went to visit ahma on monday... and ahma can go home le!! ^^
waited very long for the medicine before we can actually go off~

looking at the amount of medicine that ahma has to take... one whole bag!
heart pain siah~ =(
hope ahma will be fine very soon...

阿嬷! 我爱你!

aunt called to inform that ahma is admitted to the hospital...
hope she's alright!
get well soon ah ma! i love you! <3

and papa had to remind me of the dream that i had previously...
praying hard that it WILL NOT come true!

i have to stop thinking whenever i see the DATE...
it's just @$#^$#&$*%^(

something happened in the family...
which is causing the atmosphere to be like #$#%$#^$%^#
which i dont like...
but no matter what i've got to say... it won't change anything either though..
it would just add on to troubles

我看不起不负责任的男人!

sometimes i really wish that my parents get angry...
at least i would know what is going on

1st week of holiday started...

went for la-kopi session with mandy, meixia, szehui and mr jamie chong at astons in the afternoon....
haha...really very funny leh...and the topic regarding zouk....LOL
mandy~ we very guai de right...^^

den in the evening, went to watch smurfs 2 at amk hub...
damn cute! really worth watching!
smurfilicious!

last paper today~

since im awake now....
and im slacking while im supposed to study ccs
i shall update my blog den...

supposed to go out to study with sheila "today" (wed)... instead last minute lazy~
want to sleep more.. end up didnt go...
slept till 1pm+ den wake up...=x

didnt study anything at all for the whole day~ so now compensate back lo~
since i wun be able to fall asleep so fast cause' just now sleep too much alrdy =x

had efc paper on tuesday...
wanted to stay in school to study ccs after the efc...
who knows i forgotten to bring my notes..
and i fell asleep after studying for barely 1 hour plus...=.=

hmph..hmm still thinking of what to do during the upcoming vacation...
thought of getting a job..but duno what job to find..O.o
haix..perhaps just spend my time at home though..
no need to spend money going out...O.o heh...

last week of sch....
and im left with 2 more school days! =D
but followed by 3 weeks of exams though...

National Day today...
nothing much though..stayed at home...
did tutorials....

wanted to nua all day long...but still..someone just came to spoil everything...
dont care...just ignore..

hmph!
end of 5th week...
2 more week of sch....
exams for 3 weeks...
den end of sem 1!

hols for 6 weeks! (Y)

end of 3rd week of school... and it's FRIDAY! ^^
another 4 weeks...followed by tests and exams...
6 weeks break again! ^^

has been going back to rs for the past 2 fridays...
hmph...don't how to say leh... O.o

but today hasnt been tt bad though...hehe
met up with huiying for cheap and good food and clementi...HEH...
went back to rs... chit chat a while with mr jamie chong (Y)
haha... his standard question whenever he see me... " got boyfriend anot?!"
haha he's even more concern than my parents siah! haha
had fun talking with him though! hehe...=)

a quick post before i go back to tutorials again~

went to ndp preview last saturday with gavin huiying and the weihao(s)...LOL
best part was the fireworks~ HEHE...

first week of term 2 ended...
now 2nd week... still got another 7 more weeks to go *fingers cross*

looking forward to saturday though...
coz finally can go out with papa and mama liao~

looking forward to next holiday alrdy...><

since june is gonna end soon and july is coming soon...

i shall post abt the first half of the year before i forget them.. o.o

this year really passes very fast.... zoom~ half a year gone alrdy...

perhaps...lots of events makes time pass faster...O.o

started 2011 being busy with zone pre....
invitaitons...lalalala
also ended jan with zone pre on jan 23...

and soon after tt is cny...
den exam...
den end of feb...

which was the start of my "St John" hols...and OTC

it was practically a month full of sj...
mon-fri all comp trainings

monday and thursday down to siling..

tuesday wednesday and friday down to riverside...
saturday otc..

indeed crazy man... =x

speaking of OTC...

it's definitely the WORSE camp that i've attended up till now...

yet it's the most impactful one...
whereby i learnt really many things from it...and made me reflected alot...

zone comp...

riverside won 1st for ac and 2nd for nc...

this zone comp... really made me think and learnt alot being a trainer...

which makes me understood the definition of........

april....end of otc... nat comp...

den start of year 2....

and i turned 18....

may... otc pop... which i really felt glad about it....=)

den followed by june...

rs camp....den followed by holiday...

the last 3 days...has really made me think alot...
many many things...
and it has also made me realised many things...

which i dun seems to be able to put it in words...

one more paper to go tmr...den end of term test lo! (Y)
term test started last friday coz got 6 modules...
which means this week...had 5 papers straight...including tmr...
or rather 6 papers this week...coz still got GEMS...

rss annual camp tmr...
which i haven started packing yet...and i dun intend to...
shall pack tmr which i get home tmr after sch~ =x



sometimes... i was wondering...
whether is that a need or rather purpose for me to be present...
just like what mentioned... i agree la... with or without..they are seriously self-sufficient enough to go on their own...
den why did i take tt step instead?!
whenever i go down...i really duno what can i do there...
which makes me really ponder alot...=.=

shall see bah...
mayb the next 3 days will make me change my views again? O.o

OTC POP yesterday!!

so gonna fly like a G6! ~
HAHA

papa and mama came!! =D

den in the evening went for dinner cum appointment ceremony at seletar country club...



overall...it was a good good day! ^^

week 5 of sch alrdy...
another 1 week plus gonna be term test...and next friday is accounts paper alrdy...-.-

supposed to be in school now...but really very lazy.....
and it's 3 hrs lecture...=.=
and there's gems in the afternoon =x

but still...can spend time with papa today....=D
later papa bringing me out to order uniform...=D
hehe

OTC POP this saturday!
finally!
papa mama gonna attend it! (Y)

thank you ppl for all those birthday wishes!

had lunch with szehui on friday...
went for steamboat "yesterday" at amk with isabel huying and ah goh..Thank you!!
Friday...gonna have sushi with szehui! ^^




seriously...i really cant understand...
it's only like 1 month plus...and now you are thinking about applying for hdb flats...
what's the rush!?

and put aside that...it's not that ahma will be like going anywhere or will run away..
what's the point of rushing to meet ahma...
people are moving house...and they are busy shifting their stuffs..
why must u go there to disturb people..

it's not like u wun be going to ahma's house to celebrate mothers' day..
what first time go there...too many people..will scared..
scared? dun go la.. go some other day la..
people trying to move house...they nid time to settle down and pack mah!

now i really agree...
first impression really counts...
be it say...attire..how you dress

first time visit to people's house..and worse...girlfriend's house to visit her parents and have dinner
t-shirt and short...
not those bermudas leh! those ppl wear to sleep tt type!
his first impression to me...has been really bad....

me to change my views towards him?
perhaps..wait a little longer....=.=

school has started for a week...
and im already looking forward to the next holiday...=.=

last saturday went ecp with sj peeps...
cycling...
i shall learn roller blading the next time i go there...=D

seriously...i really don't know what i actually wants...
i seems to be just waiting for time to pass day by day...

at least i've got something to look forward to this week...
going out with mama tmr...=)

2 more days before sch reopens....O.o

monday-wednesday...
seh at home whole day...

went to orchard to shop yesterday...
bought shoes and tees...

farewell party just now....
water games was a total chaos..
totally don't know how to join in...
they were like a bunch of kids going crazy over water bombs...
like nvr play before like tt...LOL