..........
spent almost 1 whole day in front of the comp. today...O.o...
typing words and numbers the whole day..=x..*eyes tired*...haha

but still gt ppl peii me talk crap...and i still nid to be on standby with water leh...in case of any fire occur..=p hehe...

today alrdy end of october liao....
and tmr would be the start of november..
which means a start of something new? O.o
MainComm meetings has already started..
5 days later will be O'lvl chinese..
11 days later will be the start of comp. trainings...
2 months later will be a start of a new year which means Sec 4 alrdy?? O.o

as what i've mentioned in the 28th Oct de posts...
i shall be committed to my current involvements..
since i've made the choice to be in it...
i shall do my best in it...
no matter what...
though i might be complaining that i'll be tired...but on the other hand...im learning from it.
though it seems like my nov/dec hols is gone...
but i've been through it the last 2 years...
it might be tougher...or easier...
but no matter what...it is a learning process..

im sorry if i were to affect any trainings...
but if needed..i'll try to excuse myself from the otherhand...
but no matter what...i'll do my best in it

argh...
was having backache the whole day...=(

woke up at 10.30am++...
did hmwk and bio corrections...
den i went to cook!.haha...
after tt went for lesson lo..=x

tmr i shall cook again? see first bah...haha

yum yum...cooked scrambled eggs just nw...for my breakfast/lunch...hehe..
and hotdogs also...haha...
northpole...are you tempted? hehe..=p

wait for 12pm to come...den i shall go to cwp to meet shuli liao..haha

i was reading through my past posts just now...
and i realised only for this year...many things happened...
not only just reading through, i also did some edits to my blog posts....
i've deleted some stuffs...as i want to forget them and erase off from my memories.
i've decided to LET GO.....and i dun want to continue on anymore...
i feel that...it is not what i wanted..it is not the life i wanted...
i want to be ME MYSELF and I
i don't want to live for the sake of anyone else.
i want to live for myself.

things has changed for the better...and some has changed for the worse?
no one can be satisfied with everything
everyone has it own personality
but some is really cannot be tolerated.
everyone has aims and targets, which we want to achieve
the goal that i want to achieve now is....to get the "7"

maybe i shall start from today...or tomorrow?
to be committed to the involvements that im involved now...
main comm, comp and sjab...and most importantly the chi o'lvl that is coming soon next week.
but firstly i have to apologised that due to main comm, i might be affecting comp. trainings instead..so ya. sorry.

advance nco course forms has been submitted to miss ong this morning..
which means they would be going for the course in 2 weeks time..
wish them good luck in advance...=)


*i will never forget the 4 sentences*

i know after this post...sumo might think that i've got something wrong...but nvm..
i understand..=)

chi extra lesson today...
3 hrs somemore..=.=
tired dao~~.haha

came home jiu go to slp liao haha..=p
tmr still got extra lesson....luckily is 2hr only..=x hehe

happy birthday hanis!




i can only forgive at the moment, but can't forget, because it has left a deep scar on me.

tagged by mandy

1. Do you have secrets?
yesh? stored in my "bank"? =p

2. Would you fall in love with a boy older than you?
i choose not to answer

Do you enjoy going to school?
depends?

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
buy the stuffs i want...save....

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend's stead?
N-O NO!

6. If you have to choose one person between your boyfriend & best friend, who will you choose?i'll remain alone.

7.What is the thing that you desire now?
shopping!

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
do nth?

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
hmm....let me check my "bank"

10. What makes you angry?
hmph...you know i know

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
like tt lo.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Me myself & I...=o...no la...family and frens *full-stop*

13. What is the most important thing in life?
stay happy?

14. What is more important? Family or Career?
family?

15. What is your favourite colour?
pink!

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
N/A

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
NONO

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
i'll forgive a little...but NOT forget

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
no thanks

20. 5 people I have tagged:
-me
-myself
-i
-no one
-no one

went to hq to buy things just now...
but in the end no stocks...=.=..wasted trip...nvm..
after that went to bugis to shop shop...
bought two bags..=x hehe
and i saw jieling also...haha
she seems cuter liao wor...haha=p

came back...den dabao dinner back... yumyum..=x
and i invented 李家庄饭店...haha...

holiday lo..~~ =p
but still nid go back to sch for extra lesson...=x

today presented omms over the pa system coz raining...but the cd cnt be played... so ya..
sad sad..=(
went back class...the 1st 3 periods practically got nth to do...
did "spring cleaning"...wiped the table and chair.
after recess got back report bk...
was quite satisfied wif my results..=)

next up shall be mt o'lvl? 05/11..
jy ppl!

lazy to elaborate today leh...~nothing much happened...=x
did duty during the telematch...den blah blah blah lor...

and zhixian..you very er xin lor..=x

happy birthday to jieling and patricia!.=D

another day of post-exam activities...
first is safety talk by the police?? O.o

den recess...went to sj rm to take attendance bk....mdm soh was also there...
she borrowed 1st aid kit from us? O.o...
she said that our cabinet in the rm got so many trophies...nid to buy new one liao...
den i asked her to sponsor...=x but she say she'll find one empty shelf frm her hse for us instead...haha...jkjk =p
after tt spent the rest of the time outside staffroom talking..=p
btw...finally gotten the info on advanced nco course liao...
and they only have 2 theory course?? den followed by 4 days 3 nights camp, 1 assessment day jiu finish liao? O.o
last time we had at least 3 theory course if i didnt rmb wrongly?? O.o wonder why?? =x

den went to rp for dance fest...watched pple danced...
got a few...dun understand at all? also doze off while watching...=x

it ended before 12?? =x
den went to cwp wif ellis...den buy food jiu go home le...
bathe..used comp....den filled up forms...almost fall asleep while filling up the forms lo..=x
hoped i didnt make any mistakes..=x

is time for me to start doing chi paper le bah...but i lazy...
and i also lazy to read fa and hn..=x...
omg..patricia gonna kill me...=x

i wanna put a full-stop with a smile this time....o.O

was told by mandy to do tis quiz~

1)What is your name ?
fengshan..=)

2)Do you have a crush on anyone ?
nope!

3)Does anyone have a crush on you ?
hope not? O.o

4)Are you feeling bored ?
currently no?

5)How about now ?
nono..doing the quiz now..

6)Describe the person you have a crush on
N/A

7)Describe the person who have a crush on you
may i ask who is that person?

8)What is your favourite song ?
any song that caught my attention?

9)What is your favourite subject ?
maths~

Name 10 People you can think of right now , including the person who tag you .
01. mandy
02. szehui
03. zhixian
04. patricia
05. cuiping
06. tiffany
07. cynthia
08. ben soh
09. weihao
10.ellis

10) Is no. 4(patricia) a male / female.
female...

11) Do you like no. 6(tiffany) ?
yea?

12) What is the hobby of no.2(szehui) ?
bully fs...=x

13) Is no.9(weihao) smart ?
yesh? =p

14) Will you woo no.10(ellis) ?
woo~~ she want me anot? haha

15) When is no.3(zhixian)'s birthday ?
26th sep...

16) What will you do if you did not meet no.1(mandy) ?
i will not start to pull people's shoelaces? =p

17) What will happen if no.5(cuiping) falls in love with you ?
hmm...let's see...she's HAPPYdardar...so what do you think? =p

18) How about no.1 (mandy)?
hmm...i will pull her shoelaces more often..=p

Tag 5 person to do this quiz
-szehui
-zx
-wh
-zhenghui
-fizzy

ytd...
i've forgotten what i did ytd le?
i only remembered tt i cleared my cupboard wif mama?? =p

den today...as usual..woke up at 9am+ to watch doraemon..=x..hehe
den in the afternoon went out wif dajie to IMM and plaza singapura...
wanted to shop for bags de...
but didnt see the one tt i like..=(
but but but...i bought the bunny liao!!
similar to the one i bought for zx...but is pink colour de..hehe..
was playing wif it wif dajie on the way home on the train...=p

happy birthday angie!!..=D

today whole day is going through of paper??
den pe played handball...LOL....
english.. watched movie..but i slept during the first period...=x..tired~~

after sch...ate with ellis...
and the sec 2s were celebrating birthday....
and they gave us each a slice of cake...haha
shared wif cuiping and cynthia..=p
happy belated birthday amirah..=)

wait till 4+ for maincomm interview...
quite ok bah?
total...i was only being asked 4 questions? ahaha=)
hehe...i love admin..;)

argh...
got back exam papers today...=(
i only got 1 A!...=.=the rest average is B4 lo..=.=
sian...was "pinning" high hopes on it de...=(...
nvm...shall try harder nxt time..=x

happy birthday sweeteng!!..sry to kip u back so late..=x

*yawns*

woke up at ard 9am+ today...woke up reluctantly....coz today no doraemon...=p hehe..jkjk
bathe...den went to library to do the scrapbk wif cyn,hanis and thahira...=)
"what have we learnt?" "we learnt alot of things..." =p

went to jurong...went to popular..since it is still early...=x
bought a sudoku book..
den went to shop to be cashier again...haha...
stood at the counter there...collect money...and played sudoku at the same time...=p
papa even "koped" the bk frm me to do...=x...but got lots of mistakes..hehe=p

i love my "bank" ;)

Make amends the same day for words spoken in haste and deeds done in anger, lest you breach the wall of trust that will be more difficult to repair the next day.

phew~
finally got some news abt the course liao...thought it is gonna be delayed...=.=

life is like a cycle...
things go round and round...just like how the earth rotates/revolves.

sometimes it might seems to be like putting a full-stop there...
but it turns out to be a comma down there...trying to tell us that there is continuation behind it.
maybe i would have to wait for a little longer before i could really put a full-stop, which reallys means the end of it.

there are some matters when we can easily end it with a full-stop, but some it's really hard to do so.
there would be some things out there disrupting the process of putting the full-stop, forcing you to put the comma or question mark there...

there is a piggy bank or saving account in the bank for us to save/deposit our money...
but i would like to have a "bank", where i could deposit all my feelings..complaints(maybe?)
it is really suffocatiing to keep everything to myself...and when accumulated, the consequences is unpredictable. and i think only 1 person can be my "bank"?? O.o

Maybe i can try putting an exclamation mark? You see the hole between the straight line and the dot? Every door closed>a window will be opened?


***above-mentioned are just how i feel now...
not refering to anything or anyone

hehe...
today made chicken pie at home...=)
pics below...;)
ingredients of my chicken pie..
got potato...carrot..chicken..mushrooms...still got eggs..
in the oven...=)
freshly baked..=p
yum yum!!

yeah!!..
eoy finally finish le.....=p..
but still got 05/11 leh...=.=
and i very tired now...=.=

i want go gai gai...=p

maths paper 2 and bio paper 2...
maths was ok...got confidence in getting A this time?? =p

den break...went outside staffrm there de study area to study bio...
caught wh eating subway....orh hor~~ =x zx..let's go subway tgt...haha
shared hello panda...and it's pink~~ haha

bio was...=.= quite difficult...=x...wasnt interested in discussing the paper after the paper ends...=x

tmr physics paper and bio paper 1...hope can do well bah...

hello panda~~ =p



a smile do wonders?? O.o

Geog paper and chemistry today...
geog was 50/50?? got some points..cnt rmb..=.=

den chemistry was quite easy??
who knows the difficult part is MCQ...OMG!...=x

Every person is important.
It doesn't matter whether you play the violin, the flute, the cello or the drums; you're still part of the orchestra.

The time to trust is not only when all is calm.
The most important time to trust is through the raging storm.

photos time!..haha


i know zx will like this very much...haha
sumo and bodybuilder!..


lantern fantasy..

hello kitty!

O.O
the hello kitty "rubbish bin" which i like it very much! hehe
hello kitty and friends..
back to school.

come say with me.."hua~~"
"whee~~"

lalala~

i shall put quotes on my daily posts instead? haha
and copyrighted by na blog..O.o..
lalalala~

The greatest of life's pleasures are shared.

Maths paper 1 and SS paper..

maths still ok la...but got 1 careless mistake le..=.=
lalalala.....feeling sleepy now...=.=

wonder how's the response gonna be? would it be a difficult decision for me?
mayb yes mayb no....
sumo dun ps hor...=x jkjk

Happiness is contagious. Start an epidemic today.

had a really weird dream ytd..O.o

i dreamt tt i went for nat. comp....not as supporters..but a a participant...=.=
i did not went with my NC nor NA team...but wif 3 other ppl whom i do not know them at all?
and i was the No.3
but the reserve was a guy...=.=
i remembered that i was wearing the safari uniform..=.=
wearing heels somemore...=.=
i was doing home nursing in the home nursing rm...
but we were allowed to "bang" in the room...=.=
so when sedia..i lost my balance and almost fell onto the sofa next to me..as i was wearing heels..=.=
and i was so paiseh at tt time...and i kip say sorry to the commander...=x

den spent the rest of the time in the waiting rm...
not sitting on chairs..but on the floor..=.=
i dun remember any award ceremony..
den finally dismissed...
checked my hp...den got sms frm miss ong...
it was some sort of encouragement msg?? LOL...

weird hor...nat. comp?...safari uniform?

today...nth special lo...
woke up...went 888 bought breakfast...
came home..watched tv...do chi paper...sort out humans file...
studied abit ss?

maths paper 1 and ss paper on friday...omg...=.=

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