Thursday, April 19, 2007

SJAB roxs!! lurves all the
seniors....instructors....officers....mdm n
sir...lurves everyone in SJAB!!! n most
importantly NC daddy!!!

i noe tiffany sure will say i copy her de...but it is also deep frm my heart de...=x...
sch sch sch....
then after sch...went to eat wif tiffany...yx n zh...talk talk talk...then went hme wif huii...reached hme le...used comp...watch tv...eat....do self-practice...use comp agn...n here m i posting...
boring right???today got nth interesting lor...so got nth to write abt...haix...end here bah...
sian sian sian

9 more days to go....=)

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

yo!! im here to blog le...though i may sound very 'high'...but im actually lei dao~~~...

wednesday....
today sch was ok ok lor...then after sch gt sjab....it was farewell party...it was fun dao~~~!!!due to the rain...we had the performance 1st instead of games...was so 'high' lor...keep cheering...shout until i almost lost my voice...muahahaha...den finally is games time lor...played watever 'animal call' de game...was fun lor...kip 'oink oink' here n there...cuz i m in the piggy grp...wahahaha!!then after tat was wat 'keep your leader dry'...quite ok lor...then finally is water bomb le!!!so fun can...took water bags to throw pple...of coz i also got kena pple de bomb lah...n i very easily xia dao de...therefore...i screamed lots of time today....then after tat we were told to fall in...let the sec 4s n 5 to pour water on us...i was kena-ed by tania n jieling lor...kip pouring water at me...sheng hao beside me also very pathetic...wahahaha....we were all drenched lor... then the sec 3s also joined in to pour water on us...they so bad lor...they even poured the pail of water on sheng hao n ben...n also used the pail to cover their face lor...so funny...then went to change...den refreshments....then lastly last parade....after tat in the canteen...the sec 3s were chasing each other lor...the purpose is just to pinch each others' cheeks...then in the end i also got pinched by yee xuan lor...he still say wat my cheek very nice to pinch...blah blah blah...then tiffany was like tickle-in(duno how to spell...=x) yee xuan lor..then mr goh was ard lor...he kip taking 'action' pictures....then i also ka-chiau by tiffany n ya hui lor...in the end i was like keep screaming in the canteen lor...muahahaha!!

tuesday...
sch was like...lazy to tok abt...during FT talked wif mr goh...tok abt sch stuffs...blah blah blah...n most importantly sjab!! he asked me wat r my aims in sjab,blah blah blah...in other words tok abt alot of things lor...want to know then cum ask me lor...=x
then after sch went to art rm to do the lino painting thingy,nid to cut out the thing frm the watever thing u called tat...while was doing it, was talking craps wif huii,leen,cui ping n ellis...we even talked abt teletubbies(did i spell wrongly??=x) lor...lol!! then after tat went to woodlands checkpoint there to buy things...then reached hme abt 6pm ++...bathed,ate n did nth..just watched tv lor

monday...
as usual lor, go to sch...then after sch gr farewell thingy...practised le then we see the sec1s perform, quite nice lor...then tiffany got souvenirs thingy, stayed ard inthe sch lor...den cyn they all say wat they want to do drills so went to the quadrangle to help them give commands lor...actually is quite sian lor...though gt 3 pple peii wo just like comp, practising drills at quadrangle, but the feeling is somehow different...sad...haix... then did some sort os 1 round of footdrill, as usual i said the commands, but i didnt shout, long time nvr shout commands le...like last time comp like tat...so huai nian, n i realised hor, just 1 month plus nvr shout, my voice is back to usual alrdy lor...last time i shout hor, after a while then ok lor, nw leh...i just raised my voice a little oni then i start coughing le...c the difference right?! then wait for tiffany till very sian le so go home alone lor...*yawns*

10 more days...=)

Sunday, April 15, 2007

today mah...basically is same as last sunday bah...slack ard at hme...woke up at abt 11am ++...watched tv...then took out daniel's letter to read agn...duno y...got urge to read it somehow...=x

memories flashed back as i was reading...things happened during comp. training...hardships we went through,suffered tgt..cried tgt...thinking back..everything is so zhi de...=)...then things which happened on comp. day...so memorable...but at least tis time i didnt cry while reading the letter lah... tears coming out frm my eyes nia...i must tell myself not to cry so easily...i must not let NC de morale go down de...must stay cheerful always...tiffany...got my msg le mah??stay happy kk??=)
speaking of NC reminds me of daniel...tmr start sch le...jiayou!!kampateh!!!same goes to hazel also!!! jiayou!!=)

i got nth to say le...will try to post agn tmr bah...if not it willb latest by friday lor..=) buaiix....

13 more days to go...=)

nice mah??sweet hor...

Saturday, April 14, 2007

here to post abt my day bah...
tis morning...woken up at 11.30am++ by tiffany's sms...she asked me whether i want to meet her later in the afternoon anot...by i said i want to stay at hme...*tired*...paiseh ah...not enough sleep...=x...then after replying the msg...went back to sleep after replying her msg... then in the end woke up at 12.30pm like tat...wash up le then ate smth lor...then was slacking till 2++...got nth to do mah.....=p

then my sis woke up le...asked to peii wo go woodlands checkpoint there walk walk...then we went sheng shiong there...we bought lots of tidbits!!!yum yum!! n also got a watch for myself!!nice!

reached hme at abt 6pm like tat...slept till 8++ then wake up...piggy me....=x then eat...n here m i blogging lor...haix...now i gt nth to do leh...pple...cum enthu me leh......

still got 14 days to go...=)

Friday, April 13, 2007

paiseh...so long nvr update post le...mayb i shall start posting frm wednesday onwards bah...

wednesday...
school was ok lor...then after sch was activity...tiffany was sick lor...but luckily nvr fall out...hazel n daniel came for activity...activity was ok...did sizing...then we didnt go for games...sec 2s went to talk wif daniel n hazel...was so fun lor...me n tiffany was so called 'quarrelling' wif sheng hao n ben...was like so fun lor...then we 2 also kip erhem-in to daniel when sum1 talk abt wat biased de...(i forgot who le...paiseh..=x) then time pass so fast lor...alrdy last parade le...then after activity, passed the photos to daniel n also give him the gloves...hope he will like it bah...but i noe is very nan kan...when i give i also very nan wei qing...=p...then as usual went hme wif tiffany...talked abt st john thingy....

thursday...
as usual...sch sch sch...
after sch meet up for farewell thingy lor...but didnt really do much...but we played game n sang songs instead...was so 'high' lor...blah blah blah...then went to cwp wif fizzy n yee xuan....saw faclin n huda...then went hme lor...was really tired...took a bath le then sleep till 11++...=x...lazy pig right??!! oink oink!!

friday...
healthy lifestyle...as usual ran wif tiffany n cyn...n my ankle ache agn...haix...when will it stop aching??then normal lesson lor...then after farewell thingy agn...finally gt full strength le...did a few rehearsal...then we were playing game n singing as usual...but tis time the sec 3s also join in...was so fun lor...then went hme wif tiff...when we were at fushan...saw yee xuan...call him he nvr reply de...he seems angry lor...then tiffany n i went to him lor...he ignored us...*sad sad*...then we followed him all the way to 888 there...haix...long story...oni me n tiffany noe...tiffany called me just now n told me smth...which makes me totally shocked!!!omg!!!!

Sunday, April 08, 2007

haix...today basically just stayed at hme n did nth...woke up at abt 11++...then watch 'huan zhu ge ge'....was in sianism the whole day...did some hmwk lor...read his blog wif such a long post...then online...chatted wif no one...sian sian sian!!!got no one to sms wif...got lots things in my mind but there's no one for me to shu ku...pple who i can think of now is...tiffany n daniel...any1 else??im not really sure...haix...feeling so helpless now...
7/4/06
went army market wif cyn to collect name tags for sec 1s...sad to say tat...we took the wrong train!!! then suan le lor...take one big round lor...towards jurong there de...stand through the whole journey...almost fell asleep when standing...*yawns* then blah blah blah....collect name tags le then go back to cwp to meet up wif tiffany....

tiffany gt souvenirs meeting at food court....*diao*...wif zh,jeff,ben,thahira n shahidah...after tat zh go pat's hse..then 'lam bei bei' cum meet us...thahira n shahidah go off le...then me,tiff,yx,ben n jeff we go walk round cwp lor....we r so sian tat we end up playing hide n seek at the basement...is so fun can...me tiff n jeff was like kip running away frm yx n ben lor...muahahaha...i noe im mad...then when is yx n ben's turn to hide...is like so 'difficult' to find them lor...in the end they end up hiding at the lift lobby there 'sleeping' while we were like walking ard basement 1 lor...lol....

then we go banquet there play 'truth n truth'...talk here talk there....i feel quite ok telling the truth or rather xin li hua to them lor...jeff n yx they all r really nice lor...i've no worries telling secrets to them...nvr regretted having such seniors like them...=) n i realised...these few saturdays...i have been going out wif tiff,ben n jeff they all lor...at least i felt better after talking to them...

it was raining heavily when we are going hme lor...me tiff n yx took 900 bus n jeffrey took 912 if im not wrong...jeffrey is so nice....(tiffany u shld noe rite??) n yeexuan seems so sian...duno wat happen..haix...he actually can take 913 to go straight hme 1 lor...tiffany lend him her umbrella coz we both does not need it...but yeexuan say wat scared we 2 may need the umbrella so he peii us take 900...i went one big round so tat i no nid to b in the rain...tiffany alight 1st then yeexuan peii wo lor...he seems so sian n tired...but i couldn't find any topic to talk to him...n the weather is cold outside...n he seems to feel very cold..but i also cnt help him...so ke lian...

then he alight at the 888 there if im not wrong...n i think he walked hme bah...but it is still raining heavily lor... i sms him when i reached hme...i was waiting for his reply till i almost fell asleep lor...he called me when my eyes were half-closed...=p...he told me his hse ting dian lor...lol...mayb is becoz of the lightning bah...

after today really let me noe abt yeexuan lor...he is always 'quiet' n lame...but as wat daniel had said...pple who is lame has more eq compared to others...so sumtimes is gd to b lame...but u have to choose the right time lah...;)

**wat shld i do???m i thinking too much??haix...help me!!
**feeling helpless....any1 willing to lend a hand??

Saturday, April 07, 2007

haix...when will we have nc gathering???

i've deleted my post le...cuz i tink it has agitated huii le...(sorry..)
i wonder wat had happened to me nowadays...i kept thinking abt the negative sides...i really scared to b left alone...mayb im thinking too much?? mayb im too stressed up over stuffs??? haix...wat shld i do???

i just asked daniel wat will he do to me if i were not to join comp nxt year...guess wat he said??? he say he will KILL me...wakakakas!!!sumtimes i really thought of not joining le...but at second thoughts...i changed my mind...haix...zhen shi san xin liang yi....

nc gathering wif daniel???when??where?? haix....

Sunday, April 01, 2007

yo...just changed my blogskin...find the previous one abit boring so change lor..
ytd was flag day...went to 883 n woodlands checkpoint there to collect $$...flag day is quite alright for me...n we have to go all the way down to hq to return our tins...on the way to hq reminds me many things..the usual trips to hq on weekends for trainings..and i n tiffany is always talking on the train when on the way to hq...but tis time round is going wif different pple...is feeling is quite weird... then after tat went back to cwp wif tiffany,yahui n jeffrey they all...while waiting for train..the same feeling came back agn...tiffany felt tat too...we were always making alot of noise while waiting for train...everything is so huai nian....

it was raining heavily when we reach woodlands lor...so decided to walk ard cwp lor...funny things happened in cwp lor...but i duno how to described....hahaha!!!

then went back hme...was so tired lor.. just went to read the post i posted after comp....everything is so memorable... time passed by so fast...is alrdy april le...exams coming soon...daniel also going to start sch le...all the best to him bah!!buaiix!!

Wednesday, March 28, 2007


our hard work are paid off....nc!!let's jiayou again nxt yr!!=)








me and my nc sub-commander...
















me n our nc daddy...."once a NC daddy...forever our daddy"










NC10 2007.....which always occupies a space in my heart....

Saturday, March 24, 2007

paiseh...long time no update le..cuz my comp. sot sot de...
not really used to life now...comp. end le...which means no more trainings le...really miss the instructors alot...daniel...dun feel so down la...wat no gui shu gan le...dun 4get still got NC ard to help u da qi!!!...dun feel so sad...NC is always there for you!!!
tis afternoon acc. tiffany to army market there to buy boots..on the way there really reminds us of alot of things lor...the trainings wif na n ac on sundays...we r always so noisy..but today oni the 2 of us...so weird...we 2 were talking about wat happened during the start of comp. trainings...wat happened on comp. tat day...it really brings back alot of memories..i almost cried out when talking to tiffany...i still rmb last time when shuhui mentioned she want to quit comp, tiff n i was crying like omg... but at least it worth it=p...
thinking back...comp. trainings really taught me alot of things...i really didnt regretted joining comp. though it is really tired...stress n it also somehow affects my studies...comp. really let me get closer or know more abt seniors n instructor...esp. daniel...
at first i tot he was the person who has very high expectations on pple...who is very fierce..i dun even dare to get close to him when i first joined st john...but through comp...it let me realised tat he can b a caring n very nice person...or a big brother...
time really flies...remembering 3-4 months ago, we were like working very hard just to meet the instructors' standard...but now comp. has ended...the trophy is in our hand...have to say bye bye to everything...bye to comp. trainings....bye to instructors... truthfully..i will miss them alot...really thank them alot...i will not forget everything...NC 2007!!!kampateh!! daniel!! all the best to u in SP!!!

Sunday, March 11, 2007

comp end le... which means we have to say bye bye to the instructors...hazel,gavin,yayah,manan.....must really thank all the instructors who has trained us...especially daddy daniel.. !!! without him i really duno wat wuld happen to us..........we got 2nd runner up...we all cried after the results was out..daddy also cry wif us...sry tat we have disappoint u...dun cry le ok...=)
i shall start my story frm ytd morning...
ytd 8++ am like tat go to sch to prepare...instructor peiying n instructor yiling came down to tie our hair for us..ty!!! daniel also bought bread for us as breakfast...i went into the room...and he passed me an envelope...which written there is for NC main 4...
i took the letters out...i realised mine was like 2 full pages long lor...i sat outside the room n read...i oni read till the 2nd paragraph then i cnt take it le..i burst out le...it is very touching...my tears just kept rolling down my cheeks...then i continue reading...what daniel wrote really reminds me of what happened from starting of comp. training till now...
i realised tat oni through hardships can bring us to what we r now...it really made us stronger...want to tell daniel tat...though u r not able to come down for our trainings, doesn't means tat u r irresponsible...really...i didnt blame u... we have grown up over these period of time...we really have to thank u...becuz of u, we r able to...u brought us up..that's make u being our daddy..im glad tat we have such a nice n caring daddy by our side...but u r leaving us soon...gd luck in ur studies n hope to have u back to train us agn...n strive for the champion!!!we can do it de!!!

after reading the letter..i cnt take it anymore...i cried...daniel came out to see...but he went in soon after seeing me..
on the way to hq...i was very scared...i was keep thinking tat wat if NC cnt win...tears kept flowing out...daniel walked past me n he knew tat i was crying agn...is just tat he didnt say it out...i noe he's worried abt me..when we r reaching the hq, he let me to listen to a song...he want me relax..but i cant...(sorry...)...he tried to make me smile...but...

outside the waiting rm...we all were trying to cool down...but i cnt take it anymore... i burst out agn...i was very stress...miss ong hugged me...hazel was comforting me...but daniel was standing aside looking at me...but i didnt blame him...i knew he does not feel gd seeing me cry as well... i tried to control my emotions...pple came forward to hug me to ask me not to cry anymore...patricia...yahui...n many more...but im always wanting a hug frm my daddy...

in the waiting rm...i keep looking outside..i want to c my daddy..they were all looking in...when they covered the peep hole wif paper, n im unable to c them...i cried agn...suddenly i missed the instructors n miss ong alot...during balloting...i was glad tat i managed to fufill daniel's wish to take the last few envelopes..which is NC10.. i signalled to daniel after i got the tag....i was glad at the point of time..when uniform inspection, when i shout 'NC10 sedia', i looked at miss ong n instructors...miss ong nod at me...i knew i did it...when we walked back to the waiting room...i was expecting a smile frm daddy...but he didnt...but i knew he want us to do well...
our first station was 1st aid...we did badly...instructors were all in front of us...daniel was taking video of our performance...when we march off...his face was very stern...i knew something went wrong... then was home nursing...we managed to finish 3 trolleys in the given time...i was very satisfied...but there were some mistakes here n there...finally it was footdrill...it is the time i can c all the instructors, miss ong, mr goh n my daddy...footdrill went on smoothly...daddy was taking video of us...i noe i shld not disappoint him anymore...i tried my very best to shout the commands...and we did it!!! 48.2/50!!! when we do bersurai...all clapped for us!!!i was very happy!!!daniel was cheering for us also!!

went back to the waiting rm...was tired at tat point of time...ate some snacks...took a quick nap... finally is was 6pm... we were asked to go up to the hall...i was very scared of the results...i was holding on to tiffany's hand very tightly...tears dropping agn...when we fall in...we were just beside the instructors...i was very happy to see them...yayah n manan they all were smiling at us.... finally the results was out...AC n NA got champion...instructors they all were clapping very loudly...when they announced tat we got 3rd...tears rolled down frm my eyes...i cant believed tat we can get third...but i disappointed daniel...for not getting the champion...manan turned ard n looked at me...n showed me a thumbs up sign...i was vry touched...i kept wiping up my tears...when NA n AC went up to get the trophies...i was very happy for them...i was crying at that point of time..when i see the slide'nursing cadet category 2nd runner up, RIVERSIDE SECONDARY SCHOOL'...i was like....i shout 'NC10 sedia'the mdm beside was shock when i shouted...we marched to the stairs there..jacklynn mdm was there..i felt very sorry to her...we went forward to GOH...the mdm who was presenting the trophies to the GOH smiled at me when she walked past me...she knew i was crying...when we walked down...i tried to look for daniel...he smiled...then when the 1st runner up n champion went up...i was crying in my heart alrdy...after bersurai...i picked up the trophies on the floor n i started crying...the NC all crowd around n cry..instructors,mdm n tania they all came forward to comfort us...daniel also cried...it is the first time i c him crying...his eyes was really red...i was abt to stop crying...miss ong lead the rest to say the riverside cheer...when i listened...i feel vry sorry to the rest...i cried agn...daniel also...

then on the way back on the bus...tiffany was still crying...instructor jia tian n tady was beside us keeping asking her not to cry..daniel was sitting in front of us..i can see tat he is crying... in the end,i cried agn...

reached causeway le..NC tooked a picture wif our daddy...i also managed to take one wif daniel...=) after changing...we buy our own food le...then we gather around at one spot then we eat!!then all three teams say thank to our own 'daddy' n'mummy'... also watched the footdrill video tat daniel took...also chat a while wif instructors...at abt 10++ then we all go hme...

after i reached hme...i read the letter agn..very touching..

even now...im here typing tis post i m crying at the moment...

to daniel:i will keep the letter tat u gave me de...i will not forget having u such a nice n caring daddy de!!!

Saturday, February 10, 2007

paiseh...have not been updating my blog for so long...may not be able to update often this few weeks...have been busy wif comp trainings n hmwk...paiseh...=)

Saturday, December 23, 2006

paiseh for not updating for so long...as mentioned by tavin..my blog is dead...but i decided to 'save' the blog frm dying...=x tis few days have been busy wif comp...smth had happened wif our team...we have been changing position n so on...haix...i really cnt tolerate ******* le..she is so *** n she want evry1 to qian jiu her...i hope tat she can reflect back wat she had done...n do the necessary things she shld do in order for not wasting all our efforts...tat person shld noe wat to do le...

i have been tolerating enough in tis comp team le...frm a no. 2 change to no.1...then frm no.1 change to duno wat...omg...m i supposed to go through all these?? u say u are tired..under alot of stress..u tink i vry relax ah...i also have to go through the same things as u all lor...or mayb even more!!!

dun want to talk abt it...later i more angry...thinking back...issit worth it for me to cry on thursday??can sum1 tell me..

Friday, December 08, 2006

paiseh...so long nvr update le...me lazy seh..summore still gt training, tired tired...
huii n tanay kip asking me to update...so im here to update...for their sake???=xxx jkjk

last 2 weeks as usual, went back to sch for training...though is tired..but is fun seh...just got the news ytd tat i becum the commander then isabel becum the sub....omg!!exchange roles wif her seh...nid shout commands...but...i dun have the loud voice leh..must train nxt time...then hme nursing nid to study the theory,just finished studied the theory for TPR, agar agar gt the idea le,duno can pass anot...still gt others to read....

huii go london le...quite miss her seh..1 month cnt tok to her on fone...tok on fone is can...but nid sum1 to sponsor $$ leh..any1 willing to sponsor??i dun mind de...any kind-hearted ones???=xx jkjk

after 2 weeks ++ of training, learnt quite alot of things lor...things we does not learn during normal activity...in the middle..shuhui decided to quit comp seh..luckily she didnt...if not the team will b in pieces here n there le..=xxx everybody must jiayou kk??

learnt how to do the drills...memorised the commands...in sequence....learnt how to report...but we still nt sure how to do a 1st aid case...must jiayou!!! monday dun have training leh....but tuesday still gt self-training...nid to brush up on our drills...n my voice!!argh!!isabel must help me kk??

kk...enough of sjab le..if not huii read le say i fa hua chi...=xxx paiseh huii... pangseh u for the last 2 weeks...cuz of trainings...u go london le...at least gt ur sis peii nii....will not b so lonely...must take lots of pics of ur nephew kk??then send to me..i also want c???!!!

i tink i stop here bah....try to post more the nxt few days....kk???must miss me!!??=xx