...=.=

when's our nxt outing? beach? *hint hint*...LOL