tmr is the day...wish me gd luck ppl...hehe...jkjk

hope everything goes well..=

2 more days...or rather to say...1 day bah...

luckily i didnt go "mad" today...if not i really cnt imagine wat will happen..=.=

everything gonna happen in 2 days...

just pray hard that things will go well bah....

i dun want to care anymore...

was listening "It's Alright" before i went to sleep ytd night..

i was thinking....by just saying 'it's alright' would solve the problems??..
i doubt so...

"i'll be there for you" who's that person who is there for me?
"tell me how you feel..." who is that "me" that i can tell how i feel
"take me to another place" where is that place? =.=
"believe in yourself" i hope to....but i just cant bring myself to do it...=.=

3 more days....

pictures of the day...=x

what is this!

tsk tsk tsk....today is alrdy 25 may liao...
another 4 days jiu.................liao...
which shall b the day i would be certified DEAD....=.=

hope that everyone is doing their work well bah.....=
everybody jy!

went for koto today....
had confidence in ard 36 qns?? who knows end up i fail..=.=....

btw...on the way.....zh say he saw lesbians...=.=...really and is like er....=.\

den on the way back....got a gal gal very cute...she put her fingers into her mouth....den her mama ask her to take out...but instead she went to suck every one of her fingers..=.=....and she suck until very happy...LOL....=.=...
den later on her mama turned the pram away....she even thought that her mama dun want her liao...den start crying liao...=x....

den still got one more gal gal...she kept looking at zh?? while zh say she's looking at me instead?? den zh kip "act cute" but she kept turned away...which made zh so disappointed..=x...so sad~~

reached home...very tired..=.=...fell asleep on the floor in the living room...=.=

had a dream...duno issit a gd thing? but i dun think it would happen in real life?
was having lots of fun wif .............??
if i didnt rmb wrongly...we were playing in duno where....den we kept laughing?
but i really did enjoy the time with him la..=)
*tt person posted smth similar in feb...*

there's no point for me to continue on... it's useless..

nomb....

none of my business

went to sch....talk talk....
and cuiping was going crazy when he came down..=x... LOL...

den er jie reached......sat outside the classrm...wait wait wait...
brought down gummy for them....and they end up turning round and turning round??=p....

mdm mathews say i quiet in class?? =.=...dun think so lo...
L1R4--13
L1R5--18.....

carried bags of clothings....

carried bags of tidbits...

i know those things above totally no link..=x...but too bad...hehe

hmm...today not much things happened?
stayed back to give the sec 2s briefing...den waited till 4++ to give the seniors consent forms.....

and cuiping,hanis and thahira tricked me..=x...bleah...almost let me run for nth..=p....

then went home lo...
tmr meet the parent session....wonder what cher will say?? O.o...

tmr has lots and lots of stuffs to do~~...

is alrdy the 22nd le...hmm...7 more days to go??

eeyer...tania bully me..=x...no la...
i very guaii de ok...and my nose didnt grow long hor...=x

and i also very _ _ _ e de....no need to act de..natural de...

so i shall act _ _ _ _ _ e in the day...and act _ _ _ e in the night..!!
and it is only for tania yeah!...haha...

didnt managed to post ytd...

i know is alrdy belated liao...but i still want to say...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFFREY! .... =p

today is just a normal sch day....abit sian..=.=..
was .......... in the class...nth could bring up my mood..=.=

tmr somehow last day of sch liao??...not happy abt it leh..=x...
aiya...suan le...

9 more days to go.......
i would rather i go crazy on the few days before.....than being mad on the actual itself...i'll go bonkers..=.=...so ppl...dun mind me..=x...jkjk

went out just nw...
got to know "stuffs"....

though it does not answer my question... but it really hurts...

i "hate" dirty work.... but no one likes it either..=.=

not i dun want to "perform"....is just tt i dun want to be accused of interfering their stuffs... and ppl wun think tt i find them _______ or watever things...
i dun care whether issit they sensitive anot....i dun care anymore... i had enough of everything...

i just hate the big big word....__________....

maybe after the event....i shall wash my hands off everything... byes..

ytd too tired le....fell asleep in the living room at around 9+pm....
den around 11.30pm went into the rm to sleep...

i had a bad dream ytd night....
i was crying when i was sleeping lo....i wake up le i still cry....
den ard 11am jiu wake up le...

watched tv till 1+pm....den went swimming wif er jie and gaston...
and i became the "powerful jiejie"...=x
was thinking about many many things la...
if troubles can just flow away off you just like water..won't it be good??
but afterall....it will still flow back to you isn't it?? haix....

came back....did nth..

haix...wonder how would it end up?? good?? failure?? i dun dare to predict or pin any hopes on it..=(.......
coz im really afraid....i dun wish to be disappointed anymore..
once bitten...forever frightened.....or rather being bitten twice?? =(...

11 more days...haix haix....

ya....back from camp le...
though i went for camp instead of activity...my heart was not at the camp lo...=.=

i shouldnt have chose to go down to take a look despite that we had only less than 10 mins break...and i was =.=..to know abt it...

btw..thanks jeffrey....sry to reply ur msg so late....

the camp was fun....but i duno how to describe??=x...chief mojo?? instructor blacky??..lol...and i wun forget the scene...where there's "dead chicken" flying around in the air...=p....and those small small balls which jiayee likes lots...hehe

really learnt many many things from the camp....they really seems to know what im thinking..=.=

maybe it may turn out to be "dirty work" to me....but it may not turn out to be the same to them..it is impossible to have everyone to understand each individuals....everyone has its own personality..

"be it you are the quiet type....or the noisy type...u are always a ________" quoted by instructor blacky..
maybe im the ______ one?...i duno...

tmr gonna be the last activity before june hols le...
heard that gavin is coming down?? i duno...
i hope things won't get worse....

woke up at 7++am to do e-learning...
den do till 10++ jiu continue to do S&D....and it took me abt 4-6 hrs to do??=x...wonder how long ben took?

went cwp to have lunch wif north pole...talked alot wif her...talked about many many things...and we waited for 3++ hrs?? =x...LOL...

things are almost done le??

the dream is really "scary" la...
i actually cried when i was reading the sms he sent me...=.\
shld i tell him?
would he blame me??