Home is not like to home to me now...

Kayden is not even 2 months old and everything is like chaos...
every now and then is like on standby...coz anytime a war could just like break out even over minor stuffs

up till now it's not even 3 months...worse to say to wait for another 3 years..
everyone in the house will get depression seriously...

i feel that i can no longer return home feeling relaxed..and be myself even at home...
i still have to put on a mask....not even when im in my own house...

when will all these things end!!

it has been long since i last posted a proper blog post...

14th april... lil kayden came to the world...
papa and mama became ahgong and ahma...
erjie and i became ahyi~

at least there's something for me to look forward to whenever i come home from school...
is to play with kayden!!

i felt so accomplished when i managed to carry kayden when i did not dare to do so cause baby are so soft~~
but whenever i carried him...and he looked at me into my eyes... (Y)
the feeling is... ^^
and up till now.. i managed to feed him for twice alrdy!

cant wait for him to be able to see clearly.. and can crawl... that would be so fun!! (Y)


week 6 already.. and next week would be mst already...
then followed by 3 weeks hols... term 2....
actually i do look forward to internship though...

which means that i'm completing my poly studies soon!!

the last time i posted was about the arrival of little kayden~
now...he's one month old already!!!