our hard work are paid off....nc!!let's jiayou again nxt yr!!=)
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Saturday, March 24, 2007
paiseh...long time no update le..cuz my comp. sot sot de...
not really used to life now...comp. end le...which means no more trainings le...really miss the instructors alot...daniel...dun feel so down la...wat no gui shu gan le...dun 4get still got NC ard to help u da qi!!!...dun feel so sad...NC is always there for you!!!
tis afternoon acc. tiffany to army market there to buy boots..on the way there really reminds us of alot of things lor...the trainings wif na n ac on sundays...we r always so noisy..but today oni the 2 of us...so weird...we 2 were talking about wat happened during the start of comp. trainings...wat happened on comp. tat day...it really brings back alot of memories..i almost cried out when talking to tiffany...i still rmb last time when shuhui mentioned she want to quit comp, tiff n i was crying like omg... but at least it worth it=p...
thinking back...comp. trainings really taught me alot of things...i really didnt regretted joining comp. though it is really tired...stress n it also somehow affects my studies...comp. really let me get closer or know more abt seniors n instructor...esp. daniel...
at first i tot he was the person who has very high expectations on pple...who is very fierce..i dun even dare to get close to him when i first joined st john...but through comp...it let me realised tat he can b a caring n very nice person...or a big brother...
time really flies...remembering 3-4 months ago, we were like working very hard just to meet the instructors' standard...but now comp. has ended...the trophy is in our hand...have to say bye bye to everything...bye to comp. trainings....bye to instructors... truthfully..i will miss them alot...really thank them alot...i will not forget everything...NC 2007!!!kampateh!! daniel!! all the best to u in SP!!!
not really used to life now...comp. end le...which means no more trainings le...really miss the instructors alot...daniel...dun feel so down la...wat no gui shu gan le...dun 4get still got NC ard to help u da qi!!!...dun feel so sad...NC is always there for you!!!
tis afternoon acc. tiffany to army market there to buy boots..on the way there really reminds us of alot of things lor...the trainings wif na n ac on sundays...we r always so noisy..but today oni the 2 of us...so weird...we 2 were talking about wat happened during the start of comp. trainings...wat happened on comp. tat day...it really brings back alot of memories..i almost cried out when talking to tiffany...i still rmb last time when shuhui mentioned she want to quit comp, tiff n i was crying like omg... but at least it worth it=p...
thinking back...comp. trainings really taught me alot of things...i really didnt regretted joining comp. though it is really tired...stress n it also somehow affects my studies...comp. really let me get closer or know more abt seniors n instructor...esp. daniel...
at first i tot he was the person who has very high expectations on pple...who is very fierce..i dun even dare to get close to him when i first joined st john...but through comp...it let me realised tat he can b a caring n very nice person...or a big brother...
time really flies...remembering 3-4 months ago, we were like working very hard just to meet the instructors' standard...but now comp. has ended...the trophy is in our hand...have to say bye bye to everything...bye to comp. trainings....bye to instructors... truthfully..i will miss them alot...really thank them alot...i will not forget everything...NC 2007!!!kampateh!! daniel!! all the best to u in SP!!!
Sunday, March 11, 2007
comp end le... which means we have to say bye bye to the instructors...hazel,gavin,yayah,manan.....must really thank all the instructors who has trained us...especially daddy daniel.. !!! without him i really duno wat wuld happen to us..........we got 2nd runner up...we all cried after the results was out..daddy also cry wif us...sry tat we have disappoint u...dun cry le ok...=)
i shall start my story frm ytd morning...
ytd 8++ am like tat go to sch to prepare...instructor peiying n instructor yiling came down to tie our hair for us..ty!!! daniel also bought bread for us as breakfast...i went into the room...and he passed me an envelope...which written there is for NC main 4...
i took the letters out...i realised mine was like 2 full pages long lor...i sat outside the room n read...i oni read till the 2nd paragraph then i cnt take it le..i burst out le...it is very touching...my tears just kept rolling down my cheeks...then i continue reading...what daniel wrote really reminds me of what happened from starting of comp. training till now...
i realised tat oni through hardships can bring us to what we r now...it really made us stronger...want to tell daniel tat...though u r not able to come down for our trainings, doesn't means tat u r irresponsible...really...i didnt blame u... we have grown up over these period of time...we really have to thank u...becuz of u, we r able to...u brought us up..that's make u being our daddy..im glad tat we have such a nice n caring daddy by our side...but u r leaving us soon...gd luck in ur studies n hope to have u back to train us agn...n strive for the champion!!!we can do it de!!!
after reading the letter..i cnt take it anymore...i cried...daniel came out to see...but he went in soon after seeing me..
on the way to hq...i was very scared...i was keep thinking tat wat if NC cnt win...tears kept flowing out...daniel walked past me n he knew tat i was crying agn...is just tat he didnt say it out...i noe he's worried abt me..when we r reaching the hq, he let me to listen to a song...he want me relax..but i cant...(sorry...)...he tried to make me smile...but...
outside the waiting rm...we all were trying to cool down...but i cnt take it anymore... i burst out agn...i was very stress...miss ong hugged me...hazel was comforting me...but daniel was standing aside looking at me...but i didnt blame him...i knew he does not feel gd seeing me cry as well... i tried to control my emotions...pple came forward to hug me to ask me not to cry anymore...patricia...yahui...n many more...but im always wanting a hug frm my daddy...
in the waiting rm...i keep looking outside..i want to c my daddy..they were all looking in...when they covered the peep hole wif paper, n im unable to c them...i cried agn...suddenly i missed the instructors n miss ong alot...during balloting...i was glad tat i managed to fufill daniel's wish to take the last few envelopes..which is NC10.. i signalled to daniel after i got the tag....i was glad at the point of time..when uniform inspection, when i shout 'NC10 sedia', i looked at miss ong n instructors...miss ong nod at me...i knew i did it...when we walked back to the waiting room...i was expecting a smile frm daddy...but he didnt...but i knew he want us to do well...
our first station was 1st aid...we did badly...instructors were all in front of us...daniel was taking video of our performance...when we march off...his face was very stern...i knew something went wrong... then was home nursing...we managed to finish 3 trolleys in the given time...i was very satisfied...but there were some mistakes here n there...finally it was footdrill...it is the time i can c all the instructors, miss ong, mr goh n my daddy...footdrill went on smoothly...daddy was taking video of us...i noe i shld not disappoint him anymore...i tried my very best to shout the commands...and we did it!!! 48.2/50!!! when we do bersurai...all clapped for us!!!i was very happy!!!daniel was cheering for us also!!
went back to the waiting rm...was tired at tat point of time...ate some snacks...took a quick nap... finally is was 6pm... we were asked to go up to the hall...i was very scared of the results...i was holding on to tiffany's hand very tightly...tears dropping agn...when we fall in...we were just beside the instructors...i was very happy to see them...yayah n manan they all were smiling at us.... finally the results was out...AC n NA got champion...instructors they all were clapping very loudly...when they announced tat we got 3rd...tears rolled down frm my eyes...i cant believed tat we can get third...but i disappointed daniel...for not getting the champion...manan turned ard n looked at me...n showed me a thumbs up sign...i was vry touched...i kept wiping up my tears...when NA n AC went up to get the trophies...i was very happy for them...i was crying at that point of time..when i see the slide'nursing cadet category 2nd runner up, RIVERSIDE SECONDARY SCHOOL'...i was like....i shout 'NC10 sedia'the mdm beside was shock when i shouted...we marched to the stairs there..jacklynn mdm was there..i felt very sorry to her...we went forward to GOH...the mdm who was presenting the trophies to the GOH smiled at me when she walked past me...she knew i was crying...when we walked down...i tried to look for daniel...he smiled...then when the 1st runner up n champion went up...i was crying in my heart alrdy...after bersurai...i picked up the trophies on the floor n i started crying...the NC all crowd around n cry..instructors,mdm n tania they all came forward to comfort us...daniel also cried...it is the first time i c him crying...his eyes was really red...i was abt to stop crying...miss ong lead the rest to say the riverside cheer...when i listened...i feel vry sorry to the rest...i cried agn...daniel also...
then on the way back on the bus...tiffany was still crying...instructor jia tian n tady was beside us keeping asking her not to cry..daniel was sitting in front of us..i can see tat he is crying... in the end,i cried agn...
reached causeway le..NC tooked a picture wif our daddy...i also managed to take one wif daniel...=) after changing...we buy our own food le...then we gather around at one spot then we eat!!then all three teams say thank to our own 'daddy' n'mummy'... also watched the footdrill video tat daniel took...also chat a while wif instructors...at abt 10++ then we all go hme...
after i reached hme...i read the letter agn..very touching..
even now...im here typing tis post i m crying at the moment...
to daniel:i will keep the letter tat u gave me de...i will not forget having u such a nice n caring daddy de!!!
i shall start my story frm ytd morning...
ytd 8++ am like tat go to sch to prepare...instructor peiying n instructor yiling came down to tie our hair for us..ty!!! daniel also bought bread for us as breakfast...i went into the room...and he passed me an envelope...which written there is for NC main 4...
i took the letters out...i realised mine was like 2 full pages long lor...i sat outside the room n read...i oni read till the 2nd paragraph then i cnt take it le..i burst out le...it is very touching...my tears just kept rolling down my cheeks...then i continue reading...what daniel wrote really reminds me of what happened from starting of comp. training till now...
i realised tat oni through hardships can bring us to what we r now...it really made us stronger...want to tell daniel tat...though u r not able to come down for our trainings, doesn't means tat u r irresponsible...really...i didnt blame u... we have grown up over these period of time...we really have to thank u...becuz of u, we r able to...u brought us up..that's make u being our daddy..im glad tat we have such a nice n caring daddy by our side...but u r leaving us soon...gd luck in ur studies n hope to have u back to train us agn...n strive for the champion!!!we can do it de!!!
after reading the letter..i cnt take it anymore...i cried...daniel came out to see...but he went in soon after seeing me..
on the way to hq...i was very scared...i was keep thinking tat wat if NC cnt win...tears kept flowing out...daniel walked past me n he knew tat i was crying agn...is just tat he didnt say it out...i noe he's worried abt me..when we r reaching the hq, he let me to listen to a song...he want me relax..but i cant...(sorry...)...he tried to make me smile...but...
outside the waiting rm...we all were trying to cool down...but i cnt take it anymore... i burst out agn...i was very stress...miss ong hugged me...hazel was comforting me...but daniel was standing aside looking at me...but i didnt blame him...i knew he does not feel gd seeing me cry as well... i tried to control my emotions...pple came forward to hug me to ask me not to cry anymore...patricia...yahui...n many more...but im always wanting a hug frm my daddy...
in the waiting rm...i keep looking outside..i want to c my daddy..they were all looking in...when they covered the peep hole wif paper, n im unable to c them...i cried agn...suddenly i missed the instructors n miss ong alot...during balloting...i was glad tat i managed to fufill daniel's wish to take the last few envelopes..which is NC10.. i signalled to daniel after i got the tag....i was glad at the point of time..when uniform inspection, when i shout 'NC10 sedia', i looked at miss ong n instructors...miss ong nod at me...i knew i did it...when we walked back to the waiting room...i was expecting a smile frm daddy...but he didnt...but i knew he want us to do well...
our first station was 1st aid...we did badly...instructors were all in front of us...daniel was taking video of our performance...when we march off...his face was very stern...i knew something went wrong... then was home nursing...we managed to finish 3 trolleys in the given time...i was very satisfied...but there were some mistakes here n there...finally it was footdrill...it is the time i can c all the instructors, miss ong, mr goh n my daddy...footdrill went on smoothly...daddy was taking video of us...i noe i shld not disappoint him anymore...i tried my very best to shout the commands...and we did it!!! 48.2/50!!! when we do bersurai...all clapped for us!!!i was very happy!!!daniel was cheering for us also!!
went back to the waiting rm...was tired at tat point of time...ate some snacks...took a quick nap... finally is was 6pm... we were asked to go up to the hall...i was very scared of the results...i was holding on to tiffany's hand very tightly...tears dropping agn...when we fall in...we were just beside the instructors...i was very happy to see them...yayah n manan they all were smiling at us.... finally the results was out...AC n NA got champion...instructors they all were clapping very loudly...when they announced tat we got 3rd...tears rolled down frm my eyes...i cant believed tat we can get third...but i disappointed daniel...for not getting the champion...manan turned ard n looked at me...n showed me a thumbs up sign...i was vry touched...i kept wiping up my tears...when NA n AC went up to get the trophies...i was very happy for them...i was crying at that point of time..when i see the slide'nursing cadet category 2nd runner up, RIVERSIDE SECONDARY SCHOOL'...i was like....i shout 'NC10 sedia'the mdm beside was shock when i shouted...we marched to the stairs there..jacklynn mdm was there..i felt very sorry to her...we went forward to GOH...the mdm who was presenting the trophies to the GOH smiled at me when she walked past me...she knew i was crying...when we walked down...i tried to look for daniel...he smiled...then when the 1st runner up n champion went up...i was crying in my heart alrdy...after bersurai...i picked up the trophies on the floor n i started crying...the NC all crowd around n cry..instructors,mdm n tania they all came forward to comfort us...daniel also cried...it is the first time i c him crying...his eyes was really red...i was abt to stop crying...miss ong lead the rest to say the riverside cheer...when i listened...i feel vry sorry to the rest...i cried agn...daniel also...
then on the way back on the bus...tiffany was still crying...instructor jia tian n tady was beside us keeping asking her not to cry..daniel was sitting in front of us..i can see tat he is crying... in the end,i cried agn...
reached causeway le..NC tooked a picture wif our daddy...i also managed to take one wif daniel...=) after changing...we buy our own food le...then we gather around at one spot then we eat!!then all three teams say thank to our own 'daddy' n'mummy'... also watched the footdrill video tat daniel took...also chat a while wif instructors...at abt 10++ then we all go hme...
after i reached hme...i read the letter agn..very touching..
even now...im here typing tis post i m crying at the moment...
to daniel:i will keep the letter tat u gave me de...i will not forget having u such a nice n caring daddy de!!!
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Saturday, December 23, 2006
paiseh for not updating for so long...as mentioned by tavin..my blog is dead...but i decided to 'save' the blog frm dying...=x tis few days have been busy wif comp...smth had happened wif our team...we have been changing position n so on...haix...i really cnt tolerate ******* le..she is so *** n she want evry1 to qian jiu her...i hope tat she can reflect back wat she had done...n do the necessary things she shld do in order for not wasting all our efforts...tat person shld noe wat to do le...
i have been tolerating enough in tis comp team le...frm a no. 2 change to no.1...then frm no.1 change to duno wat...omg...m i supposed to go through all these?? u say u are tired..under alot of stress..u tink i vry relax ah...i also have to go through the same things as u all lor...or mayb even more!!!
dun want to talk abt it...later i more angry...thinking back...issit worth it for me to cry on thursday??can sum1 tell me..
i have been tolerating enough in tis comp team le...frm a no. 2 change to no.1...then frm no.1 change to duno wat...omg...m i supposed to go through all these?? u say u are tired..under alot of stress..u tink i vry relax ah...i also have to go through the same things as u all lor...or mayb even more!!!
dun want to talk abt it...later i more angry...thinking back...issit worth it for me to cry on thursday??can sum1 tell me..
Friday, December 08, 2006
paiseh...so long nvr update le...me lazy seh..summore still gt training, tired tired...
huii n tanay kip asking me to update...so im here to update...for their sake???=xxx jkjk
last 2 weeks as usual, went back to sch for training...though is tired..but is fun seh...just got the news ytd tat i becum the commander then isabel becum the sub....omg!!exchange roles wif her seh...nid shout commands...but...i dun have the loud voice leh..must train nxt time...then hme nursing nid to study the theory,just finished studied the theory for TPR, agar agar gt the idea le,duno can pass anot...still gt others to read....
huii go london le...quite miss her seh..1 month cnt tok to her on fone...tok on fone is can...but nid sum1 to sponsor $$ leh..any1 willing to sponsor??i dun mind de...any kind-hearted ones???=xx jkjk
after 2 weeks ++ of training, learnt quite alot of things lor...things we does not learn during normal activity...in the middle..shuhui decided to quit comp seh..luckily she didnt...if not the team will b in pieces here n there le..=xxx everybody must jiayou kk??
learnt how to do the drills...memorised the commands...in sequence....learnt how to report...but we still nt sure how to do a 1st aid case...must jiayou!!! monday dun have training leh....but tuesday still gt self-training...nid to brush up on our drills...n my voice!!argh!!isabel must help me kk??
kk...enough of sjab le..if not huii read le say i fa hua chi...=xxx paiseh huii... pangseh u for the last 2 weeks...cuz of trainings...u go london le...at least gt ur sis peii nii....will not b so lonely...must take lots of pics of ur nephew kk??then send to me..i also want c???!!!
i tink i stop here bah....try to post more the nxt few days....kk???must miss me!!??=xx
huii n tanay kip asking me to update...so im here to update...for their sake???=xxx jkjk
last 2 weeks as usual, went back to sch for training...though is tired..but is fun seh...just got the news ytd tat i becum the commander then isabel becum the sub....omg!!exchange roles wif her seh...nid shout commands...but...i dun have the loud voice leh..must train nxt time...then hme nursing nid to study the theory,just finished studied the theory for TPR, agar agar gt the idea le,duno can pass anot...still gt others to read....
huii go london le...quite miss her seh..1 month cnt tok to her on fone...tok on fone is can...but nid sum1 to sponsor $$ leh..any1 willing to sponsor??i dun mind de...any kind-hearted ones???=xx jkjk
after 2 weeks ++ of training, learnt quite alot of things lor...things we does not learn during normal activity...in the middle..shuhui decided to quit comp seh..luckily she didnt...if not the team will b in pieces here n there le..=xxx everybody must jiayou kk??
learnt how to do the drills...memorised the commands...in sequence....learnt how to report...but we still nt sure how to do a 1st aid case...must jiayou!!! monday dun have training leh....but tuesday still gt self-training...nid to brush up on our drills...n my voice!!argh!!isabel must help me kk??
kk...enough of sjab le..if not huii read le say i fa hua chi...=xxx paiseh huii... pangseh u for the last 2 weeks...cuz of trainings...u go london le...at least gt ur sis peii nii....will not b so lonely...must take lots of pics of ur nephew kk??then send to me..i also want c???!!!
i tink i stop here bah....try to post more the nxt few days....kk???must miss me!!??=xx
Thursday, November 23, 2006
sian diao...
sian diao lor...nxt week going to skul for 5 days straight away lor...monday-friday....my whole week is gone like tat...haix...ytd 1st training for comp...daniel is our instructor lor...ytd did nth much..did sum footdrill then learn how to say the commands...then afternoon gt home nursing lesson...today leh..training is 8-12++ lor...did footdrills...did a little bit of first aid short case...luckily tmr no training...if not i die le...
frm nw until end of december...total gt 14 trainings leh..nxt week...monday,tuesday,thursday n friday is comp training...then wed is cpr training...sian diao...
then the following week is monday,thursday n friday is comp training...tuesday is cpr...tired...the week after is monday,tuesday,thursday n friday comp...then tat week dun have cpr...
then on 21st dec hor...actually gt cpr de...then daniel say tat day cnt...dunno gt wat sec1 dunno wat thing....tat week still gt 3 more trainings...haix...then home nursing still nt confirm yet lor...means i will b even busier...haix...
the dates for training will b....
November:27th,28th,29th,30th
December:1st,4th,5th,7th,8th,11st,12nd,14th,15th,19th,20th,22nd,27th
*hme nursing still nt confirm yet...haix...
nxt monday de training isabel cnt cum...me have to sub her lor...then tiffany will sub me if im nt wrong....nxt week will b a busy week for me!!!my morning for the week will b spent in skul...haix....sum1 help me!!=xxx...jkjk =)
frm nw until end of december...total gt 14 trainings leh..nxt week...monday,tuesday,thursday n friday is comp training...then wed is cpr training...sian diao...
then the following week is monday,thursday n friday is comp training...tuesday is cpr...tired...the week after is monday,tuesday,thursday n friday comp...then tat week dun have cpr...
then on 21st dec hor...actually gt cpr de...then daniel say tat day cnt...dunno gt wat sec1 dunno wat thing....tat week still gt 3 more trainings...haix...then home nursing still nt confirm yet lor...means i will b even busier...haix...
the dates for training will b....
November:27th,28th,29th,30th
December:1st,4th,5th,7th,8th,11st,12nd,14th,15th,19th,20th,22nd,27th
*hme nursing still nt confirm yet...haix...
nxt monday de training isabel cnt cum...me have to sub her lor...then tiffany will sub me if im nt wrong....nxt week will b a busy week for me!!!my morning for the week will b spent in skul...haix....sum1 help me!!=xxx...jkjk =)
Thursday, November 02, 2006
yoyo...me here to post abt the chalet thingy...the chalet was a success!!oni mr chong,mr ho,miss leong,miss ho,miss chen n mdm ng went for the bbq...in the morning me, vinus,nickie, hui n leen we all meet at cwp to set off to pasir ris..the 'journey' was really long..was really tired...finally reached aranda country club le..waited for vinus's cousin to cum n check in for us..then went into the room...the room was quite big...quite spacious bah...enough for us to slp...=p bu too bad vinus mei cnt stay...
i shall skipped the afternoon part..was quite laggy...at abt 6++ bbq start!!while eating...wait for the teachers to cum..tat mr chong was the last person to reach!!at abt 8++(i tink so)went up to bathe...vinus waited for me..then we went down again..n i realised tat he can eat alot...despite he looking so fit...standing in front of the pit..dunno eat how many sticks of satay..3 chicken wings...dunno how many corns..omg...at abt 11, teachers all go le..cleared up the pit wif nickie..went up to the room...was really tired at tat time...but was also vry sian..was finding pple to sms wif me.in the end smsed mr chong...didn't expect him to call me!!i didn't answer the call the 1st time..cuz i dunno wat to say..cuz i tot he would reply me using sms!!he called me the 2nd time..answered the phone but asked nickie to tok to him...nickie say he told her tat i vry sian..asked her to entertain me...dots...i was like ...i was really sian at tat time mah...wanting sum1 to chat wif me mah...using sms lah...but it was really nice of him to call me at a late time...btw...thxs chong kor!!i decided to call u kor nxt time...=p..
i shall skipped the afternoon part..was quite laggy...at abt 6++ bbq start!!while eating...wait for the teachers to cum..tat mr chong was the last person to reach!!at abt 8++(i tink so)went up to bathe...vinus waited for me..then we went down again..n i realised tat he can eat alot...despite he looking so fit...standing in front of the pit..dunno eat how many sticks of satay..3 chicken wings...dunno how many corns..omg...at abt 11, teachers all go le..cleared up the pit wif nickie..went up to the room...was really tired at tat time...but was also vry sian..was finding pple to sms wif me.in the end smsed mr chong...didn't expect him to call me!!i didn't answer the call the 1st time..cuz i dunno wat to say..cuz i tot he would reply me using sms!!he called me the 2nd time..answered the phone but asked nickie to tok to him...nickie say he told her tat i vry sian..asked her to entertain me...dots...i was like ...i was really sian at tat time mah...wanting sum1 to chat wif me mah...using sms lah...but it was really nice of him to call me at a late time...btw...thxs chong kor!!i decided to call u kor nxt time...=p..
Friday, October 27, 2006
holidays start le...n i dun feel happy abt it...wat im looking forward to now it the class party we r having tis tuesday...im glad tat teachers r cuming too!!!ms ho,ms adely chen,mr chong,mdm sabrina(mayb?nt sure)...the rest still nt sure yet...
nw holiday start le..i still feel vry lonely leh...dunno y leh..
nw holiday start le..i still feel vry lonely leh...dunno y leh..
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
my mood is still vry sian...n i realised going out alone is really vry boring n sian...sum more ur mood is still so down...i just felt tat i'm the only one left in the world...no one no one understand me...i dun expect too much...i just wish to have someone by my side who can understand my thoughts...i'm breaking down soon...dun tink i will b going out as i dun wished to go out!!!
sian...
eoy finally finish le...i dun sound happy right??it is becuz i nw vry buay song...so as tanay...haix..i just feel tat people r selfish sumtimes...they always tink for themselves,but nt for others...y some people just like to use vuglar language...no matter is playing or wat... a'F***' will just cum out frm their mouth...i just hate tat...y is vuglar language so 'popular' nw...i realised secondary skul nowadays gt alot of ah beng n ah lian...nw no mood to say anything le...mayb will post again later after i came back frm shopping...i want to go play timezone!!!i just want to enjoy my life!!!
vinus say tmr 11 am go her hse do dance...gtg le..buaiix..
vinus say tmr 11 am go her hse do dance...gtg le..buaiix..
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
whees...=)
yo...eoy is finally cuming to an end...can relax le...today 9.45 can go hme le...me,hui n leen...we go cwp to eat kfc...then we go shopping...then when abt to go hme le...hui say she want to buy earring at the shop at the control station there...then we saw gt water bomb...then we decided to play at hui's hse...but i go hme 1st then go...hui n leen they go admiralty to buy more things tat we can play...they bought the watever spray thingy...got pink colour thing cum out de...then they tell me tat they spent 20++ dollars just to buy earrings...then we go hui hse play water bomb wif leen...but before tat was slacking at hui's rm...huii n leen was zi lian-ning wif their hp...me??of course i gt take pic wif them lah..hui was playing wif the spray thingy...making the the room vry messy...then she ask her maid cum in n clear...tthen we go minimart buy more water balloons...spent abt more them half n hour in the toilet filling up the balloons...finally can play le!!!we play outside the lift there...but the problem is..our water bombs gt too little water le...then it does nt burst when we threw it...then all the balloons finished le..still nt enough, we go take plastic bags to fill it up wif water...then continue playing lor...i'm the first one to get wet..all thanks to huii n leen...then still nt enough...we mad le..go take a pail of water out n play..the three of us was all wet to the skin...=p luckily i gt bring extra clothe to change...leen wore hui's clothe when playing so she change to uni...lolx...tmr last paper le!!art finish le then can play le!!whees!!i noe i'm mad...=)
Thursday, October 05, 2006
eoy going on now...so i lazy to post...=p...tis morning...nora say she nominated me as student councilor...i told my sis abt it but she is against it...i made up mind...it is my own decision whether i want to b a councilor anot...hope eoy and soon...tis few day vry stress up...want to use computer to relax myself a little...also cannot...if i let my sis see i using pc...she surely nag one 1 lor...not like others...gt pc in their room...haiz...but i'm glad tat my parents give me freedom,they let me do my own things...they noe i can manage things well...i cannot disappoint them anymore...i must work hard for eoy...n evrything...just 6 more days to go!!!shanshan!!wake up!!must work hard!!dun disappoint the pple around who support u!!
but i really under stress...just want to let her noe tat i alrdy 13!!!i noe how to manage things well!!!the way tat u treat me really makes me feel vry stress!!i nid freedom...stress in school is alrdy enough for me...i just want to relax when i'm at hme...CAN??PLS...LET ME FEEL RELAX WHEN I'M AT HME K?
but i really under stress...just want to let her noe tat i alrdy 13!!!i noe how to manage things well!!!the way tat u treat me really makes me feel vry stress!!i nid freedom...stress in school is alrdy enough for me...i just want to relax when i'm at hme...CAN??PLS...LET ME FEEL RELAX WHEN I'M AT HME K?
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
life seems to b boring for me...no one appreciate wat i have done...so wat's the point of me doing all these?! it is all WORTHLESS!!!no one cares abt me...no one around me is trustworthy...i want to find some1 whom i can pour out all my feelings to...but i can't find one...no one can b trust in tis world...the oni place i can pour out all my feelings, mayb is oni here....
sometimes i really feel like crying out...izzit so difficult 4 me to find some1 whom i can trust??i really nid a shoulder 4 me to lean on...i'm bursting out soon!!!
sometimes i really feel like crying out...izzit so difficult 4 me to find some1 whom i can trust??i really nid a shoulder 4 me to lean on...i'm bursting out soon!!!
today seems to b a bad day for me...everything dun seems to b good to me...mood was totally spoiled by someone... it is early in the morning!!!just becuz of them...i was buay song the whole day...plz change ur attitude!!!then gekteng pass a message frm ellis to me...ellis..is nt tat i m angry wif u, is just tat i tink u have totally changed...u r different nw...
gt tons of hmwk to do...that nora lah...give 133 qns...want us to do it by tmr...go die lah...say until so easy,u try n do lah...gtg le...
gt tons of hmwk to do...that nora lah...give 133 qns...want us to do it by tmr...go die lah...say until so easy,u try n do lah...gtg le...
Friday, September 22, 2006
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2dae is such a lousy day for me can...whole day was so sian...
today 1st period was HL...did aerobics...was quite fun..then after tat was PE, mdm salwana did skill test wif us..basketball lorr....when cher test the rest of them shooting horr,me so suay lorr..kena hit by basketball...damn pain lor...i cried...tears start rolling down my cheeks...hui go scold wenkang...who threw the ball...hui keep making me laugh...then my mood for the rest of the day was getting lousy..during recess gt ice-cream to eat...after recess, went back to class, getting ready to go 4 art...wenkang apologise to me...my mood was like sibei buay song...then i didn't wan to reply him...but in the end, i accept le...=)i'm nt the person who will remember these kind of small matter de...=)art..do drawing lor..then is dnt...did practical...our project almost finish le...oni left joining the parts together oni...after gt hmt...went there listen story...after tat go cwp wif leen n hui...hui want to buy bag...i want to buy bottle..but dun have the design i want...saw tanay mei,nickie n jiamin..we go civic centre together to accompany hui to buy bag...mood was down...after buying the bag, went back to cwp...feel like going hme le...but they all still want to walk around cwp,mood was really bad...i told them i want to go hme 1st....
To hui, leen, tanay, nickie n jiamin:sry tat i leave early cuz my mood was really bad...i scared tat if i go wif u all,i will instead spoil ur shopping mood)nth to write le...later still nid to go to my cousin's hse wif my sis...sianz...
today 1st period was HL...did aerobics...was quite fun..then after tat was PE, mdm salwana did skill test wif us..basketball lorr....when cher test the rest of them shooting horr,me so suay lorr..kena hit by basketball...damn pain lor...i cried...tears start rolling down my cheeks...hui go scold wenkang...who threw the ball...hui keep making me laugh...then my mood for the rest of the day was getting lousy..during recess gt ice-cream to eat...after recess, went back to class, getting ready to go 4 art...wenkang apologise to me...my mood was like sibei buay song...then i didn't wan to reply him...but in the end, i accept le...=)i'm nt the person who will remember these kind of small matter de...=)art..do drawing lor..then is dnt...did practical...our project almost finish le...oni left joining the parts together oni...after gt hmt...went there listen story...after tat go cwp wif leen n hui...hui want to buy bag...i want to buy bottle..but dun have the design i want...saw tanay mei,nickie n jiamin..we go civic centre together to accompany hui to buy bag...mood was down...after buying the bag, went back to cwp...feel like going hme le...but they all still want to walk around cwp,mood was really bad...i told them i want to go hme 1st....
To hui, leen, tanay, nickie n jiamin:sry tat i leave early cuz my mood was really bad...i scared tat if i go wif u all,i will instead spoil ur shopping mood)nth to write le...later still nid to go to my cousin's hse wif my sis...sianz...
Saturday, September 16, 2006
wat shld i do...
life is so sian these few days...EOY cuming soon...so many things nid to do..suddenly feel so stress..nt really happy wif my ct3 results..
english-B3
Maths-A1
science-D7
chinese-A1
History-C5
geography-A1
Literature-C5
DNT-A2
still not sure whether r there still cca nxt week anot..still nid to brush up on my footdrill...still cannot bang properly..still doing "horsekick"pple ard me are starting to 'pon' cca n lessons...shld i do the same as them?i'm really feeling very tired...some1 plz give me sum advice...i really feeling low these few days...=.=
english-B3
Maths-A1
science-D7
chinese-A1
History-C5
geography-A1
Literature-C5
DNT-A2
still not sure whether r there still cca nxt week anot..still nid to brush up on my footdrill...still cannot bang properly..still doing "horsekick"pple ard me are starting to 'pon' cca n lessons...shld i do the same as them?i'm really feeling very tired...some1 plz give me sum advice...i really feeling low these few days...=.=
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