finally!! blogger is back to normal...

today no activity...tats y i can blog at this point of time...no activity...shld i b happy or sad?? i duno...=x

today sch was okok lor...sci...did nth...then pe.... den is recess...went to eat coz im hungry...=p...
after tat is eng lor...mdm chang asked us to do grammar...finished le..sit down there did nth...jazz la...took our specs...n wear..it turns out he's wearing 4 specs at one time...funny la...=p ahaha....he also kip scaring me when i bu zhu yi de shi hou...so bad la him...kip getting shock....not tat 'shock' la...=x..at least i still can talk...=p....

finally sch end le...walked hme lor...
bathed...slept a while... for 15 mins oni...woke up by papa...cua tio leh...=p....ate...n here m i posting... *yawn*...later still nid go find mama...=) i guai bah..=x...i noe i bhb...=x

i tink i post till here bah...if got anything later den i post...=) sayonara!

hiya....
today was ok lor...is just tat the HEAVY rain in the morning dampen my mood oni...
tired as usual...slept during maths lesson=x.... coz cher nvr teach anything...we r free to do our own things...so i sleep lor... =p
then after sch went cwp to eat wif huii n leen...after tat bought sweets le...went back to sch coz got oral....

i tink i screwed up my oral conversation lor...got nth to talk abt!!! my mind was in a blank at tat very moment...when the cher ask me question..i was like ..." erm...", "ok..." or "then" lor...omg...n i also dun tink i will do well for the reading of the passage lor...20% of end of year lor!! die liao lah...how how??

oral end at abt 5pm++ lor...walked hme as usual...alone agn...=x...
bathed le...watch abit tv....then use comp lor...if not also nth to do...very sian u noe.... =.=

tmr shall b a better day bah...=) anyone got listen to radio ytd nite?? 933 de... duno they gt read my sms not...if got ...pple out there tell me kk?? thxs guys!! =) Luv ya!!

today mah...quite sian lor...
dun want to tok abt sch...is like so sian can..
mrs pang leaving us after today le...shld i b sad or happy?? =x...
then after sch walked home alone...

tiffany seems troubled...haix...want to help her but duno how...trying all sorts of ways to make her happy...but...haix...aiyah...i can understand how she feel...coz.......haix...

ytd oni fell asleep at 2am++..n i need to wake up at 6.30am....omg..think i later will take a nap bah...
wonder y these few days i cant slp...
as for saturday night bah...i went to bed at abt 1am++ but i oni fell asleep at abt 4am...it has been the same last weekend!!

lying on the bed...thinking of all sort of stuffs...i just couldnt slp...i tell myself not to think too much le...but i just cant..though im feeling very tired le..but i just couldnt slp...haix...sleepless nights...
sumtimes tears will even flow out frm my eyes if i thought of certain things...really...for example XXX n YYY.... oni sum pple will noe wat does it mean...haix...

1st....Happy mOthers' dAy to mummy.....

today woke up at 12.30pm++ like tt...coz im lazy..=x..went to bed ytd nite at abt 1am++ but cant slp...fell asleep oni at abt 4am+++..=xxx

papa cooked chicken rice...yumyum...=p..then slacked ard...4pm+ like tt went cwp wif sis...shopped ard...blah blah then walked hme....

reached hme le...was lei dao.... then slept for 2 hrs ++ then here m i posting..haix...

*sigh* me n tiffany is having the same problems nw....but nvm... we must face it together ok??must b strong..ok...jiayou!! NC no.1 n no.2 kampateh!!

im so bored tat im here to post agn...
n also not forgetting to say....
HAPPY B'DAY TO PEITING!!

sian...didnt get to went out today....instead i slept whole day long at home...exams finished alrdy 2 days liao lor...n i didnt get to enjoy...haix....

im so sian at home la...no one acc me go out...=x...tiffany went to malaysia le... no one peii wo sms le...=x...
hope later can go out bah...=x

post later...

today was so sian~~~ lor... exams finish le still nid go sch!! today oni sec 2s lesson as usual lor!! omg!! tats y the sch was like so quiet after sch lor...LOL...
today lesson all free period...cher didnt teach anything...during english...i was like so tired can..i fall asleep can~~...i slept all the way till lesson end...=x then sci went itrr...then went to eat...finally home sweet home!!!

im so sian la...no one at home...also no where to go...no one peii wo... somemore im also broke...=x...pple sponsor me!! wahahaha...im bad...=p

gd luck pple..!!

just now had last paper....n exams is finally over...but i dun feel happy at all...i wonder y..... after the paper went to canteen wif huii n leen... while walking frm classroom to canteen...i didnt smile at all...i dun seems happy abt it...sat in the canteen for abt half n hr...didnt eat...no appetitie....didnt drink also....haix...wasnt in a gd mood...( sry huii n leen...paiseh if i dampen ur mood also...)

was listening to radio while sitting in the canteen...was hoping tt my mood will get better..but it didnt...i was really tired...i finished my paper at 9am...(the paper starts at 8.15...) n i slept all the way till the end....wonder y..=(

walked out of the sch...walked till the cc there...we went separate ways..i walked hme..lonely...


我真的很累。。。好想好好地休息一下。。。想出去轻松一下，但却不知道去那里。。。

刚才睡了一觉，感觉清醒 多了。想事情也比较清楚了，我已经下定决心，放开一切，把不开心，烦恼的事，全都抛开，全部忘记。重新开始，不再为不开心的事胡思乱想，我一定要为更美好的明天做好准备。但这一切都需要时间，希望时间能淡化一些事。。。加油！！ 你能做到的！

现在的我真的很苦恼。。。不知道应该怎么办。。。我到底应不应该放手呢? 如果我真的这么做的话，对我来说可能是一种心灵上的一种解脱，不用为
这些事伤心，但是以我的性格，一定会依依不舍，很不舍的。反而还会更加烦恼。。。
*叹气*。。。 看来我还是得放手，这样一来可能会比较好。。。希望时间能化解一切事情。。明天会更好。=)

im home...finally...=)
today had history paper...ok ok lor...if really can pass..oni just pass oni lor...sian...=.=...
tmr literature paper...no hope on tat....=p.....
at least tmr is the last paper le!!! finish le then can play le!! wooHOO!! =p...
gt nth to write le leh....if can later then i post agn lor...=)

today had maths paper lor...paper 1 was alright...then paper 2...didnt really have confidence in paper 2....haix...=.=
paper at 12 pm++ de...after the paper was having a headache lor...stomach cramps also....haix...initially going to cwp wif huii n leen to have lunch de..but on the way to cwp...didnt feel really well...decided to go home instead...

feeling really terrible while walking hme... headache n cramps were killing me!!! omg... reached hme, bathed..feel abit better le... ate.... n here im posting...

tmr history paper...wish me gd luck bah...tink later take nap le then study coz im really tired...n i tink im falling sick soon... haix..

i has been falling sick too often tis year haix....

*yawns*..the geo paper was 'ok' lor...got some qn duno how to do...=.=
then after tat went to itrr to do maths... blah.....
then went hme...slept..*yawn* tats y im so tired nw...haix.... tmr maths paper...later go study a while....haix...wish me gd luck!!=)

just reached hme....just now went to library wif huii to study...managed to read 2 chapters yeah.... then went to her hse lor...then blah blah blah...after tat went to 678 there to photocopy stuffs...n guess who i saw there...instructor peiying!!! surprise seh...but she didnt c me la...=x... LOL.... n i has been sneezing all day long...wonder who is missing or even cursing me??!! who noes? =p

i noe tis post is very short coz i nid to go n study le...good luck to me for my geo paper tmr!!!

friday..

had sci paper..was ok lor...not as difficult as wat i had thought.... then after the paper...went to cwp wif huii for half n hr oni... coz got nth to do there..went hme...slept...did nth...im so sian can....no one acc me go out...im basically rotting at hme lah...fungi start to grow le...

saturday

did nth at hme...coz got nth to do...actually got la...wrote somethings...pple may find me very silly writing those things de...shall not say it here... wan know cum ask me lor...give u a clue la...smth tat will let me cry abt it de.....=)

today was ........ for me lor.... sian....
today had chinese paper...paper 1 mah...still can handle lor...then paper 2 quite ok lor... went home straight after the paper...which ends at 12.30....n reached hme at abt 1 pm++...as usual...walked hme alone...and it was also raining lor...haiz...even the sky is also crying for me..... n it is getting heavier n heavier!!..so pathetic. came hme..online...browse through blogs...chatted wif daddy a while...then later he got lesson then he go lor...soon after tat i also went offline le...went to continue wif my sci notes...haix...tmr sci paper!! dun tink it will b a good day for me tmr....haix!!!

ate my lunch le...continue wif notes lor...actually wanted to listen to songs when doing my notes de...who knows i fell asleep lor...i was lying in the living room sleeping frm 3.30 to 5.30 lor...and somemore outside was still raining lor...n it was cold dao~~~..... brrr~~~

almost going to finish my sci notes le..after tat going to read workbook all those stuffs lor...memorise blah blah blah.... should i burn midnight oil?? or shld i "drive night car"??? i noe sum1 will laugh at me de....=x
i tink i shouldnt...coz i will surely fall asleep!! wahahaha....

hope i can do well this mye bah...as tis is one of my b'day wishes...hope it will come true...i still other wishes...hope it will also come true...but it will need the help of sum pple!!!

i tink i shld go le...wish me gd luck for my sci paper!! argh!*i got no confidence at all!! omg!*....

i miss NC!!! I noe is random...but is deep frm my heart... =)

*yawns*....

i noe i shouldn't b here now as mye is on...but i feel so sian can...actually didnt want to update my blog de...but i dun want it to die...just like wat happened last time...i want to keep it alive!!! .....i noe im lame... haix... im so down now can...sum1 enthu me la....

tiffany dun seems to b right these few days...she also dun want to tell me wat happened...how?? how shld i help her??

daddy!! help me.... the bad feeling seems to come back again!!??wat shld i do?? im feeling so terrible now.... omg!! mayb i shouldn't ma fan him so much now...he got his own things to settle btw...=)...i must b a gd daughter....=)

haix...things hasn't been right for me these few days..but wat can i do?? feeling so helpless now... forget it...just hope that there's a miracle bah....=.=....

tink i shld go back to do my science notes now...but im too tired to do tat...omg... i need moral support!!!

SHAN!! YOU CAN DO IT DE!!!

just reached hme frm sch...walked home alone today...no one peii wo walk till at least the bus stop there...sian... =.=
had eng paper...paper 1 was ok bah...still 'ok' for me...then recess...ate ice-cream...paper 2 le...had problems wif the summary lor...kip cancelling words here n there...coz too many le...haix...today i keep sneezing all the way le...dun wat happen??? issit got pple missing me???=x hope so bah..
tink i write till here bah...coz got nth to write le...sian... wat happen to me??? omg!!!

waiting....

the earrings i bought for myself...=)

the penguin...

red de...

the pink one....

zi-lian...=x

WoohOO!!! today was so fun la!! received lots of b'day gift....and also many many sms frm my frens n loved ones....thanks guys!! love ya!!! muackz!!!

afternoon went to cwp to meet jeffrey, zheng hui n patricia...they gave me the 'octopus' plushie....one pink one red de...so cute lah!! like it so much!!! then tanay sms-ed me ask me where i m was la...then i told her i m in cwp also...she say want pass me things....then waited for nickie n tanay at 1st floor there wif jeff,zh n pat....(thxs for waiting for me!!=) ) when i saw them...they were carrying a BIG mini toons bag lor...i was like WAH!!! jeff they all also...LOL....they gave me a 'big' penguin plushie(if im not wrong abt it... =p....) thxs for the gift leh!!! vinus!! tanay!! nickie!!(did i miss out anyone???if got...tell me...haha)... thanks alot!! after tat nickie n tanay go le...then went basement wif jeff they all....they went to buy bubbletea....talked abt many things la....then my jie jie(s) LOL reach le...coz we going to eat sushi at sakae...!!! =x.....then we say bye bye le then i go meet my 2 jie jie..

went sakae ate....yum yum...then go walk walk...went john little there...i bought a skirt ....like it so much seh...then blah blah.... then after tat go hme lor...da jie bought a cake for me...gt strawberry chocolate de...yum yum...shall post the pic of the cake nxt time....=).....just nw took pictures of the plushie(s)...will upload it later de... ;)

thanks guys for all ur sms to wish me happy b'day!!! thanks alot.... tiffany..jeffrey..zheng hui..patricia..jieling..fizzy..zhi xian...shenghao...hanis..cuiping..cynthia..sze huii..eileen...vinus..nickie..tanay..juaen...peiting...tavin...(did i leave out any1??if i did...plz tell me...i want to add in...coz i want to remember....=) )
my nc daddy leh???nvm...coz he's busy bah....=) have to wait till he see me bah!!! wahahaha *edited on 01052007* =p

love u guys!! thxs for being by my side!!=)

yo!!! NC daddy de daughter no.1 is here to update agn le....wahahaha!!! today gave out chocolates to pple lor...then also received my 1st b'day present le...thanks guys!!!... was in a gd mood today lor...=)

then after sch..went to the canteen wif huii n leen...ate choco....then kip 'auntie' here n there...LOL...they go cwp then i stay in sch lor...=x...

stayed in the canteen wif tiffany n jeff...talk talk a while...jeff seems moody...duno wat happened to him...then at abt 1.30...jeff got dental appointment then i go hme lor...walked to the bus stop wif yee xuan...he so funny la...!!!made me laugh all the way...he was like telling me all the POA stuffs lor...diao!!! do u tink i will understand all those things??? LOL... then i also kip saying his 'kou tou chan'....."oh really???!!" lor...so funny can!!!wahahahas!!today was fun for me la....

mayb will try to post agn later at night bah!!!

here to post agn bah....btw just now i went to cwp to buy chocolates...so get ready to receive chocolates frm me bah...if u r lucky=p....wahahahas!! im bad.... heard frm daddy tat he going camp tmr wor..then sat n sun still going back to metro to work full time wor....(hardworking hor???must learn frm him....wahahahas!!!im mad....=x...sum1 cure me...=p ) take care wor...dun fall sick....drink more water....dun worry...i will keep ur share for u de....=)....

BOO!!!
i noe is not scary....=.=...
today mah..wat shld i say abt today leh???sian!!!
sch today was so sian can...tired....sleepy...at least i nvr doze off can...=x...
then after sch actually got pft de...then last minute say postpone to after exams...then went hme alone lor...coz tiffany got public duty de thingy...jeff got fancy...then zh i duno...=x...walked alone....so sian can... reached hme le...ate...n here m i posting...my day was so sian can...

my b'day is on saturday....but tiffany involved in the 20th anniversary de thingy...i actually wanted to volunteer de....but...haix.... spoil my plan sia.... mayb later going to buy chocolates bah...want to give pple tmr...who shld i give leh??? *think* LOL...gtg le buaiix...will try to post agn tmr de!!....=)

2 more days!! yeah! =p

today was like so tired can...feel like sleeping...haix....
first period was sci...then was pe...pe did 2.4...i ran...i tink i passed bah...=p....after the run was really very tired....*yawn*...
then blah blah blah...lazy to write...coz was like so boring can...

then after sch went to eat wif hui n leen... then huii n leen go le...was talking wif tiffany lor...then yx came join us...the three of us was sitting in the canteen doing hmwk...then at abt 2...yee xuan got lesson then he go lor...then left we 2 oni...was some sort of slacking there lor...i finished my compre there le...lazy to do the summary nia...=x.....
then at abt 3.30 bah...his lesson end le...then we 3 go ka-chiau benjamin...now i realised tat ben was so close to yx wor...he actually called benjamin 'AH BEN' wor....=x...i noe im lame....

then got camp briefing...blah blah blah...frm 4 all the way to 5.30...zheng hui called me in the middle of the briefing...i was like ...diao???...my phone was like kip vibrating lor....=x...then after tat went cwp wif jeffrey,zheng hui,cyn n tiffany lor...then frm there me,tiff n jeff walked hme...saw the funfair there...jeff was talking abt after MYE we go there play...=) haix...still got 2 weeks before MYE end...haix....

was doing history n geo just nw...cant really understand lor...how???tmr still got maths...dnt... n hme econ test...haven study yet...tired sia...mayb will nid to burn midnight oil bah... haix.... will try to post again tmr...omg...tmr still got pft!! argh! so many things r going on!!!...nvm...

let's look forward to a brighter future!!! shan ah shan...u can do it de!!!kampateh!!!!

3 more days to go!!!

hiyah...just came back frm sch...just ate my lunch...today basically was alright lor...is just tat today first period...the teachers gt meeting wif mrs pang...watched movie in the hall..is abt wat horse de...didnt really pay attention to it...i was sleeping..so tired...*yawn*...then was english...den history...history...cher go through ws lor...then finally recess...

was doing the maths ws de examples...was referring to jazz's de ws..(i nvr copy ok...i got understand de u noe...=x) then after recess was maths...was doing the assignment questions while cher was going through the assignment...i nvr do coz i wasnt in sch ytd...thanks jazz for teaching me!!!=) somehow can understand le...was able to do the ws wif the help frm jazz...then art...lit....then was FT lor...

for FT we all go hall lor...listen to mrs pang talk talk... she talked abt all the achievements of the sch for the last 1 n half year...then she also say tat she is leaving le...coz of some personal reasons....haha...

then walked hme wif tiffany lor...chit chat as usual....then we talked abt when to have our nc gathering...=)think i'll post till here bah... will try to update again mayb on fri bah...

*argh!!..no one peii wo tis sat...haix.... =x....*

4 more days to go!! Woo hOO!!! =P

today mah....sianism lor...woke up at abt 12 pm+++ like tat....(piggy me...)then went down to 888 wif sis...then stayed at hme watched tv...then went cwp...actually wanted to buy tat bag de...but in the end nvr buy...i think wait a few days bah...see whether got pple buy for me anot...=x...im bad...wakakakas

today whole day stayed at hme and did nth...ytd went out wif huii n leen n i saw a bag at converse dere...quite nice...is a pink n grey bag...if i didnt see wrongly lah...i want to buy tat bag lah...like it so much leh....just asked mummy whether can buy anot...she nvr say anything leh...hmmm...duno whether can get it anot...=( hope to get it for my b'day gift bah...*hint*....bleahs...im so bad...=x...
no one online leh...so sian..no one to chat wif..

7 more days to go n im 14!!!=)

eh....i got nth to say abt today leh...i noe huii n leen gonna beat me if they see tis...muahahaha... im bad...=x
mayb will post tmr bah...see whether got go out tmr not...sian...no one jio me...=x

8 more days to go...=)

SJAB roxs!! lurves all the
seniors....instructors....officers....mdm n
sir...lurves everyone in SJAB!!! n most
importantly NC daddy!!!

i noe tiffany sure will say i copy her de...but it is also deep frm my heart de...=x...

sch sch sch....
then after sch...went to eat wif tiffany...yx n zh...talk talk talk...then went hme wif huii...reached hme le...used comp...watch tv...eat....do self-practice...use comp agn...n here m i posting...
boring right???today got nth interesting lor...so got nth to write abt...haix...end here bah...
sian sian sian

9 more days to go....=)

yo!! im here to blog le...though i may sound very 'high'...but im actually lei dao~~~...

wednesday....
today sch was ok ok lor...then after sch gt sjab....it was farewell party...it was fun dao~~~!!!due to the rain...we had the performance 1st instead of games...was so 'high' lor...keep cheering...shout until i almost lost my voice...muahahaha...den finally is games time lor...played watever 'animal call' de game...was fun lor...kip 'oink oink' here n there...cuz i m in the piggy grp...wahahaha!!then after tat was wat 'keep your leader dry'...quite ok lor...then finally is water bomb le!!!so fun can...took water bags to throw pple...of coz i also got kena pple de bomb lah...n i very easily xia dao de...therefore...i screamed lots of time today....then after tat we were told to fall in...let the sec 4s n 5 to pour water on us...i was kena-ed by tania n jieling lor...kip pouring water at me...sheng hao beside me also very pathetic...wahahaha....we were all drenched lor... then the sec 3s also joined in to pour water on us...they so bad lor...they even poured the pail of water on sheng hao n ben...n also used the pail to cover their face lor...so funny...then went to change...den refreshments....then lastly last parade....after tat in the canteen...the sec 3s were chasing each other lor...the purpose is just to pinch each others' cheeks...then in the end i also got pinched by yee xuan lor...he still say wat my cheek very nice to pinch...blah blah blah...then tiffany was like tickle-in(duno how to spell...=x) yee xuan lor..then mr goh was ard lor...he kip taking 'action' pictures....then i also ka-chiau by tiffany n ya hui lor...in the end i was like keep screaming in the canteen lor...muahahaha!!

tuesday...
sch was like...lazy to tok abt...during FT talked wif mr goh...tok abt sch stuffs...blah blah blah...n most importantly sjab!! he asked me wat r my aims in sjab,blah blah blah...in other words tok abt alot of things lor...want to know then cum ask me lor...=x
then after sch went to art rm to do the lino painting thingy,nid to cut out the thing frm the watever thing u called tat...while was doing it, was talking craps wif huii,leen,cui ping n ellis...we even talked abt teletubbies(did i spell wrongly??=x) lor...lol!! then after tat went to woodlands checkpoint there to buy things...then reached hme abt 6pm ++...bathed,ate n did nth..just watched tv lor

monday...
as usual lor, go to sch...then after sch gr farewell thingy...practised le then we see the sec1s perform, quite nice lor...then tiffany got souvenirs thingy, stayed ard inthe sch lor...den cyn they all say wat they want to do drills so went to the quadrangle to help them give commands lor...actually is quite sian lor...though gt 3 pple peii wo just like comp, practising drills at quadrangle, but the feeling is somehow different...sad...haix... then did some sort os 1 round of footdrill, as usual i said the commands, but i didnt shout, long time nvr shout commands le...like last time comp like tat...so huai nian, n i realised hor, just 1 month plus nvr shout, my voice is back to usual alrdy lor...last time i shout hor, after a while then ok lor, nw leh...i just raised my voice a little oni then i start coughing le...c the difference right?! then wait for tiffany till very sian le so go home alone lor...*yawns*

10 more days...=)

today mah...basically is same as last sunday bah...slack ard at hme...woke up at abt 11am ++...watched tv...then took out daniel's letter to read agn...duno y...got urge to read it somehow...=x

memories flashed back as i was reading...things happened during comp. training...hardships we went through,suffered tgt..cried tgt...thinking back..everything is so zhi de...=)...then things which happened on comp. day...so memorable...but at least tis time i didnt cry while reading the letter lah... tears coming out frm my eyes nia...i must tell myself not to cry so easily...i must not let NC de morale go down de...must stay cheerful always...tiffany...got my msg le mah??stay happy kk??=)
speaking of NC reminds me of daniel...tmr start sch le...jiayou!!kampateh!!!same goes to hazel also!!! jiayou!!=)

i got nth to say le...will try to post agn tmr bah...if not it willb latest by friday lor..=) buaiix....

13 more days to go...=)

nice mah??sweet hor...

here to post abt my day bah...
tis morning...woken up at 11.30am++ by tiffany's sms...she asked me whether i want to meet her later in the afternoon anot...by i said i want to stay at hme...*tired*...paiseh ah...not enough sleep...=x...then after replying the msg...went back to sleep after replying her msg... then in the end woke up at 12.30pm like tat...wash up le then ate smth lor...then was slacking till 2++...got nth to do mah.....=p

then my sis woke up le...asked to peii wo go woodlands checkpoint there walk walk...then we went sheng shiong there...we bought lots of tidbits!!!yum yum!! n also got a watch for myself!!nice!

reached hme at abt 6pm like tat...slept till 8++ then wake up...piggy me....=x then eat...n here m i blogging lor...haix...now i gt nth to do leh...pple...cum enthu me leh......

still got 14 days to go...=)

paiseh...so long nvr update post le...mayb i shall start posting frm wednesday onwards bah...

wednesday...
school was ok lor...then after sch was activity...tiffany was sick lor...but luckily nvr fall out...hazel n daniel came for activity...activity was ok...did sizing...then we didnt go for games...sec 2s went to talk wif daniel n hazel...was so fun lor...me n tiffany was so called 'quarrelling' wif sheng hao n ben...was like so fun lor...then we 2 also kip erhem-in to daniel when sum1 talk abt wat biased de...(i forgot who le...paiseh..=x) then time pass so fast lor...alrdy last parade le...then after activity, passed the photos to daniel n also give him the gloves...hope he will like it bah...but i noe is very nan kan...when i give i also very nan wei qing...=p...then as usual went hme wif tiffany...talked abt st john thingy....

thursday...
as usual...sch sch sch...
after sch meet up for farewell thingy lor...but didnt really do much...but we played game n sang songs instead...was so 'high' lor...blah blah blah...then went to cwp wif fizzy n yee xuan....saw faclin n huda...then went hme lor...was really tired...took a bath le then sleep till 11++...=x...lazy pig right??!! oink oink!!

friday...
healthy lifestyle...as usual ran wif tiffany n cyn...n my ankle ache agn...haix...when will it stop aching??then normal lesson lor...then after farewell thingy agn...finally gt full strength le...did a few rehearsal...then we were playing game n singing as usual...but tis time the sec 3s also join in...was so fun lor...then went hme wif tiff...when we were at fushan...saw yee xuan...call him he nvr reply de...he seems angry lor...then tiffany n i went to him lor...he ignored us...*sad sad*...then we followed him all the way to 888 there...haix...long story...oni me n tiffany noe...tiffany called me just now n told me smth...which makes me totally shocked!!!omg!!!!

haix...today basically just stayed at hme n did nth...woke up at abt 11++...then watch 'huan zhu ge ge'....was in sianism the whole day...did some hmwk lor...read his blog wif such a long post...then online...chatted wif no one...sian sian sian!!!got no one to sms wif...got lots things in my mind but there's no one for me to shu ku...pple who i can think of now is...tiffany n daniel...any1 else??im not really sure...haix...feeling so helpless now...

7/4/06
went army market wif cyn to collect name tags for sec 1s...sad to say tat...we took the wrong train!!! then suan le lor...take one big round lor...towards jurong there de...stand through the whole journey...almost fell asleep when standing...*yawns* then blah blah blah....collect name tags le then go back to cwp to meet up wif tiffany....

tiffany gt souvenirs meeting at food court....*diao*...wif zh,jeff,ben,thahira n shahidah...after tat zh go pat's hse..then 'lam bei bei' cum meet us...thahira n shahidah go off le...then me,tiff,yx,ben n jeff we go walk round cwp lor....we r so sian tat we end up playing hide n seek at the basement...is so fun can...me tiff n jeff was like kip running away frm yx n ben lor...muahahaha...i noe im mad...then when is yx n ben's turn to hide...is like so 'difficult' to find them lor...in the end they end up hiding at the lift lobby there 'sleeping' while we were like walking ard basement 1 lor...lol....

then we go banquet there play 'truth n truth'...talk here talk there....i feel quite ok telling the truth or rather xin li hua to them lor...jeff n yx they all r really nice lor...i've no worries telling secrets to them...nvr regretted having such seniors like them...=) n i realised...these few saturdays...i have been going out wif tiff,ben n jeff they all lor...at least i felt better after talking to them...

it was raining heavily when we are going hme lor...me tiff n yx took 900 bus n jeffrey took 912 if im not wrong...jeffrey is so nice....(tiffany u shld noe rite??) n yeexuan seems so sian...duno wat happen..haix...he actually can take 913 to go straight hme 1 lor...tiffany lend him her umbrella coz we both does not need it...but yeexuan say wat scared we 2 may need the umbrella so he peii us take 900...i went one big round so tat i no nid to b in the rain...tiffany alight 1st then yeexuan peii wo lor...he seems so sian n tired...but i couldn't find any topic to talk to him...n the weather is cold outside...n he seems to feel very cold..but i also cnt help him...so ke lian...

then he alight at the 888 there if im not wrong...n i think he walked hme bah...but it is still raining heavily lor... i sms him when i reached hme...i was waiting for his reply till i almost fell asleep lor...he called me when my eyes were half-closed...=p...he told me his hse ting dian lor...lol...mayb is becoz of the lightning bah...

after today really let me noe abt yeexuan lor...he is always 'quiet' n lame...but as wat daniel had said...pple who is lame has more eq compared to others...so sumtimes is gd to b lame...but u have to choose the right time lah...;)

**wat shld i do???m i thinking too much??haix...help me!!
**feeling helpless....any1 willing to lend a hand??

haix...when will we have nc gathering???

i've deleted my post le...cuz i tink it has agitated huii le...(sorry..)
i wonder wat had happened to me nowadays...i kept thinking abt the negative sides...i really scared to b left alone...mayb im thinking too much?? mayb im too stressed up over stuffs??? haix...wat shld i do???

i just asked daniel wat will he do to me if i were not to join comp nxt year...guess wat he said??? he say he will KILL me...wakakakas!!!sumtimes i really thought of not joining le...but at second thoughts...i changed my mind...haix...zhen shi san xin liang yi....

nc gathering wif daniel???when??where?? haix....

yo...just changed my blogskin...find the previous one abit boring so change lor..
ytd was flag day...went to 883 n woodlands checkpoint there to collect $$...flag day is quite alright for me...n we have to go all the way down to hq to return our tins...on the way to hq reminds me many things..the usual trips to hq on weekends for trainings..and i n tiffany is always talking on the train when on the way to hq...but tis time round is going wif different pple...is feeling is quite weird... then after tat went back to cwp wif tiffany,yahui n jeffrey they all...while waiting for train..the same feeling came back agn...tiffany felt tat too...we were always making alot of noise while waiting for train...everything is so huai nian....

it was raining heavily when we reach woodlands lor...so decided to walk ard cwp lor...funny things happened in cwp lor...but i duno how to described....hahaha!!!

then went back hme...was so tired lor.. just went to read the post i posted after comp....everything is so memorable... time passed by so fast...is alrdy april le...exams coming soon...daniel also going to start sch le...all the best to him bah!!buaiix!!

our hard work are paid off....nc!!let's jiayou again nxt yr!!=)

me and my nc sub-commander...

me n our nc daddy...."once a NC daddy...forever our daddy"

NC10 2007.....which always occupies a space in my heart....

paiseh...long time no update le..cuz my comp. sot sot de...
not really used to life now...comp. end le...which means no more trainings le...really miss the instructors alot...daniel...dun feel so down la...wat no gui shu gan le...dun 4get still got NC ard to help u da qi!!!...dun feel so sad...NC is always there for you!!!
tis afternoon acc. tiffany to army market there to buy boots..on the way there really reminds us of alot of things lor...the trainings wif na n ac on sundays...we r always so noisy..but today oni the 2 of us...so weird...we 2 were talking about wat happened during the start of comp. trainings...wat happened on comp. tat day...it really brings back alot of memories..i almost cried out when talking to tiffany...i still rmb last time when shuhui mentioned she want to quit comp, tiff n i was crying like omg... but at least it worth it=p...
thinking back...comp. trainings really taught me alot of things...i really didnt regretted joining comp. though it is really tired...stress n it also somehow affects my studies...comp. really let me get closer or know more abt seniors n instructor...esp. daniel...
at first i tot he was the person who has very high expectations on pple...who is very fierce..i dun even dare to get close to him when i first joined st john...but through comp...it let me realised tat he can b a caring n very nice person...or a big brother...
time really flies...remembering 3-4 months ago, we were like working very hard just to meet the instructors' standard...but now comp. has ended...the trophy is in our hand...have to say bye bye to everything...bye to comp. trainings....bye to instructors... truthfully..i will miss them alot...really thank them alot...i will not forget everything...NC 2007!!!kampateh!! daniel!! all the best to u in SP!!!

comp end le... which means we have to say bye bye to the instructors...hazel,gavin,yayah,manan.....must really thank all the instructors who has trained us...especially daddy daniel.. !!! without him i really duno wat wuld happen to us..........we got 2nd runner up...we all cried after the results was out..daddy also cry wif us...sry tat we have disappoint u...dun cry le ok...=)
i shall start my story frm ytd morning...
ytd 8++ am like tat go to sch to prepare...instructor peiying n instructor yiling came down to tie our hair for us..ty!!! daniel also bought bread for us as breakfast...i went into the room...and he passed me an envelope...which written there is for NC main 4...
i took the letters out...i realised mine was like 2 full pages long lor...i sat outside the room n read...i oni read till the 2nd paragraph then i cnt take it le..i burst out le...it is very touching...my tears just kept rolling down my cheeks...then i continue reading...what daniel wrote really reminds me of what happened from starting of comp. training till now...
i realised tat oni through hardships can bring us to what we r now...it really made us stronger...want to tell daniel tat...though u r not able to come down for our trainings, doesn't means tat u r irresponsible...really...i didnt blame u... we have grown up over these period of time...we really have to thank u...becuz of u, we r able to...u brought us up..that's make u being our daddy..im glad tat we have such a nice n caring daddy by our side...but u r leaving us soon...gd luck in ur studies n hope to have u back to train us agn...n strive for the champion!!!we can do it de!!!

after reading the letter..i cnt take it anymore...i cried...daniel came out to see...but he went in soon after seeing me..
on the way to hq...i was very scared...i was keep thinking tat wat if NC cnt win...tears kept flowing out...daniel walked past me n he knew tat i was crying agn...is just tat he didnt say it out...i noe he's worried abt me..when we r reaching the hq, he let me to listen to a song...he want me relax..but i cant...(sorry...)...he tried to make me smile...but...

outside the waiting rm...we all were trying to cool down...but i cnt take it anymore... i burst out agn...i was very stress...miss ong hugged me...hazel was comforting me...but daniel was standing aside looking at me...but i didnt blame him...i knew he does not feel gd seeing me cry as well... i tried to control my emotions...pple came forward to hug me to ask me not to cry anymore...patricia...yahui...n many more...but im always wanting a hug frm my daddy...

in the waiting rm...i keep looking outside..i want to c my daddy..they were all looking in...when they covered the peep hole wif paper, n im unable to c them...i cried agn...suddenly i missed the instructors n miss ong alot...during balloting...i was glad tat i managed to fufill daniel's wish to take the last few envelopes..which is NC10.. i signalled to daniel after i got the tag....i was glad at the point of time..when uniform inspection, when i shout 'NC10 sedia', i looked at miss ong n instructors...miss ong nod at me...i knew i did it...when we walked back to the waiting room...i was expecting a smile frm daddy...but he didnt...but i knew he want us to do well...
our first station was 1st aid...we did badly...instructors were all in front of us...daniel was taking video of our performance...when we march off...his face was very stern...i knew something went wrong... then was home nursing...we managed to finish 3 trolleys in the given time...i was very satisfied...but there were some mistakes here n there...finally it was footdrill...it is the time i can c all the instructors, miss ong, mr goh n my daddy...footdrill went on smoothly...daddy was taking video of us...i noe i shld not disappoint him anymore...i tried my very best to shout the commands...and we did it!!! 48.2/50!!! when we do bersurai...all clapped for us!!!i was very happy!!!daniel was cheering for us also!!

went back to the waiting rm...was tired at tat point of time...ate some snacks...took a quick nap... finally is was 6pm... we were asked to go up to the hall...i was very scared of the results...i was holding on to tiffany's hand very tightly...tears dropping agn...when we fall in...we were just beside the instructors...i was very happy to see them...yayah n manan they all were smiling at us.... finally the results was out...AC n NA got champion...instructors they all were clapping very loudly...when they announced tat we got 3rd...tears rolled down frm my eyes...i cant believed tat we can get third...but i disappointed daniel...for not getting the champion...manan turned ard n looked at me...n showed me a thumbs up sign...i was vry touched...i kept wiping up my tears...when NA n AC went up to get the trophies...i was very happy for them...i was crying at that point of time..when i see the slide'nursing cadet category 2nd runner up, RIVERSIDE SECONDARY SCHOOL'...i was like....i shout 'NC10 sedia'the mdm beside was shock when i shouted...we marched to the stairs there..jacklynn mdm was there..i felt very sorry to her...we went forward to GOH...the mdm who was presenting the trophies to the GOH smiled at me when she walked past me...she knew i was crying...when we walked down...i tried to look for daniel...he smiled...then when the 1st runner up n champion went up...i was crying in my heart alrdy...after bersurai...i picked up the trophies on the floor n i started crying...the NC all crowd around n cry..instructors,mdm n tania they all came forward to comfort us...daniel also cried...it is the first time i c him crying...his eyes was really red...i was abt to stop crying...miss ong lead the rest to say the riverside cheer...when i listened...i feel vry sorry to the rest...i cried agn...daniel also...

then on the way back on the bus...tiffany was still crying...instructor jia tian n tady was beside us keeping asking her not to cry..daniel was sitting in front of us..i can see tat he is crying... in the end,i cried agn...

reached causeway le..NC tooked a picture wif our daddy...i also managed to take one wif daniel...=) after changing...we buy our own food le...then we gather around at one spot then we eat!!then all three teams say thank to our own 'daddy' n'mummy'... also watched the footdrill video tat daniel took...also chat a while wif instructors...at abt 10++ then we all go hme...

after i reached hme...i read the letter agn..very touching..

even now...im here typing tis post i m crying at the moment...

to daniel:i will keep the letter tat u gave me de...i will not forget having u such a nice n caring daddy de!!!

paiseh...have not been updating my blog for so long...may not be able to update often this few weeks...have been busy wif comp trainings n hmwk...paiseh...=)

paiseh for not updating for so long...as mentioned by tavin..my blog is dead...but i decided to 'save' the blog frm dying...=x tis few days have been busy wif comp...smth had happened wif our team...we have been changing position n so on...haix...i really cnt tolerate ******* le..she is so *** n she want evry1 to qian jiu her...i hope tat she can reflect back wat she had done...n do the necessary things she shld do in order for not wasting all our efforts...tat person shld noe wat to do le...

i have been tolerating enough in tis comp team le...frm a no. 2 change to no.1...then frm no.1 change to duno wat...omg...m i supposed to go through all these?? u say u are tired..under alot of stress..u tink i vry relax ah...i also have to go through the same things as u all lor...or mayb even more!!!

dun want to talk abt it...later i more angry...thinking back...issit worth it for me to cry on thursday??can sum1 tell me..

paiseh...so long nvr update le...me lazy seh..summore still gt training, tired tired...
huii n tanay kip asking me to update...so im here to update...for their sake???=xxx jkjk

last 2 weeks as usual, went back to sch for training...though is tired..but is fun seh...just got the news ytd tat i becum the commander then isabel becum the sub....omg!!exchange roles wif her seh...nid shout commands...but...i dun have the loud voice leh..must train nxt time...then hme nursing nid to study the theory,just finished studied the theory for TPR, agar agar gt the idea le,duno can pass anot...still gt others to read....

huii go london le...quite miss her seh..1 month cnt tok to her on fone...tok on fone is can...but nid sum1 to sponsor $$ leh..any1 willing to sponsor??i dun mind de...any kind-hearted ones???=xx jkjk

after 2 weeks ++ of training, learnt quite alot of things lor...things we does not learn during normal activity...in the middle..shuhui decided to quit comp seh..luckily she didnt...if not the team will b in pieces here n there le..=xxx everybody must jiayou kk??

learnt how to do the drills...memorised the commands...in sequence....learnt how to report...but we still nt sure how to do a 1st aid case...must jiayou!!! monday dun have training leh....but tuesday still gt self-training...nid to brush up on our drills...n my voice!!argh!!isabel must help me kk??

kk...enough of sjab le..if not huii read le say i fa hua chi...=xxx paiseh huii... pangseh u for the last 2 weeks...cuz of trainings...u go london le...at least gt ur sis peii nii....will not b so lonely...must take lots of pics of ur nephew kk??then send to me..i also want c???!!!

i tink i stop here bah....try to post more the nxt few days....kk???must miss me!!??=xx

sian diao...

sian diao lor...nxt week going to skul for 5 days straight away lor...monday-friday....my whole week is gone like tat...haix...ytd 1st training for comp...daniel is our instructor lor...ytd did nth much..did sum footdrill then learn how to say the commands...then afternoon gt home nursing lesson...today leh..training is 8-12++ lor...did footdrills...did a little bit of first aid short case...luckily tmr no training...if not i die le...

frm nw until end of december...total gt 14 trainings leh..nxt week...monday,tuesday,thursday n friday is comp training...then wed is cpr training...sian diao...

then the following week is monday,thursday n friday is comp training...tuesday is cpr...tired...the week after is monday,tuesday,thursday n friday comp...then tat week dun have cpr...
then on 21st dec hor...actually gt cpr de...then daniel say tat day cnt...dunno gt wat sec1 dunno wat thing....tat week still gt 3 more trainings...haix...then home nursing still nt confirm yet lor...means i will b even busier...haix...

the dates for training will b....
November:27th,28th,29th,30th
December:1st,4th,5th,7th,8th,11st,12nd,14th,15th,19th,20th,22nd,27th
*hme nursing still nt confirm yet...haix...

nxt monday de training isabel cnt cum...me have to sub her lor...then tiffany will sub me if im nt wrong....nxt week will b a busy week for me!!!my morning for the week will b spent in skul...haix....sum1 help me!!=xxx...jkjk =)

yoyo...me here to post abt the chalet thingy...the chalet was a success!!oni mr chong,mr ho,miss leong,miss ho,miss chen n mdm ng went for the bbq...in the morning me, vinus,nickie, hui n leen we all meet at cwp to set off to pasir ris..the 'journey' was really long..was really tired...finally reached aranda country club le..waited for vinus's cousin to cum n check in for us..then went into the room...the room was quite big...quite spacious bah...enough for us to slp...=p bu too bad vinus mei cnt stay...
i shall skipped the afternoon part..was quite laggy...at abt 6++ bbq start!!while eating...wait for the teachers to cum..tat mr chong was the last person to reach!!at abt 8++(i tink so)went up to bathe...vinus waited for me..then we went down again..n i realised tat he can eat alot...despite he looking so fit...standing in front of the pit..dunno eat how many sticks of satay..3 chicken wings...dunno how many corns..omg...at abt 11, teachers all go le..cleared up the pit wif nickie..went up to the room...was really tired at tat time...but was also vry sian..was finding pple to sms wif me.in the end smsed mr chong...didn't expect him to call me!!i didn't answer the call the 1st time..cuz i dunno wat to say..cuz i tot he would reply me using sms!!he called me the 2nd time..answered the phone but asked nickie to tok to him...nickie say he told her tat i vry sian..asked her to entertain me...dots...i was like ...i was really sian at tat time mah...wanting sum1 to chat wif me mah...using sms lah...but it was really nice of him to call me at a late time...btw...thxs chong kor!!i decided to call u kor nxt time...=p..

holidays start le...n i dun feel happy abt it...wat im looking forward to now it the class party we r having tis tuesday...im glad tat teachers r cuming too!!!ms ho,ms adely chen,mr chong,mdm sabrina(mayb?nt sure)...the rest still nt sure yet...
nw holiday start le..i still feel vry lonely leh...dunno y leh..

my mood is still vry sian...n i realised going out alone is really vry boring n sian...sum more ur mood is still so down...i just felt tat i'm the only one left in the world...no one no one understand me...i dun expect too much...i just wish to have someone by my side who can understand my thoughts...i'm breaking down soon...dun tink i will b going out as i dun wished to go out!!!

sian...

eoy finally finish le...i dun sound happy right??it is becuz i nw vry buay song...so as tanay...haix..i just feel tat people r selfish sumtimes...they always tink for themselves,but nt for others...y some people just like to use vuglar language...no matter is playing or wat... a'F***' will just cum out frm their mouth...i just hate tat...y is vuglar language so 'popular' nw...i realised secondary skul nowadays gt alot of ah beng n ah lian...nw no mood to say anything le...mayb will post again later after i came back frm shopping...i want to go play timezone!!!i just want to enjoy my life!!!
vinus say tmr 11 am go her hse do dance...gtg le..buaiix..

whees...=)

yo...eoy is finally cuming to an end...can relax le...today 9.45 can go hme le...me,hui n leen...we go cwp to eat kfc...then we go shopping...then when abt to go hme le...hui say she want to buy earring at the shop at the control station there...then we saw gt water bomb...then we decided to play at hui's hse...but i go hme 1st then go...hui n leen they go admiralty to buy more things tat we can play...they bought the watever spray thingy...got pink colour thing cum out de...then they tell me tat they spent 20++ dollars just to buy earrings...then we go hui hse play water bomb wif leen...but before tat was slacking at hui's rm...huii n leen was zi lian-ning wif their hp...me??of course i gt take pic wif them lah..hui was playing wif the spray thingy...making the the room vry messy...then she ask her maid cum in n clear...tthen we go minimart buy more water balloons...spent abt more them half n hour in the toilet filling up the balloons...finally can play le!!!we play outside the lift there...but the problem is..our water bombs gt too little water le...then it does nt burst when we threw it...then all the balloons finished le..still nt enough, we go take plastic bags to fill it up wif water...then continue playing lor...i'm the first one to get wet..all thanks to huii n leen...then still nt enough...we mad le..go take a pail of water out n play..the three of us was all wet to the skin...=p luckily i gt bring extra clothe to change...leen wore hui's clothe when playing so she change to uni...lolx...tmr last paper le!!art finish le then can play le!!whees!!i noe i'm mad...=)

eoy going on now...so i lazy to post...=p...tis morning...nora say she nominated me as student councilor...i told my sis abt it but she is against it...i made up mind...it is my own decision whether i want to b a councilor anot...hope eoy and soon...tis few day vry stress up...want to use computer to relax myself a little...also cannot...if i let my sis see i using pc...she surely nag one 1 lor...not like others...gt pc in their room...haiz...but i'm glad tat my parents give me freedom,they let me do my own things...they noe i can manage things well...i cannot disappoint them anymore...i must work hard for eoy...n evrything...just 6 more days to go!!!shanshan!!wake up!!must work hard!!dun disappoint the pple around who support u!!
but i really under stress...just want to let her noe tat i alrdy 13!!!i noe how to manage things well!!!the way tat u treat me really makes me feel vry stress!!i nid freedom...stress in school is alrdy enough for me...i just want to relax when i'm at hme...CAN??PLS...LET ME FEEL RELAX WHEN I'M AT HME K?

life seems to b boring for me...no one appreciate wat i have done...so wat's the point of me doing all these?! it is all WORTHLESS!!!no one cares abt me...no one around me is trustworthy...i want to find some1 whom i can pour out all my feelings to...but i can't find one...no one can b trust in tis world...the oni place i can pour out all my feelings, mayb is oni here....
sometimes i really feel like crying out...izzit so difficult 4 me to find some1 whom i can trust??i really nid a shoulder 4 me to lean on...i'm bursting out soon!!!

today seems to b a bad day for me...everything dun seems to b good to me...mood was totally spoiled by someone... it is early in the morning!!!just becuz of them...i was buay song the whole day...plz change ur attitude!!!then gekteng pass a message frm ellis to me...ellis..is nt tat i m angry wif u, is just tat i tink u have totally changed...u r different nw...
gt tons of hmwk to do...that nora lah...give 133 qns...want us to do it by tmr...go die lah...say until so easy,u try n do lah...gtg le...

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2dae is such a lousy day for me can...whole day was so sian...
today 1st period was HL...did aerobics...was quite fun..then after tat was PE, mdm salwana did skill test wif us..basketball lorr....when cher test the rest of them shooting horr,me so suay lorr..kena hit by basketball...damn pain lor...i cried...tears start rolling down my cheeks...hui go scold wenkang...who threw the ball...hui keep making me laugh...then my mood for the rest of the day was getting lousy..during recess gt ice-cream to eat...after recess, went back to class, getting ready to go 4 art...wenkang apologise to me...my mood was like sibei buay song...then i didn't wan to reply him...but in the end, i accept le...=)i'm nt the person who will remember these kind of small matter de...=)art..do drawing lor..then is dnt...did practical...our project almost finish le...oni left joining the parts together oni...after gt hmt...went there listen story...after tat go cwp wif leen n hui...hui want to buy bag...i want to buy bottle..but dun have the design i want...saw tanay mei,nickie n jiamin..we go civic centre together to accompany hui to buy bag...mood was down...after buying the bag, went back to cwp...feel like going hme le...but they all still want to walk around cwp,mood was really bad...i told them i want to go hme 1st....
To hui, leen, tanay, nickie n jiamin:sry tat i leave early cuz my mood was really bad...i scared tat if i go wif u all,i will instead spoil ur shopping mood)nth to write le...later still nid to go to my cousin's hse wif my sis...sianz...

wat shld i do...

life is so sian these few days...EOY cuming soon...so many things nid to do..suddenly feel so stress..nt really happy wif my ct3 results..
english-B3
Maths-A1
science-D7
chinese-A1
History-C5
geography-A1
Literature-C5
DNT-A2
still not sure whether r there still cca nxt week anot..still nid to brush up on my footdrill...still cannot bang properly..still doing "horsekick"pple ard me are starting to 'pon' cca n lessons...shld i do the same as them?i'm really feeling very tired...some1 plz give me sum advice...i really feeling low these few days...=.=

hi...sry for nt updating so long...quite sian these few days...then after ct3 is EOY le..haiz=.=
got back sum my ct paper le...
english-15/25
maths-33/40
science-24/50
chinese-38/50
history-13/25
geography-39/50
dnt-??
lit-??
hope tat i can pass dnt n lit...vry sian nw..nth to say le..buaiixx

just came back frm wrps....
tis morning go to for teachers' day celebration...then after tat chiong to wrps...mrs lim came out to fetch us...then we chat in the canteen...then she nid to go le...me n gloria walked ard the canteen...then took pic wif miss chan...when she send me the pic then i upload k?=)tmr going to hui's hse to do dance...sunday still gt AGI..nid to wear full u...gtg le...buaiix...btw...wish mr hoe happy birthday n all teachers a HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!

me nw vry tired...feel like slping...let's start my blog frm monday bah...
monday
had sci paper...the paper was quite ok lor...but i dun tink i will do vry well...after test is lit...miss nora go through wif us the class test..i failed...sobsob...recess...then is english, miss chen taught us how to write brochures...then was history...miss chen told us the chapters tat will b tested in ct3, then went through wb,then was MATHS, see nora again sian...she checked our portfolio...she tink we vry free ah...ask us to do tis do tat...wat follow chin pang gd example...fuck lah...then assembly listen to a talk by dr william tan...
tuesday
had maths paper...the paper was ok lor...the graph qns...hui c the equations wrongly...then the whole qn get wrong... then she vry sad...recess...then was MATHS again...i hate it man...taught us new chapter...then still give hmwk,common test leh!!!...say wat do as class work...assignment got so many qns still want us to do in half n hr...geography, mr ho asked us to do self test...then after the test, went through wif us the four grid n six grid reference....then is free time le lor...oni for 5 mins nia...dotz...=p, then was chinese...went through wif us ct3 paper...i gt 38/50...i passed...then was sci...mdm sabrina didn't cum so we go hall...
wednesday
had history paper....i tink i gt 1 qn do wrong le...but is alrdy over...can't do anything to it le...hui was sick tat day, she went hme after the paper...then was sci...mdm sabrina nt in skul...went to the library again...recess...had chinese after recess...cher give us ws to do...quite easy...then pw...did the presentation...was a success..quite happy abt it...after skul gt sjab...wore quarter u...pe t-shirt,sjab skirt n skul shoes...did toc but in the end was like pt lor...run around the skul n did pumpings...then gt footdrill...damn tired...was released at 3.30...walked to the bus stop wif tiffany...went hme vry tired...started studying for geo paper at 7++
thursday
had geography paper...alrdy gt some qns wrong le...then was art...quite ok...did some colouring...recess...then gt dance...thinking of wat song to use for our dance...sci...did practical wb(but didn't go lab lah) n theory wb...then MATHS again......then is english...did brochures writing task while cher was doing oral practice...walked hme wif gek teng...
friday(today)
had lit paper...dun tink will do well...then pe...had NE lesson... mdm salwana taught us chapteh n sepak takraw...then we try out...vry fun lor...then after tat we can play games...played badminton with hui, leen, vinus n jenny...vry fun!!!was sweating alot lor...after changing to uni,my pe was really wet...lolx...recess...had dnt...cher went through the ideas wif us...then we start on our project...did sawing wood...when i saw the wood, it wasn't straight...cher helped me 'amend' it...lolx....gt hmt lesson...sian...dun want to tok abt it...went cwp wif hui n leen after eating in skul...we walked around...chit chatting....looked at stuffs...thinking of wat to buy for teachers' day...then when we go buy bubble tea...saw ong chin they all...talk here talk there...then we go take neo...then after tat we go hme...i want to go cwp to buy teachers' day present...who want to go wif me??1 person go vry boring leh...=p

let's start my post frm friday bah...
in the morning no healthy lifestyle...cuz gt ct3...the chi paper was ok for me...then after tat was pe....gt dance in dance studio...was having fun wif vinus meimei...recess...art was damn sian...dnt is quite ok...after skul dun have chi lesson...did pw...took the video for the presentation....went to causeway to meet with hui they all...jingwen treated us wif pizza...xie xie!!!!then walk around...
ytd morning, went to skul for lit class...gt lit test...during the test..tiffany sms me n ask me to go down...cuz evryone is waiting in the bus le...we r going to st john hq for first aid test...feeling quite ok on the bus...revising first aid wif tiffany cuz no matter how i read...it just can't get into my mind...the test was quite easy....confidence level=100%!!!when isabel mdm called my name i was damn happy lor...before my name was isabel...the sec 1 batch all passed...damn happy!!!went home...feeling vry tired...slept frm 3++ to 7++...then woke up...did up my maths portfolio....haiz...
today was damn sian...tmr gt sci paper...sure will fail de...
nth to write le...buaiix

tired

hi...few days nvr update le coz lazy...=p
let's start frm yesterday bah.yesterday 1st period i healthy lifestyle...quite sian...went for endurance walk instead of aerobics.then gt pe, we learnt the hip hop in the dance studio..got stepped by vinus lots of times but nvr mind..who ask her is my meimei...she so cute!!then is dnt, quite boring lor...then got hmt extra lesson, damn SIAN!!cynthia. cuiping n ellis they all go flag day briefing also nvr inform us...then after the lesson, me n shuhui rush to st john rm lor...then finally can go off...actually going hui's hse to do dance 1, then in the end change of plan, decided to go home separately...reached the bus stop le, hui called me, she ask whether want to go northpoint not...then ok lor...went northpoint, take neo then go timezone...leen pro lor...played motorbike thrice, three times also win...*clap*went home at abt 7+++.
then for today...early in the morning, woke up go skul for flag day...my grp got tiffany,priscilla,patricia, jun ren n chong yee...we went to chong pang n bishan to collect $$...first we went chong pang...alot of pple donate lor most of them are auntie uncle...after tat we go bishan.when we reached there...alot of st john pple r there lor...then everybody we saw donated le...me n tiffany went to the bus stop nearby to try our luck.not bad..gt pple donate for us...then tiffany say got 1 uncle say tat she is a beggar lor...how can he say like tat...u dun want to donate just walk away lor...is ok wif us...there is many pple out there who want to donate de...we walked back to meeting point...then patricia called n asked us whether we want bubble tea not...then ok lor...thanks patricia n priscila!!took mrt back to skul...on the way back i saw tanay mei...she nvr help me donate..sob sob...but nvr mind..who ask her is my mei mei!!=p
then went home...i too tired le...i went to sleep once i reach home!!!i slept frm 3 all the way to 6.30++
haven started on my hmwk yet...coz too busy le...nxt saturday got first aid test...gtg le!!buaiix

boring sia...tis afternoon came back frm my uncle's hse..vry tired...reached home at abt 2++ rest for abt half n hr...then start to do hmwk at 3pm... alot of hmwk lor...tmr got literature test the chinese spelling...read the outsiders bk while doing the lit ws...then the spelling...later just look through will do coz i learn last week le...if not i won't b here blogging...just nw when i came online..priscilla told me not to b too sad...concentrate on my first aid test instead...thanks priscilla!!!haiz...dun really look forward to school leh...feel very tired...though is weekend still nid to wake up vry early...yesterday is for ZIP then today have to go uncle's hse...*yawn*though many pple is online nw...no one is toking to me..sob sob...sometimes i really feel left out...i really feel vry lonely...i tink i gonna burst one day...i cannot take it anymore...somebody really take me for granted...

HELP!! sum1 help me!!!went for the ZIP exam today...the paper was difficult for me...i dun tink i can pass..but i want to pass!!!i want to get promoted!!i can oni afford to lose 20 marks in order to pass...in the morning, got no confidence for the exam at all...see the paper...confidence level=0%...haiz...the qns is mostly on history of st john n ranks of badges...got a few qns on the BF forms...i tink i got all those qns wrong...haiz...btw, isabel is the course IC,then sheng hao the the Alpha IC, Aliff the Bravo IC, Benjamin the Delta IC n i m the flag bearer today...vry nervous lor...my legs was trembling... i was holding the national flag...cannot let the flag touch the ground...if not die...i dunno how to tie the flag then i anyhow tie lor...luckily nvr drop...surprised to noe tat the PCs and APCs of the camp last time...they all get promoted le...congrats!!!
if i were to compare my confidence level between ZIP test n first aid test, i will have more confidence in first aid test...at least i m more prepared in tat...hope i can pass both test...i really want to pass the ZIP!!!!pple out there plz wish me gd luck!!!thank you!!!muacks!!! =p
i haven started on my hmwk yet...yesterday afternoon went to ah ma hse wif ma...then reached home at abt 9+...no time to do hmwk...was polishing boots...iron uni n finally read notes..today woke up at usual time...bun my hair then change into uni wif a jacket on it...reach skul le alot of seniors there le...all were busy reading notes..then after the test got footdrill...i like footdrill!!then finally last parade...i realised tat when benjamin report strength hor...he sound like he is scolding sum1...so funny...then when aliff give timing hor...he sounds so fake...came back home...used the pc for a while...i was too tired...almost dozed off in front of the pc...then went to the living room n sleep...since no one is at home...slept until 6+...then wake up...dozed off again...woke up at 7.30...watched a little of superband...then here m i blogging...tmr morning nid to go uncle's hse pray...so tmr reach home must straight away do hmwk...if not nid to burn midnight oil...i dun tink i ever tried burning midnight oil...always sleeps at 1 or 2++...
no one tag cum tag my blog one...sob sob....btw, congrats to the sec 2!!!

halo...sry for nt updating for so long...rather busy this few days so nvr on pc...haiz...tmr got the ZIP exam...nid to go skul tmr...i haven iron my uni yet!!!i still got the history of SJAB haven read yet...wish me good luck for the exam!!!just now went to my ah ma hse then after tat go jurong point shop for my skul bag...but the bags is either too expensive or i dun like it...haiz...tinking of going junction 8 to shop for bag instead...ask my sis to bring me go there...nth to post le...i tink i suxs in DNT lor...tink i can't score well for DNT tis ct3...wat shld i do!!!someone help me!!!i tink i gtg le...nid to go iron my uni le...buaiix!!

sian...now nth to do then 2moro still nid to go to skul...i dun want to see tat nora!!!hope tat she's not in skul 2moro!!!i hate her!!my sis haven change the printer ink for me...so cannot print the heymaths ws out to do...alot of test cuming...got first aid test,ct 3 n lots more...very stress leh..i just hate tat nora...i starting to hate chinese too...lessons start to becum boring...i seems to hate school now...nothing to say le...buaiix

halo...yesterday was slacking at home so lazy to tag...wednesday got activity...was fun coz we got a long footdrill session!! 1 n a half hour long!!!fun sia..got total defence lecture for 1 hr then first aid lecture oni for half an hour...sgt was teaching belakang pusing during marching...we r separated into 2 squad...in my squad, oni me, benjamin n sheng hao noe how to do belakang pusing, we were asked to do demo, after the demo, we were left at the side...then we were there laughing lor...sgt went to teach those who dunno then me, benjamin n sheng hao were marching on own...we march here march there...very fun lor...i m the timer...i got some of the timing wrong instead...after tat we rush to change into our pt kit for games...mayb i was too tired,i almost fainted when changing...then we go fall in for games...in the squad, my legs was wobbly lor...i almost fainted...LCP priscilla brought me into the shelter to rest...i drank sum water...i felt better le..so i go fall in...the game was fun...it is the message of charade.....btw...during footdrill...we learnt a 'hentak' song...it was sung when we r doing 'hentak'...
i tink better change a topic...if not hui will say im always toking abt sjab...sjab...wats wrong wif sjab???it rocks man!!! =p
just now was abt wednesday...now tok abt thursday...
yesterday, 1st period was in the hall listening to miss chitra toking abt the dunno wat rule...really very sianz...dozed off twice yesterday during the assembly...after tat was art...quite ok lah...drew the local food...i was hating art last time...i tink i started to like it since i m in secondary skul...then was recess...then got dance...mr chong gave us back ws...he still gave us another assignment for ct 3 1...but ok lah...it is a grp work...mie, leen, hui n jen...it is always us...=)then got sci, went to lab...not bad lah..not hmwk given...after tat was MATHS!!!i hate tat..i hate tat nora...want us to do the practice frm heymaths...wat want us at least must do 50 qns...say until so easy, do urself lah!!!then got english...the letter writing test was postpone to monday...but we did letter writing corrections....then go home!!!bought ice-cream to eat wif leen n hui...walked to the bus stop...took 900 go find my mother...go coffeeshop eat chicken rice while waiting for her...then went home slacked!!!
finally today!!!1st period...healthy lifestyle..did aerobics...was fun man!!!frm starting of year until did endurance walk,endurance run, skipping and aerobics...but i prefer skipping n aerobics...then is pe...did 2.4 retest...mdm salwana took my timing...my time was 20 min+++,then my previous timing was 19 min+++i failed but jenny she say she go ask cher...she say cher let me pass but hui fail...dun b sad k hui...do better nxt time...i will run wif u nxt time de...after the run, played badminton...i dun quite like the racket provided...i still prefer my own one..then recess...get caught by the watever miss wong...say we must change into uni before going into the canteen n eat....dun she expect us to change into our uni right after pe???we r damn sweaty lor...tink she so pretty...put so thick makeup...then got DNT...did 3D drawing and the design brief...the drawing was fun...though i was lost sumtimes but mr chong got help me with it...=)the design brief thingy we do based on the image board we did...after finishing the work...we hand in the file n image board to cher...me n leen is the first pair to finish our work leh...we so guai...=p
then got hmt lesson...12.30 t0 1.30...cher gave us do one ws...vry difficult lor...though lesson is 1 hr...we finish the ws at 1.00 then me, hui n leen go le...we go eat in canteen...then eileen make the 2 of us laugh until siao...we go causeway take neo....lolx..after tat we go basement buy bubble tea then go home le...
i tink i write until here le...buaiix...!!

sjab...

halo...long time nvr update le...lazy to blog...bleahs...
let's tok abt sjab bah...the ndp hor, just isabel called me to tell me tat the sec 1s no nid to go for training le...the sec 2s seniors would go instead...not really sad abt tat coz i sort of expected tat tis will be the outcome...our footdrill is not so gd as the seniors 1 lors...last week during actvity...ssgt cum to tok to us...abt all sort of things lor...i tink i would b better is the sec 2s were to go in...first aid test cuming nxt month...i kinda of scared tat i would fail the test lor...last week dunno wat happen to me...i was reading the first aid cd like siao lor...evrytime i turn on the computer...the thing i did after checking my mail was to read through the cd...now wat i look forward for is having footdrill evry activity!!!!!i like footdrill vry much!!!last week during uniform inspection...SGT***** say tat my boots was not shiny enough lor...hair not neat...skirt crumpled..i did iron my uniform lor!!!n i spent more than 1 hr polishing my boots!!!i alrdy used isabel's method to polish my boots le!!!but obviously u can see the difference between isabel's boots n mine...hers was like a star shining brightly then mine was like...dunno how to describe it lah...i wonder y evrytime i polish my boots...it was shiny at home after i polished them, but once i put them in the shoe bag...reached school le then it become dull le...n 'wrinkles' starts to appear...just polished my boots n it was shining...hope it can lasts it shine until wednesday's activity!!!

sick....

just came back frm school....feeling sick...runny nose...cough...stomach ache somemore...
now the time table all change le...even the teachers also change...dun really like mdm nora now...damn boring lor her lesson...nothing to write le..buaiix=(

outing wif miss ho and sze hui...

today just went out wif miss ho and sze hui...went to causeway point...walk here walk there...went to timezone to play...fun sia...long time never play until like tis le...after tat we went to the pasar malam at admiralty to 'shop' then we go macdonald sit...we went there to take a bite...after tat started to take camera out to snap here snap there...actually want to put some pictures here one...but i dunno how!!!can someone teach me???gtg le...spent the whole day outside playing...buaiix!!=)

today was quite a good day for me lah...stay at home nothing to do...just finish my literature hmwk...still left history haven do...mayb history will take me at least half an hour bahz...doing it later at night...after tat i will be free frm hmwk!!!!toking abt maths...i finish my gradient self practice le...got some qn dunno how to do...nid to ask my sis...e-learning one leh...area n perimeter...done the ws...practice qn frm heymaths...self practice qn frm assessment bk and also done the summary...all these took me 2 days!!!...dun tok abt hmwk le...toking abt tis make me so sianz...
not really looking forward for school reopens...but i'm quite looking forward to SJAB first activity leh...i'm the IC for the day leh...very excited...i can't wait for tat day to cum!!!i tink i'm enjoying SJAB vry much...hope can wear full uniform n tat day...didn't have a chance to wear yesterday...must remember to bring my name tag...if not die...
going out with hui and miss ho 2moro...tink will have lots of fun 2moro...want to go and play games le...buaiix... =)

a bad day for me...

halo...me here to blog again...juz came back frm st john in school...i brought my full uniform but i forgotten to bring my name tag...i totally forgot tat the name tag is part of the uni...told SGT Tania abt it...luckily she didn't scold...she say i will wear half u or rather quarter u....haiz..pe t-shirt with st john boots and skirt...muz remember to bring my name tag next activity...if not i surely DIE!!!
still got 2 more homework haven finish..literature and history...i shall do my homework at 5.00pm bahz...but i still want to play!!!why holidays so short??can't i make the holiday longer??or rather make the holidays be 2 months long??juz like wat miss ho told me yesterday..."we can oni enjoy our holidays oni when we graduate frm school..."haiz...still got many years to go until the time we graduate...
heard frm weiloke tat he had hurt his leg...hope it can recover soon...so when school reopens...he can still enjoy his chinese dance...i really wish to have a 6W2 class gathering leh...a real one...wif every 40 people present...including mrs lim...really miss mrs lim very much...long time never see her le...wonder how she is now...gtg le...mayb at night i will cum here and write another blog bahz...if not cya 2moro!!!buaiix

halo...so long didn't blog le...almost forget abt tis blog le...juz changed my blogskins...like it vry much...2moro still nid to go to skul for st john...holiday oni left a few days...1 month holiday is not enough for me...shld have 1 more month =)heard frm them tat st john day cuming...haiz...dun tok abt tat le...let's tok abt the camp i had during the hols bahz..
it is the zone induction camp...the basic nco course.got si ling sec,greenridge sec,chestnut drive,fajar sec and of course riverside....i'm in the charlie platoon wif cynthia and isabel..our PC is SSGT Adelard then APC is SGT Huiying...before we go for the camp... the senior they all say the camp vry tough....like hell...but after the camp i dun tink so leh...instead it is fun...oni got 1 day footdrill...less then 1 hr bahz...i still remember SSGT Adelard still do the actions for the frog song...vry funny...too bad nvr take pic...
then on the last day of camp, when we reach school...we all like siao le...jumping around the school....btw the camp still got best male and female cadet....the male cadet is Benjamin then the female is Isabel...both frm our corp one...on the last day i still kena course IC....tat day die....still kena scold by SIR...haiz...dun tok abt tat le..
juz now miss ho sms me ask me want to go take neoprint tis fridae....i happy like siao...meeting her and sze hui at causeway point at 2.30...lookind forward to tat day to cum...2night still nid to sleep early if not 2moro cannot wake up for st john thingy...gtg le... buaiix

haiz...a new year has begun...

haiz.... school opening soon...going back to school in two days time, but not to Woodlands Ring Primary School!!!but is Riverside Sec..I can't bear to leave wrps leh..especially the teachers and friends...Although going to the same school as Ellis but still not happy leh...we r not going to the same class...sianz..then next weekend got dunno wat sec 1 orientation camp... actually dun want to go one..but ellis going leh.. luckily in 28 days time, is chinese year!! looking forward to tat dae, i even bought my new clothes!!!can't wait to wear them!!!i bought one dress, is pink in colour!! i can't wait to wear that!!!this holiday seems to be very short...
haiz... time to go to sleep..frenz, remember to switch on ur handphone on new year eve!! i will be sending message to u!! wait for my message!!

kor kor's wedding

Yesterday was my cousin, meng wu kor kor's wedding. We went to Malaysia to attend his wedding.We went in to Malaysia on the night of 2nd November 2005.Our uncle picked us at Larkin bus interchange with his bus.We went for supper...As we were on the bus and there is so many people, we joked that we are the tourists of 'Lees Travel Agency' as the people on the bus are all Lees... We spent the night in our first uncle's house. The night was so cold that most of us couldn't get to sleep. We woke up at about 6am in the morning even though we slept at 2am at night. Our uncle drove us for a spin with his bus...It was so cooling in the morning... After the spin, my uncle went out to buy some breakfast for us...Yum Yum!!While we were having our breakfast, our long time no see cousin is back!!!It was Ah Ni jie jie!!!We were so happy to see her!!! at about 11am, we were getting ready to set off to meng wu kor kor's grandma's house for the tea ceremony...When they arrived, Jayson went forward to open the car's door...When kor kor get off the car, everybody clapped for them....After the tea ceremony, we all take pictures outside...After that, we all go back to our uncle's house... Some Lees ladies went to the salon to style their hair while some rest at home to get some rest... At 5pm, everybody is getting ready to set off for the wedding dinner...everybody is excited!!!The ladies are in one room dressing themselves while the men were in the living room chatting...Everybody is ready to go!!!! We have so many people that we need 3 cars and one motorcycle to bring us to the restaurant...Once we reached there, we all were busy signing the guest book, looking at the photos....and some went in to take a sit...as we can't wait anymore, the 5 ladies, my two sis, cousin and i went to take some photos with kor kor...we are still like kids rights??we went in for dinner....the food was delicious isn't it??? after the dinner, we took a family photo!!! it was nice!!!Great time pass very fast...As soon the dinner ends, we have to go back to Singapore...Everyone was dead beat...
http://spaces.msn.com/members/joey9120/ go this link to see the pictures !!taken!!

sWiMmInG...

went swimming with my sis,jayson, darren and aunt yesterday... we went safra....had a great time swimming...after that go to the resturant upstairs to have dinner and also celebrate my aunt's birthday...took a taxi home..alomst fell asleep in the cab.*yawn*

now just came back from school for national day celebrations..school gave us a book called "Today In History" shocked to know that school would actually give us this!!!...knew this book through televison programmes...i think if i buy this book outside, it will costs $10+++...
gtg now.... more posts afterwards!!

HaD a GrEaT tImE!!

went for cycling with valerie... fun man...!!!!hope to go cycling with her again..first we cycled to the school then we go library after that we went to a park opposite the library.....we went to the playground downstairs to play!!!!

school opening 2moro...

haiz... school opening 2moro....sianz.. dun feel like going lehz... dun want to see her sickening face...2moro go to school, have to do something to the noticeboard...haiz...by the way just cut my hair then valerie can't pull my hair anymore....yeah!!:p just kidding...

happy birthdae!!!

wat a boring dae todae... thinking of wat to put up on the noticeboard....
btw, wish farhanah a happy belated and jianing happy birthdae... hope u all enjoy the party... thinking of having a bbq among a grp of frens after psle... haiz tok abt that after psle...wat shld i put up on the class noticeboard leh??? someone give me some ideas plz...no nonsense plz..

y must quarrel!!!???

Haiz... y everytime discuss something someone will be angry or crying... y can't they sit down and cool things down...???

tired....

this few days, wonder why i feel so tired... everyday after school will feel sleepy... keep dozing off..the only thing to keep me awake is... (i still figuring out wat's that thingy...):p
haiz... hope everyday no school then can sleep all day long then can go play with jayson and darren..(those who noe me very well will noe who jayson and darren were...)sleepy all dae long....even coffee by the side also no use...

haiz...

haiz.. nothing to do... wat a boring day.. just now went to vista point with my sis...so 'dao mei' saw wl, weixiong and jiahui.. 'hai hao' weixiong didn't say any thing or i'll die... went to the photo shop to develop photos, then go food court sit... looked at my sis eating her lunch while i eat my dessert...after that walked around vista point after that cycle go home... enjoying the breeze man.. cool... finally cca start tomorrow.. can see miss jenny... miss her very much...long time never do some bending backwards or 'overhead bridge' stretching liao... bones become stiff liao...

phew..

phew... exams finally over.... todae very happy.. get my science and chinese marks!!! science i get 82.5!!! and chinese if not wrong is 89.5.. hope to do better in PSLE!!
when going through the chinese paper, jianing take my pen away... then somemore she go and write 'WL' on my hand... now the word still on my hand..luckily the words "going off" liao. jianing!! hate u forever!!!... just now at library with valerie...wrote the first part of this blog in the library...grr... valerie took my things away while we going home... however to get my things... of course i tried to get my things back if not i will now be here now... i would be still there chasing after her for my things... when we were at the at the lobby, miss tay was talking to mr chua and valerie and i were looking at the things on the board behind and when miss tay finished talking, she looked at us...she thought we were talking abt her...lol laughing along while we were walking... now i realised that yu juan is not called 'yu juan' she is called 'auntie koh' she responded when we called her 'auntie koh' but not 'yu juan'... yu juan is something very 'petty' so do as me...*just kidding...* yu juan, if u see this blog dun blame me ahz... i just kidding...:p

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haiz...2moro still got higher mother tongue paper.... ... dun think can get high marks for my science... put all my hope on chinese and higher mother tongue liao... me really need to work hard alrdy.... now almost crying liao...hope PSLE can do very well so that can go express...from other class only valerie knows wat my marks... dun bother to ask her wat's my marks, if not u die...
just now after higher mother tongue... before i lock the door... isabel and yi hui pulled down the grills and one lizard so called drop out from there...u noe wat? i stepped on the lizard!!! so disgusting!!! the tail came off and and still moving noe... then they say the lizard 'puked' blood.. yuks!! something white came out and i wonder wat is that.. they say is the lizard's egg...eww...

i hate it!!!

todae during higher mother tongue, huang lao shi want me to change place with isabel, just because of yi hui and isabel keep toking in the class.change place alrdy also no use, yi hui and isabel still cannot stop toking, make me cannot concentrate on the lesson. sitting with gek teng is the best of all... sitting in front is only letting yi hui to copy my work.. must request for changing of place again...

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i hate it!!! :@

Stop it I don't like it!!!

So boring...

Today is such a boring day..
no one is online...